CHAPTER IV. -- “FOUNDED UPON A ROCK.”

If Mrs. Sutton had raised horrified eyes and despairing hands upon

learning the date of her nephew's proposed marriage, it was because

she miscalculated his executive abilities, and the energy she had never

until now seen fairly put forth. Within three days after his return, the

homestead was alive with masons, carpenters, painters, and upholsterers,

engaged by the prompt bridegroom on his passage through Richmond; and so

explicit were his orders as to the minutest detail of the work appointed

to each, that he could safely leave the scene of action at the time

appointed for the flying trip northward, to which he had referred in his

dialogue with Mabel on the afternoon of his arrival.

The party of visitors had emigrated to other regions, a couple of days

after Frederic Chilton's departure, with the exception of Rosa Tazewell,

who accepted Mabel's invitation to prolong her sojourn, the more

willingly since she “flattered herself she could be of use in the

general upheaving of the ancient foundations, and establishment of

the new. If there was one thing she enjoyed above another, it was a

tremendous bustle--a lively revolution.”

She made her boast of personal utility good by installing herself

forthwith as Mrs. Sutton's aid-de-camp, and rendering herself so far

indispensable in the work of reconstruction that Mr. Aylett deigned to

ask her not to desert her post in his absence.

“Yours is the genius of renovation, Miss Rosa,” the potentate was

pleased to say in his handsomest style. “Do not, I beg of you, forsake

my aunt and sister in their need. Let me feel that I leave one head as

the motive-power of the multitudinous hands.”

She agreed, in the same strain, to oblige him--a decision greeted

with satisfaction by the pair in whose behalf he besought her friendly

offices. The versatile invention and deft fingers of the little

brunette were welcome to the heavily-taxed housekeeper, as were her

gay good-humor and words of cheer and affection to the younger of her

companions. The two girls became more confidential in six days than

eighteen years of neighborly intercourse had sufficed to make them.

Mabel's innate delicacy and excellent common sense would, in ordinary

circumstances, have barred effusiveness upon the theme nearest

her heart, but love at nineteen is rarely discreet, even when the

persuasives to communicativeness are less powerful than were the sorcery

of Rosa's sympathy and the confessions that paved the way to answering

and trustful communicativeness on her friend's part.

They were having what she called “a good, long, comforting, as well as

comfortable chat” over their sewing in Mabel's chamber on the afternoon

of the eighth day of Winston's absence. The weather was lovely, with the

mellow brightness and balmy airs that make Virginian autumns a joy and

glory until November is half spent, and the atmosphere held, at sunset,

the warmth and much of the radiance which had set the day--a perfect

gem--in the heart of the golden month. Into the eastern windows gazed

the full moon, a crimson globe upon the hazy horizon, while Venus lay,

large and tremulous, among the dying fires of the west.

“'Lovers love the western star,'” quoted Rosa, merrily, taking Mabel's

work from her and throwing it upon the bed. “Come and enjoy the holy

hour with me.”

They leaned together upon the window-sill, their young faces tinted

by the changeful hues of the sky, both thoughtful and mute, until Rosa

broke the silence by a heavy sigh.

“O Mabel, you should be a happy, happy girl; blessed among women. You

can love--freely and joyously--and have pride and faith in the one

beloved.”

“As you will some day,” rejoined the other, drawing nearer to her, “when

you, in your turn, shall know the unspeakable sweetness of unquestioning

faith--of utter dependence upon him to whom you have given your heart.”

“Utter dependence!” echoed Rosa. “That would mean utter wreck of

heart, hope--everything--should the anchor give way. It is a hazardous

experiment, ma belle!”

The other looked down at her with simple fearlessness.

“'For it was founded upon a rock!'” she repeated softly; yet the

exultant ring of her accent vibrated upon the ear like a joyous

challenge.

Rosa's fretful movement was involuntary.

“Mine would drag in the sand at every turn of the tide, every rise

of the wind, if I were to follow your advice, and say 'yes' to the

pertinacious Alfred,” she said reproachfully.

“Don't say advice, dear!” corrected the other. “I only endeavored

to convince you that there must be latent tenderness beneath your

sufferance of Mr. Branch's devotion; that if you really were averse to

the thought of marrying him, you could not take pleasure in his society

or enjoy the marks of his attachment which are apparent to you and to

everybody else.”

“Can't you understand,” said the beauty, petulantly, “that it is one

thing to flirt with a man in public, and another to cherish his image

in private? There is no better touchstone of affection than the holiness

and calm of an hour like this. If Frederic were with you, the scene

would be the fairer, the season more sacred for its association with

thoughts of him and his love. Whereas, my Alfred's adoring platitudes

would disgust me with the sunset, with the world, and with myself, for

permitting him to haunt my presence and hang upon my smile--foppish

barnacle that he is! If you knew how I despise myself sometimes!”

“Dear Rosa! I shall never try again to persuade that you care for him

as a woman should for the man GOD intended her to marry. But why not act

worthily of yourself--justly to him, and reject him decidedly?”

“Because”--her face shrewd and wilful as it had been sorrowful just

now--“I am by no means certain that I can do better than to marry him.

He is rich, good-looking (so people say!), well-born, gentlemanly, and

pleasant of temper. An imposing array of advantages, you see! I might go

further, and fare very much worse. We shall not expect to pass our days

in gazing at sunsets and walking in the moonlight, you know. It is not

every woman who can marry the man she loves best. While the right to

select and to woo is usurped by the masculine portion of the community,

it must, perforce, be Hobson's choice with an uncountable majority

of feminines. I should not complain. The stall allotted to me by

Hobson--alias Fate--might hold a worse-conditioned animal than my

worshipping swain.”

“What a wicked rattle you are!” Mabel said, affecting to box her ears.

“I could not love you if I believed you to be in earnest. As to

your figure of the stabled steed--this disapproving customer has the

consolation that she need not accept him, unless she wishes to do so.

She has the invaluable privilege of saying 'no' as often and obstinately

as she pleases.”

“I deny it,” said Rosa, perversely. “Parents, in this age, do not make a

custom of locking up refractory daughters in nunneries or garrets until

they consent to wed Baron Buncombe or my Lord Nozoo, but there are,

nevertheless, compulsory marriages in plenty. Society warns me to make

a creditable match, upon penalty, if I decline, of being pointed out

to the succeeding--and a fast-succeeding generation it is! as a

disappointed old maid--passée belle, who squandered her capital of

fascinations, and has become a pauper upon public toleration, while

my mother, sisters, and brothers are growing impatient at my many and

profitless flirtations, and anxious to see me 'settled.' My mother's

pet text, since I was sixteen, has been her prayerful desire that I, the

last of her nestlings, should make choice of a tenable bough and helpful

partner, and set up a separate establishment before she dies. When that

event occurs, I shall be, in effect, homeless--a boarder around upon my

rebukeful relatives, who 'always thought how my trifling would end,' and

who will be forever scribbling 'vanitas vanitatum,' upon the tombstone

of my departed youth--my day of beaux and offers. You may shake your

head and look heroic with all your might! You are no better off than

I, should your brother see cause to refuse his consent to your marriage

with Mr. Chilton. He could, and probably would, coerce you into another

alliance before you were twenty-one. There are so many ways of

letting the life out of a woman's heart, when it is already faint from

disappointment! The spirit is oftener broken by unyielding, but not

seemingly cruel pressure, than by outrageous violence. And Winston would

show himself an adept in such arts, if occasion offered.”

“Rosa Tazewell! you are speaking of my brother, my friend and

benefactor! one of the best, noblest, most disinterested creatures

Heaven ever made!” cried Mabel, erect and indignant. “You have no

warrant--I shall never give you the right--to asperse him in my

presence. He is incapable of cruelty or unfairness. It is my duty to

obey him, but it is no less a pleasure, for he is a hundred-fold

wiser and better than I am--knows far more truly what is for my real

advantage. As to his conduct in this affair of Frederic and myself, you

cannot deny that it has been generous and consistent throughout. He has

been cautious--never harsh!”

“So!” said Rosa, scrutinizing the flushed countenance of the other, her

own full of intense meaning, “you HAVE had your misgivings!”

Mabel reddened more warmly.

“Misgivings! What do you mean?”

“That the uncalled-for vehemence of your defence is a proof of disturbed

confidence, of wanting belief in the infallibility of your semi-deity.

The trailing robes of divinity have been blown aside by a chance breath

of suspicion, and you had a glimpse of the clay feet. I am glad of

it. Scepticism is the parent of rebellion, and the time is coming when

fealty to your betrothed may demand disloyalty to the power that now

is.”

Mabel's smile was meant to be careless, but it was only uneasy, and gave

the lie direct to her asseveration.

“I have no apprehensions of such a conflict. Winston's word is as

good as another man's oath. It is pledged to my marriage with Frederic

Chilton, in the event of the prosperous issue of his inquiries into

his, Frederic's, character and prospects. That these will be answered

favorably, I have the word of another, who is every whit as trustworthy.

Where is there room for doubt?”

The brunette shook her head--unconvinced.

“Have your own way! I can afford to abide the showing of the logic of

events.”

“And I!” retorted Mabel, hastily, turning from her, without attempting

to dissemble her chagrin, to answer a knock at the door.

It was a servant, with two letters. The annoyance passed from her brow,

like the sheerest mist, as she read the superscriptions--one in her

brother's handwriting, the other in Frederic's.

Rosa interfered to prevent the breaking of the seals.

“I am going to leave you to the undisturbed enjoyment of your feast,”

she said, in her most winsome manner. “But--won't it taste the sweeter

if your antepast is the delight of forgiveness? Say you are not angry

with me--mia cara!”

“You are a ridiculous child!” Mabel bent to kiss the pleading lips, then

the great, melting eyes. “Who could be out of temper with you for half a

minute at a time? You did try my patience with your nonsense, but since

it WAS nonsense, I have forgotten it all, and love you none the less for

your prankish humor--you gypsy!”

“She calls my prophecies humbug--turns a deaf ear to my warnings!” cried

the incorrigible rattle, clasping her hands above her head and rolling

her eyes tragically. “I have a lively appreciation, at this instant, of

Cassandra's agonies when Troilus named her 'our mad sister!'--

'Woe! woe! woe!

Let us pay betimes

A moiety of that mass of moans to come!'”

Laughing anew at her frantic rush from the chamber, Mabel sat down in

the broad window-seat to read her love-letter.

Frederic was too manly in feeling and habit of speech to deal in florid

rhapsodies, but each line had its message from his heart to hers. He

loved her purely and in truth, and there was not a sentence that did not

tell her this, by inference, if not directly. He trusted her--and this,

too, he told her, more as a husband might the wife of years than a lover

of her he had won so lately. Their hopes were the same and their lives,

and she dwelt longest upon the sketched plans for the future of these.

It brought him closer to her than anything else--put her secret and

reluctant imaginations of evil, and Rosa's daring insinuations, out of

sight and recollection. She read slowly, and with frequent pauses,

that she might take in the exquisite flavor of this and that phrase of

endearment; set before herself in beauty and distinctness the scenes he

portrayed as the adornment of the prospect which was theirs.

The second and yet more deliberate perusal over, she folded the sheet

with lingering touches to every corner, thrust it into the envelope,

and drew it forth again to peep once more at the signature--“Forever and

truly, your own Frederic;” pressed it to her lips, then to her heart,

and bestowed it securely in her writing-desk, before she unclosed her

brother's epistle.

With her finger upon the seal--a big drop of red wax, like a petrified

blood-gout, stamped with the Aylett coat-of-arms--she leaned through

the casement to watch for the flutter of Rosa's white dress among the

vari-colored maples shading the lawn--sang a clear, sweet second to the

song that ascended to her eyrie:

“Why weep ye by the tide, ladye?

Why weep ye by the tide?

I'll wed ye to my youngest son,

And ye shall be his bride.

And ye shall be his bride, ladye,

Sae comely to be seen;

But aye she loot the tears down fa'

For lock o' Hazeldean.”

“MY DEAR MABEL” [wrote the lord of Ridgeley]--“I wish you, so soon as

you receive this, to communicate with Jenkyns and Smythe concerning the

new parlor furniture I ordered from them. In talking it over, Clara and

I have decided that it had better be covered with maroon, instead of

green, as you advised. I enclose a sample of damask which they must

match exactly. I would I write direct to them, but think it likely that

Jenkyns, the managing man of the firm, is in your neighborhood at this

time. He told me, when I was in town, of his intention to visit Mrs.

Wilson, his sister, I believe, who lives on the White Oak road, about

three miles from Ridgeley. Send for him, and put the samples into his

hands. If he cannot get the precise color in Richmond, let him order it

from New York.

“The carpets for the parlor, dining-room, and Clara's chamber I have

bought in Lowell. Clara accompanied me thither, and gave me the benefit

of her taste in the selection. I have resolved, also, to purchase

wallpaper in Boston to match these. Say as much to Jenkyns. I shall

have the boxes directed to his care and instruct him further respecting

making the carpets and hanging the paper when I return.

“Ask Roberts (the mason) whether it will be practicable to build

a fire-place in the large lower hall. Another chimney would be an

unsightly appendage to the roof, but Clara agrees with me, since

studying the plan of the house I brought on for her inspection, that a

flue could be run through the closet in your room into the rear one of

the west chimneys. She thinks the hall must be freezing cold in winter,

and caught eagerly at my idea that a blazing fire at one end would

lighten the sombre effect of the oaken wainscot and lofty ceiling.

I proposed to tear down the panelling, but she was horrified at the

thought. I could not take more pride and interest in preserving the

antique character of the home of my forefathers than does she. She will

have it that the hall, thus improved, and hung with a few old pictures,

some bits of ancient armor, and carpeted with maroon and green will be

truly baronial. You and she will agree admirably in your enthusiastic

love of the venerable, and in your aesthetic tastes. I congratulate

myself hourly upon my good fortune in securing such a companion for

myself, and such an instructress for yourself. You cannot fail to derive

infinite benefit from intercourse with her.

“This brings me to another subject to which I desire to call your

immediate attention. I wish her to select a couple of dresses suitable

for your wear on the night of our reception-party, and at others which

will, undoubtedly, be given in our honor. She objects to doing this

unless I obtain from you a written request that she should thus aid me.

She fears you may consider her action 'premature and officious.' Write

to her at once, requesting her to do this sisterly favor for you,

setting forth your distance from the city, the meagre assortment of

the goods to be had in the Richmond stores, etc., and giving her carte

blanche as to cost and style. It will be an inestimable advantage to

your appearance on the occasions named should she oblige you in this

particular. I earnestly desire that you should look your best at your

introduction to her.”

“'Maroon and green!' a 'baronial' hall, and new party-dresses for

insignificant me!” Mabel stopped to say aloud in great amusement. “What

would my sage brother have said to such paltry memoranda six months ago?

He is an apt scholar, or he has an able teacher. Ah, well! love is a

marvellous transmogrifier!”

With this apothegm from the storehouse of her lately acquired wisdom,

she passed to the next paragraph.

“Now for another matter about which I meant to write to you yesterday,

but I was prevented by our expedition to Lowell. The evenings I of

course devote to Clara. I have not been so engrossed by my own very

important concerns as to neglect yours. I stopped a day in Philadelphia,

illy as I could afford the time, to make such investigations as I could,

without exciting invidious suspicion, into the character of the person

whom I found domesticated at Ridgeley on my return from my summer tour.

The information I picked up in that cautious city was so meagre and

tantalizing as to provoke me into the belief that he had selected his

references with an eye to the slenderness of their knowledge of his

personal history. Accident, however, has since placed within my reach

a means of learning all that I wish to know. Without wearying you with

explanations, which, indeed, I have no time to write--being engaged

to drive out with Clara in an hour from this time--I will transcribe a

portion of a letter received by me, two days since, from a gentleman of

unexceptional standing, and upon whose word you may safely depend.

“He says: 'In reply to your queries as to my acquaintanceship with one

Frederic Chilton, now a practising lawyer in the city of Philadelphia,

I would, if conscience permitted, repay your frankness by evasion of a

disagreeable truth. But in the circumstances which induced your

appeal, I have no option. Hesitation or concealment would be unkind and

dishonorable. I knew the man you speak of well--I may say intimately,

while we were fellow-students in the----law school, in 18--. He was

then--what I have but too much reason for believing him at this

day--a plausible, unprincipled man of pleasure. Our intercourse, which

commenced at the card-table, terminated with a severe horsewhipping

I administered to him in punishment of an offence offered a married

lady--a relative of my own. Taking advantage of the protracted absence

of her husband, who was a naval officer, he offered her many attentions,

received by herself as tokens of innocent and friendly regard, until he

forgot himself so far as to make her open and insulting proposals, even

urging her to consent to an elopement, and threatening, in the event of

her refusal, to ruin her by infamous calumnies. Her father was infirm;

her husband in a foreign land. His base persecution would have met with

no chastisement, had not I espoused the terrified woman's cause.

These are the bare facts of the case. He merited a flogging--as you, a

chivalric Virginian, will admit. I--a Northern man, with cooler blood,

but I hope, as true a sense of honor and right as your own--inflicted

this, as I am prepared to testify before any number of witnesses.'”

[Mabel was reading very fast, her eyes hurrying from side to side of the

page, her face blanching, and her hands more numb with every word.]

“The above is a verbatim copy of that portion of my friend's letter

which pertains to your affair,” continued Mr. Aylett. “I shall write to

Mrs. Sutton's protege by the mail that carries this, informing him of my

opportune discovery, through no instrumentality of his providing, of the

poverty of his claims to the title of gentleman, and the audacity of

his pretensions to my sister's hand. Have what letters, etc., you have

received from him ready packed to return to his address when I

come home. My principal regret, in the review of the unfortunate

entanglement, is that he ever visited Ridgeley and was known in the

vicinity as your suitor. You will suffer from this, in the future, more

than you can now suppose. A woman hardly ever outlives such a stigma.

“You may expect me on Thursday next, the 21st, at which time I hope to

see most of the alterations I have ordered in an encouraging state of

forwardness. Should Jenkyns be in town when you get this, write out my

directions clearly and in full, and send them, with sample of damask, by

mail.

“Your affectionate brother,

“WINSTON AYLETT”

The clammy, nerveless hands dropped--the fatal sheet below them--into

Mabel's lap. She did not cry out or moan. Things stricken to the heart

generally fall dumbly. It was not her cramped position within the

window-seat that paralyzed her limbs, nor the chill of the twilight that

crept through vein and bone. For one sick second she believed herself

to be dying, and would not have stirred a muscle or spoken a syllable to

save the life which had suddenly grown worthless--worthless, since she

was never to see Frederic again; be no more to him than if she had

never laid her head upon his bosom; never felt his kisses upon lip and

forehead; never lived upon his words of love as rapt mortals, admitted

in trances to the banquet of the gods, eat ambrosia, and drink to

divinest ecstacy of nectar--the elixir of immortal life and joy,

sparkling in golden chalices.

She had had her dream--ravishing and brief--but the awakening was

terrible as the struggle back to life from a swoon or deathful lethargy.

As to thinking, I believe nobody thinks at such seasons. Nature shrinks

in speechless horror at sight of the descending weight, and when it has

fallen, lies motionless, gasping in breath to enable her to support

the intolerable anguish, not speculating how to avert the next stroke.

Frederic and she were parted! Had not Winston said so! And when was he

known to reverse a verdict! She had nothing to do but sit still and let

the waters go over her head.

Rosa was seated upon the upper step of the west porch, her chin cradled

in her hand, her elbow on her knee, gazing on the darkening sky, and

crooning Scotch ballads in a pensive, dreamy way. Mabel, from her perch,

eyed her as if she were a creature belonging to another world--seen

dimly, and comprehended yet more imperfectly. Yet it could not have been

half an hour--thirty fleeting minutes--since the two had talked as dear

friends out of the fulness of their hearts. Where were the hopes and

happy memories that had made hers then a garden of pleasant things, a

fruitful field which Heaven had blessed? In that little inch of time,

the flood had come and taken them all away.

Would the dry aching in her throat and chest ever be less? Tears

had gushed freely and healthfully after her last leave-taking with

Frederic--the looked farewell, which was all Winston's surveillance had

granted them. She had been wounded then by her brother's singular want

of tact or feeling. She had not the spirit to resent anything to-night,

unless it were that God had made and suffered to live a being so

wretched and useless as herself. She supposed it was wicked--but she did

not care! She ought to be resigned to the mysterious dispensations of

Providence--that was the prescribed phraseology of pious people. She had

heard the cant times without number. What more would they have than her

utter destitution of love and bliss? Was she not miserable enough to

satisfy the sternest believer in purgatorial purification? to appease

the wrath even of Him who had wrought her desolation? It must be the

judgment of a retributive Deity upon her idolatrous affection that she

was bearing--her worship of Frederic. Yes, she had loved him; she loved

him now better than she did anything else upon earth--better than she

did anything in Heaven.

In the partial insanity of her woe and despair, she lifted her gray face

and vacant eyes to the vast, empty vault, beyond which dwelt her Maker

afar off, and said the words aloud--spat them at Him through hard, ashy

lips.

“I love him! I love him! You have taken him from me--but I will love him

for all that!”

Heaven--or Fate--her blasphemous mood did not distinguish the one from

the other--was a robber. Her brother was pitiless as the death that

would not answer to her call. Between them she was bereaved.

It was but a touch--the lightest breath of natural feeling that broke

up the hot crust, that shut down the fountain of tears--Rosa's voice,

tuneful and sad as a nightingale's, chanting the border-lays she loved

so well:

“When I gae out at e'en.

Or walk at morning air,

Ilk rustling bush will seem to say

I used to meet thee there.

Then I'll sit down and cry,

And live beneath the tree.

And when a leaf falls in my lap,

I'll oa' it a word from thee.”

She had sung it herself to Frederic the night before he left her, and as

she finished the artless ballad, he took her in his arms and kissed her.

As he would never do again!

“My darling! my darling!” she cried aloud.

Then the grief-drops came in a flood.

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