I also put together a little book on Tennyson, which has, I

believe, the merit of containing all the most interesting anecdotes

about him, and I also wrote the Rossetti in the Men of Letters

Series, a painstaking book, rather rhetorical; though the truth

about Rossetti cannot be told, even if it could be known.

All this work was done in the middle of hard professional work,

with a boarding-house and many pupils. I will dare to say that I

was an active and diligent schoolmaster, and writing was only a

recreation. I could only get a few hours a week at it, and it never

interfered with my main work.

My father died in 1896, and I wrote his life in two big volumes, a

very solid piece of work; but it was after that, I think, that my

real writing began. I believe it was in 1899 that I slowly composed

The House of Quiet, but I could not satisfy myself about the

ending, and it was laid aside.

Then I was offered the task of editing Queen Victoria's letters. I

resigned my mastership with a mixture of sorrow and relief. The

work was interesting and absorbing, but I did not like our system

of education, nor did I believe in it. But I put my beliefs into a

little book called The Schoolmaster, which made its way.

I left my work as a teacher in 1903, when I was forty-one. The

House of Quiet appeared in that year anonymously, and began to

sell. I lived on at Eton with an old friend; went daily up to

Windsor Castle, and toiled through volumes of papers. But I found

that it was not possible to work more than a few hours a day at the

task of selection, because one's judgment got fatigued and blurred.

The sudden cessation of heavy professional work made itself felt in

an extreme zest and lightness of spirit. It was a very happy and

delightful time. I was living among friends who were all very hard

at work, and the very contrast of my freedom with their servitude

was enlivening. I was able, too, to think over my schoolmastering

experience; and the result was The Upton Letters, an inconsequent

but I think lively book, also published anonymously and rather

disregarded by reviewers. But the book was talked about and read;

and for the next year or two I worked with indefatigable zest at

writing. I brought out monographs on Edward FitzGerald and Walter

Pater; I wrote The Thread of Gold, which also succeeded; and in the

next year I settled at Cambridge, and wrote From a College Window

as a serial in the Cornhill, and The Gate of Death, both

anonymously; and in the following year Beside Still Waters and The

Altar Fire. All this time the Queen's letters were going quietly on

in the background.

I have written half-a-dozen books since then. But that is how I

began my work; and the one point which is worth noticing is that

the four books which have sold most widely, The House of Quiet, The

Upton Letters, The Thread of Gold, and the College Window, were all

of them issued anonymously, and the authorship was for a

considerable time undetected. So that it is fair to conclude that

the public is on the look-out for books which interest it, and will

find out what it wants; because none of those books owed anything

whatever to my parentage or my position or my friends--or indeed to

the reviewers either; and it proves the truth of what a publisher

said to me the other day, that neither reviews nor advertisements

will really do much for a book; but that if readers begin to talk

about a book and to recommend it, it is apt to go ahead. And,

further, I conclude from the fact that none of my subsequent books

have been as popular as these, though I have no cause to complain,

that a new voice and new ideas are what prove attractive--and

perhaps not so much new ideas as familiar ideas which have not been

clearly expressed and put into words. There was a little mystery

about the writer then, and there is no mystery now; everyone knows

exactly what to expect; and the new generation wants a fresh voice

and a different way of putting things.

3

As to the motive force, whatever it may be, that lies behind

writing, we may disengage from it all subsidiary motives, such as

the desire for money, philanthropy, professional occupation; but

the main force is, I think, threefold--the motive of art pure and

simple, the desire for communication with one's fellows, and the

motive of ambition, which may almost be called the desire for

applause.

The ultimate instinct of art is the expression of the sense of

beauty. A scene, or a character, or an idea, or an emotion, strikes

the mind as being salient, beautiful, strange, wonderful, and the

mind desires to record it, to depict it, to isolate it, to

emphasize it. The process becomes gradually, as the life of the

world continues, more and more complex. It seemed enough at first

just to record; but then there follows the desire to contrast, to

heighten effects, to construct elaborate backgrounds; then the

process grows still more refined, and it becomes essential to lay

out materials in due proportion, and to clear away all that is

otiose or confusing, so that the central idea, whatever it is,

shall stand out in absolute clarity and distinctness. Gradually a

great deal of art becomes traditional and conventional; certain

forms stereotype themselves, and it becomes more and more difficult

to invent a new form of any kind. When art is very much bound by

tradition, it becomes what is called classical, and makes its

appeal to a cultured circle; and then there is a revolutionary

outburst of what is called a romantic type, which means on the one

hand a weariness of the old traditions and longing for freedom, and

on the other hand a corresponding desire, on the part of an

extended and less cultured circle, for art of a more elastic kind.

Literature has this cyclic ebb and flow; but what is romantic in

one age tends to become classical in the next, as the new departure

becomes in its turn traditional. These variations are no doubt the

result of definite, psychological laws, at present little

understood. The renaissance of a nation, when from some

unascertained cause there is a fresh outburst of interest in ideas,

is quite unaccounted for by logical or mathematical laws of

development. The French Revolution and the corresponding romantic

revival in England are instances of this. A writer like Rousseau

does not germinate interest in social and emotional ideas, but

merely puts into attractive form a number of ideas vaguely floating

in numberless minds. A writer like Scott indicates a sudden

repulsion in many minds against a classical tradition grown

sterile, and a widespread desire to extract romantic emotions from

a forgotten medieval life. Of course a romantic writer like Scott

read into the Middle Ages a number of emotions which were not

historically there; and the romantic writer, generally speaking,

tends to treat of life in its more sublime and glowing moments, and

to amass brilliant experience and absorbing emotion in an

unscientific way. Just now we are beginning to revolt against this

over-emotionalised treatment of life, and realism is a deliberate

attempt to present life as it is--not to improve upon it or to

select it, but to give an impression of its complexity as well as

of its bleakness. The romanticist typifies and stereotypes

character, the realist recognises the inconsistency and the

changeableness of personality. The romanticist presents qualities

and moods personified, the realist depicts the flux and

variableness of mood, and the effects exerted by characters upon

each other. But the motive is ultimately the same, only the

romanticist is interested in the passion and inspiration of life,

the realist more in the facts and actual stuff of life. But in both

cases the motive is the same: to depict and to record a personal

impression of what seems wonderful and strange.

The second motive in art is the desire to share and communicate

experience. Every one must know how intolerable to a perceptive

person loneliness is apt to be, and how instinctive is the need of

some companion with whom to participate in the beauty or

impressiveness or absurdity of a scene. The enjoyment of experience

is diminished or even obliterated if one has to taste it in

solitude. Of course there are people so constituted as to be able

to enjoy, let us say, a good dinner, or a concert of music, or a

play, in solitude; but if such a person has the instinct of

expression, he enjoys it all half-consciously as an amassing of

material for artistic use; and it is almost inconceivable that an

artist should exist who would be prepared to continue writing books

or painting pictures or making statues, quite content to put them

aside when completed, with no desire to submit them to the judgment

of the world. My own experience is that the thought of sharing

one's enjoyment with other people is not a very conscious feeling

while one is actually engaged in writing. At the moment the thought

of expression is paramount, and the delight lies simply in

depicting and recording. Yet the impulse to hand it all on is

subconsciously there, to such an extent that if I knew that what I

wrote could never pass under another human eye, I have little doubt

that I should very soon desist from writing altogether. The social

and gregarious instinct is really very dominant in all art; and all

writers who have a public at all must become aware of this fact, by

the number of manuscripts which are submitted to them by would-be

authors, who ask for advice and criticism and introductions to

publishers. It would be quite easy for me, if I complied fully with

all such requests, to spend the greater part of my time in the

labour of commenting on these manuscripts. It is indeed the nearest

that many amateurs can get to publication. As Ruskin, I think, once

said, it is a curious irony of authorship that if a writer once

makes a success the world does its best, by inundating him with

every sort of request, to prevent his ever repeating it. I suppose

that painters and sculptors do not suffer so much in this way,

because it is not easy to send about canvases or statues by parcels

post. But nothing is easier than to slip a manuscript into an

envelope and to require an opinion from an author. I will confess

that I very seldom refuse these requests. At the moment at which I

write I have three printed novels and a printed book of travel, a

poem, and two volumes of essays in manuscript upon my table, and I

shall make shift to say something in reply, though except for the

satisfaction of the authors in question, I believe that my pains

will be wholly thrown away, for the simple reason that it is a very

lengthy business to teach any one how to write, and also partly

because what these authors desire is not criticism but sympathy and

admiration.

The third motive which underlies the practice of art is undoubtedly

the sense of performance and the desire for applause. It is easy

from a pose of dignity and high-mindedness to undervalue and

overlook this. But it may safely be said that when a man challenges

the attention of the public, he does not do it that he may give

pleasure, but that he may receive praise. As Elihu the Buzite said

with such exquisite frankness in the book of Job, "I will speak,

that I may be refreshed!" The amateurs who send their work for

inspection cannot as a rule bear to face this fact. They constantly

say that they wish to do good, or to communicate enjoyment and

pleasure. To be honest, I do not much believe that the motive of

the artist is altruistic. He writes for his own enjoyment, perhaps,

but he publishes that his skill and power of presentment may be

recognised and applauded. In FitzGerald's Letters there is a

delightful story of a parrot who had one accomplishment--that of

ruffling up his feathers and rolling his eyes so that he looked

like an owl. When the other domestic pets were doing their tricks,

the owner of the parrot, to prevent its feelings being hurt, used

carefully to request it "to do its little owl." And the truth is

that we most of us want to do our little owl. Stevenson said

candidly that applause was the breath of life to an artist. Many,

indeed, find the money they make by their work delightful as a

symbol of applause in the sense of Shelley's fine dictum, "Fame is

love disguised." It is not a wholly mean motive, because many of us

are beset by an idea that the shortest way to be loved is to be

admired. It is a great misapprehension, because admiration breeds

jealousy quite as often as it breeds affection--indeed oftener! But

from the child that plays its little piece, or the itinerant

musician that blows a flat cornet in the street, to the great

dramatist or musician, the same desire to produce a favourable

impression holds good.

I once dined alone with a celebrated critic, who indicated, as we

sat smoking in his study, a great pile of typewritten sheets upon

his table. "That is the next novel of So-and-so," he said,

mentioning a well-known novelist; "he asks me for a candid

criticism; but unfortunately the only language he now understands

is the language of adulation!"

That is a true if melancholy fact, plainly stated; that to many an

artist to be said to have done well is almost more important than

to know that the thing has been well done. It is not a wholesome

frame of mind, perhaps; but it cannot be overlooked or gainsaid.

Even the greatest of authors are susceptible to it. Robert

Browning, who, except for an occasional outburst of fury against

his critics, was far more tolerant of and patient under

misunderstanding than most poets, said in a moment of elated

frankness, when he received an ovation from the students of a

university, that he had been waiting for that all his life;

Tennyson managed to combine a hatred of publicity with a thirst for

fame. Wordsworth, as Carlyle pungently said, used to pay an annual

visit to London in later life "to collect his little bits of

tribute." And even though Keats could say that his own criticism of

his own works had given him far more pain than the opinions of any

outside critics, yet the possibility of recognition and applause

must inevitably continue to be one of the chief raisons d'etre of

art.

But the main motive of writing lies in the creative instinct, pure

and simple; and the success of all literary art must depend upon

the personality of the writer, his vitality and perception, his

combination of exuberance and control. The reason why there are

comparatively so few great writers is that authorship, to be wholly

successful, needs so rich an outfit of gifts, creative thought,

emotion, style, clearness, charm, emphasis, vocabulary,

perseverance. Many writers have some of these gifts; and the

essential difference of amateur writing from professional writing

is that the amateur has, as a rule, little power of rejection and

selection, or of producing a due proportion and an even surface;

amateur poetry is characterised by good lines strung together by

weak and patchy rigmaroles--like a block of unworked ore, in which

the precious particles glitter confusedly; while the artistic poem

is a piece of chased jewel-work. It is true that great poets have

often written hurriedly and swiftly; but probably there is an

intense selectiveness at work in the background all the time,

produced by instinctive taste as well as by careful practice.

Amateur prose, again, has an unevenness of texture and arrangement,

good ideas and salient thoughts floundering in a vapid and inferior

substance; it is often not appreciated by amateurs how much depends

on craftsmanship. I have known brilliant and accomplished

conversationalists who have been persuaded, perhaps in mature life,

to attempt a more definite piece of writing; when it is pathetic to

see suggestive and even brilliant thought hopelessly befogged by

unemphatic and disorderly statement. Still more difficult is it to

make people of fine emotions and swift perceptions understand that

such qualities are only the basis of authorship, and that the vital

necessity for self-expression is to have a knowledge, acquired or

instinctive, of the extremely symbolical and even traditional

methods and processes of representation. Vivid life is not the same

thing as vivid art; art is a sort of recondite and narrow

symbolism, by which the word, the phrase, the salient touch,

represents, suggests, hints the larger vision. It is in the

reducing of broad effects to minute effects that the mastery of art

lies.

Good work has often been done for the sake of money; I could name

some effective living writers who never willingly put pen to paper,

and would be quite content to express themselves in familiar talk,

or even to live in vivid reflection, if they were not compelled to

earn their living. Ambition will do something to mould an artist;

the philanthropic motive may put some wind into his sails, but by

itself it has little artistic value. Speaking for myself, in so far

as it is possible to disentangle complex motives, the originating

impulse has never been with me pecuniary, or ambitious, or

philanthropic, or even communicative. It has been simply and solely

the intense pleasure of putting as emphatically and beautifully and

appropriately as possible into words, an idea of a definite kind.

The creative impulse is not like any other that I know; some

thought, scene, picture, darts spontaneously into the mind. The

intelligence instantly sets to work arranging, subdividing,

foreseeing, extending, amplifying. Much is done by some unconscious

cerebration; for I have often planned the development of a thought

in a few minutes, and then dropped it; yet an hour or two later the

whole thing seems ready to be written.

Moreover, the actual start is a pleasure so keen and delightful as

to have an almost physical and sensuous joy about it. The very act

of writing has become so mechanical that there is nothing in the

least fatiguing about it, though I have heard some writers say

otherwise; while the process is actually going on, one loses all

count of time and place; the clock on the mantelpiece seems to leap

miraculously forward; while the mind knows exactly when to desist,

so that the leaving off is like the turning of a tap, the stream

being instantaneously cut off. I do not recollect having ever

forced myself to write, except under the stress of illness, nor do

I ever recollect its being anything but the purest pleasure from

beginning to end.

In saying this I know that I am confessing myself to be a frank

improvisatore, and where such art fails, as mine often fails, is in

a lack of the power of concentration and revision, which is the

last and greatest necessity of high art. But I owe to it the

happiest and brightest experiences of life, to which no other

pleasure is even dimly comparable. Easy writing, it is said, makes

hard reading; but is it true that hard writing ever makes easy

reading?

The end of the matter would seem to be that if the creative impulse

is very strong in a man, it will probably find its way out. If

ordinary routine-work destroys it, it is probably not very robust;

yet authorship is not to be recommended as a profession, because

the prizes are few, the way hard, the disappointments poignant and

numerous; and though there are perhaps few greater benefactors to

the human race than beautiful and noble writers, yet there are many

natures both noble and beautiful who would like to approach life

that way, but who, from lack of the complete artistic equipment,

from technical deficiencies, from failure in craftsmanship, must

find some other way of enriching the blood of the world.

XIV

HERB MOLY AND HEARTSEASE

1

When Odysseus was walking swiftly, with rage in his heart, through

the island of Circe, to find out what had befallen his companions,

he would have assuredly gone to his doom in the great stone house

of the witch, the smoke of which went up among the thickets, if

Hermes had not met him.

The God came in the likeness of a beautiful youth with the first

down of manhood upon his lips. He chid the much-enduring one for

his rash haste, and gave him what we should call not very good

advice; but he also gave him something which was worth more than

any good advice, a charm which should prevail against the spells of

the Nymph, which he might carry in his bosom and be unscathed.

It was an ugly enough herb, a prickly plant which sprawled low in

the shadow of the trees. Its root was black, and it had a milk-

white flower; the Gods called it Moly, and no mortal strength could

avail to pull it from the soil; but as Odysseus says, telling the

story, "There is nothing which the Gods cannot do"; and it came up

easily enough at the touch of the beardless youth. We know how the

spell worked, how Odysseus rescued his companions, and how Circe

told him the way to the regions of the dead; but even so he did not

wholly escape from her evil enchantment!

2

No one knows what the herb Moly really was; some say it was the

mandrake, that plant of darkness, which was thought to bear a

dreadful resemblance, in its pale swollen stalk and outstretched

arms, to a tortured human form, and to utter moans as it was

dragged from the soil; but later on it was used as the name for a

kind of garlic, employed as a flavouring for highly-spiced salads.

The Greeks were not, it seems, very scientific botanists, so far as

nomenclature went, and applied any name that was handy to any plant

that struck their fancy. They believed, no doubt, that things had

secret and intimate names of their own, which were known perhaps to

the Gods, but that men must just call them what they could.

It would be best perhaps to leave the old allegory to speak for

itself, because poetical thoughts are often mishandled, and suffer

base transformation at the hands of interpreters; but for all that,

it is a pretty trade to expound things seen in dreams and visions,

or obscurely detected out of the corner of the eye in magical

places; while the best of really poetical things is that they have

a hundred mystical interpretations, none of which is perhaps the

right one; because the poet sees things in a flash, and describes

his visions, without knowing what they mean, or indeed if they have

any meaning at all.

A place like a university, where one alights for an adventure, in

the course of a long voyage, is in many ways like the island of

Circe. There is the great stone mansion with its shining doors and

guarded cloisters. It is a place of many enchantments and various

delights. There are mysterious people going to and fro, whose

business it is hard to discern: there are plenty of bowls and

dishes, and water pleasantly warmed for the bath. Circe herself had

a private life of her own, and much curious information: she was

not for ever turning people into pigs; and indeed why she did it at

all is not easy to discover! It amused her, and she felt more

secure, perhaps, when her visitors were safely housed, grunting and

splashing about together. One must not press an allegory too

closely, but in any place where human beings consort, there is

always some turning of men into pigs, even if they afterwards

resume their shape again, and shed tears of relief at the change.

3

My purpose here is to speculate a little upon what the herb Moly

can be, how it can be found and used. Hermes, the messenger of the

Gods, is always ready to pull it up for anyone who really requires

it. And just because "the isle," as Shakespeare says, "is full of

noises--sounds and sweet airs," it is a matter of concern to know

which of them "give delight and hurt not," and which of them lead

only to manger and sty. My discourse is not planned in a spirit of

heavy rectitude, or from any desire to shower good advice about, as

from a pepper-pot. Indeed, I believe that there are many things in

the correct conventional code which are very futile and grotesque;

some which are directly hurtful; and further, that there are many

things quite outside the code which are both fine and beautiful;

because the danger of all civilised societies is that the members

of it take the prevailing code for granted; do not trouble to think

what it means, accept it as the way of life, and walk contentedly

enough, like the beetle in the bone, which, as we know, can neither

turn nor miss its way.

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