CHAPTER XVIII

Thus, in spite of their absolute devotion to the prisoner’s interests,

neither the duchess nor the Prime Minister had been able to do more than

a very little for him. The prince was furious with Fabrizio; and both

the court and the public had a grudge against him, and were delighted to

see him in trouble—his luck had been too remarkable. The duchess, though

she had scattered money broadcast, had not been able to advance one step

in her siege of the citadel. Never a day passed but that the Marchesa

Raversi or Cavaliere Riscara found some fresh word to drop into General

Conti’s ear. Thus they strengthened his weakness.

As we have already said, Fabrizio, on the day of his imprisonment, was

conducted, in the first place, to the governor’s palace. This is a pretty

little building erected during the last century, after a design by

Vanvitelli, who placed it at an elevation of a hundred and eighty feet,

on the platform of the huge Round Tower. From the windows of this little

palace, set like a camel’s hump on the back of the great tower, Fabrizio

looked far out over the country, and to the Alps in the distance. At

the foot of the citadel he could mark the course of the Parma, a sort

of torrent which bends to the right, about four leagues from the city,

and casts itself into the Po. Beyond the left bank of that river, which

formed a succession of immense white stains upon the verdant green of the

surrounding country, his delighted eye could distinctly recognise the

peaks of the mighty wall of the Alps, running right across the north of

Italy. These peaks, which, even in the month of August, as it then was,

are always covered with snow, cast a sort of memory of coolness across

the blazing country. Every detail of their outline can be followed, and

yet they are more than thirty leagues from the citadel of Parma.

The wide view from the governor’s charming palace is broken, at one of

its southern corners, by the Farnese Tower, in which a room was being

hastily prepared for Fabrizio. This second tower was built, as my readers

will perhaps remember, on the platform of the great tower, in honour

of a certain hereditary prince, who, far from following the example of

Hippolytus, the son of Theseus, had turned a by no means deaf ear to the

blandishments of a youthful stepmother. The princess died within a few

hours; the son of the prince only regained his liberty some seventeen

years later, when he ascended the throne after his father’s death.

This Farnese Tower, to which Fabrizio was conducted after waiting some

three-quarters of an hour, is externally a very ugly building, rising

some fifty feet above the platform of the great tower, and adorned with a

number of lightning conductors.

The prince, who had reason to be displeased with his wife, and who

had caused the prison, which was visible from every quarter, to be

constructed, conceived the strange notion of persuading his subjects that

it had already been in existence for many years, and for this reason

he dubbed it the Farnese Tower. Any reference to the progress of the

building was forbidden; yet, from every corner of the city of Parma,

and of the plains around it, the masons might be seen laying every

stone that went to the composition of the pentagonal edifice. To prove

its ancient origin a magnificent bas-relief, representing Alessandro

Farnese, the famous general, forcing Henry IV to retire from Paris, was

placed above the doorway, two feet wide and four high, which formed the

entrance to the building. The Farnese Tower, standing in this prominent

position, consists of a ground floor apartment, at least forty paces

long, broad in proportion, and full of very squat pillars, for the room,

disproportionately large as it is, is not more than fifteen feet high.

This is used as the guard-room, and in the middle of it the staircase

runs up round one of the pillars—quite a small, open-work iron staircase,

very light, and hardly two feet wide. Up this staircase, which shook

under the weight of the jailers who guarded him, Fabrizio was led into

some huge rooms more than twenty feet high, which formed a magnificent

first floor. They had once been furnished with the utmost splendour for

the young prince who had spent the seventeen best years of his life in

them. At one end of these rooms the new prisoner was shown a chapel of

the greatest magnificence—the walls and vaulted ceiling were entirely

cased with black marble; the pillars, which were also black, and of the

most noble proportions, were set in rows along the black walls, though

not touching them; these walls were adorned with a number of skulls of

colossal proportions, beautifully chiselled in white marble, and each

supported by two crossed bones. “That was certainly invented by the

hatred of a man who did not dare to kill,” said Fabrizio to himself.

“What a devilish notion to show it to me!”

Another very light open-work iron staircase, also wound round a pillar,

led to the second story of this prison, and it was in these second-story

rooms, about fifteen feet high, that General Fabio Conti’s genius had

been displaying itself for the past year. Under his directions, to begin

with, the windows of the rooms, which had originally been occupied by

the prince’s servants, and are over thirty feet above the stone flags

forming the roof of the great Round Tower, were all securely covered with

gratings. These rooms, each of which has two windows, are reached by a

dark passage, running through the centre of the building, and across

this very narrow passage Fabrizio noticed three successive gates, made

of huge iron bars, and carried right up into the vaulted ceiling. The

plans, sections, and elevations of all these fine inventions had secured

the general a weekly audience with his master for the two previous

years. A conspirator immured in one of these dungeons could not well

appeal to public opinion on the score of inhuman treatment, and yet

he was precluded from holding communication with any one on earth, or

from making the smallest movement without being overheard. In each of

these rooms the general had placed thick oaken planking, which formed

something like benches, three feet high; and here came in his great

invention, that which established his claim to be appointed Minister of

Police. On these planks he had built a kind of wooden shed, ten feet

high, and very resounding, which only touched the wall on the window side

of the room. On the three other sides a narrow passage, some four feet

wide, ran between the original walls of the prison, built of enormous

hewn stones, and the wooden sides of the shed. These sides, made of four

thicknesses of walnut wood, oak, and deal, were strongly bound together

by iron bolts, and innumerable nails.

It was into one of these rooms, which had been prepared a year

previously, was considered General Fabio Conti’s masterpiece, and had

received the resounding title of “Passive Obedience,” that Fabrizio was

conducted. The view out of the barred windows was sublime. Only one small

corner of the horizon, that toward the northwest, was concealed by the

balustraded roof of the governor’s pretty palace, which was only two

stories high. The ground floor was occupied by the officers of his staff,

and Fabrizio’s eye was at once caught by one of the upper-floor windows,

round which hung a great number of pretty cages, containing birds of

every kind. While the jailers were moving about around him, Fabrizio

entertained himself by listening to the birds’ singing, and watching

their farewells to the last rays of the setting sun. This aviary window

was not more than five-and-twenty feet from one of his own, and some five

or six feet below it, so that he looked down upon the birds.

There was a moon that night, and just as Fabrizio entered his prison,

she rose in majesty over the horizon on the right, from behind the Alps

toward Treviso. It was only half past eight, and at the other end of

the horizon, where the sun had just set, a brilliant red light, tinged

with orange, lay on the clear-cut outlines of Monte Viso, and the other

Alpine peaks, piled one above the other from Nice toward the Mont Cenis

and Turin. Without another thought for his misfortunes, Fabrizio gave

himself over to the emotion and delight roused by this splendid sight.

“This, then, is the wonderful world in which Clelia Conti lives. To her

serious and pensive soul this view must be specially delightful. One

feels here just as one does in the lonely mountains a hundred leagues

from Parma.” It was not till he had spent more than two hours at his

window, admiring the view which appealed so strongly to his heart, and

casting many a glance, meanwhile, at the governor’s pretty palace, that

Fabrizio suddenly exclaimed: “But is this a prison? Is this what I have

dreaded so intensely?” Instead of discovering discomforts and causes for

bitterness at every step, our hero was falling in love with the delights

of his dungeon.

Suddenly a frightful noise roughly recalled his attention to the

realities of life. His wooden room, which rather resembled a cage, and

was especially remarkable for its resonant qualities, was violently

shaken; the barking of a dog and a number of little shrill squeaks made

up a most extraordinary pandemonium. “What is this? Shall I be able to

escape so soon?” thought Fabrizio. A moment afterward he was laughing,

as perhaps no prisoner ever laughed before. By the general’s orders,

the jailers had brought up with them an English dog, very savage, which

had been told off to keep guard over the more important officers, and

which was to spend the night in the space so ingeniously contrived all

round Fabrizio’s cage. The dog and the jailer were both to sleep in

the aperture, three feet deep, between the flag-stones of the original

flooring of the room and the wooden boards, upon which the prisoner could

not take a step without being heard.

Now, when Fabrizio entered the room called “Passive Obedience,” it had

been in possession of about a hundred huge rats, who had taken to flight

in all directions. The dog, a sort of cross between a spaniel and an

English fox-terrier, was not good-looking, but was exceedingly sharp.

It had been fastened to the flagged pavement below the floor of the

wooden room, but when it smelled the rats close beside it, it struggled

so desperately that it contrived to slip its collar. Then began the

mighty battle, the noise of which had disturbed Fabrizio, and roused

him out of his anything but unpleasant dream. The rats, which had been

able to escape the first onset, took refuge in the wooden room, and the

dog followed them up the six steps which led from the stone pavement to

Fabrizio’s shed. Then a far more terrible racket began. The wooden shell

was shaken to its very foundations. Fabrizio laughed like a lunatic, till

the tears ran down his cheeks; Grillo, the jailer, who was laughing just

as heartily, had shut the door. The dog was not the least incommoded

in his hunt by the furniture, for the room was absolutely bare; the

only thing to interfere with his bounds upon his prey was an iron stove

standing in one corner. When the dog had destroyed all his enemies,

Fabrizio called to him, patted him, and succeeded in making friends with

him. “If ever this fellow should see me jumping over some wall,” said

he to himself, “he will not bark at me.” But this cunning policy was a

mere pretence on his part. In his state of mind at that moment, it was a

delight to him to play with the dog. By a strange whimsicality, on which

he did not reflect, there was a sense of secret joy at the bottom of his

heart.

When he had run about with the dog till he was out of breath—

“What is your name?” said Fabrizio to the jailer.

“Grillo, at your Excellency’s service, in everything that the regulations

will permit.”

“Well, my good Grillo, a fellow of the name of Giletti tried to murder me

in the middle of the road. I defended my life, and killed him. I should

kill him again, if it had to be done. But none the less I will live a

cheery life as long as I am your guest. Ask leave from your chiefs, and

then go fetch me some linen from the Palazzo Sanseverina, and bring me

plenty of _nébieu d’Asti_.”

This is a fairly good effervescent wine, made in Piedmont, in the country

of Alfieri, and which is highly esteemed, especially by that class to

which jailers generally belong. Eight or ten of these gentry were engaged

in moving various ancient and highly gilt pieces of furniture, taken from

the prince’s apartments on the first floor, into Fabrizio’s wooden room,

and they all carefully treasured up their prisoner’s remark in favour of

Asti wine. In spite of all their efforts, the arrangements for Fabrizio’s

first night were rather pitiful; but the only thing that seemed to

distress him was the absence of a bottle of good _nébieu_. “He seems a

good fellow,” said the jailers as they departed, “and we must only hope

one thing—that our chiefs will let his friends pass money in to him.”

When he was left alone, and had settled down a little after all the

noise, “Is it possible that this can be a prison?” said Fabrizio to

himself, as he looked out over the mighty horizon stretching from Treviso

to the Monte Viso, the huge chain of the Alps, the snow-covered peaks,

and the stars above them. “And this my first night in a prison, too! I

can imagine that Clelia Conti must delight in this aerial solitude. Here

we are a thousand leagues above the meannesses and wickednesses which

make up our life down there. If those birds there, under my window,

belong to her, I shall see her.… Will she blush when she sees me?” When

slumber overtook him, in the small hours of the morning, the prisoner was

still debating this great question.

On the very morning after that first night in prison, during which

Fabrizio had not once felt impatient, he was reduced to holding

conversations with Fox, the English dog. Grillo, the jailer, still looked

at him with the most kindly eyes, but a newly issued order had sealed his

lips, and he brought his prisoner neither linen nor _nébieu_.

“Shall I see Clelia?” thought Fabrizio as he woke. “But do those birds

really belong to her?” The birds in question were beginning to chirp and

sing, and at that height, theirs was the only noise that fell upon the

air. The deep silence which reigned at that altitude was a most novel and

pleasurable sensation to Fabrizio. He listened with delight to the little

fitful, lively warbling with which his neighbours the birds greeted the

sun. “If they are hers, she will come for an instant into that room under

my window.” And while he watched the huge ranges of the Alps, against

the nearer tier of which the citadel of Parma seemed to project like an

outwork, his eyes came back perpetually to the splendid satin-wood and

mahogany cages, with their gilded wires, which stood in the middle of

the bright room which had been transformed into an aviary. It was not

till later that Fabrizio found out that this room was the only one on the

second floor of the palace which had any shade between eleven o’clock and

four; it was screened by the Farnese Tower.

“What will my grief be,” said Fabrizio to himself, “if, instead of that

modest and thoughtful face which I expect, and which, perhaps, will blush

a little at the sight of me, I behold the coarse countenance of some

vulgar waiting-maid, who has been sent to supply the birds’ necessities?

But if I do see Clelia, will she condescend to notice me? Faith, I must

risk some indiscretion, so as to attract her attention. Some privileges

must surely be allowed to a man in my position. And besides, we two are

alone here, and far away from all the world. I am a prisoner, and what

General Conti and wretches of his kind probably regard as their inferior,

… but she has so much cleverness, or rather so much heart, as the count

believes, that perhaps, even as he says, she despises her father’s

trade. That would account for her melancholy. A noble reason, truly,

for her sadness. But, after all, I am not a complete stranger to her.…

What modest grace there was in her greeting to me yesterday evening! I

remember very well that when I met her near Como I said to her, ‘Some

day I shall go to see your beautiful pictures at Parma. Will you then

remember this name—Fabrizio del Dongo?’ Has she forgotten it? She was so

young!

“But now I think of it,” said Fabrizio in astonishment, and breaking

off the thread of his thoughts, “I am forgetting to be angry! Can it be

that I possess a mighty courage, like that of which the ancients gave

a few instances to the world? Am I a hero, with no suspicion of the

fact? What! I, who dreaded prison so bitterly, here am I in a dungeon,

and I can not remember to be sad! How true it is that the dread of the

evil is a hundred times worse than the evil itself! How is this? Must

I argue myself into grief at finding myself in this prison, which, so

Blanès said, may as likely last ten years as ten months? Can it be the

strangeness of my new surroundings which diminishes the distress I

ought to feel? Perhaps this unreasoning cheerfulness, which is quite

independent of my own will, will come to a sudden end? Perhaps in another

instant I shall fall into the black gloom which ought to overwhelm me?

“In any case, it is a very astonishing thing that I should be in prison,

and that I should have to argue with myself before I can feel sad. Upon

my word, I come back to my old inference; perhaps I am a great man, after

all!”

Fabrizio’s musings were broken by the arrival of the carpenter of the

fortress, who came to take measurements for a screen for his windows.

This was the first occasion on which this room had been occupied as

a prison, and its completion in this essential particular had been

overlooked.

“Then,” said Fabrizio, “I shall be deprived of that splendid view?”

and he tried to feel sad over the loss. “But what,” he cried suddenly,

speaking to the carpenter, “I shall not be able to see those pretty

birds!”

“Ah, the signorina’s birds, that she’s so fond of,” said the man, a

kind-looking fellow. “They will be hidden, blocked out, swallowed up,

like all the rest.”

Talking was as strictly forbidden to the carpenter as to the jailer, but

this man pitied the prisoner’s youth. He told him that the huge screens,

which were to rest on the sills of the two windows, and run outward from

the walls in proportion to their height, were to prevent the prisoners

from seeing anything but the sky. “It is done,” he added, “with the

view of impressing their minds, so as to increase a salutary feeling of

sadness, and fill the prisoners’ souls with a desire to amend their ways.

Another invention of the general’s,” added the carpenter, “is to take out

the window-glass and replace it with sheets of oiled paper.”

Fabrizio was much taken with the epigrammatic tone of this conversation,

seldom met with in Italy.

“I should very much like to have a bird to cheer me, I am so fond of

them. Buy me one from the Signorina Clelia Conti’s maid.”

“What!” exclaimed the carpenter; “you must know her, if you tell her name

so plainly.”

“Who is there that has not heard of that famous beauty? But I have had

the honour of meeting her several times at court.”

“The poor young lady has a very dull life here,” continued the carpenter.

“She spends her whole time over there with her birds. This morning she

has had some fine orange trees bought, and has ordered them to be placed

at the door of the tower, just under your window. If it were not for the

cornice you would be able to see them.” Certain words in this reply had

been very precious to Fabrizio; he devised some friendly pretext for

bestowing a gift of money upon the carpenter.

“I am doing wrong twice over,” said the man. “I am talking to your

Excellency, and taking your money. When I come back the day after

to-morrow, about these screens, I will have a bird in my pocket, and if I

am not alone, I will pretend to let it escape. And, if I can manage it,

I will bring you a prayer-book. It must be very painful to you not to be

able to say your prayers.”

“So,” said Fabrizio, as soon as he was alone, “those are her birds! But

after another two days I shall not be able to see them.”

The thought brought a tinge of sadness to his face. But near midday,

at last, to his inexpressible delight, after long waiting and much

watching, Clelia came to attend to her birds. Fabrizio, motionless and

almost breathless, stood upright, close against the huge bars of his

window. He remarked that she did not raise her eyes to him, but there was

a something shy about her movements, as though she felt she was being

looked at. Even if she had desired it, the poor girl could not have

forgotten the subtle smile which had flickered on the prisoner’s lips,

just as he was being led out of the guard-room on the preceding night.

Though according to all appearances she was keeping the most careful

watch upon her actions, she reddened visibly as she drew near the window

of the aviary. Fabrizio’s first impulse, as he stood close against his

iron window bars, was to indulge in the childish freak of rapping a

little on the iron, so as to make a slight noise. But the very idea of

such a lack of delicacy disgusted him. “It would serve me right if she

sent her maid to look after her birds for a week afterward.” This tender

scruple would not have occurred to him at Naples or at Novara.

He watched her hungrily, saying to himself: “She will surely not go away

without condescending to glance at this poor window, and yet she is just

opposite it.” But as she moved from the back of the room, into which,

thanks to the superior height of his position, Fabrizio could clearly

see, Clelia could not prevent herself from glancing up at him as she

walked, and this was sufficient to make Fabrizio venture to salute her.

“Are we not alone in the world here?” said he, to give himself courage.

When he saluted her the young girl stopped short and dropped her eyes.

Then Fabrizio saw her raise them again, very slowly and with an evident

effort, and she greeted the prisoner with the gravest and most distant

gesture. But she could not prevent her eyes from speaking. Without her

knowledge, probably, they held, for one instant, an expression of the

liveliest pity. Fabrizio noticed she was colouring so deeply that the

rosy tinge was spreading rapidly even on to her shoulders, from which

the heat had caused her to drop a black lace shawl, as she entered the

aviary. The involuntary glance by which Fabrizio answered her salute

doubled the young girl’s agitation. “How happy that poor woman would be,”

said she to herself, thinking of the duchess, “if she could only see him

as I see him, just for one moment!”

Fabrizio had nursed a tiny hope that he might have been able to send her

another greeting ere she departed, but to avoid this fresh attention,

Clelia executed a skilful retreat _in échelon_ from one cage to another,

as though she had necessarily to end her task by attending to the birds

nearest to the door. She left the room at last, and Fabrizio stood

motionless, gazing at the door through which she had just disappeared. He

was a changed man.

From that instant the one object of his thoughts was to discover how he

might continue to see her, even after that odious screen should have been

placed over the window looking on to the governor’s palace.

Before going to bed on the previous night, he had performed the tedious

and tiresome duty of concealing most of his gold coins in several of

the rat holes which adorned his wooden room. “To-night,” he thought, “I

must hide my watch. Have I not heard that with patience and the jagged

spring of a watch, a man may cut through wood and even through iron?

So I may be able to saw through the screen.” The work of hiding the

watch, which lasted for several hours, did not seem lengthy to him. He

pondered over the various methods whereby he might attain his end, and

his own knowledge of carpentering matters. “If I set about it properly,”

he mused, “I can simply cut out a compartment of the oaken board of

which the screen will consist, at the place where it will rest on the

window-sill. I will take this bit of wood in and out, according to

circumstances. I will give everything I have to Grillo, so as to induce

him to overlook this little manœuvre.” All Fabrizio’s future happiness

seemed to depend on the possibility of carrying out this undertaking,

and he thought of nothing else. “If I can only contrive to see her, I am

happy.… But, no,” he went on, “she must see that I see her.” All night

long his head was full of carpentering schemes, and in all probability

he never gave a thought to the court of Parma, the prince’s anger, and

all the rest. We must acknowledge, too, that he did not trouble himself

a whit concerning the distress in which the duchess must be plunged.

He waited eagerly for the morning, but the carpenter did not reappear.

He was apparently considered too much of a Liberal by the prison

authorities, and they carefully sent another, a gruff-looking fellow, who

deigned no answer except a threatening grunt to all the pleasant things

which Fabrizio was inspired to say to him. Some of the duchess’s endless

attempts to enter into correspondence with Fabrizio had been discovered

by the marchesa’s numerous agents, and General Fabio Conti received daily

warnings from her, which both startled him, and nettled his vanity. Every

eight hours six soldiers relieved each other in the great ground-floor

hall, with its hundred pillars. Besides this, the governor placed a

jailer on each of the three iron gates in the passage, and poor, unlucky

Grillo, the only person who saw the prisoner, was forbidden to go outside

the Farnese Tower oftener than once a week, which vexed him sorely. He

made Fabrizio conscious of his ill-temper. Fabrizio had wit enough to

reply with these words only, “Plenty of _nébieu d’Asti_, my good fellow,”

and he gave him some money.

“Well, even this, which consoles us for every misfortune,” exclaimed the

angry Grillo in a voice so low that the prisoner could hardly catch it,

“we are forbidden to accept, and I ought to refuse it. But I shall take

it. Yet, indeed, it is money wasted, for I can not tell you anything

about nothing. Why, you must be guilty indeed! The whole citadel is

upside down because of you, and the duchess’s fine tricks have got three

of us sent away already.”

“Will the screen be ready before noon?” That was the great question which

made Fabrizio’s heart thump all through that long morning. He counted up

every quarter of an hour as it rang on the citadel clock. However, when

the third quarter after eleven struck, the screen had not yet arrived,

and Clelia reappeared to attend to her birds. Cruel necessity had so

emboldened Fabrizio, and the danger of never seeing her again seemed to

him so greatly to exceed anything else in the whole world, that he dared,

as he gazed at Clelia, to make a gesture with his finger as of sawing the

wooden screen. It must be added that as soon as she perceived this very

seditious gesture on the part of the prisoner, she made him a sort of

half bow, and retired.

“Bless me!” exclaimed Fabrizio in astonishment. “Can she have been so

unreasonable as to take a sign dictated by the most imperious necessity

for a piece of ridiculous familiarity? I wanted to entreat her to

condescend to look up sometimes at my prison window when she came to see

her birds, even if she should find it masked by a huge wooden shutter! I

wanted to make her understand that I would do everything that was humanly

possible to contrive to see her. Good God! Will she abstain from coming

to-morrow on account of that indiscreet gesture of mine?” This dread,

which disturbed Fabrizio’s slumbers, was thoroughly well founded. By

three o’clock the next day, when the two huge screens were set up on

each of Fabrizio’s windows, Clelia had not appeared. The various sections

of these screens had been drawn up from the platform of the great tower,

by means of cords and pulleys, fastened outside the iron bars of the

windows. It is true, indeed, that Clelia, hidden behind one of the sun

blinds in her room, had anxiously watched all the workman’s actions. She

had clearly perceived Fabrizio’s mortal anxiety, but, nevertheless, she

had found courage to keep the promise she had made herself.

Clelia was an eager little Liberal. In her first youth she had taken

all the Liberal talk she had heard in her father’s society in the most

serious earnest, while her father’s only view of it was to make a

position for himself. This had given her a scorn and almost a horror of

the pliability of courtiers; hence arose her dislike to marriage. Since

Fabrizio’s arrival she had been harried by remorse. “Now,” said she to

herself, “my unworthy heart is taking up the cause of those who would

betray my father. He dares to make me signs, as if he would saw through

a door.… But,” she went on, and her heart was wrung at the thought, “the

whole city talks of his approaching death.… To-morrow may be the fatal

day.… Under such monsters as those who govern us, what is there in the

world that is not possible? How soft, how nobly calm, are those eyes,

doomed, perhaps, soon to close forever! Heavens, what anguish the duchess

must be enduring!… And, indeed, every one says she is in despair.… If

it were I, I would go, like the heroic Charlotte Corday, and stab the

prince.”

During the whole of his third day in prison, Fabrizio was beside himself

with rage, simply and solely because Clelia had not returned. “If she

was to be angry with me,” he exclaimed, “I should have done much better

to tell her that I loved her,” for he had arrived at this discovery.

“No, it is not my nobility of soul that prevents me from fretting in

my prison, and makes me bring Father Blanès’s prophecy to naught. I do

not deserve so much honour. In spite of myself, I dream of the gentle

pitying look Clelia cast on me as the gendarmes were leading me out of

the guard-room—that look has wiped out all my past life! Who would

have told me I should have met such gentle eyes in such a place! and

at the very moment when my own sight was polluted by the appearance of

Barbone, and of the general who rules this fortress! Heaven opened, in

the midst of those vile creatures. And how can I help loving beauty,

and seeking to see it again? No, it is not my nobility of soul which

makes me indifferent to all the petty annoyances with which imprisonment

overwhelms me.” Fabrizio’s imagination, running rapidly over every

possibility, reached that of being set at liberty. “No doubt the

duchess’s affection will work miracles for me. Ah, well, I should thank

her but very coldly for my liberty; there is not much coming back to such

places as these. Once I was out of prison, living as we do in different

societies, I should hardly ever see Clelia again. And, after all, what

harm does the prison do me? If Clelia would only not crush me with her

displeasure, what more need I ask of Heaven?”

On the evening of that day on which he had not seen his lovely neighbour,

a great idea occurred to him. With the iron cross of the rosary given to

each prisoner when he entered the fortress, he began, and successfully,

to work a hole in the screen. “This is not very prudent, perhaps,”

thought he, before he began. “The carpenters have said in my presence

that they will be followed to-morrow by the painters. What will the

painters say when they find a hole in the window screen? But if I do

not commit this imprudence I shall not be able to see her to-morrow.

What! shall I deliberately spend another day without seeing her, and

after she has left me in anger?” Fabrizio’s imprudence had its reward;

after fifteen hours’ labour he did see Clelia, and, by an excess of good

fortune, as she thought he did not see her, she stood motionless for a

long time, gazing at the great screen. He had ample time to read symptoms

of the tenderest pity in her eyes. Toward the end of her visit it became

evident that she was neglecting the care of her birds to spend whole

minutes in contemplation of his window. Her soul was sorely troubled;

she was thinking of the duchess, whose extreme misery had inspired her

with so much pity, and yet she was beginning to hate her. She could not

comprehend the profound melancholy which was taking possession of her

whole nature, and she was angry with herself. Two or three times during

the course of her visit Fabrizio’s eagerness led him to try to shake the

screen; he felt as if he could not be happy unless he could make Clelia

understand that he saw her. “Yet,” said he to himself, “shy and reserved

as she is, no doubt if she knew I could see her so easily, she would hide

herself from my sight.”

He was much more fortunate the next day (on what trifles does love build

happiness!). While she was looking up sadly at the great screen, he

managed to slip a small piece of wire through the hole he had made with

his iron cross, and make signs to her which she evidently understood—at

all events in so far as that they were intended to convey “I am here, and

I see you.”

Bad luck followed Fabrizio on the following days. He was anxious to take

a bit of wood the size of his hand out of the monster screen, which he

would have replaced whenever he chose, and which would have allowed of

his seeing and being seen, and thus of speaking, by signs at all events,

of that which filled his heart. But the noise of the little and very

imperfect saw which he had fashioned out of his watch-spring and notched

with his cross gave the alarm to Grillo, who spent long hours in his

room. He thought he observed, indeed, that Clelia’s severity seemed to

diminish in proportion as the material difficulties, which prevented any

correspondence between them, increased. Fabrizio noticed clearly that

she no longer affected to drop her eyes or look at the birds whenever he

attempted to make her aware of his presence with the help of his paltry

bit of iron wire. He had the pleasure of seeing that she never failed

to appear in her aviary exactly as the clock struck a quarter to noon,

and he was almost presumptuous enough to believe that he himself was

the cause of this exact punctuality. Why so? The idea does not appear

reasonable, but love catches shades which are invisible to the careless

eye, and deduces endless consequences from them. For instance, since

Clelia could not see the prisoner she would raise her eyes toward his

window almost as soon as she entered the aviary. These were the gloomy

days when no one in Parma doubted that Fabrizio would soon be put to

death. He was the only person unaware of the fact. But the horrible

thought was never out of Clelia’s mind, and how could she reproach

herself for the excessive interest she took in Fabrizio? He was about to

perish, and for the cause of liberty, for it was too ridiculous to put a

Del Dongo to death for giving a sword thrust to an actor. It was true,

indeed, that the charming young man was attached to another woman. Clelia

was profoundly miserable, though she did not clearly realize the nature

of the interest she took in his fate. “If he is led out to death,” said

she to herself, “I shall certainly take refuge in a convent, and never

again will I reappear in this court society. It fills me with horror;

they are polished murderers, every one of them!”

On the eighth day of Fabrizio’s imprisonment she endured a great

humiliation. Absorbed in her sad thoughts, she was gazing fixedly at the

prisoner’s window. He had given no sign of his presence that day. All

at once he removed a small bit of his screen, a little larger than his

hand. He looked at her cheerily, and she read greeting in his eyes. This

unexpected experience was too much for her; she turned quickly to her

birds, and began to attend to them; but she trembled so much that she

spilled the water she was pouring out for them, and Fabrizio could see

her emotion quite plainly. She could not face the situation, and at last,

to escape it, she ran away.

That moment was, without any comparison, the happiest in the whole of

Fabrizio’s life. If his liberty had been offered to him at that moment,

how joyously would he have refused it!

The following day was that of the duchess’s deepest despair. Every one

in the city was convinced that all was over with Fabrizio. Clelia had

not the dreary courage to treat him with a harshness which found no echo

in her heart. She spent an hour and a half in the aviary, looked at all

his signs, and often replied to them by the liveliest and sincerest

expression of interest, at all events. Every now and then she would

slip away to conceal her tears. Her womanly instincts made her vividly

conscious of the imperfection of the language they were employing. If

they could have spoken, in how many different ways might she not have

endeavoured to discover the real nature of Fabrizio’s feeling for the

duchess? Clelia could hardly deceive herself now; she felt a hatred for

the Duchess Sanseverina.

One night Fabrizio happened to think somewhat seriously about his aunt.

He was astonished to find he hardly recognised his recollection of her.

His memory of her had completely altered; at that moment she seemed fifty

years old to him. “Good God!” he cried enthusiastically, “how right I was

not to tell her that I loved her!” He went so far as hardly to be able

to understand how he had ever thought her so pretty. In that respect the

alteration in his impression of little Marietta was less remarkable. This

was because he had never dreamed that his heart had anything to do with

his love for Marietta, whereas he had frequently imagined that the whole

of his heart was possessed by the duchess. The duchess of A⸺ and Marietta

now appeared in his memory as two young turtle-doves, whose whole charm

resided in their weakness and their innocence, whereas the noble image

of Clelia Conti, which absorbed his whole soul, actually filled him

with a kind of terror. He felt, only too clearly, that the happiness of

his whole life would depend on the governor’s daughter, and that she

had it in her power to make him the most miserable of men. Every day he

was tortured by the mortal fear of seeing some inexorable caprice end

the strange and delightful life he led in her vicinity. At all events,

she had filled the first two months of his imprisonment with happiness.

This was the period during which, twice every week, General Fabio Conti

assured the prince: “I can give your Highness my word of honour that the

prisoner Del Dongo never speaks to a human being, and spends his whole

life either in a state of the deepest despair or else asleep.”

Clelia came every day, two or three times over, to see her birds.

Sometimes she only stayed a few moments. If Fabrizio had not cared for

her so much he would soon have found out that he was loved. But he was in

deadly doubt upon that subject. Clelia had ordered a piano to be placed

in the aviary. While her fingers wandered over the keys, so as to account

for her presence in the room, and occupy the attention of the sentries

who marched to and fro under her windows, her eyes answered Fabrizio’s

questions. On one subject only she would make no response, and on certain

great occasions she even took to flight, and thus would sometimes

disappear for a whole day. This was when Fabrizio’s signs indicated

feelings the nature of which it was impossible for her to misunderstand.

On that point she was quite inexorable.

Thus, closely imprisoned as he was, within a narrow cage, Fabrizio’s

life was a very busy one. It was entirely devoted to the solution of

the all-important problem, “Will she love me?” The result of endless

observation, perpetually renewed, but as perpetually shadowed by doubt,

was as follows: “All her deliberate gestures answer ‘No,’ but every

involuntary movement of her eyes seems to betray her growing regard for

me.”

Clelia hoped to escape any open avowal of his love, and it was to avoid

this risk that she had refused, and very angrily, to grant a request

which Fabrizio had proffered several times over. One would have fancied

the miserable expedients to which the poor prisoner was reduced would

have touched Clelia’s heart with greater pity. He wanted to correspond

with her, by means of letters which he wrote upon the palm of his hand

with a piece of charcoal he had been so lucky as to find in his stove. He

would have made up the words letter by letter, showing them one after the

other. This plan would have facilitated their intercourse twofold, for

it would have allowed of his putting things in a clear form. His window

was some five-and-twenty feet away from Clelia’s, and it would have been

too risky to talk over the heads of the sentries, who marched up and down

in front of the governor’s palace. Fabrizio was uncertain whether he

was loved or not. If he had possessed any experience in such matters he

would have had no doubt at all. But till now no woman had ever filled

his heart. And further, he had no suspicion of a fact which would have

driven him to despair, if he had been aware of it. There was serious

likelihood of a marriage between Clelia Conti and the Marchese Crescenzi,

the wealthiest gentleman at the court of Parma.

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