THE FARTHER EAST
Haney visibly brightened as the days went by, and took long rides in his
auto, sometimes with Bertha, sometimes alone with Lucius, and now and
then with some old acquaintance, who, having seen his name in the paper,
ventured to call. They were not very savory characters, to tell the
truth, and he did not always introduce them to Bertha, but as his health
improved he called upon a few of the more reputable of them,
billiard-table agents, and the like of that, and to these proudly
exhibited his wife.
Bertha had hitherto accepted this with boyish tolerance, but now it
irritated her. Some of these visitors presumed on her husband's past and
treated her with a certain freedom of tone and looseness of tongue which
made plain even to her unsuspecting nature that they put no high value
on her virtue--in fact, one fellow went so far as to facetiously ask,
"Where did Mart find you? Are there any more out there?" And she felt
the insult, though she did not know how to resent it.
Haney, so astute in many things, saw nothing out of the way in this
off-hand treatment of his wife. He would have killed the man who dared
to touch her, and yet he stood smilingly by while some chance
acquaintance treated her as if she had been picked out of a Denver
gutter. This threw Bertha upon her own defence, and at last she made
even impudence humble itself. She carried herself like a young warrior,
sure of her power and quick of defence.
She refused to invite her husband's friends to lunch, and the first real
argument she had thus far held with him came about in this way. She
said, "Yes, you can ask Mr. Black or Mr. Brown to dinner, but I won't
set at the same table with them."
"Why not?" he asked.
"Because they're not the kind of men I want to eat with," she bluntly
replied. "They're just a little too coarse for me."
"They're good business men and have fine homes--"
"Do they invite you to their homes?"
"They do not," he admitted, "but they may--after our dinner."
"Lucius says it's their business to lead out--and he knows. I don't mind
your lunching these dubs every day if you want to, but I keep clear of
'em. I tell you those!"
And so it fell out that while she was going about with the Mosses and
their kind, Mart was explaining to Black and Brown that his wife "was a
little shy." "You see she grew up in the hills like a doe antelope, and
it's hard for her to get wonted to the noise of a great city," he
laboriously set forth, but at heart he did not blame her. He was coming
to find them a little "coarse" himself.
Humiston was deeply enthralled by Bertha's odd speech, her beauty, her
calm use of money, and lingered on day by day, spending nearly all his
time at Moss's studio or at the hotel, seeking Mrs. Haney's company. He
had never met her like, and confessed as much to Moss, who jocularly
retorted: "That's saying a good deal--for you've seen quite a few."
Humiston ignored this thrust. "She has beauty, imagination, and immense
possibilities. She don't know herself. When she wakes up to her power,
then look out! She can't go on long with this old, worn-out gambler."
"Oh, Haney isn't such a beast as you make him out. Bertha told me he had
never crossed her will. He's really very kind and generous."
"That may be true, and yet he's a mill-stone about her neck. It's a
shame--a waste of beauty--for the girl is a beauty."
It was with a sense of relief that Moss heard Bertha say to his wife: "I
guess I've had enough of this. It's me to the high ground to-morrow."
"Aren't you going on to the metropolis?"
"I don't think it. I'm hungry for the peaks--and, besides, our horses
need exercise. I think I'll pull out for the West to-morrow and leave
the Captain and Lucius to go East together. I don't believe I need New
York."
To this arrangement Haney reluctantly consented. "You're missin' a whole
lot, Bertie. I don't feel right in goin' on to Babylon without ye. I
reckon you'd better reconsider the motion. However, I'll not be gone
long, and if I find the old Dad hearty I may bring him home with me.
He's liable to be livin' with John Donahue. Charles said he was a
shiffless whelp, and there's no telling how he's treating the old man.
Anyhow, I'll let you know."
She relented a little. "Ma'be I ought to go. I hate to see you starting
off alone."
"Sure now! don't ye worry, darling. Lucius is handy as a bootjack, and
we'll get along fine. Besides, I may come back immegitly, for them
mine-owners are cooking a hell-broth for us all. Havin' a governor on
their side now, they must set out to show their power."
Ben kept them supplied with home papers, and as Bertha took up one of
these journals she found herself played upon by familiar forms and
faces. The very names of the streets were an appeal. She saw herself
sporting with her hounds, riding with Fordyce over the flowery Mesa, or
facing him in his sun-bright office discussing the world's events and
deciding upon their own policies and expenditures. She grew very
homesick as these pleasant, familiar pictures freshened in her vision,
and her faith in Ben's honesty and essential goodness came back to her.
Moreover her mind was not at rest regarding Haney; much as she longed to
go home, she felt it her duty to remain with him, and as she lay in her
bed she thought of him with much the same pity a daughter feels for a
disabled father. "He's given me a whole lot--I ought to stay by him."
She admitted also a flutter of fear at thought of meeting Ben Fordyce
alone, and this unformulated distrust of herself decided her at last to
go on with Mart and to have him for shield and armor when she returned
to the Springs.
There are certain ways in which books instruct women--and men, too, for
that matter--but there are other and more vital processes in which only
experience (individual or inherited) teaches. In her desultory reading,
little Mrs. Haney, like every other citizen, had taken imaginative part
in many murders, seductions, and marital infidelities; and yet the
motives for such deeds had never before seemed human. Now the dark
places in the divorce trials, the obscure charges in the testimony of
deserted wives, were suddenly illumined. She realized how easy it would
be to make trouble between Mart and herself. She understood the stain
those strangers in the car could put upon her, and she trembled at the
mere thought of Mart's inquiring eyes when he should know of it. Why
should he know of it? It was all over and done with. There was only one
thing to do--forget it.
Surely life was growing complex. With bewildering swiftness the
experiences of a woman of the world were advancing upon her, and she,
with no brother or father to be her guard, or friend to give her
character, with a husband whose very name and face were injuries, was
finding men in the centres of culture quite as predatory as among the
hills, where Mart Haney's fame still made his glance a warning. These
few weeks in Chicago had added a year to her development, but she dared
not face Ben Fordyce alone--not just yet--not till her mind had cleared.
In the midst of her doubt of herself and of him a message came which
made all other news of no account. He was on his way to Chicago to
consult Mart (so the words ran), but in her soul she knew he was coming
to see her. Was it to test her? Had he taken silence for consent? Was he
about to try her faith in him and her loyalty to her husband?
His telegram read: "Coming on important business." That might mean
concerning the mine--on the surface; but beneath ran something more
vital to them both than any mine or labor war, something which developed
in the girl both fear and wonder--fear of the power that came from his
eyes, wonder of the world his love had already opened to her. What was
the meaning of this mad, sweet riot of the blood--this forgetfulness of
all the rest of the world--this longing which was both pleasure and
pain, doubt and delight, which turned her face to the West as though
through a long, shining vista she saw love's messenger speeding towards
her?
Sleep kept afar, and she lay restlessly turning till long after
midnight, and when she slept she dreamed, not of him, but of Sibley and
her mother and the toil-filled, untroubled days of her girlhood. She
rose early next morning and awaited his coming with more of physical
weakness as well as of uncertainty of mind than she had ever known
before.
Haney was also up and about, an hour ahead of his schedule, sure that
Ben's business concerned the mine. "It's the labor war breaking out
again," he repeated. "I feel it in my bones. If it is, back I go, for
the boys will be nading me."
They went to the station in their auto-car, but, at Bertha's suggestion,
Mart sent Lucius in to meet their attorney and to direct him where to
find them. The young wife had a feeling that to await him at the gate
might give him a false notion of her purpose. She grew faint and her
throat contracted as if a strong hand clutched it as she saw his tall
form advancing, but almost instantly his frank and eager face, his clear
glance, his simple and cordial greeting disarmed her, transmuted her
half-shaped doubts into golden faith. He was true and good--of that she
was completely reassured. Her spirits soared, and the glow came back to
her cheek.
Fordyce, looking up at her, was filled with astonishment at the picture
of grace and ease which she presented, as she leaned to take his hand.
She shone, unmistakable mistress of the car, while Haney filled the rôle
of trusted Irish coachman.
As he climbed in, the young lawyer remarked merrily, "I don't know
whether I approve of this extravagance or not." He tapped the car door.
"It's mighty handy for the Captain," she replied. "You see he can't get
round in the street-cars very well, and he says this is cheaper than
cabs in the long run."
"It has never proved economical to me; but it _is_ handy," he answered,
with admiration of her growing mastery of wealth.
And so with something fiercely beating in their hearts these youthful
warriors struggled to be true to others--fighting against themselves as
against domestic traitors, while they talked of the mine, the state
judiciary, the operators, and the unions. Their words were impersonal,
prosaic of association, but their eyes spoke of love as the diamond
speaks of light. Ben's voice, carefully controlled, was vibrant with the
poetry that comes but once in the life of a man, and she listened in
that perfect content which makes gold and glory but the decorations of
the palace where adoration dwells.
The great, smoky, thunderous city somehow added to the sweetness of the
meeting--made it the more precious, like a song in a tempest. It seemed
to Ben Fordyce as if he had never really lived before. The very need of
concealment gave his unspoken passion a singular quality--a tang of the
wilding, the danger-some, which his intimacy with Alice had never
possessed.
The Haneys' suite of rooms at the hotel called for comment. "Surely
Haney is feeling the power of money--but why not; who has a better right
to lovely things than Bertha?" Then aloud he repeated: "How well you're
looking--both of you! City life agrees with you. I never saw you look so
well."
This remark, innocent on its surface, brought self-consciousness to
Bertha, for the light of his glance expressed more than admiration; and
even as they stood facing each other, alive to the same disturbing
flush, Lucius called Haney from the room, leaving them alone together.
The moment of Ben's trial had come.
For a few seconds the young wife waited in breathless silence for him to
speak, a sense of her own wordlessness lying like a weight upon her.
Into the cloud of her confusion his voice came bringing confidence and
calm. "I feel that you have forgiven me--your eyes seem to say so. I
couldn't blame you if you despised me. I won't say my feeling has
changed, for it hasn't. It may be wrong to say so--it is wrong, but I
can't help it. Please tell me that you forgive me. I will be happier if
you do, and I will never offend again." His accent was at once softly
pleading and manly, and, as she raised her eyes to his in restored
self-confidence, she murmured a quaint, short, reassuring phrase: "Oh,
that's all right!" Her glance, so shy, so appealing, united to the
half-humorous words of her reply, were so surely of the Mountain-West
that Ben was quite swept from the high ground of his resolution, and his
hands leaped towards her with an almost irresistible embracing impulse.
"You sweet girl!" he exclaimed.
"Don't!" she said, starting back in alarm--"don't!"
His face changed instantly, the clear candor of his voice reassured her.
"Don't be afraid. I mean what I said. You need have no fear that I--that
my offence will be repeated;" then, with intent to demonstrate his
self-command, he abruptly changed the subject. "The Congdons sent their
love to you, and Miss Franklin commissioned me to tell you that she will
give you all her time next summer--if you wish her to do so."
She was glad of this message and added: "I need her, sure thing. Every
day I spend here makes me seem like Mary Ann--I don't see how people can
talk as smooth as they do. I'm crazy to get to school again and make up
for lost time. Joe Moss makes me feel like a lead quarter. Being here
with all these nice people and not able to talk with them is no fun.
Couldn't I whirl in and go to school somewhere back here?"
"Oh no, that isn't necessary. You are getting your education by
association--you are improving very fast."
Her face lighted up. "Am I? Do you mean it?"
"I do mean it. No one would know--to see you here--that you had not
enjoyed all the advantages."
"Oh yes, but I'm such a bluff. When I open my mouth they all begin to
grin. They're onto my game all right."
He smiled. "That's because of your picturesque phrases--they like to
hear you speak. I assure you no one would think of calling you awkward
or--or lacking in--in charm."
Haney's return cut short this defensive dialogue, and with a sense of
relief Bertha retreated--almost fled to her room--leaving the two men to
discuss their business.
At the moment she had no wish to participate in a labor controversy. She
was entirely the woman at last, roused to the overpowering value of her
own inheritance. Her desire to manage, to calculate, to plan her
husband's affairs was gone, and in its place was a willingness to
submit, a wish for protection which she had not hitherto acknowledged.
She brooded for a time on Ben's words, then hurriedly began to
dress--with illogical desire to make herself beautiful in his eyes. As
she re-entered the room she caught Haney's repeated declaration--"I will
be loyal to the men"--and Ben's reply.
"Very well, I'll go back and do the best I can to keep them in line, but
Williams says the governor is entirely on the side of the
mine-operators."
"Does he?" retorted Haney. "Well, you say to the governor that Mart
Haney was a gambler and saloon-keeper during the other 'war,' and now
that he's a mine-owner, with money to hire a regiment of deppyties, his
heart is with the red-neckers--just where it was. Owning a paying mine
has not changed me heart to a stone."
Ben, as well as Bertha, understood the pride he took in not whiffling
with the shift of wind, but at the same time he considered it a foolish
kind of loyalty. "Very well, I'll take the six-o'clock train to-night in
order to be on hand."
"What's the rush?" said Haney; "stay on a day or two and see the town
with us--'tis a great show."
Bertha, re-entering at this moment in her shining gown, put the young
attorney's Spartan resolution to rout. He stammered: "I ought to be on
the ground before the mine-owners begin to open fire, and,
besides--Alice is not very well."
At the mention of Alice's name Bertha's glance wavered and her eyelids
fell. She did not urge him to stay, and Haney spoke up, heartily: "I'm
sorry to hear she's not well. She was pretty as a rose the night of the
dinner."
"She lives on her nerves," Ben replied, falling into sadness. "One day
she's up in the clouds and dancing, the next she's flat in her bed in a
darkened room unwilling to see anybody."
"'Tis the way of the White Death," thought Haney, but he spoke
hopefully: "Well, spring is here and a long summer before her--she'll be
herself against October."
"I trust so," said Ben, but Bertha could see that he was losing hope and
that his life was being darkened by the presence of the death angel.
Haney changed the current of all their thinking by saying to Bertha: "If
you are minded to go home, now is your chance, acushla. You can return
with Mr. Fordyce, while Lucius and I go on to New York the morning."
"No, no!" she cried out in a panic. "No, I am going with you--I want to
see New York myself," she added, in justification. The thought of the
long journey with Ben Fordyce filled her with a kind of terror, a
feeling she had never known before. She needed protection against
herself.
"Very well," said Haney, "that's settled. Now let's show Mr. Fordyce the
town."
Ben put aside his doubt and went forth with them, resolute to make a
merry day of it. He seemed to regain all his care-free temper, but
Bertha remained uneasy and at times abnormally distraught. She spoke
with effort and listened badly, so busily was she wrought upon by
unbidden thoughts. The question of her lover's disloyalty to Alice
Heath, strange to say, had not hitherto troubled her--so selfishly, so
childishly had her own relationship to him filled her mind. She now saw
that Alice Heath was as deeply concerned in Ben's relationship to her as
Haney, and the picture of the poor, pale, despairing lady, worn with
weeping, persistently came between her and the scenes Mart pointed out
on their trips about the city. Did Alice know--did she suspect? Was that
why she was sinking lower and lower into the shadow?
With these questions to be answered, as well as those she had already
put to herself concerning Mart, she could not enjoy the day's outing.
She rode through the parks with cold hands and white lips, and sat amid
the color and bustle and light of the dining-room with only spasmodic
return of her humorous, girlish self. The love which shone from Ben's
admiring eyes only added to her uneasiness.
She was very lovely in a new gown that disclosed her firm, rounded young
bosom, like a rosebud within its calyx--the distraction upon her brow
somehow adding to the charm of her face--and Ben thought her the most
wonderful girl he had ever known, so outwardly at ease and in command
was she. "Could any one," he thought, "be more swiftly adaptable?"
They went to the theatre, and her beauty and her curiously unsmiling
face aroused the admiration and curiosity of many others of those who
saw her. At last, under the influence of the music, her eyes lost their
shadow and grew tender and wistful. She ceased to question herself and
gave herself up to the joy of the moment. The play and the
melody--hackneyed to many of those present--appealed to her imagination,
liberating her from the earth and all its concerns. She turned to Ben
with eyes of rapture, saying, "Isn't it lovely!"
And he, to whom the music was outworn and a little shoddy, instantly
agreed. "Yes, it is very beautiful," and he meant it, for her pleasure
in it brought back a knowledge of the charm it had once possessed.
They dined together at the hotel, but the thought of Ben's departure
brought a pang into Bertha's heart, and she fell back into her uneasy,
distracted musing. She was being tempted, through her husband, who
repeated with the half-forgetfulness of age and weakness, "You'd better
go back with Mr. Fordyce, Bertie," but there was something stronger than
her individual will in her reply--some racial resolution which came down
the line of her good ancestry, and with almost angry outcry she
answered:
"There's no use talking that! I'm going with you," and with this she
ended the outward siege, but the inward battle was not closed till she
had taken and dropped the hand her lover held out in parting next
morning, and even then she turned away, with his eyes and the tender
cadences of his voice imprinted so vividly on her memory that she could
not banish them, and she set face towards the farther East with the
contest of duty and desire still going forward in her blood.