CHAPTER III

Mr. Lanley was ruffled as he left his daughter’s drawing-room.

“As if I had wanted her to marry at eighteen,” he said to himself; and

he took his hat crossly from Pringle and set it hard on his head at

the slight angle which he preferred. Then reflecting that Pringle was

not in any way involved, he unbent slightly, and said something that

sounded like:

“Haryer, Pringle?”

Pringle, despite his stalwart masculine appearance, had in speaking a

surprisingly high, squeaky voice.

“I keep my health, thank you, sir,” he said. “Anna has been somewhat

ailing.” Anna was his wife, to whom he usually referred as “Mrs.

Pringle”; but he made an exception in speaking to Mr. Lanley, for she

had once been the Lanleys’ kitchen-maid. “Your car, sir?”

No, Mr. Lanley was walking--walking, indeed, more quickly than usual

under the stimulus of annoyance.

Nothing had ever happened that made him suffer as he had suffered

through his daughter’s divorce. Divorce was one of the modern ideas

which he had imagined he had accepted. As a lawyer he had expressed

himself as willing always to take the lady’s side; but in the cases

which he actually took he liked to believe that the wife was perfect

and the husband inexcusable. He could not comfort himself with any such

belief in his daughter’s case.

Adelaide’s conduct had been, as far as he could see, irreproachable;

but, then, so had Severance’s. This was what had made the gossip,

almost the scandal, of the thing. Even his sister Alberta had whispered

to him that if Severance had been unfaithful to Adelaide--But poor

Severance had not been unfaithful; he had not even become indifferent.

He loved his wife, he said, as much as on the day he married her. He

was extremely unhappy. Mr. Lanley grew to dread the visits of his huge,

blond son-in-law, who used actually to sob in the library, and ask

for explanations of something which Mr. Lanley had never been able to

understand.

And how obstinate Adelaide had been! She, who had been such a docile

girl, and then for many years so completely under the thumb of her

splendid-looking husband, had suddenly become utterly intractable. She

would listen to no reason and brook no delay. She had been willing

enough to explain; she had explained repeatedly, but the trouble was he

could not understand the explanation. She did not love her husband any

more, she said. Mr. Lanley pointed out to her that this was no legal

grounds for a divorce.

“Yes, but I look down upon him,” she went on.

“On poor Joe?” her father had asked innocently, and had then discovered

that this was the wrong thing to say. She had burst out, “Poor Joe!

poor Joe!” That was the way every one considered him. Was it her fault

if he excited pity and contempt instead of love and respect? Her love,

she intimated, had been of a peculiarly eternal sort; Severance himself

was to blame for its extinction. Mr. Lanley discovered that in some way

she considered the intemperance of Severance’s habits to be involved.

But this was absurd. It was true that for a year or two Severance

had taken to drinking rather more than was wise; but, Mr. Lanley had

thought at the time, the poor young man had not needed any artificial

stimulant in the days when Adelaide had fully and constantly admired

him. He had seen Severance come home several times not exactly drunk,

but rather more boyishly boastful and hilarious than usual. Even Mr.

Lanley, a naturally temperate man, had not found Joe repellent in the

circumstances. Afterward he had been thankful for this weakness: it

gave him the only foundation on which he could build a case not for the

courts, of course, but for the world. Unfortunately, however, Severance

had pulled up before there was any question of divorce.

That was another confusing fact. Adelaide had managed him so

beautifully. Her father had not known her wonderful powers until he saw

the skill and patience with which she had dealt with Joe Severance’s

drinking. Joe himself was eager to own that he owed his cure entirely

to her. Mr. Lanley had been proud of her; she had turned out, he

thought, just what a woman ought to be; and then, on top of it, she had

come to him one day and announced that she would never live with Joe

again.

“But why not?” he had asked.

“Because I don’t love him,” she had said.

Then Mr. Lanley knew how little his acceptance of the idea of divorce

in general had reconciled him to the idea of the divorce of his own

daughter--a Lanley--Mrs. Adelaide Lanley, Mrs. Adelaide Severance. His

sense of fitness was shocked, though he pleaded with her first on the

ground of duty, and then under the threat of scandal. With her beauty

and Severance’s popularity, for from his college days he had been

extremely popular with men, the divorce excited uncommon interest.

Severance’s unconcealed grief, a rather large circle of devoted friends

in whom he confided, and the fact that Adelaide had to go to Nevada to

get her divorce, led most people to believe that she had simply found

some one she liked better. Mr. Lanley would have believed it himself,

but he couldn’t. Farron had not appeared until she had been divorced

for several years.

Lanley still cherished an affection for Severance, who had very soon

married again, a local belle in the Massachusetts manufacturing town

where he now lived. She was said to resemble Adelaide.

No, Mr. Lanley could not see that he had had anything to reproach

himself with in regard to his daughter’s first marriage. They had been

young, of course; all the better. He had known the Severances for

years; and Joe was handsome, hard working, had rowed on his crew, and

every one spoke well of him. Certainly they had been in love--more in

love than he liked to see two people, at least when one of them was

his own daughter. He had suggested their waiting a year or two, but no

one had backed him up. The Severances had been eager for the marriage,

naturally. Mr. Lanley could still see the young couple as they turned

from the altar, young, beautiful, and confident.

He had missed his daughter terribly, not only her physical presence in

the house, but the exercise of his influence over her, which in old

times had been perhaps a trifle autocratic. He had hated being told

what Joe thought and said; yet he could hardly object to her docility.

That was the way he had brought her up. He did not reckon pliancy in

a woman as a weakness; or if he had had any temptation to do so, it

had vanished in the period when Joe Severance had taken to drink. In

that crisis Adelaide had been anything but weak. Every one had been so

grateful to her,--he and Joe and the Severances,--and then immediately

afterward the crash came.

Women! Mr. Lanley shook his head, still moving briskly northward with

that quick jaunty walk of his. And this second marriage--what about

that? They seemed happy. Farron was a fine fellow, but not, it seemed

to him, so attractive to a woman as Severance. Could he hold a woman

like Adelaide? He wasn’t a man to stand any nonsense, though, and Mr.

Lanley nodded; then, as it were, withdrew the nod on remembering that

poor Joe had not wanted to stand any nonsense either. What in similar

circumstances could Farron do? Adelaide always resented his asking how

things were going, but how could he help being anxious? How could any

one rest content on a hillside who had once been blown up by a volcano?

He might not have been any more content if he had stayed to dinner at

his son-in-law’s, as he had been asked to do. The Farrons were alone.

Mathilde was going to a dinner, with a dance after. She came into the

dining-room to say good night and to promise to be home early, not to

stay and dance. She was not allowed two parties on successive nights,

not because her health was anything but robust, but rather because her

mother considered her too young for such vulgar excess.

When she had gone, Farron observed:

“That child has a will of iron.”

“Vincent!” said his wife. “She does everything I suggest to her.”

“Her will just now is to please you in everything. Wait until she

rebels.”

“But women don’t rebel against the people they love. I don’t have to

tell you that, do I? I never have to manœuver the child, never have to

coax or charm her to do what I want.”

He smiled at her across the table.

“You have great faith in those methods, haven’t you?”

“They work, Vin.”

He nodded as if no one knew that better than he.

Soon after dinner he went up-stairs to write some letters. She followed

him about ten o’clock. She came and leaned one hand on his shoulder and

one on his desk.

“Still working?” she said. She had been aware of no desire to see what

he was writing, but she was instantly aware that his blotting-paper had

fallen across the sheet, that the sheet was not a piece of note-paper,

but one of a large pad on which he had been apparently making notes.

Her diamond bracelet had slipped down her wrist and lay upon the

blotting-paper; he slowly and carefully pushed it up her slim, round

arm until it once more clung in place.

“I’ve nearly finished,” he said; and to her ears there was some under

sound of pain or of constraint in his tone.

A little later he strolled, still dressed, into her room. She was

already in bed, and he came and sat on the foot of the bed, with one

foot tucked under him and his arms folded.

Her mind during the interval had been exclusively occupied with the

position of that piece of blotting-paper. Could it be there was some

other woman whose ghost-like presence she was just beginning to feel

haunting their relation? The impersonality of Vincent’s manner was an

armor against such attacks, but this armor, as Adelaide knew, was more

apparent than real. If one could get beyond that, one was at the very

heart of the man. If some fortuitous circumstance had brought a sudden

accidental intimacy between him and another woman--What woman loving

strength and power could resist the sight of Vincent in action, Vincent

as she saw him?

Yet with a good capacity for believing the worst of her

fellow-creatures, Adelaide did not really believe in the other woman.

That, she knew, would bring a change in the fundamentals of her

relationship with her husband. This was only a barrier that left the

relation itself untouched.

Before very long she began to think the situation was all in her own

imagination. He was so amused, so eager to talk. Silent as he was apt

to be with the rest of the world, with her he sometimes showed a love

of gossip that enchanted her. And now it seemed to her that he was

leading her on from subject to subject through a childish dislike to

going to bed. They were actually giggling over Mr. Lanley’s adventure

when a motor-brake squeaked in the silence of the night, a motor-door

slammed. For the first time Adelaide remembered her daughter. It

was after twelve o’clock. A knock came at her door. She wrapped her

swan’s-down garment about her and went to the door.

“O Mama, have you been worried?” the girl asked. She was standing in

the narrow corridor, with her arms full of shining favors; there could

be no question whatever that she had stayed for the dance. “Are you

angry? Have I been keeping you awake?”

“I thought you would have been home an hour ago.”

“I know. I want to tell you about it. Mama, how lovely you look in that

blue thing! Won’t you come up-stairs with me while I undress?”

Adelaide shook her head.

“Not to-night,” she answered.

“You are angry with me,” the girl went on. “But if you will come, I

will explain. I have something to tell you, Mama.”

Mrs. Farron’s heart stood still. The phrase could mean only one thing.

She went up-stairs with her daughter, sent the maid away, and herself

began to undo the soft, pink silk.

“It needs an extra hook,” she murmured. “I told her it did.”

Mathilde craned her neck over her shoulder, as if she had ever been

able to see the middle of her back.

“But it doesn’t show, does it?” she asked.

“It perfectly well might.”

Mathilde stepped out of her dress, and flung it over a chair. In her

short petticoat, with her ankles showing and her arms bare, she looked

like a very young girl, and when she put up her hands and took the pins

out of her hair, so that it fell over her shoulders, she might have

been a child.

The silence began to grow awkward. Mathilde put on her dressing-gown;

it was perfectly straight, and made her look like a little white

column. A glass of milk and some biscuits were waiting for her. She

pushed a chair near her fire for her mother, and herself remained

standing, with her glass of milk in her hand.

“Mama,” she said suddenly, “I suppose I’m what you’d call engaged.”

“O Mathilde! not to that boy who was here to-day?”

“Why not to him?”

“I know nothing about him.”

“I don’t know very much myself. Yes, it’s Pete Wayne. Pierson his name

is, but every one calls him Pete. How strange it was that I did not

even know his first name when you asked me!”

A single ray pierced Mrs. Farron’s depression: Vincent had known,

Vincent’s infallibility was confirmed. She did not know what to say.

She sat looking sadly, obliquely at the floor like a person who has

been aggrieved. She was wondering whether she should be to her daughter

a comrade or a ruler, a confederate or a policeman. Of course in all

probability the thing would be better stopped. But could this be

accomplished by immediate action, or could she invite confidences and

yet commit herself to nothing?

She raised her eyes.

“I do not approve of youthful marriages,” she said.

“O Mama! And you were only eighteen yourself.”

“That is why.”

Mathilde was frightened not only by the intense bitterness of her

mother’s tone, but also by the obvious fact that she was face to face

with the explanation of the separation of her parents. She had been

only nine years old at the time. She had loved her father, had found

him a better playfellow than her mother, had wept bitterly at parting

with him, and had missed him. And then gradually her mother, who had

before seemed like a beautiful, but remote, princess, had begun to make

of her an intimate and grown-up friend, to consult her and read with

her and arrange happinesses in her life, to win, to, if the truth must

be told, reconquer her. Perhaps even Adelaide would not have succeeded

so easily in effacing Severance’s image had not he himself so quickly

remarried. Mathilde went several times to stay with the new household

after Adelaide in secret, tearful conference with her father had been

forced to consent.

To Mathilde these visits had been an unacknowledged torture. She never

knew quite what to mention and what to leave untouched. There was

always a constraint between the three of them. Her father, when alone

with her, would question her, with strange, eager pauses, as to how

her mother looked. Her mother’s successor, whom she could not really

like, would question her more searchingly, more embarrassingly, with

an ill-concealed note of jealousy in every word. Even at twelve years

Mathilde was shocked by the strain of hatred in her father’s new wife,

who seemed to reproach her for fashion and fineness and fastidiousness,

qualities of which the girl was utterly unaware. She could have loved

her little half-brother when he appeared upon the scene, but Mrs.

Severance did not encourage the bond, and gradually Mathilde’s visits

to her father ceased.

As a child she had been curious about the reasons for the parting, but

as she grew older it had seemed mere loyalty to accept the fact without

asking why; she had perhaps not wanted to know why. But now, she saw,

she was to hear.

“Mathilde, do you still love your father?”

“I think I do, Mama. I feel very sorry for him.”

“Why?”

“I don’t know why. I dare say he is happy.”

“I dare say he is, poor Joe.” Adelaide paused. “Well, my dear, that

was the reason of our parting. One can pity a son or a brother, but

not a husband. Weakness kills love. A woman cannot be the leader, the

guide, and keep any romance. O Mathilde, I never want you to feel the

humiliation of finding yourself stronger than the man you love. That is

why I left your father, and my justification is his present happiness.

This inferior little person he has married, she does as well. Any one

would have done as well.”

Mathilde was puzzled by her mother’s evident conviction that the

explanation was complete. She asked after a moment:

“But what was it that made you think at first that you did love him,

Mama?”

“Just what makes you think you love this boy--youth, flattery, desire

to love. He was magnificently handsome, your father. I saw him admired

by other men, apparently a master; I was too young to judge, my dear.

You shan’t be allowed to make that mistake; you shall have time to

consider.”

Mathilde smiled.

“I don’t want time,” she said.

“I did not know I did.”

“I don’t think I feel about love as you do,” said the girl, slowly.

“Every woman does.”

Mathilde shook her head.

“It’s just Pete as he is that I love. I don’t care which of us leads.”

“But you will.”

The girl had not yet reached a point where she could describe the very

essence of her passion; she had to let this go. After a moment she said:

“I see now why you chose Mr. Farron.”

“You mean you have never seen before?”

“Not so clearly.”

Mrs. Farron bit her lips. To have missed understanding this seemed a

sufficient proof of immaturity. She rose.

“Well, my darling,” she said in a tone of extreme reasonableness, “we

shall decide nothing to-night. I know nothing against Mr. Wayne. He may

be just the right person. We must see more of him. Do you know anything

about his family?”

Mathilde shook her head. “He lives alone with his mother. His father is

dead. She’s very good and interested in drunkards.”

“In _drunkards_?” Mrs. Farron just shut her eyes a second.

“She has a mission that reforms them.”

“Is that his profession, too?”

“Oh, no. He’s in Wall Street--quite a good firm. O Mama, don’t sigh

like that! We know we can’t be married at once. We are reasonable. You

think not, because this has all happened so suddenly; but great things

do happen suddenly. We love each other. That’s all I wanted to tell

you.”

“Love!” Adelaide looked at the little person before her, tried to

recall the fading image of the young man, and then thought of the

dominating figure in her own life. “My dear, you have no idea what love

is.”

She took no notice of the queer, steady look the girl gave her in

return. She went down-stairs. She had been gone more than an hour, and

she knew that Vincent would have been long since asleep. He had, and

prided himself on having, a great capacity for sleep. She tiptoed past

his door, stole into her own room, and then, glancing in the direction

of his, was startled to see that a light was burning. She went in; he

was reading, and once again, as his eyes turned toward her, she thought

she saw the same tragic appeal that she had felt that afternoon in his

kiss. Trembling, she threw herself down beside him, clasping him to her.

“O Vincent! oh, my dear!” she whispered, and began to cry. He did not

ask her why she was crying; she wished that he would; his silence

admitted that he knew of some adequate reason.

“I feel that there is something wrong,” she sobbed, “something terribly

wrong.”

“Nothing could go wrong between you and me, my darling,” he answered.

His tone comforted, his touch was a comfort. Perhaps she was a coward,

she said to herself, but she questioned him no further.

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