If she were dead--if those people had killed her----

Never had Vanno seen any one sleep so soundly. There was no flicker of

the eyelids, no quivering of the nostrils, no rising and falling of the

breast. He laid his hand over her heart, and could not feel it beating,

yet he was not sure that it did not beat very faintly. There were

bounding pulses in his hand as he touched her. He could not tell whether

it was his own blood that throbbed, or whether hers spoke to his,

through living veins.

Very gently he lifted her head, and laying it down again, higher on the

pillow whence it seemed to have slipped, he moved the arm that had

supported it. Then kneeling beside the bed, he kissed her hand again and

again. It was very cold, cold as a lily, he thought, yet not so cold as

a lily killed by the frost.

If some one had come to him at that moment and said, "Mary is dead," he

would have believed that it was the truth, for she looked as if her eyes

had seen the light beyond this world. She was not smiling, yet there was

a radiance on her face which did not seem to be given by the sunset.

Rather did the light appear to come from within. Yet, because no one

said aloud the words that went echoing through his heart, Vanno would

not believe that Mary was dead.

"If I have lost you in this world," he said aloud, as though she could

hear him, "I will follow where you are, to tell you that we belong to

one another through all eternity, and nothing can part us. But you

haven't gone. You could not leave me so."

As he spoke to her, on his knees, her cold hand pressed against his warm

throat, he kept his eyes upon her face, hungrily, watching for some sign

that her spirit heard him from very far off. But there was no change.

The dark, double line of her lashes did not break. Her lips kept their

faint, mysterious half-smile.

Vanno resolved that if she had gone, he too would go, for without her

the world was empty and dead.

It was then that Peter stole to the open door with Apollonia, and looked

in. Her impulse was to cry out, and run into the room to sob at her

friend's feet; but something held her back. It was as if she caught a

strain of music; and she remembered the air. It came from the opera of

"Romeo è Giuletta," which she had heard in New York a year ago. The

music was as reminiscently distinct as if her brain were a gramophone.

She had seen a tableau like this, of two lovers, while that music played

in the theatre; and with tears in her eyes she had thought, "If only

Romeo had waited, if he had had faith, he could have called her back

again."

She did not enter the room, but standing by the door she said softly yet

clearly, "Don't let her go. Call her spirit. Maybe it is near. Tell her

that you are calling her back to happiness and love. I believe she will

come to you, because you are her heart and her soul. I am going, and I

will bring a doctor. But you are the only one who can save her now."

The girl's voice had no personality for Vanno. He did not turn his mind

for an instant to Peter. It was as if his own thoughts spoke aloud and

gave him counsel what to do.

He rose from his knees, and sitting on the side of the bed gathered Mary

up into his arms. He held her closely against his breast, her hair

twined in his clasping fingers. Then he bent his head over the upturned

face, and whispered.

"Darling," he said, "heart of my heart, wherever you are have mercy and

come back to me. I can't live without you. You are my all. God will

give you to me if you will come. You look so happy, but you will be

happier with me, for you can't go and leave everything unfinished. Best

and dearest one, I need you. Come back! Come back!"

Mary's spirit had crossed the threshold and stood looking out into the

unknown, which stretched on and on into endlessness, like a sea of light

ringing round the world; and in this sea there was music which seemed to

be part of the light. She thought that she had been almost engulfed in a

terrible storm with waves mountain-high arising over her head in a great

darkness, and explosive noises of machinery loud in her ears as when

Carleton took her through the water of the harbour in his

hydro-aeroplane. But the noise had ceased, and the darkness was gone.

All was light and peace. She was conscious that she had struggled and

suffered, that she had borne a burden of unhappiness which had been too

heavy for her shoulders. The burden had fallen off. She was no longer

unhappy, and though her heart was empty of joy, dimly she seemed to hear

an assurance that soon it would be filled to overflowing. The promise

was in the music that was part of the light, and of the great sea over

which she was passed. She knew that she was far above it now, and rising

higher, as she had risen in the aeroplane when she had felt the wonder

after the shrinking. But something which had been herself lay under the

sea, down in the storm and the darkness she had left behind.

Then, suddenly, the music was disturbed. Through it she listened to a

vague undertone of sorrow; and she became aware that some one was

suffering as she had suffered, some one whom she had loved--some one

whom she would always love. Out of the darkness a voice was calling her

to come back. Indistinct and far away at first, it became clear,

insistent, irresistible.

* * * * * * *

A faint shiver ran through Mary's body, and Vanno's heart leaped against

her breast, as if he sent his life to warm her heart.

"Come back to me, if you loved me!" he called her.

Very slowly she opened her eyes, dazzled still with the light she had

seen through the open door.

"Mary, come back and save me!" he cried to her out of the darkness.

"I am coming," she whispered, not sure if she was answering in a dream

to a voice in a dream. But the light of the wondrous sea was dimmed to

the light of an earthly sunset. Through it Vanno's eyes called to her as

his voice had called--those eyes which had been her stars of love--and

she forgot the brighter light, just seen and lost.

"You!" she said. "It's like--heaven----"

"It is heaven--now," he answered, as he held her closely.

* * * * * * *

When Mary was well again, the curé married her to her Prince, and the

two went together into the desert that Vanno loved. There it did not

matter to them that Angelo was thinking coldly and harshly of them

both; and perhaps there was even an added sweetness in Mary's happiness

because a sacrifice of hers could spare pain to one very near to Vanno.

She would not let her husband say that he could not forgive his brother.

"But if our love is to be perfect, we must forgive Angelo, and poor

Marie too," she told him.

Late in the summer (they had left Egypt long ago, and were in the high

mountains of Algeria), one day a letter came to Vanno, forwarded on from

place after place, where it had missed him. Angelo had written at last.

"Perhaps you may have seen," he said, "in some paper, that in giving me

a little daughter my wife died. She left a letter to be handed me after

her death, if a presentiment she had were fulfilled. If she had lived, I

would have forgiven her. Will you and Mary forgive me?"

There was no question as to what their answer would be.

"When two people love each other as we do," Vanno said, "I see now that

there can be no room for any bitterness in their hearts."

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