CHAPTER XXVIII

The breakfast hour was nine o'clock. Dr. Derwent, as usual, came down a

few minutes before, and turned over the letters lying for him on the

table. Among them he found an envelope addressed in a hand which looked

very much like Irene's; it had not come by post. As he was reading the

note it contained, Eustace and Olga Hannaford entered together,

talking. He bade them good-morning, and all sat down to table.

"Irene's late," said Eustace presently, glancing at the clock.

The Doctor looked at him with an odd smile.

"She left Victoria ten minutes ago," he said, "by the Calais-boat

express."

Eustace and Olga stared, exclaimed.

"She suddenly made up her mind to accept an invitation from Mrs.

Borisoff."

"But--what an extraordinary thing!" pealed Eustace, who was always

greatly disturbed by anything out of routine. "She didn't speak of it

yesterday!"

Olga gazed at the Doctor. Her wan face had a dawn of brightness.

"How long is she likely to stay, uncle?"

"I haven't the least idea."

"Well, she can't stay long," Eustace exclaimed. "Ah! I have it! Don't

you see, Olga? It means Parisian dresses and hats!"

Dr. Derwent exploded in laughter.

"Acute young man! Now the ordinary male might have lost himself for a

day in wild conjectures. This points to the woolsack, Olga!"

She laughed for the first time in many days, and her appetite for

breakfast was at once improved.

In his heart, Dr. Derwent did not grieve over the singular events of

yesterday and this morning. He had no fault to find with Arnold Jacks,

and could cheerfully accept him as a son-in-law; but it was easy to

imagine a husband more suitable for such a girl as Irene. Moreover, he

had suspected, since the engagement, that she had not thoroughly known

her own mind. But he was far from anticipating such original and

decisive action on the girl's part. The thing being done, he could

secretly admire it, and the flight to Paris relieved his mind from a

prospect of domestic confusion. Just for a moment he questioned himself

as to Irene's security, but only to recognise how firm was his

confidence in her.

Socially, the position was awkward. He had a letter from Jacks, a

sensible and calmly worded letter, saying that Irene was overwrought by

recent agitations, that she had spoken of putting an end to their

engagement, but that doubtless a few days would see all right again.

Arnold must now be apprised of what had happened, and, as all

consideration was due to him, the Doctor despatched a telegram asking

him to call as soon as he could. This brought Jacks to Bryanston Square

at midday, and there was a conversation in the library. Arnold spoke

his mind; with civility, but in unmistakable terms; he accused the

Doctor of remissness. "Paternal authority," it seemed to him, should

have sufficed to prevent what threatened nothing less than a scandal.

Irene's father could not share this view; the girl was turned

three-and-twenty; there could be no question of dictating to her, and

as for expostulation, it had been honestly tried.

"You are aware, I hope," said Jacks stiffly, "that Mrs. Borisoff has

not quite an unclouded reputation?"

"I know no harm against her."

"She is as good as parted from her husband, and leads a very dubious

wandering life."

"Oh, it's all right. People countenance her who wouldn't do so if there

were anything really amiss."

"Well, Dr. Derwent," said the young man in a conclusive tone,

"evidently all is at an end. It remains for us to agree upon the manner

of making it known. Should the announcement come from your side or from

mine?"

The Doctor reflected.

"You no longer propose to wait the effect of a little time?"

"Emphatically, no. This step of Miss Derwent's puts that out of the

question."

"I see--Perhaps you feel that, in justice to yourself, it should be

made known that she has done something of which you disapprove?"

Arnold missed the quiet irony of this question.

"Not at all. Our engagement ended yesterday; with to-day's events I

have nothing to do."

"That is the generous view," said Dr. Derwent, smiling pleasantly. "Do

you know, I fancy we had better each of us tell the story in his own

way. It will come to that in the end, won't it? You had a disagreement;

you thought better of your proposed union; what more simple? I see no

room for scandal."

"Be it so. Have the kindness to acquaint Miss Derwent with what has

passed between us."

After dinner that evening, Dr. Derwent related the matter to his son.

Eustace was astounded, and presently indignant. It seemed to him

inconceivable that Arnold Jacks should have suffered this affront. He

would not look at things from his sister's point of view; absurd to

attempt a defence of her; really, really, she had put them all into a

most painful position! An engagement was an engagement, save in the

event of grave culpability on either side. Eustace spoke as a lawyer;

his professional instincts were outraged. He should certainly call upon

the Jacks' and utterly dissociate himself from his sister in this

lamentable affair.

"Why, what a shock it will be to Mrs. Jacks!"

"She'll get over it, I fancy," remarked the Doctor drily.

The young barrister withdrew to his room, where he read hard until very

late. Eustace was no trifler; he had brains, and saw his way to make

use of them to the one end which addressed his imagination, that of

social self-advancement. His studies to-night were troubled with a

resentful fear lest Irene's "unwomanly" behaviour (a generation ago it

would have been "unladylike") should bring the family name into some

discredit. Little ejaculations escaped him, such as "Really!" and "Upon

my word!" Eustace had never been known to use stronger language.

When his son had retired, Dr. Derwent stepped up to the drawing-room,

where Olga Hannaford was sitting. After kindly regretting that she

should be alone, he repeated to his niece what he had just told

Eustace. Doubtless she would here very soon from Irene.

"I have already heard something about this," said Olga. "I'm sure she

has done right, but no one will ever know what it cost her."

"That's the very point we have all been losing sight of," observed her

uncle, gratified. "It would have been a good deal easier, no doubt, to

go on to the marriage."

"Easier!" echoed the girl. "She has done the most wonderful thing! I

admire her, and envy her strength of character."

The Doctor's eyes had fallen upon that crayon portrait which held the

place of honour on the drawing-room walls. Playing with superstition,

as does every man capable of high emotional life, he was wont to see in

the pictured countenance of his dead wife changes of expression,

correspondent with the mood in which he regarded it. At one time the

beloved features smiled upon him; at another they were sad, or anxious.

To-night, the eyes, the lips were so strongly expressive of gladness

that he felt startled as he gazed. A joy from the years gone by

suddenly thrilled him. He sat silent, too deeply moved by memories for

speech about the present. And when at length he resumed talk with Olga,

his voice was very gentle, his words all kindliness. The girl had never

known him so sympathetic with her.

On the morrow--it was Saturday--Olga received a letter from Piers

Otway, who said that he had something of great importance to speak

about, and must see her; could they not meet at the Campden Hill House,

it being inadvisable for him to call at Dr. Derwent's? Either this

afternoon or to-morrow would do, if Olga would appoint a time.

She telegraphed, appointing this afternoon at three.

Half an hour before that, she entered the house, which was now occupied

only by a caretaker. Dr. Derwent was trying to let it furnished for the

rest of the short lease. Olga had a fire quickly made in the

drawing-room, and ordered tea. She laid aside her outdoor things,

viewed herself more than once in a mirror, and moved about restlessly.

When there sounded a visitor's knock at the front door, she flushed and

was overcome with nervousness; she stepped forward to meet her friend,

but could not speak. Otway had taken her hand in both his own; he

looked at her with grave kindliness. It was their first meeting since

Mrs. Hannaford's death.

"I hesitated about asking you to see me here," he said. "But I

thought--I hoped----"

His embarrassment increased, whilst Olga was gaining self-command.

"You were quite right," she said. "I think I had rather see you here

than anywhere else. It isn't painful to me--oh! anything but painful!"

They sat down. Piers was holding a large envelope, bulgy with its

contents, whatever they were, and sealed; his eyes rested upon it.

"I have to speak of something which at first will sound unwelcome to

you; but it is only the preface to what will make you very glad. It is

about my brother. I have seen him two or three times this last week on

a particular business, in which at length I have succeeded. Here," he

touched the envelope, "are all the letters he possessed in your

mother's writing."

Olga looked at him in distressful wonder and suspense.

"Not one of them," he pursued, "contains a line that you should not

read. They prove absolutely, beyond shadow of doubt, that the charge

brought against your mother was false. The dates cover nearly five

years--from a simple note of invitation to Ewell--you remember--down to

a letter written about three weeks ago. Of course I was obliged to read

them through; I knew to begin with what I should find. Now I give them

to you. Let Dr. Derwent see them. If any doubt remains in his mind,

they will make an end of it."

He put the packet into Olga's hands. She, overcome for the moment by

her feelings, looked from it to him, at a loss for words. She was

struck with a change in Otway. That he should speak in a grave tone,

with an air of sadness, was only natural; but the change went beyond

this; he had not his wonted decision in utterance; he paused between

sentences, his eyes wandering dreamily; one would have taken him for an

older man than he was wont to appear, and of less energy. Thus might he

have looked and spoken after some great effort, which left him wearied,

almost languid, incapable of strong emotion.

"Why didn't he show these letters before?" she asked, turning over the

sealed envelope.

"He had no wish to do so," answered Piers, in an undertone.

"You mean that he would have let anything happen--which he could have

prevented?"

"I'm afraid he would."

"But he offered them now?"

"No--or rather yes, he offered them," Piers smiled bitterly. "Not

however, out of wish to do justice."

Olga could not understand. She gazed at him wistfully.

"I bought them," said Piers. "It made the last proof of his baseness."

"You gave money for them? And just that you might give them to me?"

"Wouldn't you have done the same, to clear the memory of someone you

loved?"

Olga laid the packet aside; then, with a quick movement, stepped

towards him, caught his hand, pressed it to her lips. Piers was taken

by surprise, and could not prevent the action; but at once Olga's own

hand was prisoned in his; they stood face to face, she blushing

painfully, he pale as death, with lips that quivered in their vain

effort to speak.

"I shall be grateful to you as long as I live," the girl faltered,

turning half away, trying gently to release herself.

Piers kissed her hand, again and again, still speechless. When he

allowed her to draw it away, he stood gazing at her like a man

bewildered; there was moisture on his forehead; he seemed to struggle

for breath.

"Let us sit down again and talk," said Olga, glancing at him.

But he moved towards her, the strangest look in his eyes, the fixed

expressionless gaze of a somnambulist.

"Olga----"

"No, no!" she exclaimed, as if suddenly stricken with fear, throwing

out her arms to repel him. "You didn't mean that! It is my fault. You

never meant that."

"Yes! Give me your hand again!" he said in a thick voice, the blood

rushing into his cheeks.

"Not now. You misunderstood me. I oughtn't to have done that. It was

because I could find no word to thank you."

She panted the sentences, holding her chair as if to support herself,

and with the other hand still motioning him away.

"I misunderstood----?"

"I am ashamed--it was thoughtless--sit down and let us talk as we were

doing. Just as friends, it is so much better. We meant nothing else."

It was as if the words fell from her involuntarily; they were babbled,

rather than spoken; she half laughed, half cried. And Otway, a mere

automaton, dropped upon his chair, gazing at her, trembling.

"I will let my uncle see the letters at once," Olga went on, in

confused hurry. "I am sure he will be very grateful to you. But for

you, we should never have had this proof. I, of course, did not need

it; as if I doubted my mother! But he--I can't be sure what he still

thinks. How kind you have always been to us!"

Piers stood up again, but did not move toward her. She watched him

apprehensively. He walked half down the room and back again, then

exclaimed, with a wild gesture:

"I never knew what a curse one's name could be! I used to be proud of

it, because it was my father's; now I would gladly take any other."

"Just because of that man?" Olga protested. "What does it matter?"

"You know well what it matters," he replied, with an unnatural laugh.

"To me--nothing whatever."

"You try to think not. But the name will be secretly hateful to you as

long as you live."

"Oh! How can you say that! The name is yours, not his. Think how long

we knew you before we heard of him! I am telling the simple truth. It

is you I think of, when----"

He was drawing nearer to her, and again that strange, fixed look came

into his eyes.

"I wanted to ask you something," said Olga quickly. "Do sit down--will

you? Let us talk as we used to--you remember?"

He obeyed her, but kept his eyes on her face.

"What do you wish to ask, Olga?"

The name slipped from his tongue; he had not meant to use it, and did

not seem conscious of having done so.

"Have you seen old Mr. Jacks lately?"

"I saw him last night."

"Last night?" Her breath caught. "Had he anything--anything interesting

to say?"

"He is ill. I only sat with him for half an hour. I don't know what it

is. It doesn't keep him in bed; but he lies on a sofa, and looks

dreadfully ill, as if he suffered much pain."

"He told you nothing?"

Their eyes met.

"Nothing that greatly interested me," replied Piers heavily, with the

most palpable feint of carelessness. "He mentioned what of course you

know, that Arnold Jacks is not going to be married after all."

Olga's head drooped, as she said in a voice barely audible:

"Ah, you knew it."

"What of that?"

"I see--you knew it----"

"What of that, Olga?" he repeated impatiently. "I knew it as a bare

fact--no explanation. What does it mean? You know, I suppose?"

In spite of himself, look and tones betrayed his eagerness for her

reply.

"They disagreed about something," said Olga. "I don't know what. I

shouldn't wonder if they make it up again."

At this moment the woman in care of the house entered with the

tea-tray. To give herself a countenance, Olga spoke of something

indifferent, and when they were alone again, their talk avoided the

personal matters which had so embarrassed both of them. Olga said

presently that she was going to see her friend Miss Bonnicastle

to-morrow.

"If I could see only the least chance of supporting myself, I would go

to live with her again. She's the most sensible girl I know, and she

did me good."

"How, did you good?"

"She helped me against myself," replied Olga abruptly. "No one else

ever did that."

Then she turned again to the safer subjects.

"When shall I see you again?" Otway inquired, rising after a long

silence, during which both had seemed lost in their thoughts.

"Who knows?--But I will write and tell you what my uncle says about the

letters, if he says anything. Again, thank you!"

She gave her hand frankly. Piers held it, and looked into her face as

once before.

"Olga----"

The girl uttered a cry of distress, drew her hand away, and exclaimed

in a half-hysterical voice:

"No! What right have you?"

"Every right! Do you know what your mother said to me--her last words

to me----?"

"You mustn't tell me!" Her tones were softer. "Not to-day. If we meet

again----"

"Of course we shall meet again!"

"I don't know. Yes, yes; we shall. But you must go now; it is time I

went home."

He touched her hand again, and left the room without looking back.

Before the door had closed behind him, Olga ran forward with a stifled

cry. The door was shut. She stood before it with tears in her eyes, her

fingers clenched together on her breast, and sobbed miserably.

For nearly half an hour she sat by the fire, head on hands, deeply

brooding. In the house there was not a sound. All at once it seemed to

her that a voice called, uttering her name; she started, her blood

chilled with fear. The voice was her mother's; she seemed still to hear

it, so plainly had it been audible, coming from she knew not where.

She ran to her hat and jacket, which lay in a corner of the room, put

them on with feverish haste, and fled out into the street.

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