CHAPTER IV.

Failing of Health.--Religious Joy.--Farewell

Messages.--Death.--Funeral.--Conclusion.

After the exciting scenes of the Christmas festival, Mrs. Peake's

health sensibly declined, and in a week or two she was obliged to

suspend, and soon to give up entirely, the charge to which she had

clung with such tenacity. I visited her frequently, and was the bearer

of clothing and other tokens from friends at the North. Every thing in

our power was done to cheer her, and never were ministerings more

cordially bestowed, or more gratefully received and richly repaid. To

visit her had always been a privilege, but the privilege was doubly

precious during her last illness. To see how a frail woman, with an

exquisitely nervous temperament, could deliberately and calmly bid

farewell to family, pupils, and friends, and yield herself into her

Father's hands, to pass through the ordeal of sickness and death, was

a privilege and a blessing.

In her presence I was a learner, and, under the inspiration of her

words and example, obtained new strength for fresh endeavors in the

cause of God and humanity. In one of my visits, she told me that I

must give her love to the committee in New York, and all the friends

of the mission; that she had had a bright vision of her Saviour, and

he had assured her that the cause would triumph; that we were sowing

seed which would spring up and become a tree, to overspread the whole

earth; that we should be a great blessing to this down-trodden people,

and they would fulfill a glorious destiny. "Oh, yes," said she,

"brother Lockwood, you will succeed, for Jesus has told me so this

morning."

For two weeks previous to her death, she seemed to be in the "land of

Beulah," on the "mountains of the shepherds," where, like Bunyan's

pilgrim, she could clearly descry the promised land. She had a strong

desire to depart and be with Christ, which was far better than even

his most intimate earthly visits. Again and again, as I called to see

her, she assured me that she had had a fresh visit from her Saviour,

and he had told her that where he was she should be, and she would be

like him when she should see him as he is. She knew not where in the

universe heaven might be, but where her Saviour was, there would be

her heaven, for she would be with him.

Her constantly increasing cough and expectoration, though not attended

with much pain, were, as usual, accompanied with uneasiness, want of

sleep, and great weakness, which made her frequently request prayer

that she might have patience to bear all without a murmur, and await

her Father's will. She wanted to say, with the feelings of Job, "All

the days of my appointed time will I wait, till my change come. I know

that my Redeemer liveth."

At one time, her symptoms seemed more favorable, and I expressed a

hope of her recovery. "No," said she; "I have taken leave of my

family, and of every thing on earth, and I would rather go, if it be

God's will; only I want to wait patiently till he comes to call me."

Her husband and mother told me that, during the previous night, she

had bidden them all farewell, and left farewell messages for her

school, and the church, and all her friends. She had thus set her

house in order, to die, or, rather, to live a diviner life, and she

was waiting the summons home. She said that she felt like a little

child in her Father's arms; and if, by lifting a pebble, she could

hold back her spirit, she would not do it.

Several days before her death, she requested me to sing "The

Christian's Home in Glory," or "Rest for the Weary"--a hymn, with its

tune, dear to her for itself and for its associations. As I repeated

the chorus, she exclaimed, again and again, with great tenderness and

emphasis, "Rest, rest, rest! Oh, brother Lockwood, there I shall rest,

rest, rest! This weary head shall rest on my Saviour's bosom."

When I had sung the last stanza,--

"Sing, oh, sing, ye heirs of glory,

Shout your triumph as you go,"--

she burst out in an ecstasy that seemed as if the spirit would break

away from the body, "Oh, brother, I shall sing! I shall shout! Won't

we sing? Won't we shout? Yes, we shall--we shall sing and shout!"

On Saturday morning, February 22, she was in a very happy frame of

mind, and said that she had had precious visits from her Saviour; he

had told her that he was coming soon, and would fulfill her heart's

desire in taking her to him. Her mother said, that during the previous

night she had been constantly reaching up, and sometimes she would cry

out, with great earnestness, "Do not leave me, dear Jesus."

She requested me to sing for her, and I sung, "The Shining Shore," and

"Homeward Bound." During the singing of the last stanza of the latter

song, she was filled with joy.

"Into the harbor of heaven now we glide,

We're home at last!

Softly we drift o'er its bright silver tide,

We're home at last!

Glory to God! All our dangers are o'er;

We stand secure on the glorified shore;

Glory to God! we will shout evermore,

We're home at last!"

"Yes," she exclaimed, "home at last! Glory to God! Home at last! Oh,

I shall soon be home--home--home at last!"

On the night of that day, about twelve o'clock, her waiting, longing

spirit went home. Washington's birthday was her birthday to a higher

life. After many a sleepless night, this last evening she was

permitted to rest quietly, till the midnight cry struck upon her ear,

"Behold, the bridegroom cometh!" It found her ready, with her lamp

trimmed and burning. Calling for her mother, she threw herself into

her embrace, as her spirit did into the embrace of her Saviour.

Just at midnight, on all the ships in Hampton Roads,--and which are so

near us that the cry on shipboard is distinctly heard on shore,--the

watchman cried aloud, as usual, "Twelve o'clock, and all's well!" The

sound penetrated the sick chamber, and the dying invalid apparently

heard it. She smiled sweetly, and then breathed her last sigh, and

entered upon that rest which remains for the people of God.

The next morning, which was the Sabbath, I called, and found her

husband and mother bearing up under their bereavement with Christian

fortitude. They could smile through their tears; though they wept, it

was not as those who have no hope. In the services of the day, the

bereaved were remembered in fervent, sympathizing prayer. We all felt

sorely afflicted, and would have grieved, but for the thought that our

temporary loss was her eternal gain. In the evening, a prayer meeting

was held till midnight in the room where her body lay; but all felt

like saying, She is not here; her spirit is with her Father and our

Father, her God and our God.

On Monday, at eleven o'clock, a large concourse assembled at her

funeral. We met in her school room, at the Brown Cottage, a place

sweetened and hallowed by associations with her crowning labors, and

thus a fit place for these leave-taking services. The occasion was one

of mingled sorrow and joy. The services were begun by singing,

according to her request, the familiar hymn,--

"I would not live alway,"--

to the tune of "Sweet Home," in which it is generally sung by the

people here, with the chorus,--

"Home! Home! Sweet, sweet home!

There's no place like heaven, there's no place like home!"

The impression was very thrilling. Chaplain Fuller, of the sixteenth

Massachusetts regiment, offered prayer--praying fervently for the

bereaved mother and husband, and for little Daisy, who would one day

realize more than now a mother's worth by her loss. We then sung,

according to her request, her favorite hymn, "The Christian's Home in

Glory," or "Rest for the Weary." I selected for my text Hebrews

4:9--"There remaineth therefore a rest to the people of God." At the

conclusion of the sermon the children sang,--

"Here we suffer grief and pain;

Here we meet to part again;

In heaven we part no more.

Oh, that will be joyful,

Joyful, joyful, joyful,

Oh, that will be joyful,

When we meet to part no more.

"_Little children_ will be there,

Who have sought the Lord by prayer,

From every Sabbath school.

Oh, that will be joyful, &c.

"_Teachers_, too, shall meet above,

And our _pastors_, whom we love,

Shall meet to part no more.

Oh, that will be joyful," &c.

The coffin was then opened, and we took the last, lingering look at a

face whose heavenly lineaments I can never forget.

In long procession, in which her recent charge bore a prominent part,

we accompanied her to her resting place. The place of her sepulture is

about a hundred yards north of the seminary, on the bank of the inlet.

A live-oak tree stands at her head, projecting its emblematic

evergreen foliage over the sod-roofed tenement.

The departed selected, as a remembrance of her immortality, the 17th

verse of the 118th Psalm, "I shall not die, but live." The thirty-nine

years of her earthly existence were but the prelude to a life beyond

the sky; and while her spirit survives the ravages of death, her name

shall live in memory.

* * * * *

In this unpretending memoir may its subject live again, and not in

vain. May teachers gather from her example fresh inspiration, and the

benevolent Christian fresh impulses in doing good. May they who enjoy

advantages superior to those of her proscribed race, take heed lest

the latter, by the better improvement of the little light enjoyed,

rise up in the judgment and condemn them.

Let Sabbath scholars, and children of pious parentage and Christian

education, who from earliest years have not only been taught to lisp

the Saviour's name, but to read it, pity the slave child, shut out

from such advantages, and give heed to instruction, lest, having more

given and unimproved, they be beaten with many stripes. Let all who

have an interest at the throne of grace remember little Daisy, and

pray that she may walk in her mother's footsteps, as far as she

followed Christ, only following more closely, attaining still greater

excellence, achieving still greater usefulness, and winning a still

brighter crown of glory.

As the enlarging harvest field whitens into ripeness, may the Lord of

the harvest send forth an increasing number of laborers. Oh, who will

give ear to the echoing cry, "Come over and help us"? Come to the

harvest work, and you too, with arms full of golden sheaves, shall

shout the harvest home. Who will pay the hire of the laborers? Who

will lend to the Lord the capital needful to secure the harvest in

season and well? For such there shall be untold riches laid up in

heaven. And who will sustain those who bear the burden and heat of the

day, by the buoyancy of prayer? This is a work thrice blessed to all

concerned.

APPENDIX.

MISSION TO THE FREEDMEN.

On the 8th of August, 1861, a letter was addressed to Major-General

Butler, then in command at Fortress Monroe, Virginia, by the treasurer

of the American Missionary Association, respecting the people whom he

had denominated "contrabands." In this letter, the writer communicated

to General Butler the wishes of some persons in the free states, that,

as considerable embarrassment was felt by the public authorities with

regard to the increasing numbers of colored persons who had fled and

were fleeing for protection to the forts and camps of the United

States, they should be sent into the free states to obtain employment.

A prompt and courteous reply was received, and, in reference to the

desire expressed, General Butler stated that the "contrabands" would

be protected; that many of them would be employed in government

service; that there was land enough to cultivate in Virginia; and as

the freedmen would never be suffered to return into bondage, there was

no necessity for sending any of them to the Northern States.

The executive committee of the association, feeling highly encouraged

by these assurances, at once determined to commence a mission at

Fortress Monroe. Rev. Lewis C. Lockwood was commissioned as their

first missionary to the freedmen. He repaired to Washington, where he

received encouragement from the government, and recommendation to the

commanding general, Wool, who had succeeded General Butler. General

Wool received him cordially, heartily approved the plan, and afforded

him all needful facilities.

Mr. Lockwood conferred with the leading persons among the freedmen,

investigated the condition and wants of the people, made arrangements

for week-day and Sabbath meetings, organized week-day and evening

schools, employed several of the most intelligent and gifted colored

people as assistants, and through the committee in New York made

urgent appeals for clothing, &c., for the destitute, and also for

additional missionaries and teachers.

The late lamented Mrs. Mary S. Peake was the first teacher employed.

She continued to teach as long as her health permitted, and near to

the time of her decease. Other teachers have been employed; chaplains

in the army and pious soldiers have proffered their occasional

services, and the religious meetings, Sabbath schools, and week-day

schools, have been well attended. Mr. Lockwood labored there thirteen

months, and then removed to another field. In his final report, he

states that he had ministered to a congregation at Hampton, where the

average attendance was four hundred; and to a congregation at Fortress

Monroe, where the average attendance was about the same.

A day school was kept in a house, near Hampton, formerly the residence

of Ex-President Tyler, which was wholly given up for the use of the

freedmen. This school was subsequently removed to the old Court House

at Hampton, which had been fitted up for the purpose, government

furnishing a portion of the lumber. This school became the largest

under the care of the freedmen's teachers, and numbered at one time

five hundred scholars. Among the ruins of Hampton, which had, at an

early period of the rebellion, been burned by the rebels, the colored

people erected rude cottages, the materials being gathered from the

vacated camps, the deserted dwellings of fugitive slaveholders, &c.

Such of the freedmen as were not employed by government have obtained

a living by fishing, oystering, huckstering, carting, washing, &c.

INTERESTING FACTS.

Many highly interesting facts have been communicated with regard to

the freedmen--their natural endowments, their facility in acquiring

knowledge in letters and arms, their industrial habits, their

shrewdness in business transactions, their gratitude, their courage,

their acquaintance with passing events, their confidence that the

result of the rebellion will be the liberation of their people, and

their piety. Some of these facts have been extensively published, and

have been read with high gratification. It is thought that a few of

these facts may add to the value of this little publication.

[Illustration: A "CONTRABAND" SCHOOL.]

SCHOOLS FOR THE CHILDREN.

A young teacher at Hampton, Virginia, writes as follows: "When I first

commenced the school here, I found the children such as slavery

makes--quarrelsome, thievish, uncleanly in their persons and attire,

and seemingly inclined to almost every species of wickedness; and it

appeared to me that they were too far gone to be ever raised to any

thing like intelligent children at the North. But I found that I had

reckoned without my host in the persons of these children.

"At the end of the first week there was a decided improvement

manifested, and in four weeks you hardly ever saw one hundred and

fifty children more cleanly in their persons and apparel. Their

lessons were, in most cases, quickly and correctly learned, and their

behavior was kind and affectionate toward each other, while in singing

the sweet little Sabbath school songs, I should not hesitate to put

them side by side with the best of our Sabbath-school scholars at the

North. And they so fully appreciate my humble efforts in their behalf,

that my table in the school room is loaded, morning and noon, with

oranges, lemons, apples, figs, candies, and other sweet things too

numerous to mention, all testifying their love to me, although I can

do so little for them."

Another teacher, at Beaufort, South Carolina, writes: "My school

numbered about forty of the children. Most of them were very dirty and

poorly dressed, all very black in color. A happier group of children I

never expect to witness than those who composed my school: bright

eyes, happy looks, kind and patient dispositions, made them look

attractive to my eyes, though they were 'horribly black,' as some have

called them, and very dirty at first. But they were so innocent, so

despised by others, and withal so anxious to learn, that I felt a true

sympathy for them.

"Their masters have kept them in darkness and degradation. This is

only the result of slavery.

"They are very eager to learn. Every one wishes to be taught first;

yet, unlike some white children, they are patient and willing to wait.

They do not easily tire of study, but are very diligent in getting

their lessons. I have known them to teach each other, or sit alone and

drill over a lesson for two hours at a time.

"Let me relate to you a little incident that will illustrate what I

have just said. One day, at Beaufort, soon after we landed, while

walking through the upper portion of the town, I heard a little voice

saying the alphabet, while another wee voice, scarcely audible, was

repeating it after the first. I looked quickly around to discover from

whence the voice came; and what do you think I saw? Why, seated on the

piazza of a large empty house were two of the blackest little negro

children, one about seven, the other not more than three years old.

The elder had his arm thrown lovingly around the almost naked form of

the other, and with an open primer in the lap of one, they were at

their study. An hour after, I returned by the same spot, and was both

pleased and surprised to find them still at it. God bless the little

ones!

"This desire, or rather eagerness, to learn to read, is manifested by

all. I have stopped by the wayside many a time, and have immediately

collected a group of old and young about me, and have made them repeat

the alphabet after me slowly, letter by letter. They esteem it the

greatest kindness I can show them, and as I turn to depart, the

fervent 'God bless you, massa,' 'Tank de Lord, massa,' reach my ears."

MORALS OF THE FREEDMEN.

After the mission had been established, one of the officers' wives

remarked to another, "I do not miss my things nowadays."

Nearly all the church members had taken the temperance pledge.

"They have their vices," writes a northern physician on one of the

plantations on Port Royal Island; "deception and petty thieving

prevail. They are careless, indolent, and improvident. They have a

miserable habit of scolding and using authoritative language to one

another. All these vices are clearly the result of _slave education_,

and will gradually disappear under improved conditions.... If one is

honest with them, and gets their confidence, the rest is easily

accomplished."

MARRIAGE.

A very large portion, probably, at least, more than half of the

"married" freed people, had been married only in slave fashion, by

"taking up together," or living together by mutual agreement, without

any marriage ceremony. The missionary proposed to such that they

should be married agreeably to the usages in the free states. The

leaders of the colored people were conversed with, and they, without

exception, agreed as to the propriety of the measure. One, now

advanced in life, said, that when he proposed to his companion to go

to a minister and be lawfully married, she replied, "Oh, what use will

it be? Master can separate us to-morrow." But he coincided fully in

the propriety of the proposed course.

Mr. Lockwood, after preaching on the sanctity of the marriage

relation, proceeded to unite in wedlock several couples, among whom

were some who had lived together for years. He gave each of the

parties a certificate, in handsome form, which they seemed to prize

very highly. It appeared to have a most beneficial effect upon the

parties themselves, and the whole population.

NATIVE ELOQUENCE.

Not a few of the freedmen, though illiterate, exhibit remarkable

powers of eloquence. The missionary, in describing the address of one

of them, after a discourse by the former, says, "The address was a

masterpiece. It melted every heart. He appealed to the soldiers

present who were in rebellion against God, striving to put down

rebellion in this land, and asked them how they, who had been taught

to read the Bible, and had learned the Lord's Prayer in infancy from a

mother's lips, could stand in judgment, when a poor, despised, and

inferior race, who, though denied the Bible, had been taught of God,

and found their way to Christ, should rise up and condemn them. He

then turned to his fellow 'contrabands,' and entreated them to embrace

thankfully, and improve, the boon already given. He considered the

present a pledge of the future--the virtual emancipation of fifteen or

eighteen hundred the promise of the emancipation of four millions. The

Lord works from little to great."

CHURCH MEETING.

The missionary wrote: "Last Thursday I had an opportunity to observe

the intellectual state of a considerable number of the brethren at a

church meeting. I was surprised at their understanding and wisdom in

regard to church order and propriety, and tone of discipline. As the

church records had been burned up in the church edifice at Hampton, I

inquired how far any of them could recall their contents. One or two

replied that they could almost repeat the church regulations from

memory.

"In the discussion, high ground was taken in regard to the Sabbath,

the temperance cause, and other matters of Christian morality. In

discipline, stress was laid on the propriety and duty of private

admonition, in its successive scriptural steps, before public censure.

On this point one brother said he had privately admonished a neighbor

of the impropriety of taking articles to the camp on the Sabbath, and

he had acknowledged his fault, and promised amendment. The duty of

forgiving offenders, and undoing wrongs, was also insisted on. Several

had been improperly excluded from church privileges through the

influence of white power. It was, therefore, decided to-day that those

who had the confidence of the church should be restored to

church-fellowship unconditionally."

One of the members, and an aged leader, stated that he had on one

occasion been seized by a white deacon, dragged down from the gallery,

and threatened with thirty-nine lashes, because there was a little of

the Methodist in his composition, and he had "got happy and shouted in

meeting."

On another occasion, William Davis concluded some remarks as follows:

"I hope that all of you, old and young, will learn to read, as I did.

When I was converted, I was anxious to learn to read God's book. I

kneeled down by my book, [he here kneeled by the table,] and prayed

that God would teach me to read it--if only a little, I would be

thankful. And I learned, and you can if you will, for you have no one

to hinder you, as I had. We should all show that we are worthy of

freedom. Only educate us, and we will show ourselves capable of

knowledge. Some say we have not the same faculties and feelings with

white folks.... All we want is cultivation. What would the best soil

produce without cultivation? We want to get wisdom. That is all we

need. Let us get that, and we are made for time and eternity."

Transcriber's Note:

All spelling is as it appears in the original text. The frontispiece

illustration has been moved to follow the title page, and the 'Little

Daisy' illustration has been shifted slightly so that it is not in the

middle of a paragraph.

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