IV

Annunziata's delirium had passed, but in spite of all their efforts to

persuade her not to talk, talk she would.

"This is the month of May, isn't it?" she asked, next morning.

"Yes, dear one," said Maria Dolores, whose watch it was.

"And that is the month of Mary. San Luca ought to hurry up and make me

well, so that I can keep flowers on the Lady Altar."

"Then if you wish to get well quickly," said Maria Dolores, "you must

try not to talk,--nor even to think, if you can help it. You know the

doctor does not want you to talk."

"All right. I won't talk. A going clock may be always wrong, but a

stopped clock is right twice a day. So stop your tongue, and avoid

folly. My uncle told me that. He never talks."

"And now shall you and I imitate his example?" proposed Maria Dolores.

Her lips, compressed, were plainly the gaolers of a laugh.

"Yes," said Annunziata. "But I can't help thinking of those poor

flowers. All May flowers are born to be put on the Lady Altar. Those

poor flowers are missing what they were born for. They must be very

sad."

"This afternoon, every afternoon," Maria Dolores promised, "I will put

flowers on the Lady Altar. Now see if you can't shut your eyes, and rest

for a little while."

"I once found a toad on the Lady Altar. What do you think he was there

for?" asked Annunziata.

"I can't think, I'm sure," said Maria Dolores.

"Well, when I first saw him I was angry, and I was going to get a broom

and sweep him away. But then I thought it must be very hard to be a

toad, and that you can't help being a toad if you are born one, and I

thought that perhaps that toad was there praying that he might be

changed from a toad to something else. So I didn't sweep him away. Have

you ever heard of the little Mass of Corruption that lay in a garden?"

"No," said Maria Dolores.

"Well," said Annunziata, "once upon a time a little Mass of Corruption

lay in a garden. But it did not know it was a Mass of Corruption, and it

did not wish to be a Mass of Corruption, and it never did any harm or

wished any harm to any one, but just lay there all day long, and thought

how beautiful the sky was, and how good and warm the sun, and how sweet

the flowers were and the bird-songs, and thanked God with all its heart

for having given it such a lovely place to lie in. Yet all the while,

you know, it couldn't help being what it was, a little Mass of

Corruption. And at the close of the day some people who were walking in

the garden saw it, and cried out, 'Oh, what a horrible little Mass of

Corruption!' and they called the gardener, and had it buried in the

earth. But the little Mass of Corruption, when it heard that it _was_ a

little Mass of Corruption, felt very, very sad, and it made a

supplication to Our Lady. 'I do not wish to be a Mass of Corruption,' it

said. 'Queen of Heaven, pray for me, that I may be purified, and made

clean, and not be a Mass of Corruption any longer, and that I may then

go back to the garden, out of this dark earth.' So Our Lady prayed for

it, and it was cleansed with water and purified, and--what do you think

the Little Mass of Corruption became? It became a rose--a red rose in

that very garden, just where they had buried it. From which we see--But

I don't quite remember what we see from it," she broke off the pain of

baffled effort on her brow. "My uncle could tell you that."

Afterwards, for a few minutes, she was silent, lying quite still, with

her eyes on the ceiling.

"Why do sunny lands produce dark people, and dark lands light people?"

she asked all at once.

"Ah, don't begin to talk again, dear," Maria Dolores pleaded. "The

doctor will he coming soon now, and he will be angry if he finds that I

have let you talk."

"Oh, I will tell him that it isn't your fault," said Annunziata. "I will

tell him that you didn't let me, but that I talked because it is so hard

to lie here and think, think, think, and not be allowed to say what you

are thinking. Prospero asked me that question about sunny lands a long

time ago. I've been thinking and thinking, but I can't think it out.

Have you a great deal of money? Are you very rich?"

"Darling, won't you please not talk any more?" Maria Dolores implored

her.

"I'll stop pretty soon," said Annunziata. "I think you are very rich. I

think, in spite of his saying her name is not Maria Dolores, that you

are the dark woman whom Prospero is to marry. He is to marry a dark

woman who will be very rich. But then he will also he very rich himself.

Is Austria a sunny land? England must be a dark land, for Prospero is

light. Let me see your left hand, please, and I will tell you whether

you are to marry a light man.

"Hush!" said Maria Dolores, trying not to laugh. "That shall be some

other time."

"Wouldn't you like to marry Prospero? I would," said Annunziata.

"I think I hear the wheels of the doctor's gig," said Maria Dolores.

"Now we shall both be scolded."

"But of course, if you do marry him, I can't," Annunziata pursued,

undaunted by this menace. "A man isn't allowed to have two

wives,--unless he is a king. He may have two sisters or two daughters,

but not two wives or two mothers. There was once a king named Salomone

who had a thousand wives, but even he had only one mother, I think. I

hope you will live at Sant' Alessina after your marriage. Will you?"

Maria Dolores bit her lip and vouchsafed no answer; and again for a

minute or two Annunziata lay silent. But presently, "Have you ever waked

up in the middle of the night, and felt terribly frightened?" she asked.

"Yes, dear, sometimes. I suppose every one has," said Maria Dolores.

"Well, do you know why people feel so frightened when they wake like

that?" pursued the child.

"No," said Maria Dolores.

"I do," said Annunziata. "The middle of the night is the Devil's Noon.

Nobody is awake in the middle of the night except wicked people, like

thieves or roysterers, or people who are suffering. All people who are

good, and who are well and happy, are sound asleep. So it is the time

the Devil likes best, and he and all his evil spirits come to the earth

to enjoy the great pleasure of seeing people wicked or suffering. And

that is why we feel so frightened when we wake. The air all round us is

full of evil spirits, though we can't see them, and they are watching

us, to run and tell the Devil if we do anything wicked or suffer any

pain. But it is foolish of us to feel frightened, because our Guardian

Angels are always there too, and they are a hundred times stronger than

the evil spirits. Angels, you know, are very big, very much bigger than

men. Some of them are as tall as mountains, but even the quite small

ones are as tall as trees."

"This time I really do hear wheels," said Maria Dolores, with an accent

of thanksgiving.

And she rose to meet the doctor.

V

John sat in his room, absorbed in contemplation of a tiny lace-edged

pocket-handkerchief. He spread it out upon his knee, and laughed. He

crumpled it up in his palm, and pressed it to his face, and drank deep

of its faint perfume,--faint, but powerfully provocative of visions and

emotions. He had found it during the night on the floor of the

sick-room, and had captured and borne it away like a treasure. He spread

it out on his knee again, and was again about to laugh at its small size

and gauzy texture, when his eye was caught by something in its corner.

He held it nearer to the window. The thing that had caught his eye was a

cypher surmounted by a crown, embroidered so minutely as almost to call

for a magnifying glass. But without a glass he could see that the cypher

was composed of the initials M and D, and that the crown was not a

coronet, but a closed crown, of the pattern worn by mediatised princes.

"What on earth can be the meaning of this?" he wondered, frowning, and

breathing quick.

But he was stopped from further speculation for the moment by a knock at

the door. The postman entered with two letters, for one of which, as it

was registered, John had to sign. When he had tipped the postman and was

alone again, he put his registered letter on the dressing-table (with a

view to disciplining curiosity and exercising patience, possibly) and

turned his attention to the other. In a handsome, high old hand, that

somehow reminded him of the writer's voice, it ran as follows:--

"DEAR JOHN,

"I was heart-broken not to see you when I drove over to say

good-bye this afternoon, but chance favoured me at least to the

extent of letting me see your miller's daughter, and you may

believe that I was glad of an opportunity to inspect her at close

quarters. My dear boy, she is no more a miller's daughter than you

are. Her beauty--there's _race_ in it. Her manner and carriage,

her voice, accent, her way of dressing, (I'd give a sovereign for

the name of her dressmaker), the fineness of her skin, her hair,

everything--there's race in 'em all, race and consciousness of

race, pride, dignity, distinction. These things don't come to pass

in a generation. I'm surprised at your lack of perspicacity. And

those blue eyes of yours look so sharp, too. But perhaps your wish

was father to your thought. You felt (well, and so to some extent

did I) that it would be more _romantic_. She's probably a very

great swell indeed, and I expect the Frau What's-her-name she's

staying with will turn out to be her old governess or nurse or

something. When those Austrians _can_ show quarterings, (of course

you must bar recent creations--they're generally named Cohen), they

can show them to some effect. They think nothing of thirty-two. All

of which, _au fond_, rather rejoices me, for if she really had been

a miller's daughter, it would have seemed a good deal like throwing

yourself away, and who knows what your rusty, crusty old uncle B.

might have said? I've long had a rod in pickle for _him_, and

t'other day I applied it. _Attendez_.

"Don't forget the pig you purchased--so gallantly and confidingly.

I would not to the marriage of true minds admit impediments--your

pig will gobble 'em up. You should by this have received a

communication from my solicitors. Remember, you have pledged your

sacred promise. There must be no question of trying to shirk or

burke it. Remember that I am quite outrageously rich. I have no

children of my own, and no very near relatives, (and my distant

ones are intensely disagreeable), and I can't help looking upon the

heir of the Blanchemains as a kind of spiritual son. In your

position there's no such thing as having too much money. Take all

that comes, and never mind the quarter whence. They're Plymouth

Brethren, and send me tracts.

"Good-bye now till August, if not before. For of course in August

you must come to me at Fring. Will you bring your bride? When and

where the wedding? I suppose they'll want it in Austria. Beware of

long engagements--or of too short ones. The autumn's the time,--the

only pretty ring-time. You see, you'll need some months for the

preparation of your trousseau. I love a man to be smart. Well,

good-bye. I was so sorry about that child's illness, but thankful

to hear she was mending.

"Yours affectionately,

"LINDA BLANCHEMAIN."

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