CHAPTER XXVIII. LOOKING BACK

The queer thing is, that when I look back upon that “Great Failure” it

is not the danger or the importance of the undertaking which is strongly

impressed so much as a jumble of smells and sounds and small things.

It is just these small things which no author can make up in his study

at home.

The glitter of some one carrying an army biscuit-tin along the mule

track; the imprinted tracks of sand-birds by the blue Aegean shore; the

stink of the dead; a dead man's hand sticking up through the sand; the

blankets soaked each morning by the heavy dew; the incessant rattle of a

machine-gun behind Pear-tree Gully; the distant ridges of the Sari Bahir

range shimmering in the heat of noon-day; the angry “buzz” of the green

and black flies disturbed from a jam-pot lid; the grit of sand in the

mouth with every bite of food; the sullen dullness of the overworked,

death-wearied troops; the hoarse dried-up and everlasting question:

“Any water?”; the silence of the Hindus of the Pack-mule Corps; the

“S-s-s-e-e-e-e-o-o-o-op!--Crash!”--of the high explosives bursting in a

bunch of densely solid smoke on the Kislar Dargh, and the slow unfolding

of these masses of smoke and sand in black and khaki rolls; the snort

and stampede of a couple of mules bolting along the beach with their

trappings swinging and rattling under their panting bellies; the steady

burning of the star-lit night skies; the regular morning shelling from

the Turkish batteries on the break of dawn over the gloom-shrouded

hills; the far-away call of some wounded man for “Stretchers!

Stretchers!”; the naked white men splashing and swimming in the bay; the

swoop of a couple of skinny vultures over the burning white sand of

the Salt Lake bed to the stinking and decomposing body of a

shrapnel-slaughtered mule hidden in the willow-thickets at the bottom

of Chocolate Hill; a torn and bullet-pierced French warplane stranded on

the other side of Lala Baba--lying over at an angle like a wounded white

seabird; the rush for the little figure bringing in “the mails” in

a sack over his shoulder; the smell of iodine and iodoform round the

hospital-tents; the long wobbling moan of the Turkish long-distance

shells, and the harmless “Z-z-z-eee-e-e-o-ooop!” of their “dud” shells

which buried themselves so often in the sand without exploding; the

tattered, begrimed and sunken-eyed appearance of men who had been in the

trenches for three weeks at a stretch; the bristling unshaven chins,

and the craving desire for “woodbines”; the ingrained stale blood on

my hands and arms from those fearful gaping wounds, and the red-brown

blood-stain patches on my khaki drill clothes; the pestering curse of

those damnable Suvla Bay flies and the lice with which every officer and

man swarmed.

The awful--cut-off, Robinson Crusoe feeling--no letters from home,

no newspapers, no books... sand, biscuits and flies; flies, bully and

sand...

Stay-at-home critics and prophets of war cannot strike just that tiny

spark of reality which makes the whole thing “live.”

However many diagrams and wonderful ideas these remarkable amateur

experts publish they won't “go down” with the man who has humped his

pack and has “been out.”

Mention the word “Blighty” or “Tickler's plum-and-apple,” “Kangaroo

Beach” or “Jhill-o! Johnnie!” or “Up yer go--an' the best o' luck!” to

any man of the Mediterranean Expeditionary Force and in each case

you will have touched upon a vividly imprinted impresssion of the

Dardanelles.

There was adventure wild and queer enough in the Dardanelles campaign to

fill a volume of Turkish Nights' Entertainments, but the people at home

know nothing of it.

This is the very type of adventure and incident which would have aroused

a war-sickened people; which would have rekindled war-weary enthusiasm

and patriotism in the land. Maybe most of these accounts of marvellous

escapes and 'cute encounters, secret scoutings and extraordinary

expeditions will lie now for ever with the silent dead and the thousands

of rounds of ammunition in the silver sand of Suvla Bay.

The stars still burn above the Salt Lake bed; the white breakers roll in

each morning along the blue sea-shore, sometimes washing up the bodies

of the slain--just as they did when we camped near Lala Baba.

But the guns are gone and there the heavy silence of the waste places

reigns supreme.

At Suvla Bay Being the notes and sketches of scenes, characters and adventures of the Dardanelles campaign, made by John Hargrave ("White Fox") while serving with the 32nd field ambulance, X division, Mediterranean expeditionary force, during the great war. · 第 28 / 28 章