CHAPTER XV

Mrs. Robert Watson having announced her emancipation from the trammels

of woe, invitations poured in, fast and thick, in all of which Emma was

specially included.

It was fine, bright weather, with the pleasantest frost; and Emma

was able to take out Augusta nearly every morning for a walk. To her

dismay, however, she found herself frequently joined by Lord Osborne,

who had taken rooms in a neighbouring inn; and she appealed in vain to

her sister to accompany them, or to take charge of the child herself.

Matters were brought to a head by Jane, who deliberately informed Lord

Osborne one morning when he called, of the direction in which Emma had

gone. She herself had sent her some little distance beyond the town, in

order to enquire for an old servant who was ill. The result was, that

as Emma was turning but the first corner on her return home, she came

face to face with Lord Osborne.

She replied to his greeting as coldly as might be; and was endeavouring

to proceed on her way, when she was brought to a standstill by his

informing her that Mrs. Watson had been so good as to indicate to him

where he might find her. "She was particularly kind," he said. "I am

very much obliged to her--the more so that I have been missing you for

so many mornings."

Emma's eyes had been fixed on the ground, but she now suddenly raised

them. His face was slightly flushed, and his whole manner betrayed

confidence.

Pale with anger, and holding Augusta's hand tightly, she confronted him.

"Lord Osborne, I am alone and unprotected," she said. "You must surely

see that your attentions only cause me distress. Be good enough to let

me proceed on my way, without accompanying me."

"Mrs. Watson has given me her permission to escort you home."

"My sister-in-law has no conception of her duty to me."

"Believe me, Miss Watson, my intentions are entirely honourable. You

have no reason to treat me with such coldness. My whole desire is to

make you my wife--if you will honour me by accepting me."

Emma curtsied.

"I cannot possibly accept you, my lord--I beseech you to accept this

answer as final--I can never be your wife!--but, believe me, I am

deeply sensible to the honour you have done me."

"What reason can you have for refusing me? Do not be so hasty! You do

not perhaps know me well enough. I will wait--I will be patient--if you

will only give me one word of hope!"

"My lord, I cannot!"

"You cannot?--why cannot you?"

Emma remained silent, but she was walking onward, the while he kept at

her side.

"Miss Emma! why do not you speak?"

She could find no reply.

"I know I am a dull fellow--but I love you so much! There is not

anything I would not do for you! Could not you care for me a little?"

"No, my lord."

"If you were only married to me, you would care for me!--you could not

but care for me if we were married--I would love you so much!"

Emma wept.

"Why do you make my aunt cry? Why do not you go away?" asked little

Augusta, looking over at him reproachfully.

"It needs a child to point out my obvious duty," he said bitterly; and,

turning back, he strode away.

Augusta remained silent for several minutes, and then said--

"Is not a lord nicer than a gentleman?"

Emma was obliged to smile.

"Shall not you marry him after a while?" she continued.

"Would _you_ like to marry him, Augusta?"

"No," replied the child, after a little hesitation; "it always seems a

long time when he is there."

On their return home, Jane herself opened the door and, fixing her eyes

on Emma, said--

"Has Lord Osborne asked you?"

Emma admitted it.

"Well, you have accepted him?"

"No."

"You have _not_ accepted him! Good heavens! Emma!--do you tell me you

have _refused_ him?--refused _Lord Osborne_!"

"Yes."

"Wicked, ungrateful girl! How have you the face to stand there and tell

me such a thing? Are you mad, Emma? What bewitched you to refuse him?"

Emma remained silent.

"Speak, wretched girl! How dared you to refuse him?"

Emma looked at her haughtily.

"I shall speak to my brother," she replied coldly.

"It is your brother who will speak to _you_--Minx! Do not look at

me like that! You are insufferable with your airs--and you _just

nothing_! Owing every stick on your back to your brother and to me!"

Jane had completely lost all self-control; and little Augusta,

terrified, clung to Emma, crying bitterly.

At this moment, Robert came into the hall.

"Here is Emma gone and refused Lord Osborne!" cried his wife.

"Do you consider the servants to be stone deaf!" he demanded angrily.

"Come with me into my study, Emma. Go with your mother, Augusta."

Crossing the hall, he opened the door of his room for Emma to enter,

and, following her in, closed and locked it.

"What is the meaning of all this?"

Emma was too agitated to reply.

"Is it true that you have refused Lord Osborne?"

"Yes, Robert."

"And why have you refused him?" Emma strove to answer, but no words

came.

"I insist on your answering me. Why have you refused him?--you must

have some reason."

"I do not love him."

"As far as I am aware, it is not the custom for a nice girl to love

a man before he asks her. It will come in time. Listen to me, Emma.

I was anything but pleased when Lord Osborne followed you here, but

he has shown that his intentions are wholly honourable. Shortly after

our party he called on me to obtain my permission to offer himself to

you, as soon as he deemed that he might do so with reasonable hope

of success. This morning he acquainted your sister with his design

in following you. You have nothing to complain of with regard to his

conduct; he is a handsome man; and his position is far above that you

have any right to expect."

Emma remained silent, with her eyes on the ground and her cheeks

burning.

"I stand to you in the light of a father," continued Robert; "I have

a right to your obedience; and if you have any natural feelings you

will be glad to make me some return for all I have done for you--and

I am ready to do much more--by showing some willingness to comply

with what I judge to be best for you. I am not saying that I might not

have preferred that you had married a man in a simpler rank; but as

you are so difficult to suit, I could not run the risk of dismissing

him. Our aunt was no friend to you, breeding you up in a different way

to us all, making you discontented; and you should be grateful to Lord

Osborne for overlooking so much and being willing to marry you. Promise

me, Emma, that there will be no more nonsense, if he should be so good

as to forgive you for the insult you have done him, and should come

forward again."

"I cannot promise. I can never marry him."

"You _can_, and _will_ marry him! Obstinate girl! What are you aiming

at? Would you prefer to attract the attentions of a royal prince?"

Robert had no sooner uttered these words than he would gladly have

recalled them--shrinking from the flash of his sister's eyes. The next

moment she had swept past him, unlocked the door, and was gone.

Half-an-hour later she had left the house, and was on her way to Sam at

Guildford.

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