CHAPTER II. AN EXPERIMENT

Ernest Travers, Felix Fayre-Michell, Tom May, and Colonel Vane followed

Sir Walter upstairs to a great corridor, which ran the length of the

main front, and upon which opened a dozen bedrooms and dressing-rooms.

They proceeded to the eastern extremity. It was lighted throughout, and

now their leader took off an electric bulb from a sconce on the wall

outside the room they had come to visit.

"There is none in there," he explained, "though the light was installed

in the Grey Room as elsewhere when I started my own plant twenty years

ago. My father never would have it. He disliked it exceedingly, and

believed it aged the eyes."

Henry arrived with the key. The door was unlocked, and the light

established. The party entered a large and lofty chamber with ceiling

of elaborate plaster work and silver-grey walls, the paper on which was

somewhat tarnished. A pattern of dim, pink roses as large as cabbages

ran riot over it. A great oriel window looked east, while a smaller one

opened upon the south. Round the curve of the oriel ran a cushioned seat

eighteen inches above the ground, while on the western side of the room,

set in the internal wall, was a modern fireplace with a white Adams

mantel above it. Some old, carved chairs stood round the walls, and in

one corner, stacked together, lay half a dozen old oil portraits, grimy

and faded. They called for the restorer, but were doubtfully worth his

labors. Two large chests of drawers, with rounded bellies, and a very

beautiful washing-stand also occupied places round the room, and against

the inner wall rose a single, fourposter bed of Spanish chestnut, also

carved. A grey, self-colored carpet covered the floor, and on one of the

chests stood a miniature bronze copy of the Faun of Praxiteles.

The apartment was bright and cheerful of aspect. Nothing gloomy or

depressing marked it, nor a suggestion of the sinister.

"Could one wish for a more amiable looking room?" asked Fayre-Michell.

They gazed round them, and Ernest Travers expressed admiration at the

old furniture.

"My dear Walter, why hide these things here?" he asked. "They are

beautiful, and may be valuable, too."

"I've been asked the same question before," answered the owner. "And

they are valuable. Lord Bolsover offered me a thousand guineas for

those two chairs; but the things are heirlooms in a sort of way, and

I shouldn't feel justified in parting with them. My grandfather

was furniture mad--spent half his time collecting old stuff on the

Continent. Spain was his happy hunting ground."

"It's positively a shame to doom these chairs to a haunted room, uncle,"

declared Henry.

But the other shook his head and smothered a yawn.

"The house is too full as it is." he said.

"Mary wants you to scrap dozens of things," replied his nephew. "Then

there'd be plenty of room."

"You'll do what you please when your turn comes, and no doubt cast out

my tusks and antlers and tiger-skins, which I know you don't admire.

Wait in patience, Henry. And we will now go to bed," answered the elder.

"I am fatigued, and it must be nearly midnight."

Then Tom May brought their thoughts back to the reason of the visit.

"Look here, governor," he said. "It's a scandal to give a champion room

like this a bad name and shut it up. You've fallen into the habit,

but you know it's all nonsense. Mary loves this room. I'll make you a

sporting offer. Let me sleep in it to-night, and then, when I report

a clean bill to-morrow, you can throw it open again and announce it is

forgiven without a stain on its character. You've just said you don't

believe spooks have the power to hurt anybody. Then let me turn in

here."

Sir Walter, however, refused.

"No, Tom; most certainly not. It's far too late to go over the ground

again and explain why, but I don't wish it."

"A milder-mannered room was never seen," said Ernest Travers. "You must

let me look at it by daylight, and bring Nelly. The ceiling, too, is

evidently very fine--finer even than the one in my room."

"The ceilings here were all the work of Italians in Tudor times,"

explained his friend. "They are Elizabethan. The plaster is certainly

wonderful, and my ceilings are considered as good as anything in the

country, I believe."

He turned, and the rest followed him.

Henry removed the electric bulb, and restored it to its place outside.

Then his uncle gave him the key.

"Put it back in the cabinet," he said. "I won't go down again."

The party broke up, and all save Lennox and the sailor went to their

rooms. The two younger men descended together and, when out of ear-shot

of his uncle, Henry spoke.

"Look here, Tom," he said, "you've given me a tip. I'm going to camp out

in the Grey Room to-night. Then, in the morning, I'll tell Uncle Walter

I have done so, and the ghost's number will be up."

"Quite all right, old man--only the plan must be modified. I'll

sleep there. I'm death on it, and the brilliant inspiration was mine,

remember."

"You can't. He refused to let you."

"I didn't hear him."

"Oh, yes, you did--everybody did. Besides, this is fairly my task--you

won't deny that. Chadlands will be mine, some day, so it's up to me to

knock this musty yarn on the head once and for all. Could anything be

more absurd than shutting up a fine room like that? I'm really rather

ashamed of Uncle Walter."

"Of course it's absurd but, honestly, I'm rather keen about this. I'd

dearly love to add a medieval phantom to my experiences, and only wish I

thought anything would show up. I beg you'll raise no objection. It was

my idea, and I very much wish to make the experiment. Of course, I don't

believe in anything supernatural."

They went back to the billiard-room, dismissed Fred Caunter, the

footman, who was waiting to put out the lights, and continued their

discussion. The argument began to grow strenuous, for each proved

determined, and who owned the stronger will seemed a doubtful question.

For a time, since no conclusion could satisfy both, they abandoned

the centre of contention and debated, as their elders had done, on

the general question. Henry declared himself not wholly convinced. He

adopted an agnostic attitude, while Tom frankly disbelieved. The one

preserved an open mind, the other scoffed at apparitions in general.

"It's humbug to say sailors are superstitious now," he asserted. "They

might have been, but my experience is that they are no more credulous

than other people in these days. Anyway, I'm not. Life is a matter of

chemistry. There's no mumbo jumbo about it, in my opinion. Chemical

analysis has reached down to hormones and enzymes and all manner of

subtle secretions discovered by this generation of inquirers; but

it's all organic. Nobody has ever found anything that isn't. Existence

depends on matter, and when the chemical process breaks down, the

organism perishes and leaves nothing. When a man can't go on breathing,

he's dead, and there's an end of him."

But Henry had read modern science also.

"What about the vital spark, then? Biologists don't turn down the theory

of vitalism, do they?"

"Most of them do, who count, my dear chap. The presence of a vital

spark--a spark that cannot be put out--is merely a theory with nothing

to prove it. When he dies, the animating principle doesn't leave a man,

and go off on its own. It dies too. It was part of the man--as much as

his heart or brain."

"That's only an opinion. Nobody can be positive. We don't know anything

about what life really means, and we haven't got the machinery to find

out."

"By analogy we can," argued Tom. "Where are you going to draw the line?

Life is life, and a sponge is just as much alive as a herring; a nettle

is just as much alive as an oak-tree; and an oak-tree is just as much

alive as you are. What becomes of its vital spark when you eat an

oyster?"

"You wouldn't believe in a life after death at all, then?"

"It's a pure assumption, Henry. I'd like to believe in it--who wouldn't?

Because, if you honestly did, it would transform this life into

something infinitely different from what it is."

"It ought to--yet it doesn't seem to."

"It ought to, certainly. If you believe this life is only the portal to

another of much greater importance, then--well, there you are. Nothing

matters but trying to make everybody else believe it, too. But as a

matter of fact, the people who do believe it, or think they do, seem

to me just as concentrated on this life and just as much out to get the

very best they can from it, and wring it dry, as I am, who reckon it's

all."

"They believe as a matter of course, and don't seem to realize how much

their belief ought to imply," confessed Henry.

"Why do they believe? Because most of them haven't really thought about

it more than a turnip thinks. They dwell in a foggy sort of way on the

future life when they go to church on Sundays; then they return home and

forget all about it till next Sunday."

Lennox brought him back to the present difference.

"Well, seeing you laugh at ghosts, and I remain doubtful, it's only fair

that I sleep in the Grey Room. You must see that. Ghosts hate people

who don't believe in them. They'd cold shoulder you; but in my case they

might feel I was good material, worth convincing. They might show up for

me in a friendly spirit. If they show for you, it will probably be to

bully you."

Tom laughed.

"That's what I want. I'd like to have it out and talk sense to a spook,

and show him what an ass he's making of himself. The governor was right

about that. When Fayre-Michell asked if he believed in them loafing

about a place where they'd been murdered or otherwise maltreated, he

rejected the idea."

"Yet a woman certainly died there, and without a shadow of reason."

"She probably died for a very good reason, only we don't happen to know

it."

Henry tried a different argument.

"You're married, and you matter; I'm not married, and don't matter to

anybody."

"Humbug!"

"Mary wouldn't like it, anyway; you know that."

"True--she'd hate it. But she won't know anything about it till

to-morrow. She always sleeps in her old nursery when she comes here, and

I'm down the corridor at the far end. She'd have a fit if she knew I'd

turned in next door to her and was snoozing in the Grey Room; but she

won't know till I tell her of my rash act to-morrow. Don't think I'm a

fool. Nobody loves life better than I do, and nobody has better reason

to. But I'm positive that this is all rank nonsense, and so are

you really. We know there's nothing in the room with a shadow of

supernatural danger about it. Besides, you wouldn't want to sleep there

so badly if you believed anything wicked was waiting for you. You're

tons cleverer than I am--so you must agree about that."

Lennox was bound to confess that he entertained no personal fear. They

still argued, and the clock struck midnight. Then the sailor made a

suggestion.

"Since you're so infernally obstinate, I'll do this. We'll toss up, and

the winner can have the fun. That's fair to both."

The other agreed; he tossed a coin, and May called "tails," and won.

He was jubilant, while Henry showed a measure of annoyance. The other

consoled him.

"It's better so, old man. You're highly strung and nervy, and a poet and

all that sort of thing. I'm no better than a prize ox, and don't know

what nerves mean. I can sleep anywhere, anyhow. If you can sleep in a

submarine, you bet you can in a nice, airy Elizabethan room, even if it

is haunted. But it's not; that's the whole point. There's not a haunted

room in the world. Get me your service revolver, like a good chap."

Henry was silent, and Tom rose to make ready for his vigil.

"I'm dog-tired, anyhow," he said. "Nothing less than Queen Elizabeth

herself will keep me awake, if it does appear."

Then the other surprised him.

"Don't think I want to go back on it. You've won the right to make the

experiment--if we ignore Uncle Walter. But--well, you'll laugh, yet,

on my honor, Tom, I've got a feeling I'd rather you didn't. It isn't

nerves. I'm not nervy any more than you are. I'm not suggesting that I

go now, of course. But I do ask you to think better of it and chuck the

thing."

"Why?"

"Well, one can't help one's feelings. I do feel a rum sort of conviction

at the bottom of my mind that it's not good enough. I can't explain;

there are no words for it that I know, but it's growing on me.

Intuition, perhaps."

"Intuition of what?"

"I can't tell you. But I ask you not to go."

"You were going if you'd won the toss?"

"I know."

"Then your growing intuition is only because I won it. Hanged if I don't

think you want to funk me, old man!"

"I couldn't do that. But it's different me going and you going. I've got

nothing to live for. Don't think I'm maudlin, or any rot of that sort;

but you know all about the past. I've never mentioned it to you, and,

of course, you haven't to me; and I never should have. But I will now.

I loved Mary with all my heart and soul, Tom. She didn't know how much,

and probably I didn't either. But that's done, and no man on earth

rejoices in her great happiness more than I do. And no man on earth is

going to be a better or a truer friend to you and her than, please God,

I shall be. But that being so, can't you see the rest? My life ended in

a way when the dream of my life ended. I attach no importance to living

for itself, and if anything final happened to me it wouldn't leave a

blank anywhere. You're different. In sober honesty you oughtn't to run

into any needless danger--real or imaginary. I'm thinking of Mary only

when I say that--not you."

"But I deny the danger."

"Yes; only you might listen. So did I, but I deny it no longer. The case

is altered when I tell you in all seriousness--when I take my oath if

you like--that I do believe now there is something in this. I don't

say it's supernatural, and I don't say it isn't; but I do feel deeply

impressed in my mind now, and it's growing stronger every minute,

that there's something here out of the common and really infernally

dangerous."

The other looked at him in astonishment.

"What bee has got into your bonnet?"

"Don't call it that. It's a conviction, Tom. Do be guided by me, old

chap!"

The sailor flushed a little, emptied his glass, and rose.

"If you really wanted to choke me off, you chose a funny way to do

so. Surely it only needed this to determine anybody. If you, as a sane

person, honestly believe there's a pinch of danger in that blessed

place, then I certainly sleep there to-night, or else wake there."

"Let me come, too, then, Tom."

"That be damned for a yarn! Ghosts don't show up for two people--haven't

got pluck enough. If I get any sport, I'll be quite straight about it,

and you shall try your luck to-morrow."

"I can only make it a favor; and not for your own sake, either."

"I know. Mary will be sleeping the sleep of the just in the next room.

How little she'll guess! Perhaps, if I see an apparition worthy of the

Golden Age, I'll call her up."

"Do oblige me, May."

"In anything on earth but this thing. It's really too late now. Don't

you see you've defeated your own object? You mustn't ask me to throw

up the sponge to your sudden intuition of danger sprung on me at the

eleventh hour. I won the toss, and can't take my orders from you, old

chap, can I?"

The other, in his turn, grew a little warm.

"All right. I've spoken. I think you're rather a fool to be so

obstinate. It isn't as if a nervous old woman was talking to you. But

you'll go your own way. It doesn't matter a button to me, and I only

made it a favor for somebody else's sake."

"We'll leave it at that, then. May I trouble you for the key? And your

revolver, too. I haven't got mine here."

Henry hesitated. The key was in the pocket of his jacket.

"It is a matter of honor, Lennox," said the sailor.

The other handed over the key on this speech, and prepared to go.

"I'll get the revolver," he said.

"Thanks. Look me up in the morning, if you're awake first," added May;

but the other did not answer.

He let Tom precede him, and then turned out the lights. Other lights

he also extinguished as they left the hall and ascended the stairs.

The younger's pride was struggling for mastery; but he conquered it and

spoke again.

"I wish to Heaven you could see it from another point of view than your

own, Tom."

"I have no point of view. You're rather exasperating, and don't seem

to understand that, even if I might have changed my mind before, it's

impossible now."

"That's really only a foolish sort of pride. If I chose my words

clumsily--"

"You did. The devil and all his angels wouldn't make me climb down now."

The younger left him, and returned in a minute or two with the revolver.

"Good-night," he said.

"Good-night, old boy. Thank you. Loaded?"

"In all the chambers. Funny you should want it."

"Take it back, then."

But Henry did not answer, and they parted. Each sought his own bedroom,

and while Lennox retired at once and might have been expected to pass a

night more mentally peaceful than the other, in reality it was not so.

The younger slept ill, while May suffered no emotion but annoyance. He

was contemptuous of Henry. It seemed to him that he had taken a rather

mean and unsporting line, nor did he believe for a moment that he was

honest. Lennox had a modern mind; he had been through the furnace of

war; he had received a first-class education. It seemed impossible to

imagine that he spoke the truth, or that his sudden suspicion of real

perils, beyond human power to combat, could be anything but a spiteful

attempt to put May off, after he himself had lost the toss. Yet that

seemed unlike a gentleman. Then the allusion to Mary perturbed the

sailor. He could not quarrel with the words, but he resented the advice,

seeing what it was based upon.

His anger lessened swiftly, however, and before he started his

adventure he had dismissed Henry from his mind. He put on pyjamas and a

dressing-gown, took a candle, a railway-rug, his watch, and the loaded

revolver.

Then he walked quietly down the corridor to the Grey Room. On reaching

it his usual good temper returned, and he found himself entirely happy

and contented. He unlocked the forbidden entrance, set his candle by

the bed, and locked the door again from inside. He rolled up his

dressing-gown for a pillow, and placed his watch and revolver and candle

at his hand on a chair. A few broken reflections drifted through his

mind, as he yawned and prepared to sleep. His brain brought up events

of the day--a missed shot, a good shot, lunch under a haystack with Mary

and Fayre-Michell's niece. She was smart and showy and slangy--cheap

every way compared with Mary. What would his wife think if she knew he

was so near? Come to him for certain. He cordially hoped that he might

not be recalled to his ship; but there was a possibility of it. It would

be rather a lark to show the governor over the Indomitable. She was a

"hush-hush" ship--one of the wonders of the Navy still. Funny that the

Italian roof of the Grey Room looked like a dome, though it was really

flat. A cunning trick of perspective.

It was a still and silent night, moonless, very dark, and very tranquil.

He went to the window to throw it open.

Only a solitary being waked long that night at Chadlands, and only

a solitary mind suffered tribulation. But into the small hours Henry

Lennox endured the companionship of disquiet thoughts. He could not

sleep, and his brain, clear enough, retraced no passage from the past

day. Indeed the events of the day had sunk into remote time. He was only

concerned with the present, and he wondered while he worried that he

should be worrying. Yet a proleptic instinct made him look forward. He

had neither lied nor exaggerated to May. From the moment of losing the

toss, he honestly experienced a strong, subjective impression of danger

arising out of the proposed attack on the mysteries of the Grey Room.

It was, indeed, that consciousness of greater possibilities in the

adventure than May admitted or imagined which made Lennox so insistent.

Looking back, he perceived many things, and chiefly that he had taken a

wrong line, and approached Mary's husband from a fatal angle. Too late

he recognized his error. It was inevitable that a hint of suspected

danger would confirm the sailor in his resolution; and that such a hint

should follow the spin of the coin against Lennox, and be accompanied by

the assurance that, had he won, Henry would have proceeded, despite his

intuitions, to do what he now begged Tom not to do--that was a piece of

clumsy work which he deeply regretted.

At the hour when his own physical forces were lowest, his errors of

diplomacy forced themselves upon his mind. He wasted much time, as all

men do upon their beds, in anticipating to-morrow; in considering what

is going to happen, or what is not; in weighing their own future words

and deeds given a variety of contingencies. For reason, which at first

kept him, despite his disquiet, in the region of the rational, grew

weaker with Henry as the night advanced; the shadow of trouble deepened

as his weary wits lost their balance to combat it. The premonition was

as formless and amorphous as a cloud, and, though he could not see any

shape to his fear, or define its limitations, it grew darker ere he

slept. He considered what might happen and, putting aside any lesser

disaster, tried to imagine what the morning would bring if May actually

succumbed.

For the moment the size of such an imaginary disaster served curiously

to lessen his uneasiness. Pushed to extremities, the idea became merely

absurd. He won a sort of comfort from such an outrageous proposition,

because it brought him back to the solid ground of reason and the

assurance that some things simply do not happen. From this extravagant

summit of horror, his fears gradually receded. Such a waking nightmare

even quieted his nerves when it was past; for if a possibility presents

a ludicrous side, then its horror must diminish by so much. Moreover,

Henry told himself that if the threat of a disaster so absolute could

really be felt by him, it was his duty to rise at once, intervene, and,

if necessary, summon his uncle and force May to leave the Grey Room

immediately.

This idea amused him again and offered another jest. The tragedy really

resolved into jests. He found himself smiling at the picture of May

being treated like a disobedient schoolboy. But if that happened, and

Tom was proclaimed the sinner, what must be Henry's own fate? To win

the reputation of an unsportsmanlike sneak in Mary's opinion as well as

Tom's. He certainly could call upon nobody to help him now. But he

might go and look up May himself. That would be very sharply resented,

however. He travelled round and round in circles, then asked himself

what he would do and say to-morrow if anything happened to Tom--nothing,

of course, fatal, but something perhaps so grave that May himself would

be unable to explain it. In that case Henry could only state facts

exactly as they had occurred. But there would be a deuce of a muddle

if he had to make statements and describe the exact sequence of recent

incidents. Already he forgot the exact sequence. It seemed ages since he

parted from May. He broke off there, rose, drank a glass of water,

and lighted a cigarette. He shook himself into wakefulness, condemned

himself for this debauch of weak-minded thinking, found the time to be

three o'clock, and brushed the whole cobweb tangle from his mind. He

knew that sudden warmth after cold will often induce sleep--a fact

proved by incidents of his campaigns--so he trudged up and down and

opened his window and let the cool breath of the night chill his

forehead and breast for five minutes.

This action calmed him, and he headed himself off from returning to the

subject. He felt that mental dread and discomfort were only waiting to

break out again; but he smothered them, returned to bed, and succeeded

in keeping his mind on neutral-tinted matter until he fell asleep.

He woke again before he was called, rose and went to his bath. He

took it cold, and it refreshed him and cleared his head, for he had a

headache. Everything was changed, and the phantoms of his imagination

remained only as memories to be laughed at. He no longer felt alarm or

anxiety. He dressed presently, and guessing that Tom, always the first

to rise, might already be out of doors, he strolled on to the terrace

presently to meet him there.

Already he speculated whether an apology was due from him to May, or

whether he might himself expect one. It didn't matter. He knew perfectly

well that Tom was all right now, and that was the only thing that

signified.

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