CHAPTER XXXII

Again it was springtime--the spring of 1894. Two years had gone by

since that April night when Piers Otway suffered things unspeakable in

flesh and spirit, thinking that for him the heavens had no more

radiance, life no morrow. The memory was faint; he found it hard to

imagine that the loss of a woman he did not love could so have

afflicted him. Olga Hannaford--Mrs. Florio--was matter for a smile; he

hoped that he might some day meet her again, and take her hand with the

old friendliness, and wish her well.

He had spent the winter in St. Petersburg, and was making arrangements

for a visit to England, when one morning there came to him a letter

which made his eyes sparkle and his heart beat high with joy. In the

afternoon, having given more than wonted care to his dress, he set

forth from the lodging he occupied at the lower end of the Nevski

Prospect, and walked to the Hotel de France, near the Winter Palace,

where he inquired for Mrs. Borisoff. After a little delay, he was

conducted to a private sitting-room, where again he waited. On a table

lay two periodicals, at which he glanced, recognising with a smile

recent numbers of the _Nineteenth Century_ and the _Vyestnik Evropy_.

There entered a lady with a bright English face, a lady in the years

between youth and middle age, frank, gracious, her look of interest

speaking a compliment which Otway found more than agreeable.

"I have kept you waiting," she said, in a tone that dispensed with

formalities, "because I was on the point of going out when they brought

your card----"

"Oh, I am sorry----"

"But I am not. Instead of twaddle and boredom round somebody or other's

samovar, I am going to have honest talk under the chaperonage of an

English teapot--my own teapot, which I carry everywhere. But don't be

afraid; I shall not give you English tea. What a shame that I have been

here for two months without our meeting! I have talked about

you--wanted to know you. Look!"

She pointed to the periodicals which Piers had already noticed.

"No," she went on, checking him as he was about to sit down, "_that_ is

your chair. If you sat on the other, you would be polite and grave

and--like everybody else; I know the influence of chairs. That is the

chair my husband selects when he wishes to make me understand some

point of etiquette. Miss Derwent warned you, no doubt, of my

shortcomings in etiquette?"

"All she said to me," replied Piers, laughing, "was that you are very

much her friend."

"Well, that is true, I hope. Tell me, please; is the article in the

_Vyestnik_ your own Russian?"

"Not entirely. I have a friend named Korolevitch, who went through it

for me."

"Korolevitch? I seem to know that name. Is he, by chance, connected

with some religious movement, some heresy?"

"I was going to say I am sorry he is; yet I can't be sorry for what

honours the man. He has joined the Dukhobortsi; has sold his large

estate, and is devoting all the money to their cause. I'm afraid he'll

go to some new-world colony, and I shall see little of him henceforth.

A great loss to me."

Mrs. Borisoff kept her eyes upon him as he spoke, seeming to reflect

rather than to listen.

"I ought to tell you," she said, "that I don't know Russian.

Irene--Miss Derwent almost shamed me into working at it; but I am so

lazy--ah, so lazy! you are aware, of course, that Miss Derwent has

learnt it?"

"Has learnt Russian?" exclaimed Piers. "I didn't know--I had no

idea----"

"Wonderful girl! I suppose she thinks it a trifle."

"It's so long," said Otway, "since I had any news of Miss Derwent. I

can hardly consider myself one of her friends--at least, I shouldn't

have ventured to do so until this morning, when I was surprised and

delighted to have a letter from her about that _Nineteenth Century_

article, sent through the publishers. She spoke of you, and asked me to

call--saying she had written an introduction of me by the same post."

Mrs. Borisoff smiled oddly.

"Oh yes; it came. She didn't speak of the _Vyestnik_?"

"No."

"Yet she has read it--I happen to know. I'm sorry I can't. Tell me

about it, will you?"

The Russian article was called "New Womanhood in England." It began

with a good-tempered notice of certain novels then popular, and passed

on to speculations regarding the new ideals of life set before English

women. Piers spoke of it as a mere bit of apprentice work, meant rather

to amuse than as a serious essay.

"At all events, it's a success," said his listener. "One hears of it in

every drawing-room. Wonderful thing--you don't sneer at women. I'm told

you are almost on our side--if not quite. I've heard a passage read

into French--the woman of the twentieth century. I rather liked it."

"Not altogether?" said Otway, with humorous diffidence.

"Oh! A woman never quite likes an ideal of womanhood which doesn't

quite fit her notion of herself. But let us speak of the other thing,

in the _Nineteenth Century_--'The Pilgrimage to Kief.' For life,

colour, sympathy, I think it altogether wonderful. I have heard

Russians say that they couldn't have believed a foreigner had written

it."

"That's the best praise of all."

"You mean to go on with this kind of thing? You might become a sort of

interpreter of the two nations to each other. An original idea. The

everyday thing is to exasperate Briton against Russ, and Russ against

Briton, with every sort of cheap joke and stale falsehood. All the same

Mr. Otway, I'm bound to confess to you that I don't like Russia."

"No more do I," returned Piers, in an undertone. "But that only means,

I don't like the worst features of the Middle ages. The

Russian-speaking cosmopolitan whom you and I know isn't Russia; he

belongs to the Western Europe of to-day, his country represents Western

Europe of some centuries ago. Not strictly that, of course; we must

allow for race; but it's how one has to think of Russia."

Again Mrs. Borisoff scrutinised him as he spoke, averting her eyes at

length with an absent smile.

"Here comes my tutelary teapot," she said, as a pretty maid-servant

entered with a tray. "A phrase I got from Irene, by the bye--from Miss

Derwent, who laughs at my carrying the thing about in my luggage. She

has clever little phrases of that sort, as you know."

"Yes," fell from Piers, dreamily. "But it's so long since I heard her

talk."

When he had received his cup of tea, and sipped from it, he asked with

a serious look:

"Will you tell me about her?"

"Of course I will. But you must first tell me about yourself. You were

in business in London, I believe?"

"For about a year. Then I found myself with enough to live upon, and

came back to Russia. I had lived at Odessa----"

"You may presuppose a knowledge of what came before," interrupted Mrs.

Borisoff, with a friendly nod.

"I lived for several months with Korolevitch, on his estate near

Poltava. We used to talk--heavens! how we talked! Sometimes eight hours

at a stretch. I learnt a great deal. Then I wandered up and down

Russia, still learning."

"Writing, too?"

"The time hadn't come for writing. Korolevitch gave me no end of useful

introductions. I've had great luck on my travels."

"Pray, when did you make your studies of English women?"

Piers tried to laugh; declared he did not know.

"I shouldn't wonder if you generalise from one or two?" said his

hostess, letting her eyelids droop as she observed him lazily. "Do you

know Russian women as well?"

By begging for another cup of tea, and adding a remark on some other

subject, Piers evaded this question.

"And what are you going to do?" asked Mrs. Borisoff "Stay here, and

write more articles?"

"I'm going to England in a few days for the summer."

"That's what I think I shall do. But I don't know what part to go to.

Advise me, can you? Seaside--no; I don't like the seaside. Do you

notice how people--our kind of people, I mean--are losing their taste

for it in England? It's partly, I suppose, because of the excursion

train. One doesn't grudge the crowd its excursion train, but it's so

much nicer to imagine their blessedness than to see it. Or are you for

the other point of view?"

Otway gave an expressive look.

"That's right. Oh, the sham philanthropic talk that goes on in England!

How it relieves one to say flatly that one does _not_ love the

multitude!--No seaside, then. Lakes--no; Wales--no; Highlands--no.

Isn't there some part of England one would like if one discovered it?"

"Do you want solitude?" asked Piers, becoming more interested.

"Solitude? H'm!" She handed a box of cigarettes, and herself took one.

"Yes, solitude. I shall try to get Miss Derwent to come for a time. New

Forest--no, Please, please, do suggest! I'm nervous; your silence

teases me."

"Do you know the Yorkshire dales?" asked Otway, watching her as she

watched a nice little ring of white smoke from the end of her cigarette.

"No! That's an idea. It's your own country, isn't it?"

"But--how do you know that?"

"Dreamt it."

"I wasn't born there, but lived there as a child, and later a little.

You might do worse than the dales, if you like that kind of country.

Wensleydale, for instance. There's an old Castle, and a very

interesting one, part of it habitable, where you can get quarters."

"A Castle? Superb!"

"Where Queen Mary was imprisoned for a time, till she made an

escape----"

"Magnificent! Can I have the whole Castle to myself?"

"The furnished part of it, unless someone else has got it already for

this summer. There's a family, the caretakers, always in possession--if

things are still as they used to be."

"Write for me at once, will you? Write immediately! There is paper on

the desk."

Piers obeyed. Whilst he sat penning the letter, Mrs. Borisoff lighted a

second cigarette, her face touched with a roguish smile. She studied

Otway's profile for a moment; became grave; fell into a mood of

abstraction, which shadowed her features with weariness and melancholy.

Turning suddenly to put a question, Piers saw the change in her look,

and was so surprised that he forgot what he was going to say.

"Finished?" she asked, moving nervously in her chair.

When the letter was written, Mrs. Borisoff resumed talk in the same

tone as before.

"You have heard of Dr. Derwent's discoveries about diphtheria?-- That's

the kind of thing one envies, don't you think? After all, what can we

poor creatures do in this world, but try to ease each other's pain? The

man who succeeds in _that_ is the man I honour."

"I too," said Piers. "But he is lost sight of, nowadays, in comparison

with the man who invents a new gun or a new bullet."

"Yes--the beasts!" exclaimed Mrs. Borisoff, with a laugh. "What a

world! I'm always glad I have no children. But you wanted to speak, not

about Dr. Derwent, but Dr. Derwent's daughter."

Piers bent forward, resting his chin on his hand.

"Tell me about her--will you?"

"There's not much to tell. You knew about the broken-off marriage?"

"I knew it _was_ broken off."

"Why, that's all anyone knows, except the two persons concerned. It

isn't our business. The world talks far too much about such

things--don't you think? when we are civilised, there'll be no such

things as public weddings, and talk about anyone's domestic concerns

will be the grossest impertinence. That's an _obiter dictum_. I was

going to say that Irene lives with her father down in Kent. They left

Bryanston Square half a year after the affair. They wander about the

Continent together, now and then. I like that chumming of father and

daughter; it speaks well for both."

"When did you see her last?"

"About Christmas. We went to a concert together. That's one of the

things Irene is going in for--music. When I first knew her, she didn't

seem to care much about it, though she played fairly well."

"I never heard her play," fell from Piers in an undertone.

"No; she only did to please her father now and then. It's a mental and

moral advance, her new love of music. I notice that she talks much less

about science, much more about the things one really likes--I speak for

myself. Well, it's just possible I have had a little influence there. I

confess my inability to chat about either physic or physics. It's weak,

of course, but I have no place in your new world of women."

"You mistake, I think," said Piers. "That ideal has nothing to do with

any particular study. It supposes intelligence, that's all."

"So much the better. You must write about it in English; then we'll

debate. By the bye, if I go to your Castle, you must come down to show

me the country."

"I should like to."

"Oh, that's part of the plan. If we don't get the Castle, you must find

some other place for me. I leave it in your hands--with an apology for

my impudence."

After a pause, during which each of them mused smiling, they began to

talk of their departure for England. Otway would go direct in a few

days' time; Mrs. Borisoff had to travel a long way round, first of all

accompanying her husband to the Crimea, on a visit to relatives. She

mentioned her London hotel, and an approximate date when she might be

heard of there.

"Get the Castle if you possibly can," were her words as they parted. "I

have set my heart on the Castle."

"So have I," said Piers, avoiding her look.

And Mrs. Borisoff laughed.

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