"Tell me what you want copied! tell me, sir, or I will shake your
interiors out of you-"
The boy was small, but spunky. His education had been received at
the corners of the streets. He had never taken lessons of a
professor, but he had practised upon a number of urchins smaller
than himself, and had become a thoroughly proficient and expert
pugilist.
It was not for Bill Bite to be roughly handled by any one, not even
by an editor. So he pushed him from him, and said,
"I want copy; that's a civil question,--I want a civil answer."
Jake's organ of combativeness became enlarged. He sprang at the boy,
grasped him by the waist, and would have thrown him down stairs, had
not a movement the boy made prevented him.
Bill's arms were loose, and, nearing the table, he took the inkstand
and dashed the contents into the face of his assailant.
"Murder!" shouted the editor.
"Copy!" shouted the boy; and such a rumpus was created, that up came
Mr. Pica, saying that the building was so shaken that an article in
type on the subject of "Health and Diet" suddenly transformed itself
into "pi."
The two belligerents were parted; the editor and Master Bill Bite
stood at extremes. At this crisis who should enter but Mr. Stubbs,
senior, who, seeing his son's face blackened with ink, inquired the
cause rather indignantly; at which Mr. Pica, not recognizing in the
indignant inquirer the father of the "talented editor," turned
suddenly about and struck him a blow in the face, that displaced his
spectacles, knocked off his white hat into a pond of ink, and made
the old fellow see stars amid the cobwebs and dust of the ceiling.
The son, seeing himself again at liberty, flew at the boy, and gave
him "copy" of a very impressive kind.
Down from the shelves came dusty papers and empty bottles, whilst up
from the printing-office came the inmates, to learn the cause of
the disturbance.
A couple of police-officers passing at the time, hearing the noise,
entered, and one of them taking Mr. Stubbs, senior, and the other
Mr. Stubbs, junior, bore them off to the lock-up.
This affair put a sudden stop to "The Buzz of the Nation." The first
number never made its appearance.
Mr. Pica, having obtained the amount of the check, went into the
country for his health, and has not been heard from since.
Elder Stubbs and Stubbs the younger paid a fine of five dollars
each; and when they reached home and related to Mrs. Stubbs the
facts in the case, she took off her spectacles, and, after a few
moments' sober thought, came to the sage conclusion that her son
Jake was not made for an editor.
HERE'S TO THE HEART THAT'S EVER BRIGHT.
HERE'S to a heart that's ever bright,
Whatever may betide it,
Though fortune may not smile aright,
And evil is beside it;
That lets the world go smiling on,
But, when it leans to sadness,
Will cheer the heart of every one
With its bright smile of gladness!
A fig for those who always sigh
And fear an ill to-morrow;
Who, when they have no troubles nigh,
Will countless evils borrow;
Who poison every cup of joy,
By throwing in a bramble;
And every hour of time employ
In a vexatious scramble.
What though the heart be sometimes sad!
'T is better not to show it;
'T will only chill a heart that's glad,
If it should chance to know it.
So, cheer thee up if evil's nigh,
Droop not beneath thy sadness;
If sorrow finds thou wilt not sigh,
'T will leave thy heart to gladness.
MORNING BEAUTY.
BRIGHTLY now on every hill
The sun's first rays are beaming,
And dew-drops on each blade of grass
Are in their beauty gleaming.
O'er every hill and every vale
The huntsman's horn is sounding,
And gayly o'er each brook and fence
His noble steed is bounding.
There's beauty in the glorious sun
When high mid heaven 't is shining,
There's beauty in the forest oak
When vines are round it twining;
There's beauty in each flower that blooms,
Each star whose light is glancing
From heaven to earth, as on apace
'T is noiselessly advancing.
Beauties are all around thy path,
And gloriously they're shining;
Nature hath placed them everywhere,
To guard men from repining.
Yet 'mong them all there's naught more fair,
This beauteous earth adorning,
Than the bright beauty gathering round
The early hours of morning.
THE RECOMPENSE OF GOODNESS.
WHEN our hours shall all be numbered,
And the time shall come to die,
When the tear that long hath slumbered
Sparkles in the watcher's eye,
Shall we not look back with pleasure
To the hour when some lone heart,
Of our soul's abundant treasure,
From our bounty took a part?
When the hand of death is resting
On the friend we most do love,
And the spirit fast is hasting
To its holy home above,
Then the memory of each favor
We have given will to us be
Like a full and holy savor,
Bearing blessings rich and free.
O, then, brother, let thy labor
Be to do good while you live,
And to every friend and neighbor
Some kind word and sweet smile give.
Do it, all thy soul revealing,
And within your soul you'll know
How one look of kindly feeling
Cause the tides of love to flow.
BRIDAL SONGS.
TO THE WIFE.
LET a smile illume thy face,
In thy joyous hours;
Look of sympathy be thine,
When the darkness lowers.
He thou lovest movest where
Many trials meet him;
Waiting be when he returns,
Lovingly to greet him.
Though without the world be cold,
Be it thy endeavor
That within thy home is known
Happiness forever.
TO THE HUSBAND.
WHATSOEVER trials rise,
Tempting thee to falter,
Ne'er forget the solemn vows
Taken at the altar.
In thy hours of direst grief,
As in those of gladness,
Minister to her you love,
Dissipate her sadness.
Be to cheer, to bless, to love,
Always your endeavor;
Write upon your heart of hearts
Faithfulness forever.
THE JUG AFLOAT.
"WHAT I tell thee, captain, is sober truth. If thee wishes to
prosper, thee must not allow thy sailors grog, lest, when at sea,
they become tipsy, and thy ship, running upon hidden rocks, shall be
lost; or else, when at the mast-head, giddiness come upon them, and,
falling, thy crew shall number one less."
Thus spake a good old Quaker, a native of the city of Penn. Captain
Marlin had been for many days and nights considering whether it were
best to carry a complement of wine for himself and friends, and grog
for his crew. He had that morning met Simon Prim, and asked his
opinion, which he gave as above; yet Captain Marlin seemed
undetermined. He felt it to be an important question, and he desired
to come to a right conclusion.
They had been passing up Broadway; had reached the Trinity, crossing
over towards Wall-street. Simon, with his usual gravity, raised his
hand, and, pointing to the towering steeple of the splendid edifice,
said:
"If thou, neighbor, desired to ascend yonder spire, thinkest thou
thou wouldst first drink of thy wine, or thy grog?"
"Certainly not," replied Captain Marlin.
"Then," continued the Quaker, "do not take it to sea with thee; for
thou or thy men mayest be called to a spot as high as yonder
pinnacle, when thee little thinkest of it."
The two walked down Wall-street without a word from either, till,
reaching a shipping-office, Captain Marlin remarked that he had
business within. The Quaker very politely bowed, and bade him take
heed to good counsel, and good-day.
The owner of the vessel was seated in an arm-chair, reading the
shipping news in the Journal.
"Did you know," said he, as his captain entered, "that Parvalance &
Co. have lost their ship, 'The Dey of Algiers,' and none were saved
but the cabin-boy, and he half dead when found?"
"Indeed not; when-where-how happened it?" inquired Captain Marlin,
in some haste.
"On a voyage from Canton, With a rich cargo of silks, satins, teas,
&c. The boy says that the men had drank rather too much, and were
stupidly drunk,--but fudge! Captain Marlin, you know enough to know
that no man would drink too much at sea. He would be sure to keep at
a good distance from a state of intoxication, being aware that much
was intrusted to his care which he could not well manage whilst in
such a state."
"Perhaps so," said Captain Marlin, doubtingly. "Mr. Granton, this
touches a question I have been for days considering. It is, whether
I shall allow my men grog."
"Of course, of course!" answered the ship-owner; "nothing so good
for them round the Cape. You know the winds there, rather tough
gales and heavy seas. Cold water there, Mr. Marlin! Why, rather give
them hot coffee with ice crumbled in it, or, carry out a cask of
ice-cream to refresh them! Man alive, do you think they could live
on such vapor? You talk like one who never went to sea, unless to
see a cattle-show."
Captain Marlin could not refrain from laughing at such reasoning,
yet was more than half inclined to favor it. He was fond of his
wine, and being, as such folks generally are, of a good disposition,
he wished to see all men enjoy themselves, especially when at sea.
He wished evil to no man, and had he thought that liquor might
injure any of his crew, he would not that morning, in that office,
have come to the conclusion to have it on board the "Tangus."
CHAPTER II.
On a bright, clear morning, a deeply-freighted ship started from a
New York slip; a fair wind bore it swiftly down the bay, and a few
minutes' sail found it far from sight of the metropolis of the
Union. Friends had taken the last glimpse of friends, the last
interchange of kindly feelings had passed, and deep waters now
separated them. It was the "Tangus," Robert Marlin captain, with a
picked crew, and bound for the coast of Sumatra. Simon Prim shook
his head, as he with others turned and walked home. "'T is a pity
men will not see evil and flee from it," said he, and he pulled his
straight coat-collar up, and thrust his hands more deeply than ever
into his pockets. He was a little startled by a light tap upon the
shoulder, and quite a happy voice exclaiming, "Why, Mr. Prim, how
are you?"
"Verily, neighbor; thou didst move me; but I was thinking so deeply
of Captain Marlin and his success, that no wonder thy light touch
should do so."
"But what of him, Prim?"
"His ship, the Tangus, has just left, bound on a long voyage, and
with a quantity of deadly poison on board, with which to refresh the
crew. I tell thee, neighbor, I have fears for the result. The jug
may possibly stand still when on land, but when it's afloat it's
rather unsteady."
"Very true, but you seem to express unusual anxiety in regard to
Captain Marlin and his good ship; thousands have been just as
imprudent."
"But not in these days of light and knowledge, friend. There have
been enough sad examples to warn men not to trifle on such subjects.
Twenty years ago I drank. We had our whiskey at our funerals and our
weddings. I have seen chief mourners staggering over the grave, and
the bridegroom half drunk at the altar; but times are changed now,
and thank God for the good that has been effected by this
reformation!"
"You speak true, Simon; and I wonder Captain Marlin could, if he
considered the evils brought about by intoxicating drink, carry it
to sea with him."
"I told him all as I tell it to thee, friend Jones. He asked my
opinion, and I gave it him, yet it seems he thought little of it.
Good-day, neighbor; I have business with a friend at the 'Croton,'
good-day;" and, saying this, Mr. Prim walked up a bye street.
Jones walked on, and thought considerable of the Quaker's last
words. His mind that day continually ran upon the subject. Indeed,
he seemed unable to think of anything else but of a jug afloat, and
at night spoke of it to his wife.
The wife of Captain Marlin had that day called upon Mrs. Jones, and,
although her husband had scarcely got out of sight, looked with
pleasure to the day of his return, and already anticipated the
joyous occasion. There is as much pleasure in anticipation as in
realization, it is often said, and there is much truth in the
saying. We enjoy the thought of the near approach of some wished for
day, but when it arrives we seem to have enjoyed it all before it
came.
Mrs. Jones was far from thinking it wrong in Captain Marlin that he
carried liquor with him on his voyage, and gave it as her opinion
that the vessel was as safe as it could possibly be without it.
"Remember what I say, that is a doomed ship," said Mr. Jones, after
some conversation on the subject.
"You are no prophet, my dear," said his wife, "neither am I a
prophetess; but I will predict a pleasant voyage and safe return to
the Tangus." With such opposite sentiments expressed, they retired.
CHAPTER III.
Insensible to all that is beautiful in nature, and grand and
majestic in the works of creation, must the heart of that man be who
can see no beauty, grandeur, or majesty, in the mighty abyss of
waters, rolling on in their strength-now towering like some vast
mountain, and piling wave upon wave, till, like pyramids dancing on
pyramids, their tops seem to reach the sky; then sinking as deep as
it had before risen, and again mounting up to heaven. There's beauty
in such a scene, and no less when, calm and unruffled, the setting
sun sinks beneath the horizon, and for miles and miles leaves its
long, glistening track upon the unmoved waters.
'T was so when the crew of the "Tangus" were assembled upon the deck
of that noble ship. The day previous had been one of hard labor; the
vessel had bravely withstood the storm, and seemed now to be resting
after the contest. Not a ripple was to be seen. Far as the eye could
reach, was seen the same beautiful stillness. So with the crew; they
were resting, though not in drowsy slumberings.
"I say what, Bill," remarked one, "'An honest man's the noblest work
of God,' somebody says, and that's our captain, every inch, from
stem to stern, as honest as Quaker Prim, of Gotham."
"Ay, ay, Jack," said another; "and did you hear how that same Prim
tried to induce Captain Marlin to deprive us of our right?"
"Grog, you mean?"
"Ay, ay."
"No; but how was it?"
"Arrah, the dirty spalpeen he was, if he was afther a trying for to
do that-the divil-"
"Will Mr. McFusee wait? By the way, Jack, he, Prim, got him by the
button, and began to pour into his ears a long tirade against a
man's enjoying himself, and, by the aid of thee, thy, and thou, half
convinced the old fellow that he must give up all, and live on
ice-water and ship-bread."
"Did?"
"Ay, ay, you know Captain Marlin. He always looks at both sides,
then balances both, as it were, on the point of a needle, and
decides, as Squire Saltfish used to say, 'cording to law and
evidence."
"By the powers, he's a man, ivery inch, from the crown of his hat to
the soles of his shoes, he is."
"Mr. McFusee, will you keep still?" said Mr. Boyden, the narrator.
Mr. McFusee signified that he would.
"Well, he balanced this question, and the evidence against flew up
as 't were a feather; but down went the evidence for, and he
concluded to deal every man his grog in due season."
"That's the captain, all over," remarked Jack.
As we before said, their labors the day previous were great, and, as
a dead calm had set in, and the vessel did not even float lazily
along, but remained almost motionless,--not like a thing of life, but
like a thing lifeless,--the captain ordered the crew each a can of
liquor, and now they sat, each with his measure of grog, relating
stories of the past, and surmises of the future.
"I tell you what," said Jack Paragon, "these temperance folks are
the most foolish set of reformers myself in particular, and the
United States, Texas, and the Gulf of Mexico, in general, ever saw."
"Even so," remarked Mr. Boyden, "but they do some good. 'Give the
devil his due,' is an old saw, but none the less true for that.
There's Peter Porper, once a regular soaker, always said his
'plaints were roomatic,--rum-attic, I reckon, however, for he used to
live up twelve pairs of stairs,--he and the man in the moon were
next-door neighbors; they used to smoke together, and the jolly
times they passed were never recorded, for there were no newspapers
in those dark ages, and the people were as ignorant as crows. Well,
one of these temperance folks got hold of him, and the next I saw of
him he was the pet of the nation; loved by the men, caressed by the
women-silver pitchers given him by the former, and broadcloth cloaks
by the latter."
"No selfish motives in keeping temperate!" said Jack Rowlin,
ironically.
"Can't say; but liquor never did me harm. When I find it does, I
will leave off."
"That's the doctrine of Father Neptune-drink and enjoy life."
"Every man to his post!" shouted the captain, as he approached from
the quarterdeck. Quick to obey, they were where they were commanded
in an instant, each with his tin can half filled with liquor.
Captain Marlin, seeing this, ordered them to drink their grog or
throw it overboard; they chose the former mode of disposing of it,
and threw their empty cans at the cook.
In the distance a small black speck was decried.
CHAPTER IV.
The sun had set in clouds. The heavens were hung in darkness. Ever
and anon a peal of thunder echoed above, a flash of vivid lightning
illumed the waters, and far as eye could see the waters tossed high
their whitened crests. The winds blew stormy, and now heavy drops of
rain fell upon the deck of the "Tangus." "Every man to his duty!"
shouted the captain; but the captain's voice was not obeyed.
Objects at two feet distance could not be seen. Louder that voice
was heard. "Every man to his duty,--save the ship!"
"Captain, what is my duty?" inquired the cook.
"I appoint you under officer. Search for the men, and, if they are
not all washed over, tell them I order them to work. If they do not
know it, tell them the ship's in danger, and they must work."
The storm was fast increasing, till, at length, instead of
blackness, one sheet of livid flame clothed the heavens above. Now
all could be seen, and the captain busied himself. But two of the
crew were to be seen, and they lay as senseless as logs. They heeded
not the rage of the storm. The terrific peals of thunder awoke them
not-they were dead drunk!
By the time the storm commenced, the liquor they had drank began to
have its effect. Four of the crew, who were usually wide awake-that
is, uncommonly lively-when intoxicated, had unfortunately fell
overboard, and were lost.
The captain had now food for reflection, but the time and place were
not for such musings.
He endeavored to arouse them, but in vain; so, with the aid of the
only sober man aboard besides himself, he conveyed them to a place
of safety. In the mean time the ship strained in every joint, and he
momentarily expected to find himself standing on its wreck.
The waves washed the deck, and everything movable, cook-house and
all, went by the board. The only hope of safety was in cutting away
the masts, and to this task they diligently applied themselves. All
night the captain and cook worked hard, and when morning came they
found the storm abating. Soon the sun shone in its brightness; but
what a scene did its light reveal! The once stately ship dismasted;
four men, including the mate of the vessel, lost, and two lying
insensible in the cabin.
It was not strange that the question came home to the mind of
Captain Marlin, with force, "Is it right to carry liquor for a
ship's crew?" He need ask the opinion of no one; he could find an
answer in the scene around him.
CHAPTER V.
"Then thy ship has put in for repairs?" said Simon Prim, as he
entered Granton & Co.'s office, on Wall-street.
"What?" exclaimed Mr. Granton, who had heard nothing of the matter.
Simon, pulling a paper from his pocket, read:
"LOSS OF LIFE AT SEA.--By a passenger in the 'Sultan,' from--, we
are informed that the ship 'Tangus,' from this port, bound to
Sumatra, and owned by Messrs. Granton & Co., of this city, put in at
that place in a dismasted condition.
"The 'Tangus' had been three weeks out, when, in a gale, four men
were washed overboard. The remainder of her crew being insensible,
and the whole duty falling upon the captain and cook, they with
great difficulty managed the ship. It is rumored that all were
intoxicated. This is the seventh case of loss at sea, caused by
intemperance, within four months. When will men become wise, and
awake to their own interests on this topic?"
The ship-owner rapidly paced his office. "Can it be?" said he to
himself. "Can it be?"
"Give thyself no trouble, friend," said Prim; "what is done is done,
and can't be undone. Thy ship is not lost, and things are not so bad
as they might be. Look to the future, and mourn not over the past;
and remember that it is very dangerous to have a jug afloat."
These few words somewhat quieted him, yet not wholly, At this moment
the wife of Captain Marlin entered. Having heard of the news, she
came to learn all that was known respecting it.
"Madam," said he, after relating all he knew, "my mind is changed on
the question we some time since discussed. Yes, madam, my mind is
changed, and from this hour I will do all I can to exterminate the
practice of carrying grog to sea for the crew. And I tell thee
what," he continued, turning to friend Prim, who stood near by, "I
tell thee what, thee was right in thy predictions; and, though it
has been a dear lesson to me, I have learned from it that it is poor
policy that puts a jug afloat."
GIVE, AND STAY THEIR MISERY.
WOULD ye who live in palace halls,
With servants round to wait,
Know aught of him who, craving, falls
Before thine outer gate?
Come with me when the piercing blast
Is whistling wild and free,
When muffled forms are hurrying past,
And then his portion see.
Come with me through the narrow lanes
To dwellings dark and damp,
Where poor men strive to ease their pains;
Where, by a feeble lamp,
The wearied, widowed mother long
Doth busy needle ply,
Whilst at her feet her children throng,
And for a morsel cry.
Come with me thou in such an hour,
To such a place, and see
That He who gave thee wealth gave power
To stay such misery!
Come with me,--nor with empty hand
Ope thou the poor man's door;
Come with the produce of thy land,
And thou shalt gather more.
THE SPIRIT OF MAN.
YE cannot bind the spirit down;
It is a thing as free
As the albatross-bird that wings
Its wild course o'er the sea.
Go, bind the lightning, guide the sun,
Chain comets, if you can;
But seek not with thy puny strength
To bind the soul of man.
Though all the powers of earth combine,
And all their strength enroll,
To bind man's body as they will,
They cannot bind his soul.
No power on earth can hold it down,
Or bid it hither stay,
As up to heaven with rapid course
It tireless wings its way.
Time is too limited for it,
And earth is not its clime;
It cannot live where sound the words,
"There is an end to time."
It seeks an endless, boundless sphere,
In which to freely roam;
Eternity its course of life,
Infinity its home.
There, there will it forever live;
And there, a spirit free,
'T will range, though earth may pass away,
And Time no longer be.
PAUSE AND THINK.
O! HOW many souls are sorrowing
In this sunlit world, to-day,
Because Wrong, heaven's livery borrowing,
Leadeth trusting souls astray;
Because men, all thoughtless rushing,
Dance along on Error's brink,
And, the voice of conscience hushing,
Will not for a moment think!
'T is the lack of thought that bringeth
Man to where he needs relief;
'T is the lack of thought that wringeth
All his inner self with grief.
Would he give a moment's thinking
Ere his every step is made,
He would not from light be shrinking,
Groping on in Error's shade!
Think, immortal! thou art treading
On a path laid thick with snares,
Where mischievous minds are spreading
Nets to catch thee unawares.
Pause and think! the next step taken
May be that which leads to death;
Rouse thee! let thy spirit waken;
List to, heed the word it saith!
Think, ere thou consent to squander
Aught of time in useless mirth;
Think, ere thou consent to wander,
Disregarding heaven-winged truth.
When the wine in beauty shineth,
When the tempter bids thee drink,
Ere to touch thy hand inclineth,
Be thou cautious-pause and think!
Think, whatever act thou doest;
Think, whatever word is spoke;
Else the heart of friend the truest
May be by thee, thoughtless, broke.
How much grief had been prevented,
If man ne'er had sought to shrink
From the right:-to naught consented,
Until he had paused to think!
LITTLE NELLY.
MATILDA was a fashionable girl,--a young lady, perhaps, would be the
more respectable name by which to call her. She had been reared in
affluence. She had never known a want. She had had wants, but she
did not know it. She had wanted many things that make a lady's life
indeed a life. But Matilda never dreamt of such things.
It was n't fashionable to love the outcast, and therefore she
bestowed no pitying look on them. It was n't fashionable to give a
few pennies even to a poor, lame orphan girl in the street. So she
pretended not to have noticed the plea of little Nelly, who had
accosted her during her morning rambles.
"Little Nelly." I remember how she looked when at twilight she sat
down on a curb-stone to count the money. She looked sorrowful. She
was, indeed, worthy of pity; but little she got. The crowd went
hurrying, hustling on: few thoughts came down to little Nelly, on
the curb-stone. It had been a gala day. Red flags had flaunted on
high poles, and there had been a great noise of drums and fifes, and
everybody had seemed happy. Why, then, should sorrow come, with its
dark lantern, and look in the face of this little girl?
I will tell you.
There was a poor woman whose husband had been killed in Mexico. She
lived in one small room in a secluded part of the city, and by means
of her needle, and such assistance as was given to her daughter, who
diligently walked the streets, selling apples, she managed to live
in a style which she denominated "comfortable." Thus, for upwards of
one year, she toiled and lived, and was thankful for all her many
blessings.
But sickness came; not severe, but of that kind that bears its
victim along slowly to rest. She was unable to do much. She did not
wish to do much; but she sat day by day, yea, night by night often,
and diligently pursued the avocation that brought her daily bread.
Weeks passed, and yet she was ill. One morning, she called her
daughter to her side, and, taking her hand in her own, said:
"Little Nelly, 't is Independence day, to-day. You heard the guns
fire, and the bells ring, and the shouts of the happy children, this
morning, before you arose. I watched you as you lay listening to all
these, and I asked myself, Will my little Nelly be happy? and I
thought I heard my mother's voice;--she died long, long ago, but I
thought I heard her voice right at my side, saying, 'We shall all be
happy soon;' and I wept, for I could not help it.
"But I've called you now, Nelly, to tell you that I'm much better
this morning, and that, if you can get twenty-five cents to-day, we
will have a happy time to-night."
Little Nelly looked happy for a moment, but soon a shadow came over
her face; for she could not comprehend the meaning of her mother
when she said she was "better," for she looked more feeble than she
had ever seen her since the news of how her father was shot in the
face at Monterey was told her.
But she tried to be cheerful. She tried to smile, but, O, it was
very hard; and she got her mother's breakfast, and, having cleared
the things away, took her little basket, and her mother's purse, and
went out.
It was, indeed, a happy day without. There was joy depicted on every
countenance, and the general happiness infused some of its spirit
into the heart of our little trader. She seemed almost lost in the
great crowd; and there were so many dealers about, and so many that
presented greater attractions in the display of their stock, that
few bought of little Nelly.
It was late in the afternoon, and she had sold but a little, when
she encountered a young lady gayly dressed, in whose hand was
prominently displayed a bead purse, through the interstices of which
the gold and silver glistened.
Nelly held out her humble purse, in which no beads were wrought,
through which no coin glistened,--she held it up, and ventured to
ask, in pleasant tones, a few pennies of the lady. But not a penny
for little Nelly. Not even a look recognized her appeal, but costly,
flowing robes rushed by, and nearly prostrated her; they did force
her from the sidewalk into the gutter.
Go on, ye proud and selfish one! Go, bend the knee to Fashion's
altar, and ask a blessing of its presiding spirit! Bestow no pitying
glance on honest poverty; no helping hand to the weak and falling!
There is a law which God hath written on all his works, proclaiming
justice, and giving unto all as they shall ask of him. Pass on, and
heed not that little praying hand; but remember you cannot do so
without asking of that law its just requital.
Nelly walked on. She mingled again with the great mass, and twilight
came. It was then that she sat down, as I have before stated, to
count her money. She had but thirteen cents. All day she had sought
to dispose of her stock, that she might carry to her mother the sum
named, with which to have a happy time at home. And now the day had
gone; the night was drawing its great shadowy cloak about the earth,
and Nelly had but about one half of the required sum. What should
she do?
It was at this moment I met her. I stooped down, and she told me all
her story;--told me all her sorrow,--a great sorrow for a little
breast like hers. I made up the trifling amount, and, taking her by
the hand, we went together towards her home.
Reaching the house, we entered, and were met on the stairs by an old
lady, who whispered in my ear, "Walk softly." I suspected in a
moment the reason why she asked me thus to walk. She then led the
way. She tried to keep back the little girl, but she could not. She
hurried up the stairs, and through a long, dark entry, to a door,
which she quickly opened.
Nelly sprang to the bed on which lay her mother. I heard a sigh-a
sob. It was from the child. The mother spoke in a tone so joyous
that I was at first surprised to hear it from one who, it was
supposed, was near her end. But I soon found it was no matter of
surprise.
How clear and fair was that face! How pleading and eloquent those
eyes, as they turned, in all their full-orbed brightness, upon me,
as I approached the bedside of the mother of Nelly! There were
needed no words to convey to my mind the thoughts that dwelt within
that soul, whose strength seemed to increase as that of the body
diminished.
With one of her pale hands she took mine; with the other, that of
her daughter.
"Blessings on you both!" she said. "Nelly, my dear Nelly, my
faithful, loving Nelly, I am much better than I was; I shall soon be
well, and what a happy time we will have to-night! I hear that voice
again to-night, Nelly. Don't you hear it? It says, 'We shall all be
happy soon.' I see a bright star above your head, my child; and now
I see my mother. She is all bright and radiant, and there is a
beauty around her that I cannot describe. Nelly, I am better. Why, I
feel quite well."
She sprang forward, and, with her hands yet clasping Nelly's and my
own, she stretched her arms upward. There was a bright glow of
indescribable joy upon her features. She spoke calmly, sweetly
spoke. "We shall all be happy soon-happy soon-happy-" then fell back
on the pillow, and moved no more-spoke not again.
She was indeed happy. But, Nelly-she was sad. For a long time she
kept her hand in that of her mother. She at length removed it, and
fell upon the floor, beneath the weight of her new sorrow. Yet it
was but for a moment. Suddenly she sprang up, as if imbued with
angelic hope and peace. We were surprised to see the change, and to
behold her face beam with so much joy, and hear her voice lose its
sadness. We looked forth with that inner sight which, on such
occasions, seems quickened to our sense, and could see that mother,
and that mother's mother, bending over that child, and raising her
up to strength and hope, and a living peace and joy.
Nelly's little purse lay on the floor, where she had dropped it when
she came in. The old nurse picked it up, and laid it on a stand
beside the bed. A tear stole out from beneath the eyelids of the
child as she beheld it, and thought how all day she had worked and
walked to get the little sum with which her mother and she were to
be made happy on that Independence night. I called her to me. We sat
down and talked over the past, the present and the future, and I was
astonished to hear the language which her pure and gentle, patient
soul poured forth.
"Well, sir," she said, "we are happy to-night, though you think,
perhaps, there is greater cause for sorrow. But mother has gone from
all these toiling scenes. She will work no more all the long day,
and the night, to earn a shilling, with which to buy our daily
bread. She has gone where they have food that we know not of; and
she's happy to-night, and, sir, we shall all be happy soon. We shall
all go up there to live amid realities. These are but shadows here
of those great, real things that exist there; and I sometimes think,
when sitting amid these shadows, that it will be a happy time when
we leave them, and walk amid more substantial things."
Thus she talked for some time.
Having rendered such assistance as I could, I left. The next day
there was a funeral, and little Nelly was what they called "the
chief mourner;" yet it seemed a very inappropriate name for one
whose sorrow was so cheerful. There were but few of us who followed;
and, when we reached the grave, and the face of the earthly form was
exposed to the sunlight for the last time, little Nelly sung the
following lines, which I had hastily penned for the occasion:
WE SHALL ALL BE HAPPY SOON.
Dry our tears and wipe our eyes!
Angel friends beyond the skies
Open wide heaven's shining portal,
Welcome us to joys immortal.
Fear not, weep not, ours the boon;
We shall all be happy soon!
Hark! a voice is whispering near us;
'T is an angel-voice to cheer us;
It entreats us not to weep,
Fresh and green our souls to keep;
And it sings, in cheerful tune,
We shall all be happy soon.
Thus through life, though grief and care
May be given us to bear,
Though all dense and dark the cloud
That our weary forms enshroud,
Night will pass, and come the noon,
We shall all be happy soon.
When the last line of each verse was sung, it was no fancy thought
in us, in Nelly more than all others, that suggested the union of
other voices with our own; neither was it an illusion that pictured
a great thing with harps, repeating the words, "We shall all be
happy soon."
The sexton even, he who was so used to grave-yard scenes, was doubly
interested; and, when the last look was taken, and Nelly seemed to
look less in the dark grave and more up to the bright sky above her
than those in her situation usually do, I saw him watch her, and a
tear trickled down his wrinkled face.
As we turned to leave, I asked him why he wept. His features
brightened up. "For joy, for joy," said he. "I have put away the
dead here for forty long years; but I never beheld so happy a burial
as this. It seems as though the angels were with that child. She
looks so heavenly."
Perhaps they were. And why say "perhaps"? Do we not know they are
ever round us, and very near to such a one as Nelly, at such a time?
REUNION.
WHEN we muse o'er days departed,
Lights that shone but shine no more,
Friends of ours who long since started
O'er the sea without a shore;
Journeying on and journeying ever,
Their freed spirits wing their flight,
Ceasing in their progress never
Towards the fountain-head of light;
Oft we wish that they were near us,--
We might see the friends we love,--
Then there come these words to cheer us,
"Ye shall meet them all above."
When the sun's first ray approacheth,
Ushering in the noonday light;
When the noise of day encroacheth
On the silence of the night;
When the dreams depart that blest us
In the hours forever fled,--
In which friends long gone carest us,
Friends we number with the dead,--
Comes this thought, Ye ne'er shall hear them,
Ne'er shall see the friends ye love;
Voices say, "Ye shall be near them,
With them in the world above."
When within the grave's enclosure
Ye do drop the silent tear,
Tremble not at its disclosure,
Myriad spirits hover near.
Hark! they whisper, do ye hear not,
Mingling with your rising sighs,
Words that bid you hope, and fear not,
Angel-voices from the skies?
And as dust to dust returneth,--
That which held the gem you love,--
Thine afflicted spirit learneth
It will meet that gem above.
Thus whene'er a friend departeth
In my soul I know 't is right;
And, although the warm tear starteth,
As he passes from my sight,
I do know that him I cherish
Here on earth shall never die;
That, though all things else shall perish,
He shall live and reign on high.
And, that when a few hours more
Shall have passed, then those I love,
Who have journeyed on before,
I shall meet and greet above.
THE VILLAGE MYSTERY.
ABOUT fifty miles from a southern city, about five years ago, a most
mysterious personage seemed to fall from the clouds into the midst
of a circle of young ladies, whose hours and days were thenceforth
busily employed in quizzing, guessing, pondering and wondering.
He was a tall, graceful-formed gentleman, wearing a
professional-looking cloak, and buff pants, tightly strapped over
boots of delicate make, polished up to the very highest capabilities
of Day and Martin. He had no baggage; which fact led some
wise-headed old ladies to report him to be a gentleman of leisure, a
literary millionaire, it might be, who was travelling through "the
States" for the purpose of picking up items for a book on "Ameriky."
The old men wagged their heads, and looked most impenetrably
mysterious. The young men became jealous. To be sure he was not
superlatively handsome, but he had a foreign air, which was
considerable among the girls; and his appearance indicated wealth,
for his dress was of the first quality and cut. He had half a dozen
glistening rings on his hands; he wore a breast-pin of dazzling
brilliance; and every time he moved a chained lion could not have
made more noise, and clatter, and show with his fetters, than he did
with a massive double-linked chain, that danced and flirted upon his
crimson vest.
Abby and Nelly, the belles of the place, had each had an eye upon
the new comer, since he passed by the splendid mansion of their
abode, casting a sly glance up to the open window at which they
stood.
In a week, our foreign friend had made the circuit of all the
fashionable society of Greendale. He had drank tea with the
"Commissioners," and walked out with their amiable daughters. He had
visited the pastor, and had evinced great interest in the prosperity
of the church. He had even exhorted in the conference-meeting, and
had become so popular that some few, taking it for granted that so
devout a man must be a clergyman, had serious thoughts of asking the
old parson to leave, and the stranger to accept the pulpit,--four
hundred and eighty-two dollars a year, and a donation-party's
offerings. He had attended the sewing-circle, and made himself
perfectly at home with everybody and everything. The young men's
society for ameliorating the condition of the Esquimauxs and
Hottentots had been favored with his presence; and, likewise, with a
speech of five minutes long, which speech had, in an astonishingly
short time, been printed on pink satin and handsomely framed.
The lower class of people, for whom the stranger talked so much, and
shed so many tears, and gave vent to so many pitiful exclamations,
but with whom, however, he did not deign to associate, were filled
with a prodigious amount of wonder at the lion and his adventures.
They gathered at Squire Brim's tavern, and at the store on the
corner, and wondered and talked over the matter. The questions with
them were, Who is he?-where did he come, and where is he going to?
They would not believe all they had heard conjectured about him, and
some few were so far independent as to hint of the possibility of
imposition.
There were two who determined to find out, at all hazards, the name,
history, come from and go to, of the mysterious guest; and, to
accomplish their purpose, they found it necessary for them to go to
Baltimore early the subsequent morning.
The morning came. After taking a measurement of the height, breadth
and bulk of the foreigner, as also a mental daguerreotype of his
personal appearance, they departed.
Having been very politely invited, it is no strange matter of fact
that, just as the sun has turned the meridian, on the fifth of
March, a young man is seen walking slowly upon the shady side of
Butternut-street, Greendale. To him all eyes are directed. Boys stop
their plays, and turn their inquisitive eyes towards the pedestrian.
The loungers at Brim's tavern flock to the door, and gaze earnestly
at him; while Bridget the house-maid, and Dennis the hostler, hold a
short confab on the back stairs, each equally wondering whose
"bairn" he can be.
As he continues on his way, he meets a couple of sociable old
ladies, with whom he formed an acquaintance at the sewing-circle.
They shake hands most cordially.
"Abby and Nelly are waiting for you; they're expecting you," says
one of the ladies, as she breathes a blessing and bids him good-by,
with a hope that he will have a pleasant time at the deacon's.
Let us now take a few steps in advance, and enter the hospitable
mansion to which our mysterious personage, who has given his name as
Sir Charles Nepod, is passing.
Up these beautiful white steps walk with dainty tread. At this
highly-polished door ring with gentle hand.
A stout serving-man answers our call, and a tittering serving-girl
scampers away and conceals herself behind the staircase, as we
enter. What, think you, can be going on? A wedding,
forsooth,--perhaps a dinner-party.
A brace of charming girls, the deacon's only daughters, are seated
in the front parlor. We are introduced, and soon learn that they are
waiting the arrival of the talented, the benevolent Sir Charles;
and, as a matter of form and courtesy, rather than of sincerity and
hospitality, we are invited to remain and meet him in the
dining-room. We decline; bid them good-by, and leave. As we pass
out, we are hailed in a loud whisper by the man who first met us,
who glibly runs on with his talk as he leads the way, walking
sideways all the time to the door.
"An' sirs,--sirs, dus yers know what the young Misthresses is afther?
Well, sirs, they's going' fur to hev' a greath dinner with the
furriner. Yes, sirs, with the furriner as come frum a furrin land,
and was n't born in this at all a' tall."
As we reach the door, he steps up, whispers in our ears, "An' I
tells yer what, sirs, Kate,--that's the gal yer sees, sirs,--me and
she's goin' to see all frum the little winder beyant. This is
conveniently private to you, sirs, an' I hopes ye'll say nothing to
no one about it, sirs; 't is a private secret, sirs."
What should induce this man to give us this information, we cannnot
conceive. However, we have no reason to doubt what he tells us, and
therefore understand that a dinner-party is to come off, with a
wedding in perspective.
As we pass into the street, we meet Nepod.
As he ascends the steps, the two girls, forgetting all rules of
etiquette, spring to the door, completely bewildering honest Mike,
who is at hand, and welcome the man of the age.
"Mother and aunty have just gone out," says Nelly;--"they thought we
young folks would enjoy our dinner much better by ourselves alone."
"How considerate!" replies the guest. "I met the good old ladies on
the street. How kind in them to be so thoughtful! How pleasantly
will pass the hours of to-day! This day will be the happiest of my
life."
The three pass to the dining-room. Though early in March, the
weather is quite warm. In the haste of the moment, and somewhat
confused by his warm welcome, our hero has taken his hat and cloak
and laid them on a lounge near an open window. Seated at the table,
the company discourse on a variety of subjects, and the two sisters
vie with each other in doing the agreeable.
Down town all was excitement, and a great crowd was gathered at the
tavern. The investigating committee had returned from the city, and
with the committee three men of mysterious look. To the uninitiated
the mystery that had puzzled them for so long a time grew yet more
mysterious. Nothing could be learned from the two who had returned,
respecting Sir Charles, or the additional strangers. Only dark and
mysterious hints were thrown out, rendering the whole affair more
completely befogged than before.
Mr. Brim, the keeper of the tavern, silently conducted the new
comers out by a back passage, and soon they were seen in the same
path which Sir Charles had followed.
One of the men quietly opened the front door of the deacon's home,
and, entering, knocked upon the door of the dining-room. A voice
said, "Come in;" and he proceeded to do so.
In an instant, as if struck by an electric shock, the distinguished
guest sprang from the table, and leaped through the open window,
leaving his hat and cloak behind. But the leap did not injure him,
for he fell into the arms of a man who stood ready to embrace him;
and, mystery on mystery, they placed hand-cuffs on his wrists!
Judge, if you can, of the astonishment and mortification of the
deacon's girls, when they were told that he who had been their guest
was a bold highwayman, who had escaped from the penitentiary.
There was great ado in Greendale that afternoon and evening. Those
who had been unable to gain his attention said they knew all the
time he was a rogue. The young men's society voted to sell the frame
and destroy the printed speech; and the next Sabbath the good pastor
preached about a roaring lion that went about seeking whom he might
devour.
THE WAYSIDE DEATH.
Not many years since, an old man, who had for a longtime sat by the
wayside depending upon the charity of those who passed by for his
daily bread, died a few moments after receiving an ill-mannered
reply to his request for alms. Subsequent inquiries proved that he
had been a soldier in the American Revolution.
WHEN Freedom's call rang o'er the land,
To bring its bold defenders nigh,
Young Alfred took a foremost stand,
Resolved to gain the day or die.
And well he fought, and won the trust;
When the day's conflicts had been braved,
The foe's proud ensigns lay in dust,
While Freedom's banner victor waved.
But now he is a poor old man,
And they who with him, side by side,
Fought bravely in that little van,
Have left him, one by one,--have died.
And now to no one can he tell,
Though touched with patriot fire his tongue,
The story of those days which well
Deserve to be by freemen sung,
And cherished long as life shall last;
To childhood told, that it may know
Who braved the storm when came the blast,
And vanquished Freedom's direst foe.
He sits there on the curb-stone now,
That brave old man of years gone by;
His head 'neath age and care would bow,
But yet he raiseth it on high,
And, stretching out his feeble hands,
He asks a penny from man's purse,
Food for himself from off that land
He fought to save. Yet, but a curse
Falls from their lips to greet his ear;
And he, despairing, turns and sighs,
And bows his head,--there fills one tear,
It is the last-he dies.
Now men do rudely lift his hat,
To gaze upon his furrowed face,
And say, "It is the man who sat
Here for so long a foul disgrace."
Crowds gather round the spot to see,
And then pass idly on, and say,
To those who ask who it can be,
"'T is but a vagrant of the way."
Thus he who fought and bled to gain
The blessings which are round us strewn,
For one he asked, besought in vain,
Received man's curse, and died-unknown.
O, my own country! shall it be,
That they who through thy struggle passed,
And bore thy banner manfully,
Shall thus neglected die at last?
O, shall it be no help shall come
From thy overflowing wealth to bless?
Wilt thou be blind, wilt thou be dumb,
To pleas like theirs in wretchedness?
Answer! and let your answer be
A helping hand lowered down to raise
From want and woe those who for thee
Won all thy honor, all thy praise,
And made thee what thou art to-day,
A refuge and a hope for man;
Speak! ere the last one wings away;
Act! act while yet to-day you can.
BEAUTY AND INNOCENCE.
[FOR AN ENGRAVING OF COTTAGE GIRL AND LAMB.]
O, MAIDEN, standing in the open field,
On pasture sparkling with the morning dew!
What joy thou findest Nature now to yield
To hearts developed right,--hearts that are true!
Above is beauty, as along the sky
The dawn of light sends forth its herald ray
To arch the heavens, and myriad leagues on high
Proclaim the coming of the god of day.
Beneath is beauty; see the glistening gems
Around thy feet in rich profusion strewn;
Such as ne'er glows in kingly diadems,
Such as man's handiwork hath never shown.
Around is beauty; on each vale and hill,
In open field and in the shady wood,
A voice is whispering, soft, and low, and still,
"All, all is beautiful, for God is good."
Thou, too, art beautiful, O, maiden fair,
While Innocence within thine arms doth rest;
And thou wilt e'er be thus, no grief thou 'lt share,
If such a blessing dwell within thy breast
As that whose emblem now lies gently there.
NIGHT.
I'VE watched the sun go down, and evening draw
Its twilight mantle o'er the passive earth,
And hang its robe of blue, all gemmed with stars,
High over all for mortal eyes to gaze at.
And now I come to tread this sodded earth,
To walk alone in Nature's vaulted hall;
Yet, not alone;--I hear the rustling leaf,
The cricket's note, the night-bird's early lay;
I feel the cool breeze as it fans my brow,
And scent the fragrance of the untainted air.
I love the night. There's something in its shade
That sends a soothing influence o'er the soul,
And fits it for reflection, sober thought.
It comes bearing a balm to weary ones,
A something undefinable, yet felt
By souls that feel the want of something real.
And now 't is night, and well it is that I
Am here. I stand, my hand on this old tree,
Pressing its mossy side, with no one near
I can call fellow in the human strife,
The great, unfinished drama of this life.
Alone, alone, with Nature and its God,
I'll sit me down, and for a moment muse
On busy scenes, and, like some warrior chief,
Behold, yet mingle not in earth's great acts.
To-night how various are the states of men!
Some, bowed by sickness, press their sleepless couch,
Wishing while day doth last that night would come,
And now that night is with them wish for day.
Remorse holds some in its unyielding grasp;
Despair, more cruel yet, haunts some men's souls;
Both, ministers of justice conscience sends
To do its fearful bidding in those breasts
Which have rebelled and disavowed its rule.
Perchance, a maiden happy as a queen
To-night doth fix her destiny. A happy throng
Gather around, and envy her her bliss.
They little know what magic power lies low
In the filled wine-cup as they pass it round;
They little think it plants a venomed dart
In the glad soul of her whose lips do press
Its dancing sparkles.
Sorrow's nucleus!
Round that cup shall twine memories so dark
That night were noonday to them, to their gloom.
Dash it aside! See you not how laughs
Within the chalice brim an evil eye?
Each sparkling ray that from its depth comes up
Is the foul tempter's hand outstretched to grasp
The thoughtless that may venture in his reach.
How to-night the throng press on to bend
The knee to Baal, and to place a crown
On Magog's princely head! Dollars and dimes,
A purse well-filled, a soul that pants for more;
An eye that sees a farthing in the dust,
And in its glitter plenitude of joy,
Yet sees no beauty in the stars above,
No cause for gladness in the light of day,--
A hand that grasps the wealth of earth, and yields
For sake of it the richer stores of heaven;
A soul that loves the perishing of earth,
And hates that wealth which rust can ne'er corrupt.
How many such! How many bar their souls
'Gainst every good, yet ope it wide to wrong!
This night they're all in arms. They watch and wait;
Now that the sun hath fled, and evening's shade
Doth follow in its path, they put in play
The plans which they in daylight have devised,
Entrapping thoughtless feet, and leading down
The flower-strewn path a daughter or a son,
On whose fair, white brow, the warm, warm moisture
Of a parent's kiss seems yet to linger.
Stay! daughter, son, O, heed a friend's advice,
Rush not in thoughtless gayety along!
Beware of pit-fills. Listen and you'll hear
From some deep pit a warning voice to thee;
For thousands low have fallen, who once had
Hopes, prospects, fair as thine; they listened, fell!
And from the depths of their deep misery call
On thee to think. O, follow not, but reach
A helping hand to raise them from their woe!
Clouds hide the moon; how now doth wrong prevail!
Wrong holdeth carnival, and death is near.
O, what a sight were it for man to see,
Should there on this dark, shrouded hour
Burst in an instant forth a noonday light!
How many who are deem‚d righteous men,
And bear a fair exterior by day,
Would now be seen in fellowship with sin!
Laughing, and sending forth their jibes and jeers,
And doing deeds which Infamy might own.
But not alone to wrong and base intrigue
Do minister these shades of night; for Love
Holds high her beacon Charity to guide
To deeds that angels might be proud to own.
Beneath the shadows that these clouds do cast,
Hath many a willing hand bestowed a gift
Its modest worth in secret would confer.
No human eye beheld the welcome purse
Dropped at the poor man's humble cottage door;
But angels saw the act, and they have made
A lasting record of it on the scroll
That bears the register of human life.
Many a patient sufferer watches now
The passing hours, and counts them as they flee.
Many a watcher with a sleepless eye
Keeps record of the sick man's every breath.
Many a mother bends above her child
In deep solicitude, in deathless love.
Night wears away, and up the eastern sky
The dawn approaches. So shall life depart,--
This life of ours on earth,--and a new birth
Approach to greet us with immortal joys,
So gently on our inner life shall come
The light of heaven.
Time moveth on, and I must join again
The busy toil of life; and I must go.
And yet I would not. I would rather stay
And talk with these green woods,--for woods can talk.
Didst ever hear their voice? In spring they speak
Of early love and youth, and ardent hope;
In summer, of the noon of wedded life,
All buds and blossoms and sweet-smelling flowers;
In autumn, of domestic bliss with all its fund
Of ripe enjoyments, and then winter hears
The leafless trees sing mysterious hymns,
And point their long lean arms to homes above.
Yes, the old woods talk, and I might hold
A sweet communion here with them to-night.
Farewell to Night; farewell these thoughts of mine,
For day hath come.
NOT DEAD, BUT CHANGED.
I SAT and mused o'er all the years gone by;
Of friends departed, and of others going;
And dwelt upon their memories with a sigh,
Till floods of tears, their hidden springs o'erflowing,
Betrayed my grief. Soon, a bright light above me,
Voices saying, "We're near thee yet to love thee,"
Dispelled my tears. I raised my drooping head,
And asked, "Who, who,--the dead?"
When the angelic lost around me ranged
Whispered within my ear, "Not dead, but changed."
THE DISINHERITED.
MY next door neighbor's name was Jotham Jenks. This was all I knew
about him, until the circumstance I am about to tell you occurred.
One evening I had seated myself by my fire, and had taken up an
evening paper with which to occupy my time, until an acquaintance of
mine, who I momentarily expected, should arrive. It was
December,--cold, blustering, and by no means an agreeable time to be
out of doors, or away from a good fire. Such being the state of
affairs, as far as weather was concerned, I began to think I should
not see my friend that night, when a smart rap upon the outer door,
half a dozen times repeated, prevented me from further speculation.
Why did n't he ring?-there was a bell. It must have been a stranger,
else he would have used it.
Presently a servant came with the information that a stranger was at
the door with a carriage, and wished my immediate presence.
"Request him to walk in," said I.
"He cannot wait a moment," answered the servant;--"he wishes you to
put on your hat and coat, and go with him."
"Where?"
"He did not say."
This was a strange interruption,--strange that a man, a stranger, in
fact, should call for me to go out with him on such a night; but I
mustered courage, and went out to meet him. I don't know what
induced me so readily to grant his request; but out I went, hatted,
coated and booted. As I approached, I heard the falling of steps,
and the voice of the coachman requesting me to hurry. Reaching the
carriage, I looked in and beheld Jotham Jenks. In I jumped, and
before I was seated the carriage was moving.
The whip snapped, the wheels whirled round, and we passed through
the lighted streets with almost incredible speed. I ventured to make
an inquiry, and the reply was,
"You are doing a good deed. My name is Jotham Jenks. Ask no
questions now."
Thus was a veto put upon the movements of my tongue for the time
being. I, however, recognized the voice of Mr. Jenks; and though I
knew but little respecting him, I judged from his appearance that he
was a quiet, unoffending man; and such I afterwards found him.
For thirty minutes the horses raced along, causing the water, ice
and snow, to take to themselves wings and fly upon pedestrians,
windows, and sundry other animate and inanimate objects of creation.
For myself, I began to experience some misgiving, for thus exposing
myself to what, I did not know.
At length the carriage turned down a dark, narrow street, leading to
one of the wharves, upon which we finally found ourselves. The
driver jumped from his seat, opened the carriage-door, threw down
the steps, and we got out.
Matters had reached a crisis. Was I to be thrown into the water? The
assurance of my companion that I was doing a good deed seemed to
disfavor this supposition, as what possible good could that do
myself or any one else? Yet, for what was I taken from a warm room,
on such a cold, dismal, dark night, and hurried to the wharf?
"Now," said I to the stranger, "I must know the meaning of all
this,--the why and the wherefore."
He took my hand in his. It was quite dark. I could not see, yet I
could tell by his voice that he wept, as he said,
"In a berth in the cabin of that vessel lies a young man, far from
his home, among strangers,--sick, perhaps dying. No relative, other
than those of the great brotherhood of. mankind, is near to minister
to his wants, or to speak comfort to his troubled heart. He had been
here about two days, when I was informed of his situation by a
friend who came in the same vessel. I have brought you here that you
might listen to his statements, and assist me in assisting him.
There is much of romance in his narrative, and, as you are preparing
a volume of life-sketches, as found in town and country, I have
thought that what falls from his lips might fill a few pages with
interest and profit to your readers."
I thanked him for his thoughtfulness. My suspicions and fears were
all allayed; I asked no more questions, but followed my friend as he
passed to the vessel, and descended the narrow stairway to the
cabin.
A small lamp hung from the ceiling, and shed a sort of gloomy light
around. I had been in chambers of sickness, but never in a room
where more neatness was discernible, or more sufficiency for its
tenant, than in the cabin in which I then was. A sailor boy seated
by a berth indicated to me the spot where the sick man lay. We were
informed that he had just fallen into a sleep, and we were careful
not to awake him.
But, notwithstanding all our care, our movements awoke him. He gazed
around as one often does after a deep sleep; but a consciousness of
his situation, and a recognition of my companion, soon dispelled his
vacant looks, and his features were illumed with as expressive a
smile as it has ever been my fortune to behold.
I was introduced to the invalid, and soon we were as familiar as old
acquaintances. His name was Egbert Lawrence, and his age I should
judge from appearances to be about twenty-five.
"It is possible that my dear, good friend, Mr. Jenks, has given you
some account of my circumstances," he remarked, addressing me.
I replied that he had not, any further than to state that he was
friendless. He started, as I said this, and exclaimed,
"Friendless! His own modesty, that sure mark of true merit, induced
him to say that; but, dear sir, I have a friend in him, greater than
in any other on earth now. I had a friend, but, alas! she's gone."
I corrected his impression; remarked that I only intended to convey
the fact that he was in a strange country, among a strange people,
and that Mr. Jenks had told me he was worthy of assistance, and that
a sketch of his life would interest me.
"Then you would like to hear of my past, would you?"
"Most certainly," I replied; "and should consider it a favor should
you consent to give it to me."
To this he at once consented.
"I was born in the west of England," he began, "and can well
remember what a charming little village it was in which I passed my
earliest days. My mother was a woman of the finest
sensibilities,--too fine, in fact, for the rough winds of this world.
Her heart beat too strongly in sympathy with the poor and oppressed,
the weary-footed and troubled ones, to live among and not have the
weight of their sorrows and cares bear also upon her, and gradually
wear out the earth tenement of her spirit.
"As far as a fine, sensitive feeling was hers, so far it was mine. I
inherited it. But I would not flatter myself so much as to say that
I, in like manner, partook of her heavenly, loving nature, or that I
in any of her noble traits was worthy of being her son.
"Many times have I been the bearer of her secret charities. Many
times have I heard the poor bless the unknown hand that placed
bounties at their door. Many times have I seen my mother weep while
I told her of what I heard the recipients of her benevolence tell
their neighbors, and the many conjectures in their minds as to who
the donor could be. And, O, there was joy sparkling in her eyes when
I told her of what I had seen and heard! The grateful poor,
concluding, after all their surmising, that, as they could not tell
for a certainty who it was who gave them food and clothing, they
would kneel down and thank God; for, said they, in their honest,
simple manner, He knows. The benevolent hand cannot hide itself from
his presence, or escape his reward.
"My father was quite a different person. How it was they met and
loved, I could not for a long time determine. But one evening my
mother told me all about it, and said he was not the man of her
choice, but of her parents' choice; and that she had never loved him
with that deep and earnest love that alone can bind two hearts in
one embrace. But she said she had endeavored to do her duty towards
him. Good woman! I knew that. 'T was her very nature to do that. 'T
was a law of her being, and she could not evade it.
"My father was a rough, coarse-minded man. He held an office under
the government, and, from being accustomed to the exercise of some
little authority without doors, became habituated to a morose,
ill-natured manner of words and behavior within our home. I remember
how I changed my tone of voice, and my mode of action, when at night
he came home. With my mother I talked and laughed, and played
merrily in her presence, and rather liked to have her look on my
sports; but when my father came I never smiled. I sat up on my chair
in one corner as stiff and upright as the elm-tree, in front of our
house. I never played in his presence. I seldom heard a kind word
from him. My mother used to call me 'Berty, my dear,' when she
wished me; but my father always shouted, sternly, 'Egbert, come
here, sir!' and I would tremblingly respond, 'Sir.'
"Few persons seemed to love him; those who did, did so with an eye
to business. It was policy in them to flatter the man who could
favor them pecuniarily, and they hesitated not to do so. One time,
when my father's vote and influence were worth five thousand pounds
to his party, and he exhibited symptoms of withholding them, he had
rich presents sent him, and every night some half a dozen or more
would call in and sit and talk with him, and tell him how admirably
all the schemes he had started for the good of the town had
succeeded, and in all manner of ways would flatter the old
gentleman, so that he would be quite pleasant all the next day. At
this time handsome carriages came to take him to ride, and gentlemen
proposed an afternoon's shooting or fishing, or sport of some kind,
and my father always accepted and was always delighted. The simple
man, he couldn't see through the gauze bags they were drawing over
his head! lie did not notice the nets With which they were
entangling his feet. When election came, he gave his vote, and did
not keep back his influence.
"My father was not benevolent to any great degree. He gave, it is
true. He gave to missionary societies, to education and tract
societies, and his name was always found printed in their monthly
reports; but he never gave, as my mother did, to the poor around us,
unseen, unknown. Not even he knew of my mother's charitable acts;
but all the town knew of his, and he was looked upon by the great
mass of public mind to be the most benevolent. But it was not so.
Far from it. One shilling from my mother, given with the heart, with
sympathy, given for the sake of doing good, not for the sake of
popularity, was a greater gift than a hundred pounds from my
father's hand, given as he always gave it.
"I attended school but little. My mother wished me to have a good
education, but my father said if I could 'figure' well it was
enough. I was taken from school and put in a store,--a place which I
abhorred. I was put there to sell tape, and pins, and thread, and
yarn; and I was kept behind the counter from early morn until late
at night.
"I had one brother, but his mind was nothing like mine. He partook
of my father's nature. We seldom agreed upon any matter, and I
always chose to be alone rather than with him. I do not think I was
wrong in this, for our minds were of different casts. Neither of us
made our minds or our dispositions. There was, therefore, no blame
upon any one, if, on account of the difference in our mental
organizations, our affinities led us apart. It was a perfectly
natural result of a natural cause.
"I will not weary you with more detail of my life to-night; but
to-morrow, if you have any interest in what I have begun to tell
you, I will tell you more."
I had noticed that he began to be exhausted with his effort, and was
about to propose that a future time be allotted to what more he
chose to relate.
I assured him of an increased interest in him, and suggested
removing him to a good boarding-house. He at first declined, but
upon further urging he accepted, and, having seen that all his wants
were for that night attended to, we left; with the understanding
that a carriage should convey him to more commodious quarters on the
morrow, if the weather permitted.
I had no fears of my companion as we rode up the wharf and drove
through the streets, the storm beating down furiously around us. I
reached my home, and Mr. Jenks thanked me for my kindness in blindly
following him, and I in return thanked him for the pleasant
adventure to which he had introduced me.
CHAPTER II.
The next morning the weather was clear and the air invigorating, as
is often the case after a severe storm. With my neighbor Jenks I
procured a good home for the wanderer, and in a short time he was
located in it.
I was soon seated by his side, and he continued his narrative.
"I told you last evening of my parents, and of my entrance upon
business life. About that time a great sorrow visited me. My mother
was taken sick, rapidly declined, and in a fortnight left this state
of existence. Beyond this world it seemed all dark to me then; but
now it is brighter there than here, and there is no uncertainty in
my mind respecting that coming state.
"I have not told you she died. She did not die. There is no such
word as death in my vocabulary. She did not sleep even. She passed
from a crumbling, falling building into an enduring and beautiful
temple, not made with hands. But to me, then, as I have told you, it
was all dark; and it was not a wonder that I was sad, and that it
was indeed a heavy sorrow that rested on my spirit. Even with the
faith that she had, the thought of being left with a man such as my
father was would have made me sad. You will wonder, perhaps, that I
had not learned from such a mother as mine a clearer faith than that
which possessed my mind at the time of her departure; but I had not.
It was impossible for me to accept a truth with that amount of
evidence which satisfied her mind, and I doubted, at times, a future
existence. But I do not doubt it now. I have had proof,--abundant
proof; and, O, the joy that fills my soul is unfathomable.
"My father now became more tyrannical than ever, and everything
tended to destroy whatever there was of my mother's disposition in
my character. But nothing could force it from me. I was sensitive as
ever to the remarks and the looks of all with whom I came in
contact, and the severe and unmerited reprimands of my father almost
crushed me.
"Several years passed by. I wasted them in a retail store. It was,
however, not a complete loss to me, for there I formed an
acquaintance with a young lady, the daughter of a poor collier. Our
friendship ripened to mutual love, and we were happy only when in
each other's presence. Our interviews were frequent, and unknown to
any one but ourselves for a long time. At length my father became
acquainted with the facts. He called me to his room one night, and
scolded me, threatened to disinherit me, and treated me as though I
had been guilty of the most heinous crime.
"'You miserable, good-for-nothing scamp!' said he. 'Why do you seek
to lower yourself in the estimation of every man, and bring disgrace
on the name and fame of my family, by associating with the poor
daughter of a worthless laborer?'
"This fired my brain; but I was timid and dare not speak my thoughts
in his presence. I listened. He showered upon me all the evil
epithets his tongue could dispense, and, raving like a madman, he
pushed me to the door, and told me to cease my visits upon Evelina
or leave his house forever and change my name, for he would not
shelter me, or own any relationship to me.
"Poor girl! She little thought how much I that night endured for
her, or how much I was willing to bear. She was a beautiful
being,--so much like my mother, so gentle, and loving, and
benevolent! We were one. True, no earthly law recognized us as such;
but God's law did,--a law written with his hand on our beating
hearts. We had been joined far, far back, ages gone by, when our
souls first had their birth,--long ere they became enshrined in earth
forms. The church might have passed its ceremonial bond about us,
but that would have been mere form--that would have been a union
which man might have put asunder, and often does. But of a true
union of souls it is useless to say 'what God has joined let no man
put asunder;' for he cannot any more than he can annul any other of
his great laws.
"My father's reprimands and threatenings could not, therefore,
dissolve that bond which united me to Evelina, and she to me. So, as
soon as I left his room, I sought her presence. I told her all, and
she wept to think of what she had caused, as she said. But I tried
to convince her, and succeeded in doing so finally, that it was not
she who had caused it. She had not made her soul or its attributes.
God had made them, and if they were in unison with mine, or if they
had attractions that drew my. soul to hers, the law under which they
came together and would not be separated was God's law, and we could
not escape it.
"That night we walked down by the river's side, and we talked of
those great principles that govern us. We studied, there in the
clear moonlight, God's works, and I asked her whether in loving the
beautiful and the good we did not love God.
"Her mind opened a bright effulgence of light to my spirit. 'Yes,'
said she, 'it is even so. God is a spirit. He fills immensity,--and
if so, then he imbues this little flower with his own life, for he
is the life of all things. It is as he made it, and as we love it we
love him. When we love a being for his goodness, we love God; for
that goodness is of God."
"'Yes,' I remarked; 'I see it is so. I do not love you as a material
being. It is not your flesh and bones merely that I love, but it is
the goodness dwelling in you. As that goodness is more abundant in
you than in others, in like degree does God dwell in you more than
in them. If, therefore, I love you more than I love them, I love God
more than I should did my supreme love find its highest object in
them. In loving you, therefore, I love God so far as you possess the
characteristics by which we personify that being. It is not wrong,
therefore, to love you or the flower; for goodness exists in one,
and beauty in the other, and they both are of God, and in loving
them we love God.'
"We parted at a late hour. I went with her to the door of the little
cottage in which she dwelt with her father. Her mother had died, as
they call it, long years before; and, as I kissed her, and pressed
her hand and bade her good-by, I felt more strongly than ever a
determination to bear any privation, endure any suffering, for her
sake.
"I reached my home. I found the doors fastened and all quiet. The
moon shone very clear, and it was nearly as light as at noon-day. I
tried the windows, and fortunately found one of them unfastened. I
raised it very carefully, and crept in, and up to my room. The next
morning at breakfast my father spoke not a word, but I knew by his
manner that he was aware of my disregard of his command, and I
thought that all that prevented him from talking to me was a want of
language strong enough to express the passionate feelings that ran
riot in his soul.
"I judged rightly. For at night his passion found vent in words, and
such a copious torrent of abuse that I shuddered. Nevertheless, I
yielded not one position of my heart, and was conscious that I had a
strength of purpose that would ever defend the right, and could not
be swayed by mere words.
"There was no limit to my father's abuse when it became known to a
few of his friends that I had been seen in company with the
collier's daughter. I endured all, and was willing to endure more.
He seemed to have a peculiar dislike of Evelina's father, as also to
her. This I could not account for.
"At length I became of age, and on my birthday my father called me
to him, and, in his usual stern, uncompromising way, asked me if I
persisted in paying attention to Evelina. I answered promptly that I
did. I had had so many conflicts that I had lost much of my
timidity, and I now defined my position clear, and maintained it
resolutely.
"'Then leave my house at once!' said my father. 'I throw you from me
as I would a reptile from my clothes; and go, go with my curse upon
you! Take your penniless girl, and build yourself a name if you can;
for you have lost the one you might have held with honor to yourself
and to me. I had chosen for you a wife, a rich and fashionable lady,
the daughter of a nobleman, and one of whom to be proud; but you
have thought best to be your own judge in such matters, and you made
a fool of yourself. But you shall not stamp my family with such
folly, or wed its name to dishonor.'
"I endeavored to reply; but he would hear no word from my lips. He
sprang from his seat, walked the room in the greatest rage, and
whenever I opened my mouth to speak would shout, 'Stop your noise,
you ungrateful, heartless wretch!'
"He was determined to carry out his threat. That night he locked me
out of the house, and took special pains to make the windows fast.
In the papers of the next day he advertised me as disinherited and
cast off, and warned the world against me. He also circulated false
reports respecting me, and spared neither money nor effort to injure
me. He prejudiced my employers, so that they at once discharged me,
without a moment's warning. And all this from a father! How often I
thought of that loving, sympathizing mother! How often I recognized
her presence in my silent hours of thought! Dear, sainted friend!
she was with me often, unseen but not unfelt.
"Evelina faltered not. She bore all the opprobrium of false friends
with a brave heart, and rested on my promises as the dove rests its
weary head beneath its downy wing. Her father had confidence in me.
"It was astonishing how changed all things were. The day previous, I
was the son of a wealthy and influential man. I was respected,
apparently, by all. Very many professed a friendship for me, and
told me how much they valued my company. Young ladies politely
recognized me as I passed through the streets; and old ladies
singled me out as an example for their sons to follow. But on that
day no one knew me. Not one of those who had professed such
friendship for me came and took me by the hand when I needed their
friendly grasp the most! Young ladies, when we met, cast their
glances on the earth, on the sky, anywhere but on me. Old ladies
scandalized me, and warned the objects of their paternal
consideration against a course like mine.
"And why all this? It was because I loved Evelina,--a poor man's only
child!"
CHAPTER III.
Egbert's health seemed to improve now that he was in more
comfortable quarters, and had sympathizing friends to whom he could
narrate the story of his life. In the course of a few days he rode
out a short distance. After a rest of a week, during which his
strength had increased, he continued his narrative, in which we had
become deeply interested.
"I found a home at the cottage of Evelina. We made arrangements to
be married according to law, and in due time I applied to the
minister of the town to perform the ceremonies. I was surprised when
he refused; yet I well knew what inducements led him to act thus. My
father was the leading man in his church. The minister looked to him
as one of the chief pillars of support to his society, and
consequently to his means of livelihood. There was no one in the
town upon whom the public eye, religious or political, rested with
more hope than upon my father. He exhorted in the meetings with an
earnestness worthy of the most devoted follower of Cromwell; and was
as strict and rigid in the performance of his public religious
duties as the most precise Puritan of the old school could wish. Did
the chapel need repairs, my father was consulted. Was it proposed to
make a donation to the pastor, my father was expected to head the
list with a large subscription, and he did. Was it strange, then,
that he gave such a decided refusal to my simple request, knowing,
as he did, and everybody did, my circumstances? It seems not.
Perhaps it was foolish for me to ask a favor of such a man; but I
did, and he had an opportunity of exhibiting his allegiance to
public opinion, and his disregard of the voice within, that must
have commanded him to do right, and to adhere to truth and justice
in the face of all opposition.
"It was soon noised abroad that I had endeavored to get married and
had failed. There was great rejoicing, and one old lady took the
trouble to send her man-servant to me with the message that she was
glad to know that her good pastor had indignantly refused to place
his seal on my bond of iniquity.
"The dark cloud that all this time overshadowed my path rested also
on the path of Evelina's father. This was all that troubled me. He,
good man, had more true religion in his soul than the pastor and all
the people in theirs; yet he was scorned and ill-treated. All this
was not new to him. He had lived in that town four-and-forty years,
and had always been frowned upon by the boasting descendants of
proud families, and had received but little good from their hands.
The church looked upon him as a poor, incorrigible sinner. No one
spoke to him, unless it was to ask him to perform some hard job. It
was not strange that, judging from the works of the people who
called themselves Christians, he had a dislike to their forms. He
chose a living Christianity; and theirs, with all its rites, with
all its pretensions, with all its heralded faith, was but a mockery
to him. It was but a shadow of a substantial reality. He chose the
substance; he rejected the shadow, and men called him 'infidel' who
had not a tithe of vital religion in their own souls, while his was
filled to repletion with that heavenly boon. For a time the war of
persecution raged without, and slander and base innuendoes the
weapons were employed against us. But within all was peace and
quiet, and our home was indeed a heaven,--for we judged that heaven
is no locality, no ideal country staked off so many leagues this
way, and so many that; but that it is in our own souls, and we could
have our heaven here as well as beyond the grave. We thought Christ
meant so when he said 'the kingdom of heaven is within you'! We
pitied those who were always saying that when they reached heaven
there would be an end of all sorrow, and wished they could see as we
did that heaven was to reach them, not they to reach it. We feared
that the saying of Pope, 'Man never is, but always to be, blest,'
might prove true of them, and that even when they had passed the
boundary which they fancied divided them from heaven, they would yet
be looking on to so the future state for the anticipated bliss.
"What cared we, in our home, for the jibes and sneers and falsehoods
without? Those who are conscious of being in the right have no fear
of the goal to which their feet are tending. I heard from my father
often, but never met him. By some means he always evaded me. That
which troubled him most was the calmness with which I received the
results of his course towards me. He knew that I was happy and
contented. This was what troubled him. Had I manifested a great
sorrow and writhing beneath what he deemed troubles, he would have
greatly rejoiced, and so would all his friends. I had accumulated a
small property, and was prospering, notwithstanding the efforts of
many to embarrass me. A few began to see that I was not so bad as I
had been represented to be, and they began to sympathize with me.
This aroused my father's anger afresh. We had been married by a
magistrate of another town, and the clouds above our outside or
temporary affairs seemed breaking away, when an event occurred that
frustrated all our plans.
"One evening I heard the cry of 'fire,' and, on attempting to go
out, I found the entry of the house filled with a dense smoke. The
smoke poured into the room in which Evelina and her father were
seated. I rushed to the window, dashed it out, and, having seen my
wife and her father safely deposited without, secured what of the
property I could. In a few moments the cottage was enveloped in
flames, and it was not long before no vestige of our happy home
remained, except the smoking embers and a heap of ashes. We were
now, indeed, poor in gold and lands; but it seemed to each of us
that what had been taken from our purse had been put in our hearts,
for we loved each other more than ever before, if such a love were
possible; and, though we received but little sympathy from without,
we had a fund of sympathy within, that made us forget our seeming
sorrows, and rejoice in bliss unspeakable.
"It was reported that I had fired the cottage. I well knew with whom
this charge originated, and I had good reasons for believing that
the match that fired our house came from the same source.
"Our condition was such that we concluded to leave the place where
so much had been endured, and those who had strewn our path with
what they intended for thorns and brambles.
"We left. We journeyed to Liverpool, and engaged a passage in a New
York packet for the United States. It was a beautiful morning when
we set sail, and everything seemed reviving in the possessing of
life. Our ship's flags looked like smiling guardians as they
fluttered above us, and all on board the 'White Wing' were happy.
There were about three hundred passengers. There were old and young;
some travelling on business, some for a place they might call their
home, some for pleasure, and a few for the improvement of their
health. There were entire families, and, in some cases, those of
three generations. How varied were the hopes that filled their
souls! how different the objects that led them forth over the deep
and trackless sea, exposing themselves to countless perils!
"Evelina and myself mused thus as we sat on the deck at twilight of
the first day out, and watched the movements, and listened to the
various expressions that fell from the lips of the crowded
passengers.
"She always had a bright gleam of religious, philosophical thought,
with which to illumine every hour of our existence, and radiate,
with heavenly joy, our every conversation. 'There are not more
dangers here than on land,' said she; 'to be true to our inner
consciousness, we must say that wherever we are we are exposed to
peril, and wherever we are we are protected from evil. I have known
a man to cross the ocean a hundred times, and fall at last at his
own door, and by it become maimed for life. There is no such a thing
as an accident. Every result has a legitimate cause. Everything acts
in obedience to undeviating laws of God. We complain when we fall,
but the same law that causes us to fall guides planets in their
course, and regulates every motion of every object. It is only when
we disobey these laws that evil comes, and every transgression
receives its own penalty. It is impossible that it should be
otherwise.'
"We soon became acquainted with a number of the passengers, and
passed very many pleasant and profitable hours together. Evelina was
the light of every circle, and the days flew by on rapid wings. The
ship had made a rapid passage, and we were fast nearing our destined
haven.
"One Sabbath evening a storm commenced. The wind blew a hurricane.
Everything on deck was lashed, and the sea rolled and pitched our
vessel about as though it had been but a feather on its surface. We
had all day expected the storm, and were prepared for it. As night
advanced the storm increased. The rain fell in torrents, and the
darkness was most intense. After a while, the lightning came, and
the thunder reverberated with terrific peals over us. There were
shrieks and wailings aboard our vessel, and many a brave heart
quailed beneath the terror upon us.
"I cared not for myself. My chief concern was for my dear wife and
her father. We kept our state-room for a long time, but at length
deemed it prudent to leave it. As we did so, we heard an awful
crash, and many a shriek and hurried prayer. I myself began to fear,
as the mast and flying rigging went by us; but Evelina, even in such
an hour, had words to cheer us all. She seemed, indeed, more of
heaven than earth; and I cared not for my fate, provided we both met
the same.
"The captain ordered the boats to be got in readiness, and it was
quickly done. Soon another crash, and another mast fell, bearing to
the raging abyss of waters another company of helpless men, women
and children.
"I clasped my wife in my arms, and, amid the wreck and frantic crowd
of passengers, sprang to a boat. I placed Evelina in it, and was
just about to assist her father to the same boat, when a large wave
dashed over the ship and bore me alone over the wide waters. I
remembered no more until I opened my eyes, and the sun was shining
brightly all around me, and a young man was bathing my head, and
brushing back my wet hair, while some were standing by expressing
great joy.
"I soon became conscious of my situation, and I asked for Evelina.
What a sadness filled my soul when I was told she was not
there,--that they had not heard of any such person! Human language is
weak with which to express the sorrow I then felt. Through all my
varied life I had had nothing that so crushed my spirit, and filled
it with a sense of loneliness which it is impossible to describe. I
ascertained that I was on board of a vessel bound to Boston; that I,
was found holding on a raft, almost insensible when found, and quite
so a few moments afterwards. For a long time no one expected that I
would recover my consciousness, but the constant efforts of the
passengers and crew were finally crowned with success, and I opened
my eyes.
"I gave all the information I could respecting the fate of the
vessel, but thoughts of my wife, and surmisings as to her fate and
that of her father, often choked my utterance, and my words gave way
for my tears.
"The next morning I was delirious, with a fever. My anxiety for my
wife, and the exposure I had suffered, brought my body and mind into
a very critical state. For several days I talked wildly. At the
close of the fifth, I became sane in mind. I was yet quite ill. That
night the ship entered Boston harbor. It anchored in the stream, and
the next morning it hauled up to a wharf."
CHAPTER IV.
"I was a perfect stranger. The captain was attentive to my wants,
and made me as comfortable as he could. You will remember how neat
and quiet all appeared when, with my friend Jenks, you called on me.
All of the passengers took an interest in my welfare, and made up a
purse for me; but they could not remain long with me. They had been
long absent from home, and were desirous of seeing their families
and friends, or else they had business in this or some other place.
One of them introduced my friend Jenks to me; and, O, sir, he has
been, indeed, a good friend to one having so few claims on his
attention. He told me one night of you, and, agreeable to his
promise, he brought you to the cabin of the vessel. The rest you
know."
Egbert had regained his strength to a great degree, and gave me the
close of his narrative while we were having a pleasant drive through
the country. A month had passed since we first met, and though many
of the passengers had been heard from, the names of Evelina and her
father had not been reported.
When we reached our home, from our afternoon's drive, I took up an
evening paper, and the first paragraph I read was the following:
"MORE FROM THE WHITE WING.-The Orion, which arrived at this port
this morning, brought fifteen passengers, rescued from the boats of
the 'White Wing.' Among the names mentioned in the above notice were
these: "Mrs. Evelina Lawrence and her father, of England;" and, at
the conclusion, was the following item:
"The case of Mrs. Lawrence and her father is one of those that
loudly call for a bestowal of public sympathy and aid in her behalf.
She has lost a beloved husband,--one who, judging from the heavy
sorrow that oppresses her, and the sighs and tears that break her
recital of the events of their last hours together, was bound with
the closest bonds of soul affinity to her own spirit. They must have
been one, and are, indeed, one now, though to mortal eyes separated.
We commend her to the kind charities of those who would follow the
golden rule of doing unto others as they, in like circumstances,
would have others do unto them."
Egbert noticed my interest in that which I was reading; indeed, it
would have been strange if he had not; for I could not suppress my
joy, and it found expression in an occasional exclamation.
At length, I handed him the paper.
"My God! my wife!" he exclaimed, and he actually danced with joy and
thankfulness. He would have rushed into the street, and by sudden
exposure have caused a relapse of disease, had not I taken him by
the hand, and forcibly, for a few moments, restrained him. So
excessive was his happiness that, for a short time, he was delirious
with joy. He laughed and wept by turns: at one moment extending
his arms, and folding them as if clasping a beloved form; the next,
trembling as if in some fearful danger. But this did not long
continue. He soon became calm and rational, and we called a carriage
for the purpose of going to the vessel on board of which he expected
to greet his wife and her father.
My neighbor Jenks accompanied us, and, as we rode hastily along, my
mind reverted to the night when first I met Egbert. That eventful
evening came more vividly to mind as we found ourselves on the same
wharf, and the carriage door was opened, and we alighted on nearly
the same spot that we did at that time.
Egbert leaped from the carriage, and at one bound was on the
vessel's deck. He flew to the cabin, and in a moment I heard the
loud exclamations on either side, "My Evelina!" "My Egbert!" Mr.
Jenks and myself followed below. An old gentleman met us, and,
though a stranger, he grasped a hand of ours in each of his, and
wept with joy as he bade us welcome. The cabin was witness of a
scene which a painter well might covet for a study. In close embrace
Egbert and Evelina mingled joys that seldom are known on earth. The
old man held our hands, his face raised, eyes turned upward, while
tears of happiness, such as he had never before known, coursed down
his features. The officers of the ship came hurrying in, and the
crew darkened the gangway with their presence. What a joyous time
was that! The evening was passed in recounting the adventures of
each; and even I had something to add to the general recital. It
appeared that the boat in which Egbert had placed his charge was
safely cleared of the wreck; and, after being floated about two
days, was met by an English ship bound to London. They, together
with about twenty others who were in the boat, were soon comfortably
cared for. At the expiration of a few weeks, they reached London,
and were there placed on board a vessel bound to Boston, at which
place they in due season arrived. The grief of Mrs. L. during all
this time I will not attempt to describe. The mind of my reader can
better depict it than I can with pen. Hope buoyed her up. And,
though she had seen him swept from her side into the waters where
waves towered up to the skies and sank again many fathoms below, yet
she did hope she might see him again on earth.
In the silent hour of night, as she lay and mused of those things,
she thought she could hear a sweet voice whispering in her ear,
"Berty lives, and you will meet him once again." And, as if in
response to the voice, she said in her own mind, "I know he lives;
but it may be in that bright world where, unencumbered with these
mortal frames, we roam amid ever-enduring scenes." The voice again
said, "On earth, on earth."
But now they had met. It was no mere vision now, and the truth
flashed upon her mind that that voice she had heard and thought a
dream was not all a dream. And then she mused on as she was wont to
do, and, after relating to us the incident, she said, "May it not be
that much of our life that we have thought passed in dreamland, and
therefore among unreal things, has been spent with actual
existences? For what is an 'unreal thing'? It would not be a 'thing'
had it no existence; and what is the 'it' that we speak of? Can we
not then conclude that there is nothing but what is and must have an
existence, though not so tangible to our senses as to enable us to
handle it or see it? What we call 'imagination' may be, after all,
more real than the hard stones beneath our feet-less indestructible
than they."
Thus she spake, and her theory seemed very plausible to me, though
my friend Jenks, who was an exceedingly precise, matter-of-fact man,
could not see any foundation for the theory.
It was a late hour when Mr. Jenks and myself passed to our homes.
The next day Evelina and her father were coseyly quartered at the
house in which Egbert had boarded.
In the course of a a few weeks they arranged to go to the west, and
locate in a flourishing town on the banks of the Ohio, not many
miles above Cincinnati.
Mr. Jenks and myself accompanied them to the cars; and, amid our
best wishes for their success, and their countless expressions of
gratitude to us, the train started, and in a few moments the
Disinherited was going to an inheritance which God had provided, and
which lay in rich profusion awaiting their possession.
Our hearts went with them. We could truly say they were worthy God's
blessing; yet we had not need ask him to bestow it upon them; for
their very existence was a proof that he gave it to them.
THE SEASONS ALL ARE BEAUTIFUL.
THE seasons all are beautiful,
There is not one that's sad,--
Not one that does not give to thee
A thought to make thee glad.
I have heard a mournful cadence
Fall on my listening ear,--
'T was some one whispering, mournfully,
"The Autumn days are here."
But Autumn is not sorrowful,--
O, full of joy is it;
I love at twilight hour to watch
The shadows as they flit,--
The shadows of the falling leaves,
Upon their forest bed,
And hear the rustling music tones
Beneath the maiden's tread.
The falling leaf! Say, what has it
To sadden human thought?
For are not all its hours of life
With dancing beauty fraught?
And, having danced and sang its joy,
It seeketh now its rest,--
Is there a better place for it
Than on its parent's breast?
Ye think it dies. So they of old
Thought of the soul of man.
But, ah, ye know not all its course
Since first its life began,
And ye know not what future waits,
Or what essential part
That fallen leaf has yet to fill,
In God's great work of art.
Count years and years, then multiply
The whole till ages crowd
Upon your mind, and even then
Ye shall not see its shroud.
But ye may see,--if look you can
Upon that fallen leaf,--
A higher life for it than now
The life you deem so brief.
And so shall we to higher life
And purer joys ascend;
And, passing on, and on, and on,
Be further from our end.
This is the truth that Autumn brings,--
Is aught of sorrow here?
If not, then deem it beautiful,
Keep back the intrusive tear.
Spring surely you'll call beautiful,
With its early buds and flowers,
Its bubbling brooks, its gushing streams,
And gentle twilight hours.
And Summer, that is beautiful,
With fragrance on each breeze,
And myriad warblers that give
Free concerts 'mong the trees.
I've told you of the Autumn days,
Ye cannot call them sad,
With such a lesson as they teach,
To make the spirit glad.
And Winter comes; how clear and cold,
In dazzling brilliance drest!-
Say, is not Winter beautiful,
With jewels on his crest?
Thus are all seasons beautiful;
They all have joy for thee,
And gladness for each living soul
Comes from them full and free.
SPRING.
IT is early spring-time. The winter has passed with reluctant step,
and even now the traces of its footsteps are discernible on every
side. At noon of these bright days the sun looks down smilingly upon
the soil it seeks to bless with its cheerful, cheering rays. The
tiny grass-blades peep out, and stretch forth their graceful forms,
as if to thank the unknown source from which their enjoyments
spring. "Unknown," I said. Is it "fancy" that makes my soul withdraw
that word, and suggest that it may be that even that blade of grass
recognizes the hand that ministers to all its wants? I think not. I
think that what we term "fancy" and "imagination" are the most real
and enduring portions of existence. They are of that immortal part
that will live after crumbling column and the adamantine foundations
of earth have passed away, and lost their present identity in
countless forms of a higher existence. Are not all the forces of
nature unseen, yet are they not real? Most assuredly they are. But I
am talking of spring. I hinted at winter's tardy withdrawal. Look
you how that little pile of snow hides itself in yonder shady
nook,--right there where the sun's rays never come; right there, as
if ashamed, like a man out of place,--pity that it lingers. Here and
there, at the side of the brook, a little ice is waiting to be
dissolved, that it may bound away, bright and sparkling, over the
glistening pebbles.
The farmer opens his barn doors that the warm, fresh breeze may
ramble amid its rafters. The cattle snuff the refreshing winds, that
bear tidings of green fields. The housewife opens door and windows,
and begins to live more without than within.
Let us to the woods. How the old leaves rustle beneath our tread!
Winter bides his cold, wet hand underneath these leaves and
occasionally we feel his chilling touch as we pass along. But from
above the pleasant sunshine comes trickling down between the
branches, and the warm south wind blows cheeringly among the trees.
Didst thou not hear yon swallow sing, Chirp, chirp?--In every note he
seemed to say, "'T is spring, 't is spring."
Yes, 't is spring; bright, glorious season, when nature awakes to
new life and forest-concerts begin.
Up with the window, throw open the closed shutter, let the fresh air
in, and let the housed captive breathe the invigorating elixir of
life; better by far than all your pills and cordials, and more
strengthening than all the poor-man's plasters that have been or
ever will be spread.
The bale and hearty youth, whose clear and boisterous laugh did the
old man good, as he heard it ring forth on the clear air of a
winter's night, has become satiated with the pleasures of
sleigh-rides and merry frolics, and welcomes the spring-time of year
as a man greeteth the return of an old friend from a long journey.
How his bright eye flashes with the joyous soul within him, as he
treads the earth, and beholds the trees put forth their buds, and
hears the warblings of the birds once again, where a few weeks since
winter brooded in silence!
In town and country, the coming of spring changes the general
appearance of affairs. Not early nature, but men change. There is no
longer the cold and frigid countenance. Men do not walk with quick
and measured tread, but pass carelessly, easily along, as though it
was a luxury and not a task to walk. Children are seen in little
companies, plucking the flowers and forcing the buds from their
stems, as though to punish them for their tardiness.
The very beasts of burden and of the field partake of the general
joy; as Thomson says, "Nor undelighted by the boundless spring Are
the broad monsters of the foaming deep From the deep ooze and, gelid
cavern roused, They flounce and tumble in unwieldy joy."
In the town storekeepers obtain fresh supplies of goods; the
mechanic contracts new jobs; the merchant repairs his vessel, and
sends it forth, deeply freighted with the productions of our own
clime, to far distant, lands; and the people generally brush up, and
have the appearance of being a number of years younger than they
were a month since.
In the country, the farmer is full of work. The ploughs are brought
forth from their winter quarters, the earth is opened, that the warm
sun and refreshing rains may prepare it for use; old fences are
repaired, and new ones made; the housewife brushes up inside and
out, and with the aid of the whitewash every old fence and shed is
made clean and pleasing to the eye.
Welcome spring, a hearty welcome to thee! Touch the cheek of the
maiden, and make it as bright as the rose; with thy fresh air give
health to the sick and joy to the downcast. Thou bringest with thee
sweet-smelling flowers, and the birds of the woods carol forth thy
welcome.
A TEXT FOR A LIFETIME.
ONE word for humanity. One word for those who dwell in want around
us. O, ye who know not what it is to hunger, and have naught to meet
your desire; ye who never are cold, with naught to warm your chilled
blood, forget not those who endure all these things. They are your
brethren. They are of the same family as yourself, and have a claim'
upon your love, your sympathy, your kindness.
Live not for yourselves. The world needs to learn this lesson.
Mankind have to learn that only as they bless others are they
themselves blest. It was the fine thought of the good Indian,
Wah-pan-nah, that man should not pile up his dollars,--they may fall
down and crush him,--but spread them out.
"There be dark spot on you brother's path,--go lay dollar there and
make it bright," said he.
And since that suggestion came we have thought it over and over, and
have found it a text for a lifetime of goodness. Go place the bright
dollar in the poor man's hand, and the good you do will be reflected
in rays of gratitude from a smiling face, and fall on you like the
warm sunshine, to cheer and refresh and strengthen your own soul.
There are in this world too many dollars "piled up," and on the
surface we see but the brightness of one. Were these all spread out,
what a wide field of radiant beauty would greet our vision! Instead
of being a useless encumbrance, a care, a constant source of
perplexity to one man, this wealth would make every man comfortable
and happy. It would perform its legitimate work, were it not chained
by avarice,--that canker-worm that destroys the fairest portions of
our social system.
And there is a joy in doing good, and in dispensing the bounties
with which we are blest, that hath no equal in the household of man.
To know that we have fed the hungry, clothed the naked, wiped away
one tear, bathed in the sunlight of hope one desponding spirit,
gives to us a happiness that hoarded wealth, though broad as earth
and high as heaven, cannot impart.
This is the true wealth. This the wealth that rust cannot corrupt.
There is no other real wealth in the universe. Gold and silver,
houses and lands, are not wealth to the longing, aspiring soul of
man. The joy of the spirit, which is the reward of a good deed,
comes a gift from God, a treasure worthy of being garnered into the
storehouse of an immortal being.
There was one spot on earth where joy reigned. It was not in marble
palace; but in a low cot, beneath a roof of thatch.
There was an indwelling sense of duty done; a feeling somewhat akin
to that which we might suppose angels to feel, when a poor,
earth-wearied traveller is relieved by them.
That was a subject fit for a Raphael's pencil, as she, of form and
feature more angelic than human, sat beside that cottage door, and
her mild blue eye gazed steadfastly up to heaven, and the light of
the moon disclosed to mortal view her calm and beautiful features.
Two hours previous, over a sick and languishing child a mother bowed
with maternal fondness. She pressed her lips to his chilled
forehead, and wiped the cold sweat from his aching brow.
"Be patient, my child," said she; "God will provide." And why did
she bid him "be patient"? None could have been more so; for through
the long hours of that long summer day he had lain there, suffered
and endured all; yet not one sigh had arisen from his breast, not
one complaint had passed his parched lips.
"I know it," said he. And the mother kissed him again, and again
said,
"God will provide."
Mother and son! the one sick, the other crushed down with poverty
and sorrow. Yet in this her hour of adversity her trust in the God
of her fathers wavered not; she firmly relied on Him for support,
whom she had never found forgetful of her. The widow and the
fatherless were in that low tenement, and above was the God who had
promised to protect them.
Again she whispered in the lad's ear, "God will provide."
The light of that day's sun had not rested upon food in that
dwelling. Heavily the hours passed by. Each seemed longer than that
which had preceded it.
A rap at the door was heard. She arose and hastened to it. No person
was in sight; but in the moon's bright rays stood a basket, on which
lay a card, stating that it and its contents were for her and her
child, and that on the morrow a nurse and every comfort they might
want would be provided.
She bowed herself beside it, and thanked God for the gift. Then with
a joyful heart she carried it within, and her child's eye sparkled
as he heard the glad news, that He who watcheth the sparrows had not
forgotten them.
Let us return now to that thatched cottage. She, whose mild eye
gazeth up to heaven, whilst passing the door of the famishing mother
and child an hour previous, had heard the words with which that
mother had encouraged her dying son.
With speed the maiden hastened to her home, and from her own limited
store carried forth that basket, and heaven-like bestowed the gift
unseen and unknown, save by Him who seeth and who rewardeth. The
deed of mercy accomplished, she hastened to her home; and now, as
she looks upward, how her eye beams with joy, and her heart breaks
forth in songs of gratitude to Him who made her the instrument of so
much good!
Gold, with all its power, cannot bring joy unless dealt forth with a
willing heart like hers. The king in his palace, whose sceptre's
sway extends over vast dominions, hath no pleasures capable of
rivalling that which, by an act of charity, was brought to the soul
of that young cottage girl.
Reader, whatever your condition, you can possess a joy like hers. If
you have not what men call wealth, with which to help the weak and
desponding, you have a smile of sympathy, a look of kindness, a word
of love. Give those, and you shall know what a blessed thing is
Charity.
NOW CLOSE THE BOOK.
NOW close the book. Each page hath done its part,
Each thought hath left its impress on the heart.
O, may it be that naught hath here been traced
That after years may wish to have effaced!
O, may it be Humanity hath won
Some slight bestowment by the task now done!
If struggling Right hath found one cheering word,
If Hope hath in desponding heart been stirred,
If Sorrow hath from one lone soul been driven
By one kind word of Sympathy here given,
Then in my soul a living joy shall dwell,
Brighter than art can paint or language tell.
Yes, close the book: the story and the song
Have each been said, and sung. I see the throng
Of gentle ministrants who've led my pen
Withdraw their aid. I hear the word, Amen.
And now to you, who have been with me through
The "Town and Country," I must bid adieu.