CHAPTER XVII

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DOROTHY'S DOUBLE

BY G. A. HENTY

AUTHOR OF 'RUJUB THE JUGGLER' 'IN THE DAYS OF THE MUTINY' 'THE CURSE OF

CARNE'S HOLD' ETC.

IN THREE VOLUMES--VOL. III.

London

CHATTO & WINDUS, PICCADILLY

1894

PRINTED BY

SPOTTISWOODE AND CO., NEW-STREET SQUARE

LONDON

CHAPTER XVII

Higher and higher rose the flames as fresh sticks were constantly piled

on. The blood again began to circulate through the veins, and enjoyable

as the heat was, the sharp tingling in the hands and feet caused the

girls acute pain. Then came a feeling of pleasant drowsiness.

'It will do them no harm to go to sleep, I suppose?' Mr. Hawtrey asked

Giuseppe.

'No, monsieur. Now that they are warm it is the best thing for them. We

will keep up the fire.'

Scarcely a word had yet been spoken. Both Mr. Hawtrey and his friend

were completely exhausted. Since they had left the glacier they had

staggered along in a half-stupefied condition, feeling that in spite of

their exertions they were gradually becoming more and more chilled. As

soon as the fire blazed up and there was nothing more to do for the

girls, they had thrown themselves down near the fire, and a feeling of

drowsiness, against which they had been fighting ever since the storm

struck them, was now almost overpowering. Giuseppe produced from his

wallet a bottle of wine and some cold meat and bread. These had formed

part of the supply that had been brought up for lunch. The rest had been

left behind, at the spot where they had started on the glacier.

'Let us eat, monsieur,' he said to Captain Armstrong.

'But the others will want something when they wake.'

'Conrad will start as soon as he has eaten, monsieur, to get help. It is

two o'clock now; he will be down at the village in three hours, and will

bring up porters and food. The ladies will not be able to walk. It has

been a narrow escape.'

'It has indeed. We all owe our lives to you, my good fellows.'

'It is our business,' the man said simply; 'we were wrong in letting you

go on to the glacier, but we did not think the storm would have come on

so quickly. Sometimes the clouds will be like that for hours before they

burst; but it is getting late in the season, and we ought to have run no

risks.'

Just as they had finished their meal Giuseppe exclaimed, 'I hear a

shout!'

The others listened, and above the roaring of the wind in the pines

overhead they heard the sharp bark of a dog.

'It must be a rescue party,' Conrad said, leaping to his feet. 'They are

sure to have seen the clouds rolling down the mountains, and would know

that there was a storm raging up here,' and accompanied by Giuseppe he

hurried away in the direction from which the sound had come, shouting

occasionally as they went.

In five minutes Captain Armstrong heard them returning, and the sound of

voices and of stumbling feet among the rocks showed that they had a

party with them. He rose to his feet just as the figures of the guides,

with three or four men, emerged from the mist.

'Thank God we have found you, Armstrong!' Lord Halliburn said, grasping

his hand. 'We have had a terrible fright about you all. It was somewhere

about eleven when one of the guides ran up to the hotel saying that

there was a storm raging amongst the hills, that the clouds had swept

across the Mer de Glace, and he was certain the party that had gone up

this morning must have been overtaken by it. You may imagine that we

lost no time. The guides knew what to do, and got together twenty men,

with stretchers and ropes; then we got a lot of blankets from the hotel,

and brandy, cold soup, and things of that sort, and started. Till we

were more than half way up we were inclined to believe that the fears of

the guides were exaggerated, for although we could see the clouds flying

fast overhead there was not a breath of wind. However, for the last hour

we have had a desperate fight for it. Though we had brought wraps with

us, the wind and driving snow were terrible, and we began to despair of

ever seeing any of you alive again. We were almost as surprised as

delighted when your guides met us and assured me that you were all safe.

Where are the others?'

'There they are, sound asleep. The heat of the fire after the bitter

cold sent them off at once.'

'Do not disturb them till we have heated some soup and got some boiling

water ready,' Giuseppe said. 'Some hot soup for the ladies, and some of

the same with some hot spirits and water for the men, will do wonders

for them.'

A few minutes later Mr. Hawtrey was roused. He looked round in

bewilderment at the men clustered on the other side of the fire.

'Thank you and your friends most heartily, Halliburn, for hurrying so

promptly to our rescue,' he said, as soon as he understood the

situation. 'One of the guides told me when we got here that he was going

to start for help, but that would have meant six or seven hours' delay,

and the sooner the girls are in bed the better for them.'

Mr. Fortescue was next aroused, and then he and Mr. Hawtrey woke the

girls. They, however, were unable to rise to their feet, their limbs

being completely stiffened by cold and fatigue. A basin of hot soup with

bread broken into it restored them wonderfully.

'How are we to get down, father?' Dorothy asked.

'You will be carried, dear; the men have brought up stretchers and

plenty of blankets and wraps, and there are mules for Fortescue and

myself half a mile lower. We can manage to get as far as that, though I

feel as if I had been beaten almost into a jelly. It is Lord Halliburn

and his friends who have brought this party to our rescue, dear,' for

the men had, at the suggestion of the guide, all retired a short

distance from the fire when the girls were awakened, as he said that it

was better that they should not be confused by seeing themselves

surrounded by strange faces.

'It is very good of them,' Dorothy said. 'I was wondering vaguely while

I was taking the soup where it had come from, and could not make out

what you meant by the stretchers and mules, because I remember we sent

those that we came up on, back to the hotel. Where is Lord Halliburn?'

'Halliburn, will you and your friends show yourselves,' Mr. Hawtrey

said. 'The ladies are now ready to receive company.'

There was but a short chat, then the stretchers were brought up and the

girls helped to take their places upon them. They were then covered up

closely with blankets. The porters lifted them, and the party started

down the hill, the older men being assisted by a porter on each side,

for they were scarcely able to drag themselves along. Being urged by Mr.

Hawtrey to go on at once, the rescue party and Captain Armstrong pushed

forward at the top of their speed. Being now well wrapped up they felt

the cold but little, and in half an hour reached the spot where the

mules were awaiting them, and then proceeded quietly down the hill, the

porters with the ladies being already far ahead.

On the way down Captain Armstrong related the incidents of their

adventure.

'It was touch and go,' he said. 'Another quarter of an hour on that

glacier would, I believe, have finished us all. It was not fatigue so

much as it was the loss of heart that one felt. The wind seemed to go

right through one, and to take all one's pluck out. I wonder the ladies

are alive.'

'I can quite understand that,' Lord Halliburn said. 'I had no idea what

it would be like until we got into it, and then, though the porters had

brought up warm wraps for us, it was terrible. I should quite have given

up hope had not the guides persisted that if you had got off the glacier

you might have taken shelter somewhere under the lee of a rock, and that

if so we might find you unharmed.'

'It was too late when we got off the glacier to think of it. The ladies

were already almost insensible, and the rest of us so chilled to the

bone that no shelter would have been of any use unless we could make a

fire. That, of course, was out of the question, so our only chance was

to make straight down the mountain. That was nothing to the work on the

ice.'

'Hawtrey and Fortescue seem badly knocked up,' Lord Ulleswater said.

'Yes, they were completely exhausted by the time they got into that

ravine. I don't think they could have gone much farther; they dropped

off to sleep the instant we lighted the fire, and if we could not have

done so I fancy they would never have woke again. The women bore up

bravely as long as they had strength to struggle on. They literally went

on until they dropped.'

'There is a mule here for you, Armstrong; indeed there are mules for all

of us, for we brought six.'

'I am very glad to hear it, for I feel wonderfully shaky about the knees

now it is all over.'

'No wonder,' Lord Ulleswater said; 'it is bad enough coming down the

hill by oneself, but carrying a lady, it must have been hard work

indeed.'

'I did not feel that much. The weight, well up on the shoulders, was

nothing, and I kept so close behind the guide that I walked in his

footsteps. I went on blindly, without thinking much about the path one

way or the other; the thing that worried me most was that either Hawtrey

or Fortescue might give out, and I could not think what we should do

then. They stumbled very often, and I kept expecting to hear a fall. By

the pace the guides went at I felt sure that we could carry the women

down, and I thought that the warmth of our bodies would keep life in

them; but if Hawtrey or Fortescue fell, I did not see what we should do.

We could not leave him there to die, and yet to stop would have been

death to all of us. Well, here are the mules, and I am not sorry for

it.'

It was not until they were on something like level ground that they

could quicken the pace of the animals. They were not long before they

overtook the porters with the litters, and then, as they could do

nothing there, they rode on ahead to see that everything was in

readiness for their reception. With the exception of Captain Armstrong

none of the party were able to leave their beds next day, but on the

following morning Mr. Hawtrey and Mr. Fortescue were both up in time to

say good-bye to Lord Halliburn and his friends, who were starting for

Martigny. With the girls it was a longer matter. Clara Fortescue was

delirious on the morning after their return, and an English doctor

staying in the hotel at once pronounced it to be an attack of rheumatic

fever; the other two had symptoms of the same malady, but these passed

off, and on the fourth day both were able to get up, and on the

following day were on sofas in the sitting-room.

'Well, you have made a nice business of it, young ladies,' Mr. Singleton

said, when he paid them his first visit; 'this is what comes of

mountaineering. You would have done much better to have stopped down

here in the valley, instead of pretty nearly frightening us all to

death, besides risking your own lives and injuring your health. I am

glad to hear that your sister is a little better this morning, Miss

Fortescue; the doctor thinks that the worst has passed, though she will

still have a troublesome time of it.'

'I am sorry we frightened you all, Mr. Singleton,' Dorothy said.

'Well, Mrs. Fortescue and I had a bad time of it, Dorothy. Of course, we

could not quite realise the danger, for down here the sun was shining

brightly all the morning. I don't think Mrs. Fortescue did quite realise

it until you arrived, but I knew the guides here would not have been so

alarmed unless there had been real danger. I should have come up with

the party but I knew that so far from being of the slightest use I

should only have been a trouble to them. It was fortunate Halliburn and

his two friends happened to be in the hotel; almost everyone else was

out, and they took the management of the expedition in their hands, and

hurried things up wonderfully. I never liked the man so much before as I

did then. It was a tremendous relief when they rode in with Armstrong

and brought us the news that you would be here in half an hour, and that

although you were exhausted and worn out with the terrible time you had

had they hoped that you would be none the worse for it. I think I

realised what you had gone through most when your fathers came in, a

quarter of an hour after you had been carried up to your rooms. They had

to be lifted off their mules, and helped upstairs, where hot baths had

been got ready for them, and if two strong, hearty men were so utterly

exhausted, one could easily understand what a time you must have gone

through.'

'Yes, but we were carried, Mr. Singleton,' Ada Fortescue said; 'I don't

remember much about it, I was so cold and miserable, but I know that

once I almost laughed at the thought that I was being carried like a

package, on a guide's back, and what my mother would think of it if she

saw me.'

'What did you feel, Dorothy?'

'I don't quite know what I felt,' she said reluctantly, and with

somewhat heightened colour. 'I know I felt ashamed of myself; I used to

think that I was as strong in my way as men are in theirs, and it seemed

to me disgraceful that I should have to be carried. Then I could not

help thinking, where the road was very steep, and I could hear the guide

in front telling Captain Armstrong where he should step, that he might

slip, and we should be both killed together. Otherwise, I felt safe, for

I could tell that he was walking firmly, and was not feeling my weight

too much. I don't think I lost consciousness at all; my body felt quite

warm, but my hands and my feet were as if they were dead. I should not

have been at all surprised to find that I had lost them altogether.'

In the afternoon Captain Armstrong was admitted to see the invalids. He

at once laughed down Dorothy's attempt to thank him for having saved her

life.

'I only did for you, Miss Hawtrey, exactly what the guides did for Miss

Fortescue and her sister; there is nothing very terrible in carrying a

weight when you get it comfortably fixed. Why, the porters in the Andes

think nothing of carrying people right over the mountains; it is only a

matter of getting weight properly balanced. I saw how the guides did;

they knotted the shawls over their caps just above the peak. They carry

weights here you know, as they do in most mountain countries, with a

strap across the forehead. Coming over the ice I really did feel you

heavy, though I had two others to help me with you, but the cold seemed

to have taken all one's strength out of one, and the weight was all on

one side; coming down was nothing in comparison. I believe I could have

carried you right down to the hotel here with an occasional rest. I was

as warm as a toast when we got into the wood. You must not think or say

anything more about it; if you do I shall straightway pack up my kit and

take my place in the next diligence wherever it may be going to. And

now, were you able to walk into this room pretty easily?'

'We are both very stiff; I felt curiously weak, just as if I had had a

long illness, but the doctor says it will soon pass off and that in a

week we shall both be walking about again.'

'I rather think this will change our plans, Armstrong,' Mr. Hawtrey

said; 'by the time we get back it will be far on in October and wetting

damp and cold up in Lincolnshire, and the doctor advises me that it

would be better to cross the Alps and spend a few weeks in Northern

Italy, so as to set Dorothy completely up and to work the cold out of

her system. I have not settled upon it yet, but I think that is probably

what we will do. It is of no use running the risk of her getting

rheumatism. But at any rate, we shall be here for another week or ten

days, by which time I hope Clara Fortescue will have fairly turned the

corner.' And so they lingered on.

In a week the two girls were able to get about again, to enjoy the

sunshine in the valley. The hotel was nearly empty now, the season being

over. Clara Fortescue was fairly through the fever, though still very

weak; it was, however, only a question of time. Captain Armstrong still

remained. Dorothy could no longer disguise from herself why he was

staying. Up to the day of the expedition up to the Mer de Glace she had

refused to admit the idea into her mind. She had before told him

distinctly that she could never care for him in the way he wanted, and

she had believed he had accepted the decision as final. They were great

friends, and he had enjoyed their stay at Martigny just as she had done,

and she had observed no difference in his manner to her or her two

friends--in fact, if anything, she had thought, and was rather pleased

than otherwise, that he was oftener by the side of Ada Fortescue than by

her own.

There had been, however, something in his manner during that terrible

time that had opened her eyes; something perhaps in the tone of his

voice when he cheered her on, or in the clasp of his arm as he aided her

father to carry her, that had told her the truth, and when he still

lingered on at Chamounix she knew what was coming. What she did not know

was what her answer would be. She liked him very much; he had saved her

life; she was sure he would do his best to make her happy; and yet she

did not feel that she loved him as she thought a woman should love a man

who was to be her husband. She had made one mistake and had regretted it

bitterly. She had become engaged without feeling that love, and had

vowed to herself that never again would she say 'Yes' unless her whole

heart went with her words. She had had her girlish hero, and for years

had thought that no one was like him. Had he come back a little earlier,

and had he still remained her ideal, she would never have become engaged

to Lord Halliburn.

She had fancied that he was unchanged until a moment when he had failed

in the perfect trust she had thought he had placed in her. Now he had

gone away for months to America and that dream was over altogether. She

had felt his journey as a personal grievance. Of course, after the

offence he had given, it made no difference to her; she did not wish to

see him; it was unpleasant for both of them. Nevertheless, she was

somewhat sore at his acquiescing so readily in her decision that their

old relations were entirely a thing of the past. In fact, she was

unreasonable, and was vexed with herself for being so. It was annoying

to her now that she should think of him at all. He had gone altogether

out of her life, and would in a few months be back in India again; but

the thought of the breach and its cause brought back again strongly to

her the events of the two months previous to her leaving England.

These had been almost forgotten of late, but she acknowledged, as she

thought it over, that her position was practically the same as it had

been. She was still exposed to the charge of theft, and although it had

been arranged that there should be a compromise, yet in the minds of the

two tradesmen who had been victimised and of their assistants she was a

thief, and although those who knew her best were convinced of her

innocence, a whisper of the affair might yet get abroad, and were the

facts known she would be generally condemned. Besides, at any moment the

system might be recommenced, she might again be branded as a thief, and

the tale of the compromise effected in the first cases would add weight

to the charge. It was for this reason that she had broken off her

engagement with Lord Halliburn, and had then declared to herself that

never would she place herself in a similar position until she was

absolutely and entirely cleared from all suspicion, and freed from any

chance of a repetition of it.

Nothing had occurred to shake that determination. She had no right to

enter upon any engagement until she stood above all suspicion. The man

himself might trust her blindly, might scoff at the idea of her doing a

dishonourable action, but that would not suffice to shield either him or

her from the consequences of the charge. What a life would theirs be

were she generally believed to be a thief. Society would close its doors

against them. A consciousness of her innocence might support them, but

the life would be none the less painful and humiliating. Dorothy arrived

at this conclusion not without a certain amount of unacknowledged sense

of relief. It obviated the necessity for giving a direct answer to the

question that was to be asked her. She felt that she could not again say

'No,' yet she shrank from saying 'Yes'; so when, the next day, Captain

Armstrong, happening to find her alone, told her that his love was

unchanged since he had spoken to her in the spring, except that he loved

her more, and asked if she could not give him a different answer to that

with which she had sent him away, she said:

'I am sorry--so sorry, Captain Armstrong. It was a great pain to me to

say "No" before, and if I had dreamt when you joined us at Martigny that

you still thought of me in that way, I should have told you frankly at

once that it were better for us both that you should not stay there; but

I thought you had come to regard me as a friend, and it was not until

that day on the ice I felt it was not so. It was a great pain to me to

say "No" before. I liked you very much then, but, as I told you, not

enough for that. I like you even more now; it would be impossible that I

could help it when we have been so much together, and you did so much

for me that day. I like you so much that if I were free----' he would

have broken in but she checked him by a motion of her hand.

'I am not otherwise than free in that way,' she said; 'I have broken off

with Lord Halliburn for good and all, and yet I am not free. Had I been

so I do not know what my answer would have been. I don't think I could

have brought myself to say "No"; I feel sure I could hardly have said

"Yes." I think I must have said, "I do not quite know." I have made one

mistake; I must not make another. I like you very much, but I do not

think that it is the love that a woman should give to her husband. Give

me a little more time to think before I answer you.'

'I should have been well content, Dorothy; I would have waited as long

as you liked; but I don't understand how it is that you are not free.'

'You have a right to know. It is because I am disgraced; because as long

as this disgrace hangs over me I can never marry.'

'You mean those ridiculous stories that were in the papers, Dorothy. Do

you think that I should care for a moment for such things as those, or

that they have brought the slightest taint of disgrace upon you in the

minds of those that know you?'

'That was the beginning of it,' she said, 'but there was worse; and it

was that made me break off my engagement. I doubt now whether in any

case I could have held to it. I had begun to feel I had made a mistake

before that came, but even had I not done so it would have been the

same. I am accused of theft.'

'Of theft, Dorothy!' he repeated in incredulous scorn. 'You suspected of

theft!'

'And on evidence so strong,' she went on quietly, 'that even my father

for a moment suspected me, and my dear friend, Mr. Singleton, believed

that I had been mixed up in some disgraceful transaction; and others,

who I thought knew me well, and would have trusted me, as I know you

would have done, believed me guilty--not of theft, but of the previous

accusations. There are shopmen in London ready to swear in a court of

law that I obtained diamonds and other goods from them, and to-morrow

fresh charges may be made, and ere long I may stand in the dock as a

thief.'

Captain Armstrong looked at her as if he doubted her sanity.

'But no one in his senses could think such a thing, Dorothy.'

'But I have told you that even those who knew me best did, for a moment,

think so. Mr. Charles Levine, the lawyer, is a clear-headed man, and yet

even he, after hearing all the facts, was convinced of my guilt. I will

tell you more--it is fair that I should do so,' and she gave him the

history of the postcards, then of the robbery at the jeweller's, of Mr.

Singleton lending her the money, of the other robbery on the same day,

and of Captain Hampton seeing her in conversation on that afternoon with

the man they believed to be the author of the postcards.

'You see,' she said, 'that here is the evidence of three or four

tradespeople, all of whom know me well by sight, and who recognised my

dress as well as my face. Here is the evidence of Mr. Singleton, who has

known me from a child, and that of Captain Hampton, who was at the time

seeing me every day; and to all this I have but to oppose my own denial,

and to declare that I never was at any of the four places that

afternoon.'

'I should believe your word if a thousand swore to the contrary,' he

said passionately.

'You may now when you have heard all these things,' she said, 'but you

would not at the time. When the shopkeeper and his assistant told my

father that story I could see that his face turned white, and that for a

moment he believed that I must have taken these things in order to

obtain money to bribe the man whom I had solemnly declared had no

letters of mine. When I heard the story told, and that my very dress was

recognised, I asked myself if I could have done it unconsciously, in a

state of somnambulism or something of that sort. I was absolutely dazed

and bewildered. With all your trust in me I am sure you must have been

shaken when you heard that story, just as my own father was. Again, when

my old and kindest friend, Mr. Singleton, declared that I had come to

him sobbing and crying, and begging him to save me from disgrace, and

that he had given me a cheque for a thousand pounds, could he be blamed

for believing that the girl he knew and loved had been engaged in some

scandalous affair? As to Captain Hampton, he believed me absolutely in

regard to the letters, but he doubted me afterwards. Try to put yourself

in his place. If you had known about this affair of the letters, and you

had seen me in an out-of-the-way part of London, engaged in a

conversation with the man we were searching for as the author of the

postcards, what would you have thought?' She asked the question a little

wistfully.

'I can't say,' he said honestly. 'I suppose just for a moment I must

have thought you had really got into some serious sort of scrape. I

don't see how I could have helped it. I am sure I should never have

thought you had done anything really wrong.'

'But in that case I should have been a liar.'

'I don't suppose I should have thought of that at the time, Dorothy.

When I came to think it all over I should have said it was impossible,

and should have doubted my own senses; but the robbery I never could

have believed in, if a hundred shopkeepers had sworn to it. But what

does it all really mean? There must be some explanation of it all.'

'The only explanation we can arrive at,' she replied, 'is that there is

some other woman so like me that she can pass for me when dressed up in

clothes like my own.'

'Of course, of course. What a fool I was not to think of that.'

'Yes, Captain Armstrong, you accept it, just as my father and Mr.

Singleton accept it, because you and they would accept anything rather

than believe me guilty; but would anyone else believe it if I went into

court, and this mass of evidence was brought against me? What would my

bare denial weigh against it? Would the suggestion of my counsel that

the theft had been committed by some other woman, so like me that even

those who knew me best had been deceived, unsupported as it would be by

even a shadow of evidence, be accepted for an instant? You know well

enough that the jury would return a verdict against me without a

moment's hesitation, and that all the world, save some half-a-dozen

people, would believe me guilty.

'At present, the police all over England are endeavouring to find proofs

of the existence of my double. A notice has been sent to every country

in Europe. This has been going on ever since we left England, and, so

far, without the slightest success. After having been so successful it

is hardly likely that the thing will not be attempted again, and in that

case it must come before the public. It will be terrible to bear the

disgrace alone, but it would be ten times more so did it involve another

in my disgrace. Do not pain me by saying more, Captain Armstrong,' and

she laid her hand on his arm as he was about to speak, 'nothing could

induce me to change my determination. If at any time this dreadful

mystery is cleared up, should you come to me again, I will give you an

honest answer. I do not say it will be "Yes." It must be as my heart

will decide then. At present my hope is that you will not wait for that:

the matter may never be cleared up. I believe, myself, that it never

will be, and I would far rather know that you were married to some woman

who would make you as happy as you deserve, than that you were wasting

your life on me, and that even should I be cleared I might not be able

to give you the answer you want.'

'I will wait for a time, at any rate, Dorothy,' he said quietly; 'but I

will not say more now. You are very good to have spoken so frankly to

me. I ought not to have allowed you to talk so much. I can see that it

has been almost too great a strain for you. I think that I had better

leave to-morrow morning.'

'I think it will be best,' she said; 'but promise me, Captain Armstrong,

that in any case we shall always be good friends. You may think little

of the act of saving my life, but I shall never forget it. You promised

me before that I should find no change in your manner, and you kept your

word well.'

'I promise you again, Dorothy,' he said, raising her hand to his lips,

'if I am never to regard you in a closer light, I shall always think of

you as my dearest friend.'

'And I shall rejoice in your happiness as a sister might do, Captain

Armstrong;' and in a minute he was gone, and Dorothy, sitting down,

indulged in a long cry. She did not attempt to analyse her feelings; she

was not sure whether she was glad or sorry, whether she had virtually

refused him or not; she was certainly relieved that she had not been

obliged to make up her mind to give an answer from which there would

have been no drawing back. Half an hour later her father came in.

'The carriage will be at the door in ten minutes, my dear. You are

looking pale, child; are you not feeling so well?'

'I have rather a headache. I think instead of going for a drive I will

lie down until dinner-time.'

She came down looking herself again. She knew that Captain Armstrong's

intention of leaving the next morning would excite a certain amount of

surprise, and that it possibly might be suspected that she was not

unconnected with his departure. Certainly Ada Fortescue would have her

suspicions, for during the last two or three days she had thrown out

some little hints that showed that she was not blind as to his

intentions. She was relieved to find as she sat down that the party were

in ignorance of his approaching departure. It was not until the meal was

nearly finished that Captain Armstrong said suddenly:

'I have been putting off tearing myself away from day to day, but my

leave is up, and I am afraid I cannot possibly delay any longer. It goes

awfully against the grain, but there is no help for it, and I have been

to the office this afternoon and booked my place for Geneva to-morrow

morning.'

There was a general chorus of regret.

'I mustn't grumble,' he said laughingly. 'I have had a very pleasant

time indeed, though I have not gone in as I had intended for

mountaineering. I think my one mild attempt that way has a good deal

quenched my ardour. I ought to have gone ten days ago, but I did not

like to do so until Miss Fortescue was up and fairly on the way to

recover her strength. I am glad to have had the pleasure of seeing her

to-day. That has, however, knocked from under me my last excuse for

remaining here any longer. I shall get a severe wigging as it is for

exceeding my leave. Of course, I have written, making various excuses,

but it won't do any longer, and I shall have to travel right through

without a stay. I hope, Mrs. Fortescue, that I shall meet you all in

London in a few weeks' time, and find your daughter quite herself again.

I suppose, Mr. Hawtrey, I shall have to look forward to the beginning of

the season before I see you and Miss Hawtrey?'

'I think it likely we shall not be in town until May,' Mr. Hawtrey

replied. 'We shall probably work down so as to be at Rome at Easter, and

shall have a month or two of quiet at home before we come up to town;

still that must depend on circumstances. If you can get a few days'

leave later on, I should be very pleased if you could run down to my

place for a week's shooting. There has not been a gun fired there this

season; take a couple of men down with you if you like. I will write to

my housekeeper and the gamekeeper, saying that you are to be looked

after just the same as if we were at home, and all you will have to do

will be to send her a note, saying that you are coming, a couple of days

beforehand. Her name is Brodrick--make a note of that in your

pocket-book.'

'Thank you, I shall enjoy it very much if I can get away. I have my

doubts whether I shall be able to; but if I can, I will certainly avail

myself of your offer.'

'So it was "no," Dorothy,' Ada Fortescue whispered as they went upstairs

together that night. 'I knew that by his face this afternoon; he tried

to talk and laugh as usual, but I could see things had gone badly with

him. You need not tell me if you don't like,' she went on, as Dorothy

gave no answer. 'It is not a difficult riddle to guess for oneself.'

'I will tell you, but it must be quite to yourself, Ada; there were

certain reasons why I could give him no answer at all. No, you don't

understand it,' she went on, in answer to Ada's look of surprise. 'I

don't suppose you ever will, but there are circumstances that render it

impossible for me to give him an answer, and as far as I can see there

is not likely to be any alteration in those circumstances; so please do

not say anything more about it. He himself sees that I could not act

differently, and I think most likely that the question will never be

asked again. Perhaps some day or other I may tell you about it. We have

got to be real friends now, and when you do hear you will acknowledge

that I have done right. Good-night now; I am so glad to think that Clara

is to be down to breakfast again in the morning.'

This was not the only conversation on the subject. Mr. Singleton,

contrary to his usual custom, sat up until all but Mr. Hawtrey bad

retired.

'That has been a bit of a surprise, Hawtrey. There is no doubt that he

has proposed, and that she has not accepted him, as I had quite made up

my mind she would do.'

'Do you think so? The idea had not occurred to me. They both seemed just

the same as usual.'

'You are as blind as a bat, Hawtrey. Didn't she stay at home with a

headache this afternoon? and isn't he going away suddenly to-morrow? It

does not require the smallest degree of penetration to discover what

that means. It is a relief to me--a great relief; but I am afraid it is

only a postponement. She has refused to accept him on the same grounds

that she broke off her engagement to the other man. Now I think it over

I see it is about the only thing she could have done. It would not have

been right to have become engaged as long as this thing is hanging over

her. It is all very well for you and I to feel that we are going to

compromise the matter comfortably; but there it is still, and may break

out afresh again at any moment. She has shaken it off a bit since we

came away, but it must be on her mind, and I expect she frankly told

Armstrong why she could give him no answer at present. Still, I am

afraid it will come to the same thing in the long run.'

Mr. Hawtrey wisely held his tongue. He himself would have been in every

way content with Captain Armstrong as a son-in-law, but as he had no

wish to irritate his friend, he abstained from going farther into the

subject.

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