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A DAUGHTER OF THE VINE
by
GERTRUDE ATHERTON
Author of
"Senator North," "The Californians," etc.
New York
Dodd, Mead and Company
1923
Copyright, 1899
By Dodd, Mead and Company
Printed in U. S. A.
A Daughter of the Vine
BOOK I
I
Two horses were laboriously pulling a carriage through the dense
thickets and over the sandhills which in the early Sixties still made an
ugly breach between San Francisco and its Presidio. The difficulties of
the course were not abridged by the temper of the night, which was torn
with wind and muffled in black. During the rare moments when the flying
clouds above opened raggedly to discharge a shaft of silver a broad and
dreary expanse leapt into form. Hills of sand, bare and shifting, huge
boulders, tangles of scrub oak and chaparral, were the distorted
features of the landscape between the high far-away peaks of the city
and the military posts on the water's edge. On the other side of the
bay cliffs and mountains jutted, a mere suggestion of outline. The ocean
beyond the Golden Gate roared over the bar. The wind whistled and
shrilled through the rigging of the craft on the bay; occasionally it
lifted a loose drift and whirled it about the carriage, creating a
little cyclone with two angry eyes, and wrenching loud curses from the
man on the box.
"It's an unusually bad night, Thorpe, really," said one of the two
occupants of the carriage. "Of course the winters here are more or less
stormy, but we have many fine days, I assure you; and they're better
than the summer with its fogs and trade winds--I am speaking of San
Francisco," he added hastily, with newly acquired Californian pride. "Of
course it is usually fine in the country at any time. I believe there
are sixteen different climates in California."
"As any one of them might be better than England's, it is not for me to
complain," said the other, good-naturedly. "But I feel sorry for the
horses and the man. I don't think we should have missed much if we had
cut this ball."
"Oh, I wouldn't miss it for the world. Life would be suicidal in this
God-forsaken country if it were not for the hospitality of the San
Franciscans. Some months ago two officers whose names I won't mention
met in a lonely spot on the coast near Benicia Fort, on the other side
of the bay, with the deliberate intention of shooting one another to
death. They were discovered in time, and have since been transferred
East. It is better for us on account of San Francisco--Whew! how
this confounded thing does jolt!--and the Randolph parties are always
the gayest of the season. Mr. Randolph is an Englishman with the
uncalculating hospitality of the Californian. He has made a pot of money
and entertains lavishly. Every pretty girl in San Francisco is a belle,
but Nina Randolph is the belle _par excellence_."
"Is she a great beauty?" asked Thorpe, indifferently. He was wondering
if the driver had lost his way. The wheels were zigzagging through
drifts so deep that the sand shot against the panes.
"No, I don't know that she is beautiful at all. Miss Hathaway is that,
and Mrs. McLane, and two of the 'three Macs'. But she has it all her
own way. It's charm, I suppose, and then--well, she's an only child and
will come in for a fortune--a right big one if this place grows as
people predict. She's a deuced lucky girl, is Miss Nina Randolph, and
it will be a deuced lucky fellow that gets her. Only no one does. She's
twenty-three and heart-whole."
"Are you in love with her?"
"I'm in love with her and Guadalupe Hathaway and the 'three Macs' and
Mrs. McLane. I never met so many attractive women in one place."
"Would it be Mrs. Hunt McLane--a Creole? I met her once in Paris--got to
know her very well."
"You don't say. She'll make things hum for you. There's something else I
wanted to say. I thought I'd wait and see if you discovered it yourself,
but I believe I won't. It's this: there's something queer about the
Randolphs in spite of the fact that they're more to the front than any
people in San Francisco. I never leave that house that I don't carry
away a vague impression that there's something behind the scenes I
don't know anything about. I've never spoken of it to anyone else; it
would be rather disloyal, after all the kindness they've shown me; but
I'm too curious to know how they will impress you. I've only been here
six months, and only know what everybody else knows about them--"
"Do you know, Hastings," said the Englishman abruptly, "I think
something is wrong outside. I don't believe anyone is guiding those
horses."
Hastings lowered the window beside him and thrust out his head.
"Hi, there, Tim!" he shouted. "What are you about?"
There was no reply.
"Hello!" he cried, thinking the wind might have miscarried his voice.
Again there was no reply; but the horses, gratefully construing the
final syllable to their own needs, came to a full stop.
Hastings opened the door and sprang on to the hub of the wheel,
expostulating angrily. He returned in a moment to his companion.
"Here's the devil to pay," he cried. "Tim's down against the dashboard
as drunk as a lord. There's nothing to do but put him inside and
drive, myself. I'd chuck him into a drift if I were not under certain
obligations of a similar sort. Will you come outside with me, or stay
in with him?"
"Why not go back to the Presidio?"
"We are about half-way between, and may as well go on."
"I'll go outside, by all means."
He stepped out. The two men dragged the coachman off the box and huddled
him inside.
"We're off the road," said Hastings, "but I think I can find my way.
I'll cut across to the Mission road, and then we'll be on level ground,
at least."
They mounted the box. Hastings gathered the reins and Thorpe lit a
cigar. The horses, well ordered brutes of the livery stable, did their
weary best to respond to the peremptory order to speed.
"We'll be two hours late," the young officer grumbled, as they
floundered out of the sandhills and entered the Mission Valley.
"Damn the idiot. Why couldn't he have waited till we got there?"
They were now somewhat sheltered from the wind, and as the road was
level, although rutty, made fair progress.
"I didn't mean to treat you to a nasty adventure the very night of your
arrival," continued Hastings apologetically.
"Oh, one rather looks for adventures in California. If I hadn't so much
sand in my eyes I'd be rather entertained than otherwise. I only hope
our faces are not dirty."
"They probably are. Still, if we are not held up, I suppose we can
afford to overlook the minor ills."
"Held up?"
"Stopped by road-agents, garroters, highway robbers--whatever you like
to call 'em. I've never been held up myself; as a rule I go in the
ambulance at night, but it's no uncommon experience. I've got a revolver
in my overcoat pocket--on this side. Reach over and get it, and keep it
cocked. I _couldn't_ throw up my hands. I'd feel as if the whole United
States army were disgraced."
Thorpe abstracted the pistol, but although the long lonely road was
favourable to crime, no road-agents appeared, and Hastings drove into
the outskirts of the town with audibly expressed relief.
"We're not far now," he added. "South Park is the place we're bound for;
and, by the way, Mr. Randolph projected and owns most of it."
A quarter of an hour later he drove into an oval enclosure trimmed with
tall dark houses, so sombre in appearance that to the old Californian
they must now, in their desertion and decay, seem to have been grimly
prescient of their destiny.
As the carriage drew up before a brilliantly lighted house the door
opened, and a man-servant ran down the steps.
"Keep quiet," whispered Hastings.
The man opened the door of the carriage, waited a moment, then put his
head inside. He drew it back with a violent oath.
"It's a damned insult!" he cried furiously.
"Why, Cochrane!" exclaimed Hastings, "what on earth is the matter with
you?"
"Captain Hastings!" stammered the man. "Oh I--I--beg pardon. I
thought--Oh, of course, I see. Tim had taken a drop too much. A most
deplorable habit. Can I help you down, sir?"
"No, thanks."
He sprang lightly to the sidewalk, followed with less agility by the
Englishman, who still held the cocked pistol.
"I forgot about this thing," said Thorpe. "Here--take it. I suppose we
don't enter the houses of peaceable citizens, even in California,
carrying loaded firearms?"
Cochrane led the horses into the little park which prinked the centre of
the enclosure, and the young men ascended the steps.
"I'd give a good deal to know what set him off like that," said
Hastings. "Hitherto he's been the one thoroughly impassive creature I've
met in California; has a face about as expressionless as a sentinel on
duty."
He pushed open the door and they entered a large hall lavishly decorated
with flowers and flags. Many people were dancing in a room at the right,
others were strolling about the hall or seated on the stair. These made
way rather ungraciously for the late comers, who went hurriedly up to
the dressing-room and regarded themselves in the mirror.
"We're not dirty, after all," said the Englishman in a tone of profound
relief. He was a tall thin man of thirty or less with a dark face lean
enough to show hard ungraceful lines of chin and jaw. The mouth would
have been sensual had it been less determined, the grey eyes cold had
they been less responsive to humour. Mrs. McLane had told him once that
he was the type of man for whom civilization had done most: that an
educated will and humour, combined with high breeding, had saved him
from slavery to the primal impulses. His voice was harsh in tone but
well modulated. He held himself very erectly but without
self-consciousness.
Hastings' legs were his pride, and there were those who averred that
they were the pride of the Presidio. His face was fair and round, his
eyes were as talkative as his tongue. A past master of the noble art of
flirting, no one took him more seriously than he took himself. He spoke
with the soft rich brogue of the South; to-day it is hardened by years
of command, and his legs are larger, but he is a doughty general, eager
as ever for the hot high pulse of battle.
"Come on, Dud," he said, "time is getting short."
As they walked down the stair a man who was crossing the hall looked up,
smiled charmingly, then paused, awaiting them. He was a small man of
dignified presence with a head and face nobly modelled. His skin was
faded and worn, it was cut with three or four deep lines, and his hair
was turning grey, but his black eyes were brilliant.
"Don't turn us out, Mr. Randolph," cried Hastings. "It was not
indifference that made us late; it was an ill-timed combination of
Tim and rum. This is the English friend you were kind enough to say
I could bring," he added as he reached the hall. "Did I tell you his
name?--Thorpe, Dudley Thorpe, of Hampshire. That may interest you.
You English are almost as sectional as we are."
Mr. Randolph had already grasped Thorpe's hand warmly and was bidding
him welcome. "My home was further north--Yorkshire," he said. "Come into
the parlour and meet my wife and daughter." As they pushed their way
through the crowd he "sized up" the stranger with the rapid scrutiny of
that period. "You must make yourself at home in my house," he said
abruptly. "There are few English here and I am more glad than I can
express to meet you."
"Ah--thanks!" Thorpe was somewhat taken aback, then remembered that he
was in the newest section of the new world. And he had heard of the
hospitality of the Californian.
They had entered a large room, canvassed for the evening and denuded of
all furniture except the long rows of chairs against the walls. The
musicians were resting. Men were fanning girls flushed and panting after
the arduous labours of the waltz of that day. At one end of the room
were some twenty or thirty older women.
Thorpe looked about him curiously. The women were refined and elegant,
many of them with beauty or its approximate; three or four were Spanish,
black-eyed, magnetic with coquetry and grace. The men, even the younger
men, had a certain alertness of expression, a cool watchful glance; and
they were all gentlemen. This fact impressed Thorpe at once, and as
they walked down the long room something he said betrayed his thoughts.
"Yes," said Mr. Randolph, quickly. "They are all from the upper walks of
life--men who thought there would be a better chance for them in the new
community than in even the older American ones. And they keep together
because, naturally, they are the law-abiding class and responsible for
the future of the country. That also accounts for what you find in their
faces. This sort of life develops character very quickly. There is
another element in California. You will see it--Ah! here is my wife."
A tall raw-boned woman with weak blue eyes and abundant softly piled
hair had arisen from the group of matrons and was advancing toward them.
She was handsomely dressed in black velvet, her neck covered with point
lace confined under the loose chin by a collar of diamonds.
She looked cold and listless, but spoke pleasantly to the young men.
"We are glad to welcome an Englishman," she said to Thorpe; and to
Hastings: "You are not usually so late, and I have heard a round dozen
inquiring for you."
Thorpe, as he exchanged commonplaces with her, reflected that no woman
had ever attracted him less. As he looked into the face he saw that it
was cold, evil, and would have appeared coarse but for the hair and
quiet elegance of attire. Despite her careful articulation, he detected
the broad o and a of the Yorkshire people. The woman was playing the
part of a gentlewoman and playing it fairly well. When the thin lips
moved apart in an infrequent smile they displayed sharp scattered teeth.
The jaw was aggressive. The hands in their well-adjusted gloves were
large even for her unusual height. As Thorpe remarked that he was
prepared to admire and enjoy California, one side of her upper lip
lifted in an ugly sneer.
"Probably," she replied coldly. "Most people catch it. It's like the
measles. I wish Jim Randolph liked it less."
Thorpe, for the first time, experienced a desire to meet Nina Randolph.
Hastings disengaged him. "Come," he said, "I'll introduce you to Miss
Randolph and one or two others, and then you can look out for yourself.
I want to dance. Mrs. McLane is not here. There are the 'three Macs,'"
indicating a trio surrounded by a group of men,--"Miss McDermott,
classic and cold; Miss McAllister, languid and slight; Miss McCullum,
stocky and matter-of-fact. But it will take you a week to straighten
them out. Here--look--what do you think of this?"
Thorpe directed his glance over the shoulders of a knot of men who
surrounded a tall Spanish-looking girl with large haughty blue eyes and
brown hair untidily arranged. She wore an old black silk frock with
muslin bertha. Her face interested Thorpe at once, but in a moment he
had much ado to keep from laughing outright. For she spoke never a word.
She merely _looked_; taking each eager admirer in turn, and by some
mysterious manipulation of eyelash, sweeping a different expression
into those profound obedient orbs every time. As she saw Hastings she
nodded carelessly, and, when he presented Thorpe, spoke for the first
time. She merely said "Good-evening," but her voice, Spanish, low,
sweet--accompanied by a look--made the stranger feel what a blessed
thing hospitality was.
"So that is your Miss Hathaway," he said, as Hastings once more led him
onward. "What a pity that such a beautiful girl should be so poor. But
she'll probably marry any one of these incipient millionaires she
wants."
"Poor?" cried Hastings. "Oh, her get-up. She affects to despise
dress--or does. God forbid that I should presume to understand what goes
on behind those blue masks. Her father is a wealthy and distinguished
citizen. Her mother inherited a hundred thousand acres from one of the
old grandees. What do you think of her?"
"Her methods are original and entertaining, to say the least. Does she
never--converse?"
"When she has something to say; she's a remarkable woman. That must be
Miss Randolph. Her crowd is always the densest."
As Thorpe was presented to Nina Randolph he forgot that he was a student
of heredity. He had never seen so radiant and triumphant a being. She
seemed to him, in that first moment, to symbolize the hope and joy
and individualism of the New World. Small, like her father, she was
perfectly modelled, from her round pulsing throat to the tips of her
tiny feet: ignoring the fashion, her yellow gown fitted her figure
instead of a hoop-skirt. Her black hair was coiled low on her head, but,
although unconfined in a net, did not, like Miss Hathaway's "waterfall,"
suggest having been arranged in the dark. Her black eyes, well set and
wide apart, sparkled with mirth. The head was thrown back, the chin
uplifted, the large sweet human mouth, parted, showed small even teeth.
The eyebrows were heavy, the nose straight and tilted, the complexion
ivory-white, luminous, and sufficiently coloured.
As she saw Hastings, she rose at once and motioned her group aside.
"Whatever made you so late?" she exclaimed. "And this is Mr. Thorpe? I
am so relieved that you have not been garotted, or blown into the bay.
Captain Hastings is always the first to arrive and the last to leave--I
was sure something had happened."
"You look remarkably worried," murmured Hastings.
"I cannot depress my other guests. They also have their rights." She
gave Thorpe a gracious smile. "I have saved the fifth dance from this
for you, and you are also to take me in to supper. Now I must go. _Hasta
luego!_ Captain Hastings, as it's all your fault, I shall not give you a
dance till after supper."
She spun down the room in the clasp of an army officer little taller
than herself. Thorpe's eyes followed the fluent pair darting through the
mob of dancers with the skill and energy of that time. Miss Randolph's
eyes glittered, her little feet twinkled. She looked the integer of
happy youth; and Thorpe turned away with a sigh, feeling old for the
moment under the pressure of his large experience of the great world
beyond California. He became aware that Hastings was introducing him to
several men, and a moment later was guided to the library to have a
drink. When he returned, it was time to claim Miss Randolph.
"Do you care to dance?" he asked as he plied her fan awkwardly. "I am
rather rusty. To tell the truth, it's eight years since I last danced,
and I never was very keen on it. I should say that I've been travelling
a lot, and when I'm home I go in for sport rather more than for the
social taxes."
"What a relief to find a man who doesn't dance! Let us go into the
conservatory. Have you been much in America? How is it that you and
Captain Hastings are such great friends?"
"He came over when a lad to visit some English relatives whose place
adjoins ours, and we hit it off. Since then I have visited him in
Louisiana, and we have travelled in Europe together."
"I suppose he amuses you--you are certainly unlike enough."
"Not in the least--he's the prince of good fellows. What a jolly place!"
They had passed through the library and entered the conservatory: a
small forest of palms, great ferns, and young orange-trees; brought,
Miss Randolph explained, from Southern California. Chinese lanterns
swung overhead. Rustic chairs and sofas, covered with the skins of
panthers, wild cats, and coyotes, were grouped with much discretion.
Miss Randolph threw herself into a chair and let her head drop against
the yellow skin on the back. Thorpe drew his chair close in front of
her. In a moment he discovered that her lids were inclined to droop, and
that there were lines about her mouth.
"You are tired," he said abruptly. "Shall I fetch you a glass of
champagne?"
"Oh, no; it wouldn't do me a bit of good. Hot rooms and dancing always
tire me. I'm glad when the season is over. In another month or so
we shall be going to Redwoods, our country home--about thirty miles
south of San Francisco. You must come down with us; we have good
shooting,--deer and quail in the mountains, and snipe and duck in the
marshes."
"You are very kind," he said, and his reply was as mechanical as her
invitation. He knew that all but the edge of her mind was turned from
him, and was sufficiently interested to wish to get down into her
thought. He went on gropingly: "I will confide to you that army life
bores me a good deal, and as I intend to spend six months in California,
I shall travel about somewhat." Then he added abruptly: "You are
utterly unlike an English girl."
"I am a Californian. Blood does not go for much in this climate. You'll
understand why, if you stay here long enough."
"In what way is it so unlike other places? I feel the difference, but
cannot define it."
"It's the wickedest place on earth! I suppose there are wicked people
everywhere, but California is a sort of headquarters. It seems to be a
magnet for that element in human nature. I wish I had been born and
brought up in England."
"Why?" he asked, smiling but puzzled, and recalling Hastings'
imaginings. "I never saw any one look less wicked than yourself. Are you
wicked?" he added, audaciously.
She flirted her fan at him, and her eyes danced so coquettishly that he
no longer saw the drooping lids. "_Our_ wickedness takes the form of
flirtation,--heartless and unprincipled. Ask Captain Hastings. We are
all refusing him in turn. Talk to me about England, while I study you
and determine which line to take. I haven't typed you yet--I never make
the fatal mistake of generalising."
As he answered the questions she put to him in rapid succession, his own
impressions changed several times. He was charmed by her intelligence,
occasionally by a flash of something deeper. Again, he saw only the
thrilling beauty of her figure, and once something vibrated across his
brain so fleeting that he barely realised it was an echo of the
repulsion her mother had inspired.
"Well? What are your conclusions?" she demanded suddenly.
"I--what?"
"You have been sizing me up. I want to know the result."
"You shall not," he said stubbornly. "I--I beg pardon; I have lost the
knack of polite fencing."
"I had read that Englishmen were blunt and truthful beings--either
through conscious superiority or lack of complexity, I forget which. My
father and the few others out here are almost denationalised."
"Well, I did beg pardon. And when a man is talking and receiving
impressions at the same time, the impressions are not very well
defined."
"But you think quickly and jump at conclusions. And minds of that sort
sometimes make mistakes."
"I frequently make mistakes. Among the few things I have learned is
not to judge people at sight--nor in a lifetime, for that matter. I
certainly don't pretend to size up women, particularly women like
yourself."
"That was very neat. Why myself? I am a very transparent young person."
She flirted her lashes at him, but he fancied he saw a gleam of defiance
shoot between them.
"You are not transparent. If you are kind enough to let me see a good
deal of you, I fancy I shall know something of twenty Miss Randolphs by
the time I leave California."
"Some you will like, and some you will not," she replied, with calm
disregard of her previous assertion. "Well, I shall know what you think
of me before long--don't make any mistake about that. Shall we flirt,
by the way, or shall we merely be friends?"
"The last condition would give greater range to your inherent
wickedness."
She laughed, apparently with much amusement. "I have a good many
friends, nevertheless,--real friends. I have made it my particular art,
and have rules and regulations. When they transgress, I fine them."
"Suppose we begin that way. I'd like to know the rules."
"N-o, I don't think I want to. You see, the rule I most strictly
enforce is that when the party of the other part transgresses, I never
sit with him in a conservatory again."
"Let us cut the rules by all means. I feel a poor helpless male, quite
at your mercy: I haven't been in a conservatory for years. Although I've
made a point of seeing something of the society of every capital I've
visited, I've forgotten the very formula of flirtation. I might take a
few lessons of Hastings--"
"Oh, don't! What a combination that would be! I will teach you all that
it is necessary for you to know."
"Heaven help me. I shall be wise and sad when I leave California.
However, I face my fate like a man; whatever happens, I shall not run.
Just now it is my duty to wait on you. Shall I bring your supper here?"
"Yes--do. You will find a table behind that palm. Draw it up. There. Now
bring what you like for yourself, but only a few oysters for me."
He returned in a few moments followed by a man, who spread the table
with delicate fare.
Miss Randolph nibbled her oysters prettily. Thorpe was about to fill her
glass with champagne, when she shook her head.
"I cannot," she said. "It goes to my head--one drop."
"Then don't, by all means. I hope you like it, and are resisting a
temptation."
"I detest it, as it happens. If you want to see me in the high heroic
role, which I infer you admire, you must devise a temptation of another
sort."
"I think your dear little sex should be protected from all temptation. I
rather like the Oriental way of doing things."
"Don't you flatter yourself that a wall fifteen feet high, and covered
with broken glass, would protect a woman from temptations, if she wanted
them. A man, to keep a woman inside that wall, must embody all the
temptations himself."
Thorpe looked at her, and drew his brows together.
"That was a curious remark for a girl to make," he said, coldly.
"You mean it would be if I were English. But I am not only American, but
Californian, born and brought up in a city where they are trying to be
civilised and succeeding indifferently well. Do you suppose I can help
seeing what life is? I should be next door to an idiot if I could."
"I hardly know whether you would be more interesting if you had been
brought up in England. No," he added, reflectively, after a moment, "I
don't think you would be."
"What you really think is, that I should not be half so interesting, but
much more ideal."
"If I thought anything of the sort, it was by a purely mechanical
process," he said, reddening. "I have lived out of England too much to
be insular in all my notions."
"I don't believe an Englishman ever changes on certain points, of which
woman is one; heredity is too strong. If you sat down and thought it all
over, you'd find that although you could generalise on a more liberal
scale than some of your countrymen, your own personal ideals were much
the same as theirs."
"Possibly, but as I don't intend to marry till I'm forty,--when I intend
to stand for Parliament,--I'm not bothering about ideals at present."
"That was a more insular remark than you evidently imagine.
However--speaking of ideals, I should say that California generated them
more liberally than any other country--through sheer force of contrast.
I have grown rather morbid on the subject of good people, myself. I grow
more exacting every month of my life; and the first thing I look for in
a new man's face is to see, first, whether he has a mind, and then,
whether it controls all the rest of him. I've seen too much of practical
life to have indulged much in dreams and heroes; but I've let my
imagination go somewhat, and I picture a man with all the virtues that
you don't see in combination out here, and living with him in some old
European city where there are narrow crooked streets, and beautiful
architecture, and the most exquisite music in the cathedrals."
Her voice had rattled on lightly, and she smiled more than once during
her long speech. But her eyes did not smile; they had a curious, almost
hard, intentness which forced Thorpe to believe that her brain was
casting up something more than the froth of a passing mood.
"I am afraid you won't meet your hero of all the virtues," he said,
"even in a picturesque old continental town. But I think I understand
your feeling. It is the principle of good in you demanding its proper
companionship and setting."
"Yes, that is it," she said, softly. "That is it. I am no worse than
other girls; but I flirt and waste my time abominably. It would be all
right if I did no more thinking than they do; but I do so much that, if
I were inclined to be religious, I believe I'd run, one of these days,
into a convent. However, I can always look forward to the old European
town."
"Alone?"
"I suppose when your left eyebrow goes up like that you're trying to
flirt. I don't know that I'd mind being alone, particularly. It would
be several thousand times better than the society of some of the
people I've been forced to associate with. I love art,--particularly
architecture and music,--and I'm sure I could weave a romance round
myself. Yes, I'm sure I should love it as much as I hate this country,"
she added with such vehemence that Thorpe set down his fork abruptly.
"You are very pale," he said; "I think you had better take a little
champagne. Indeed, you must be utterly worn out. I can imagine what a
lot you have had to do and think of to-day."
He filled her glass, and she drank the champagne quickly.
"I have a shocking head," she said; "but I _need_ this. I have been out
eight nights in succession, and have been on the go all day besides.
Mother never attends to anything; and father, of course, is too busy to
bother with parties. Cochrane and I have to do everything."
"Tell me some more of your ideals," said Thorpe. He was not sure that he
liked her, but she piqued his curiosity.
"Ideals? Who ever had an ideal after a glass of champagne--except to be
in the wildest spirits for the rest of one's life? There will be no
champagne in Bruges--that's the city I've settled on; but I can't even
think of Bruges. Champagne suggests Paris, and they tell me Paris is
even more wicked than San Francisco. Is it?"
Her eyes were sparkling with merriment; but although she refilled her
glass, there was no suggestion as yet of the bacchante about her. The
colour had come back to her face, and she looked very charming.
Nevertheless Thorpe frowned and shook his head.
"I should prefer to talk about Bruges," he said. "I've been there, and
can tell you all you'd like to know. When I go back, I'll send you some
photographs."
"Thanks--but I have a whole portfolio full. I want to hear about Paris.
I'm afraid you're a bit of a prig."
"No man could be less of a prig. I hope you are above the silly idea
that, because we English have a slightly higher standard than other
nations, it follows that we are prigs. You were entirely delightful a
few moments ago; but I don't like to see a woman drink when it affects
her as it does you."
The colour flew from her cheeks to her hair, and her eyes flashed
angrily. "You _are_ a prig, and you are extremely impertinent," she
said.
Thorpe sprang to his feet, plunging his hands into his pockets.
"Oh--don't--don't--" he exclaimed. "I'm afraid I was rude. I assure you,
I did not intend to criticise you. Please say you forgive me."
She smiled and shrugged her shoulders. "You look so really penitent,"
she said gaily. "Sit down and fill my glass, and drink to
our--friendship."
He was about to remonstrate; but reflecting that it would be a bore to
apologise twice in succession, and also that what she did was none of
his affair, he filled her glass. She touched it to his, and threw
herself back against the skins, sipping the wine slowly and chattering
nonsense. He refilled her glass absently the fourth time; but when she
pushed it across the table again, he said, with some decision:
"Be careful. This champagne is very heady. I feel it myself."
She drained the glass. For a moment they stared hard at each other in
silence, Thorpe wondering at the sudden maturity in the face before him.
All the triumphant young womanhood had gone out of it; the diabolical
spirit of some ancestor entombed in the depths of her brain might have
possessed her for the moment, smothering her own groping soul. The
distant music filled the conservatory with a low humming sound, such as
one hears in a tropical forest at noon. Suddenly Thorpe realised that
the evil which is in all human souls was having its moment of absolute
liberty, and that the two dissevered particles, his and hers, recognised
each other. He had knocked his senseless many times in his life, but he
felt no inclination to do so to-night; for so much more than what little
was evil in this girl attracted and magnetised him. His brain was not
clear, and it was reckless with its abrupt possession by the idea that
this woman was his mate, and that, for good or for evil, there was no
escaping her. He sprang to his feet, pushed the table violently aside,
took her in his arms and kissed her. For a moment she was quiescent;
then she slipped from his embrace and ran down the conservatory,
thrusting the ferns aside. One fell, its jar crashing on the stone
floor. He saw no more of her that night.
II
Two days later Thorpe was strolling up and down the beach before the
Presidio. The plaza was deserted; here and there, on the verandahs of
the low adobe houses surrounding it, officers lay at full length in
hammocks, smoking or reading, occasionally flirting with some one in
white.
Every trace of the storm had fled. The warmth and fragrance and
restlessness of spring were in the air. The bay, as calm as a mountain
lake, reflected a deep blue sky with no wandering white to give it
motion. Outside the Golden Gate, the spray leaped high, and the ocean
gave forth its patient roar. The white sails on the bay hung limply.
Opposite was a line of steep cliffs, bare and green; beyond was a
stupendous peak, dense and dark with redwoods. Farther down, facing the
young city, hills jutted, romantic with sweeping willows. Between was
the solitary rock, Alcatraz, with its ugly fort of many eyes. Far to the
east was a line of pink mountains dabbled with blue, tiny villages
clinging to their knees.
Thorpe's keen eye took in every detail. It pleased him more than
anything he had seen for some time. After a long rainy day in quarters,
trying to talk nonsense to the Presidio women in their cramped parlours,
and giving his opinion of California some thirty times, he felt that he
could hail the prospect of a week of fresh air and solitude with the
enthusiasm of a schoolboy. He kept the tail of his eye on the square,
ready to hasten his steps and disappear round the sand dunes, did any
one threaten to intrude upon his musings.
He saw a man ride into the plaza, dismount at the barracks, and a moment
later head for the beach. Thorpe's first impulse was to flee. But he
stopped short; he had recognised Mr. Randolph's butler.
The man touched his hat as he approached.
"A note from Miss Randolph, sir."
Thorpe opened the note. It read:
MY DEAR MR. THORPE,--I should like to see you this afternoon, if
you are disengaged. If not, at your earliest convenience. I hope
you will understand that this is not an idle request, but that I
particularly wish to see you.
Sincerely,
NINA RANDOLPH.
"Tell Miss Randolph that I will call at three," said Thorpe, promptly.
He had no wish to avoid the interview; he was quite willing that she
should turn the scorpions of her wrath upon him. He deserved it. He did
not pretend to understand Nina Randolph, deeply as he had puzzled over
her since their memorable interview; but that he had helped her to
violate her own self-respect, there could be little doubt, and he longed
to give her what satisfaction he could. He had lived his inner life very
fully, and knew all that the sacrifice of an ideal meant to the higher
parts of the mind. Whether Miss Randolph had ever kissed a man before
or not, he would not pretend to guess; but he would have been willing to
swear that she had never kissed another in the same circumstances; and
he burned to think that he had been the man to cast her at the foot of
her girlish pedestal. Whatever possibilities for evil there might be in
her, instinct prompted him to believe that they were undeveloped. Her
strong sudden magnetism for him had passed with her presence, and,
looking back, he attributed it entirely to the momentary passion of
which he was ashamed; but he felt something of the curious tie which
binds thinking people who have helped each other a step down the moral
ladder.
After luncheon, he informed Hastings that he was going to the city, and
asked for a horse.
"I'll go with you--"
"I don't want you," said Thorpe, bluntly. "I have a particular reason
for wishing to go alone."
"Oh, very well," said Hastings, amiably. "The savage loves his solitude,
I know."
The road between the army posts and San Francisco was well beaten.
Thorpe could not have lost his way, even if the horse had not known
every inch of it.
He reached the city within an hour. It was less picturesque by day than
by night. The board sidewalks were broken and uneven, the streets muddy.
The tall frame buildings of the business section looked as if they had
been pieced together in intervals between gambling and lynching.
Dwelling-houses with gardens about them were scattered on the heights.
Two miles south of the swarming, hurrying, swearing brain of the city
was the aristocratic quarter,--South Park and Rincon Hill. The square
wooden houses, painted a dark brown, had a solid and substantial air,
and looked as if they might endure through several generations.
The man, Cochrane, admitted Thorpe, and conducted him to the library.
The room was unoccupied, and, as the door closed behind the butler,
Thorpe for the first time experienced a flutter. He was about to have a
serious interview with a girl of whose type he knew nothing. Would she
expect him to apologise? He had always held that the man who kissed and
apologised was an ass. But he had done Miss Randolph something more than
a minor wrong.
He shrugged his shoulders and took his stand before the fireplace. She
had sent for him; let her take the initiative. He knew woman well enough
to follow her cues, be the type new or old. Then he looked about him
with approval. One would know it was an Englishman's library, he
thought. Book-shelves, closely furnished, lined two sides of the large
and lofty room. One end opened into the conservatory--where palms did
shelter and the lights were dim. The rugs and curtains were red, the
furniture very comfortable. On a long table were the periodicals of the
world.
Miss Randolph kept him waiting but a few moments. She opened the door
abruptly and entered. Her face was pale, and her eyes were shadowed; but
she held her head very high. Her carriage and her long dark gown made
her appear almost tall. As she advanced down the room, she looked at
Thorpe steadily, without access of colour, her lips pressed together.
He met her half way. His first impression was that her figure was the
most beautiful he had ever seen, his next the keenest impulse of pity he
had felt for any woman.
She extended her hand mechanically, and he took it and held it.
"Is it true that I kissed you the other night?" she asked, peremptorily.
"Yes," he said, ungracefully.
"And I had drunk too much champagne?"
"It was my fault," he said, eagerly. "You told me that you had a bad
head. I had no business to press it on you."
"You must think I am a poor weak creature indeed, if my friends are
obliged to take care of me," she said drily. "I was a fool to touch
it--that is the long and the short of it. I have given you a charming
impression of the girls of San Francisco--sit down: we look idiotic
standing in the middle of the room holding each other's hand--I can
assure you that there was not another girl in the house who would have
done what I did, or whom you would have dared to kiss. In a new country,
you know, the social lines are drawn very tight, and the best people
are particular to prudery. It is necessary: there are so many dreadful
women out here. I am positive that in the set to which Captain Hastings
has introduced you, you will meet a larger number of well-conducted
people than you have ever met in any one place before."
"It is very good of you to put on armour for your city," he said,
smiling. "I shall always think of it as your city, by the way. But I
thought you did not like California."
"It is my country. I feel great pride in it. You will find that it
is a country with a peculiar influence. Some few natures it leaves
untouched--but they are precious few. In the others, it quickens all
the good and evil they were born with."
Thorpe looked at her with a profound interest. He was eager to hear all
that she had to say.
"I have never before had occasion to speak like this to any man," she
went on. "If I had had, I should not have done so. I should have carried
it off with a high hand, ignored it, assumed that I was above criticism.
I only speak to you so frankly because you are an Englishman. People of
the same blood are clannish when away from their own land. I say this
without coquetry: I care more for your good opinion than for that of any
of the others--I am so tired of them!"
"Thank you--even if you did rather spoil it. You have it, if it really
matters to you. Surely, you don't think I misunderstand. I insist upon
assuming all the blame--and--upon apologising."
"Well, I am glad you apologised. Although you were not the most to
blame, just for the moment it made me feel that you were. I have already
forgiven you." She dropped her eyes for a moment, then looked at him
again with her square, almost defiant regard. "There is something I have
been trying to lead up to. It is this--it is not very easy to say--I
want you to make a promise. There is a skeleton in this house. Some
people know. I don't want you to ask them about it. My father will ask
you here constantly. I shall want you to come, too. I ask you to promise
to keep your eyes shut. Will you?"
"I shall see nothing. Thanks, thanks." He got up and moved nervously
about. "We will be friends, the best of friends, promise me that. No
flirtation. No nonsense. There may be something I can do to help you
while I am here. I hope there will be."
"There will not, but I like you better for saying that--I know you are
not demonstrative." She threw herself back in her chair and smiled
charmingly. "As to the other part--yes, we shall be the best of friends.
It was hard to speak, but I am glad that I did. I knew it was either
that or a nodding acquaintance, and I had made up my mind that it should
be something quite different. When we are alone and serious, we will
not flirt; but I have moods, irrepressible ones. If, when we meet in
society, I happen to be in a highly flirtatious humour, you are to flirt
with me. Do you understand?"
"Certainly, certainly, I agree--to keep you from flirting with other
men."
"Now fetch that portfolio over there,--it has Bruges in it,--and tell me
something about every stone."
They talked for two hours, and of much beside Bruges. Haphazardly as she
had been educated in this new land, her natural intelligence had found
nutrition in her father's mind and library. Thorpe noted that when
talking on subjects which appealed to the intellect alone, her face
changed strikingly: the heavy lids lifted, the eyes sparkled coldly, the
mouth lost its full curves. Even her voice, so warm and soft, became,
more than once, harsh and sharp.
"There are several women in her," he thought. "She certainly is very
interesting. I should like to meet her again ten years hence."
He did.
"Why don't you travel?" he asked. "It would mean so much more to you
than to most women. Even if Mr. Randolph cannot leave this fair young
city he is building up, and your mother won't leave him, you could go
with some one else--"
"I never expect to leave California," she said shortly. Then, as she met
his look of surprise, she added: "I told you a fib when I said that I
did not dream, or only a little. I get out of my own life for hours at
a time by imagining myself in Europe, cultivating my mind, my taste for
art, to their utmost limit, living a sort of impersonal life--Of course
there are times when I imagine myself with some one who would care for
it all as much as I, and know more--and all that. But I try to keep to
the other. I have suffered enough to know that in the impersonal life is
the surest content. And as for the other--it could not be, even if I
ever met such a man. But dreams help one enormously, and I am the richer
for all I have indulged in."
Thorpe stood up again. Under a rather impassive exterior, he was a
restless man, and his acquaintance with Nina Randolph had tried his
nerves.
"I wish you had not given me half confidences, or that you would refrain
from rousing my curiosity--my interest, as you do. It is hardly fair. I
don't wish to know what the family skeleton is, but I do want to know
_you_ better. If you want the truth, I have never been so _intrigue_ by
a woman in my life. And I have never so wanted to help one. I have been
so drawn to you that I have had a sense of having done you a personal
wrong ever since the other night. A man does not usually feel that way
when he kisses a girl. I see it is no use to ask your confidence now;
but, mind, I don't say I sha'n't demand it later on."
At this moment the butler entered with the lamps. He was followed
immediately by Mr. Randolph, who exclaimed delightedly:
"Is it really you, Mr. Thorpe? I have just sent you a note asking you to
dine with us on Sunday. And you'll stay to dinner to-night--no, I won't
listen to any excuses. If you knew what a pleasure it is to meet an
Englishman once more!"
"Hastings will think I am lost--"
"I'll send him a note, and ask him to come in for the evening, and I'll
get in a dozen of our neighbours. We'll have some music and fun."
"Very well--I am rather keen on staying, to tell you the truth. Many
thanks."
"Sit down. You must see something of sport here. It is very interesting
in this wild country."
"I should like it above all things." Thorpe sat forward eagerly,
forgetting Miss Randolph. "What have you that's new? I've killed pretty
nearly everything."
"We will have an elk hunt."
"I want to go, too," said Nina, authoritatively.
Thorpe turned, and smiled, as he saw the hasty retreat of an angry
sparkle.
"I am afraid you would be a disturbing influence," he said gallantly.
"I shouldn't disturb you," she said, with the pertness of a spoilt
child. "I am a good shot myself. I can go--can't I, papa?"
Mr. Randolph smiled indulgently. "You can do anything you like, my
darling," he said. "I wonder you condescend to ask."
Nina ran over and kissed him, then propped her chin on top of his head
and looked defiantly at Thorpe.
"If you don't take me," she remarked, drily, "there will be no hunt."
"On the whole, I think my mind would concentrate better if you were not
absent," he said.
She blew him a kiss. "You _are_ improving. _Hasta luego!_ I must go and
smooth my feathers." And she ran out of the room.
The two men talked of the threatened civil upheaval in the United States
until dinner was announced, a half hour later.
Mrs. Randolph did not appear until the soup had been removed. She
entered the dining-room hurriedly, muttering an apology. Her toilette
had evidently been made in haste: her brooch was awry; and her hair,
banded down the face after the fashion of the time, hung an inch below
one ear and exposed the lobe of the other, dealing detrimentally with
her dignity, despite her fine physique.
She took no part in the conversation for some time. It was very lively.
Mr. Randolph was full of anecdote and information, and enjoyed
scintillating. He frequently referred to Nina, as if proud of her
cleverness and anxious to exhibit it; but the guest noticed that he
never addressed a word--nor a glance--to his wife.
Suddenly Thorpe's eyes rested on a small dark painting in oils, the head
of an old man.
"That is rather good," he said, "and a very interesting face."
"You have probably never heard of the artist, unless you have read the
life of his sister. I was so fond of the man that I resent his rescue
from oblivion by the fame of a woman. His name was Branwell Bronte, and
that is a portrait of my grandfather."
"If Branwell 'ad a-conducted hisself," said a heavy voice opposite,
"'ee'd a-been the wonder of the family. Mony a time a 've seen 'im coom
into tha Lord Rodney Inn, 'is sharp little face as red as tha scoollery
maid's 'ands, and rockin' from one side of tha 'all to tha hother, and
sit doon at tha table, and make a carica_chure_ of ivvery mon thot coom
in. And once when 'ee was station-master at Luddondon Foote a 've 'eard
as 'ow a mon coom runnin' oop just as tha train went oot, and said as
'ow 'ee was horful anxious to know if a certain mon went hoff. 'Ee tried
describin' 'im, and couldn't, so Branwell drew pictures of all the
persons as 'ad left, and 'ee recog_nised_ the one as 'ee wanted."
There was a moment's silence, so painful that Thorpe felt his nerves
jumping and the colour rising to his face. He recalled his promise, and
looked meditatively at the strange concoction which had been placed
before him as Mrs. Randolph finished. But his thought was arbitrary. An
ignorant woman of the people, possibly an ex-servant, who could only
play the gentlewoman through a half-dozen rehearsed sentences, and
forget the role completely at times! He had not expected to find the
skeleton so soon.
"That is _carne con agi_, a Chile dish," said Mr. Randolph, suavely.
"I'm very fond of Spanish cooking, myself, and you had better begin your
education in it at once: you will get a good deal out here."
"I am jolly glad to hear it. I'm rather keen on new dishes." He glanced
up. Mr. Randolph was yellow. The lines in his face had deepened. Thorpe
dared not look at Nina.
III
Some eight or ten people, including Hastings, came in after dinner.
Mrs. Randolph had gone upstairs from the dining-room, and did not
appear again. Her dampening influence removed, Mr. Randolph and Nina
recovered their high light spirits; and there was much music and more
conversation. Miss Randolph had a soprano voice of piercing sweetness,
which flirted effectively with Captain Hastings' tenor. Thorpe thought
Hastings an ass for rolling his eyes out of his head, and finally turned
his back on the piano to meet the large amused glance of Miss Hathaway.
He sat down beside her, and, being undisturbed for ten minutes, found
her willing to converse, or rather to express a number of decided
opinions. She told him whom he was to know, what parts of California he
was to visit, how long he was to stay, and after what interval he was to
return. Thorpe listened with much entertainment, for her voice was not
tuned to friendly advice, but to command. Her great eyes were as cold as
icicles under a blue light; but there was a certain cordiality in their
invitation to flirt. Thorpe did not respond. If he had known her first,
he reflected, he should doubtless have made an attempt to dispossess
her court; but the warm magnetic influence of Nina Randolph held him,
strengthened by her demand upon his sympathy. Still he felt that Miss
Hathaway was a person to like, and remained at her side until he was
dismissed in favour of Hastings; when he talked for a time to the
intellectual Miss McDermott, the sweet and slangy Miss McAllister, who
looked like an angel and talked like a gamin, to Don Roberto Yorba, a
handsome and exquisitely attired little grandee who was trying to look
as much like an American as his friend Hiram Polk, with his lantern jaws
and angular figure. It was the first city Thorpe had visited where there
was no type: everybody suggested being the father or mother of one, and
was of an individuality so pronounced that the stranger marvelled they
were not all at one another's throats. But he had never seen people more
amiable and fraternal.
He did not see Nina alone again until a few moments before he left. He
drew her out into the hall while Hastings was saying good-night to Mr.
Randolph.
"May I come often?" he asked.
"_Will_ you?"
"I certainly shall."
"Will you talk to me about things that men scarcely ever talk to girls
about,--books and art--and--what one thinks about more than what one
does."
"I'll talk about anything under heaven that you want to talk
about--particularly yourself."
"I don't want to talk about myself."
Her face was sparkling with coquetry, but it flushed under the intensity
of his gaze. His brown skin was paler than when he had entered the
house, his hard features were softened by the shaded lamp of the hall,
and his grey eyes had kindled as he took her hand. She looked very
lovely in a white gown touched up with red velvet bows.
"I believe you'll be a tremendous flirt by the time you leave here," she
said, trying to draw her hand away. "And don't tell me this is your
first experience in eight years."
"I've known a good many women," he said, bluntly. "At present I am only
following your cues--and there are a bewildering lot of them. When you
are serious, I shall be serious. When you are not--I shall endeavour to
be frivolous. To be honest, however, I have no intention of flirting
with you, fascinating and provocative as you are. I'd like awfully to be
your intimate friend, but nothing more. Good-night."
IV
South Park in the Fifties and Sixties was the gayest quarter of
respectable San Francisco, with not a hint of the gloom which now
presses about it like a pall. The two concave rows of houses were the
proudest achievements of Western masonry, and had a somewhat haughty
air, as if conscious of the importance they sheltered. The inner park
was green and flowered; the flag of the United States floated proudly
above. The whole precinct had that atmosphere of happy informality
peculiar to the brief honeymoon of a great city. People ran, hatless,
in and out of each other's houses, and sat on the doorsteps when the
weather was fine. The present aristocracy of San Francisco, the landed
gentry of California whose coat-of-arms should be a cocktail, a side of
mutton, or a dishonest contract, would give not a few of their dollars
for personal memories of that crumbling enclosure at the foot of the
hill: memories that would be welcome even with the skeleton which,
rambling through these defaced abandoned houses, they might expect to
see grinning in dark spidery corners or in rat-claimed cupboards. Poor
old houses! They have kept silent and faithful guard over the dark tales
and tragic secrets of their youth; curiosity has been forced to satisfy
itself with little more than vague and ugly rumour. The memories that
throng them tell little to any but the dead.
There lived, in those days, the Randolphs, the Hathaways, the Dom Pedro
Earles, the Hunt McLanes, the three families to which the famous "Macs"
belonged, and others that have no place in this story. Before his second
week in California was finished, Thorpe knew them all, and was petted
and made much of; for San Francisco, then as now, dearly loved the
aristocratic stranger. He rode into the city every day, either alone or
with Hastings, and rarely returned without spending several moments or
hours with Nina Randolph. Sometimes she was alone, sometimes companioned
by her intimate friend, Molly Shropshire,--a large masculine girl of
combative temper and imbued with disapproval of man. She made no
exception in favour of Thorpe, and when he did not find her in the way,
he rather enjoyed quarrelling with her. Mrs. Randolph made no more
abrupt incursions into the table talk and spent most of her time in her
room. Occasionally Thorpe met in the hall a coarse-looking woman whom he
knew to be a Mrs. Reinhardt and the favoured friend of Mrs. Randolph.
Mr. Randolph was often in brilliant spirits; at other times he looked
harassed and sad; but he always made Thorpe feel the welcome guest.
Thorpe, during the first fortnight of their acquaintance, snubbed his
maiden attempt to understand Nina Randolph; it was so evident that she
did not wish to be understood that he could but respect her reserve.
Besides, she was the most charming woman in the place, and that was
enough to satisfy any visitor. Just after that he began to see her alone
every day; Miss Shropshire had retired to the obscurity of her chamber
with a cold, and socialities rarely began before night. They took long
walks together in the wild environs of the city, once or twice as far as
the sea. Both had a high fine taste in literature, and she was eager for
the books of travel he had lived. He sounded her, to discover if she
had ambition, for she was an imperious little queen in society; but she
convinced him that, when alone or with him, she rose high above the
petty strata of life. With a talent, she could have been one of the most
rapt and impersonal slaves of Art the world had ever known; and, as it
was, her perception for beauty was extraordinary. Thorpe wished that she
could carry out her imaginings and live a life of study in Europe; it
seemed a great pity that she should marry and settle down into a mere
leader of society.
Toward the end of the second fortnight, he began to wonder whether he
should care to marry her, were he ready for domesticity, and were there
no disquieting mystery about her. He concluded that he should not, as he
should doubtless be insanely in love with her if he loved her at all,
and she was too various of mood for a man's peace of mind. But in the
wake of these reflections came the impulse to analyse her, and he made
no further attempt to snub it.
He went one evening to the house of Mrs. Hunt McLane, a beautiful young
Creole who held the reins of the infant city's society in her small
determined hands. Born into the aristocracy of Louisiana, she had grown
up in the salon. Her husband had arrived in San Francisco at the period
when a class of rowdies known as "The Hounds" were terrorising the city,
and, when they were finally arrested and brought to trial, conducted the
prosecution. The brilliant legal talent he displayed, the tremendous
personal force which carried every jury he addressed, established
his position at the head of the bar at once. His wife, with her wide
knowledge of the world, her tact, magnetism, and ambition, found no one
to dispute her social leadership.
As Thorpe entered, she was standing at the head of the long parlour; and
with her high-piled hair, _poudre_, her gown of dark-red velvet, and her
haughty carriage, she looked as if she had just stepped from an old
French canvas.
She smiled brilliantly as Thorpe approached her, and he was made to feel
himself the guest of the evening,--a sensation he shared with every one
in the room.
"I have not seen you for three days and seven hours," she said. "How
are all your flirtations getting on?"
"All my what?"
"Dominga Earle is making frantic eyes at you," indicating, with a rapid
motion of her pupils, a tall slender Mexican who undulated like a snake
and whose large black fan and eyes were never idle. "'Lupie Hathaway is
looking coldly expectant; and Nina Randolph, who was wholly animated a
moment ago, is now quite listless. Not that you are to feel particularly
flattered; you are merely something new. Turn over the pages,--Dominga
is going to sing,--and I am convinced that she will surpass herself."
Mrs. Earle was swaying on the piano stool. Her black eyes flashed a
welcome to Thorpe, as he moved obediently to her side. Then she threw
back her head, raised her eyebrows, dilated her nostrils, and in a
ringing contralto sang a Spanish love-song. Thorpe could not understand
a word of it, but inferred that it was passionate from the accompaniment
of glance which played between himself and a tall blonde man leaning
over the piano.
When the song and its encore finished, she was immediately surrounded,
and Thorpe slipped away. Miss Randolph was barricaded. He went over to
Miss Hathaway, who sat between Hastings and another officer, _looking_
impartially at each. They were dismissed in a manner which made them
feel the honour of her caprice.
"That was good of you," said Thorpe, sinking into a chair opposite her.
"It is rarely that one can get a word with you, merely a glance over
three feet of shoulder."
Miss Hathaway made no reply. It was one of her idiosyncrasies never to
take the slightest notice of a compliment. She was looking very
handsome, although her attire, as ever, suggested a cold disregard of
the looking-glass. Thorpe, who was beginning to understand her, did not
feel snubbed, but fell to wondering what sort of a time Hastings would
have of it when he proposed.
She regarded him meditatively for a moment, then remarked; "You are
absent-minded to-night, and that makes you look rather stupid."
Again Thorpe was not disconcerted. Speeches of this sort from Miss
Hathaway were to be hailed as signs of favour. If she did not like a
man, she did not talk to him at all. He might sit opposite her
throughout the night, and she would not part her lips.
"I am stupid," he replied. "I have been all day."
"What is the matter?" Her voice did not soften as another woman's might
have done, but it betrayed interest. "Are you puzzling?"
He coloured, nettled at her insight; but he answered, coldly:--
"Yes; I am puzzling."
"Do not," said Miss Hathaway, significantly. "Puzzle about any one else
in California, but not about Nina Randolph."
"What is this mystery?" he exclaimed impatiently, then added hastily,
"oh, bother! I am too much of a wanderer to puzzle over any one."
Miss Hathaway fixed her large cold blue regard upon him. "Do you love
Nina Randolph?" she asked.
"I am afraid I love all women too much to trust to my own selection of
one."
"Now you are stupid. Go and talk to Nina." She turned her back upon him,
and smiled indulgently to a new-comer.
He crossed the room; a group of men parted with indifferent grace, and
he leaned over Nina's chair.
She was looking gay and free of care, and her eyes flashed a frank
welcome to Thorpe. "I thought you were not coming to talk to me," she
said, with a little pout.
"Duty first," he murmured. "Come over into the little reception-room and
talk to me."
"What am I to do with all these men?"
"Nothing."
"You are very exacting--for a friend."
"If you are a good friend, you will come. I am tired and bored."
She rose, shook out her pretty pink skirts, nodded to her admirers, and
walked off with Thorpe.
He laughed. "Perhaps they will console themselves with the reflection
that as they have spoiled you, they should stand the consequences."
They took possession of a little sofa in the reception-room. Another
couple was in the window curve, and yet another opposite.
"We have not had our hunt," said Nina; "the country has been a mud-hole.
But we are to have it on Monday, if all goes well."
"Who else is to be of the party?"
"Molly, Guadalupe, and Captain Hastings. Don't speak of it to any one
else. I don't want a crowd."
She lay back, her skirts sweeping his feet. A pink ribbon was twisted in
her hair. The colour in her cheeks was pink. The pose of her head, as
she absently regarded the stupid frescoes on the ceiling, strained her
beautiful throat, making it look as hard as ivory, accentuating the
softer loveliness of the neck. Thorpe looked at her steadily. He rarely
touched her hand.
"I have something else in store for you," she said, after a moment.
"Just beyond the army posts are great beds of wild strawberries. It was
a custom in the Spanish days to get up large parties every spring and
camp there, gather strawberries, wander on the beach and over the hills,
and picnic generally. We have kept it up; and if this weather lasts, if
spring is really here, a crowd of us are going in a couple of weeks--you
included. You have no idea what fun it is!"
"I shall not try to imagine it." He spoke absently. He was staring at a
curling lock that had strayed over her temple. He wanted to blow it.
"I am tired," she said. "Talk to me. I have been gabbling for an hour."
"I'm not in the mood for talking," he said, shortly. "But keep quiet, if
you want to. I suppose we know each other well enough for that."
The other people left the room. Nina arranged herself more comfortably,
and closed her eyes. Her mouth relaxed slightly, and Thorpe saw the
lines about it. She looked older when the animation was out of her face,
but none the less attractive. His eyes fell on her neck. He moved
closer. She opened her eyes, and he raised his. The colour left her
face, and she rose.
"Take me to papa," she said; "I am going home."
V
The party for the elk-hunt assembled at Mr. Randolph's door at four
o'clock on Monday morning. Miss Hathaway's large Spanish eyes were heavy
with the languor of her race. Miss Shropshire looked cross. Even the men
were not wholly animate. Nina alone was as widely awake as the
retreating stars. She rode ahead with Thorpe.
They made for the open country beyond the city. What is now a large and
populous suburb, was then a succession of sand dunes, in whose valleys
were thickets of scrub oak, chaparral, and willows. A large flat lying
between Rincon Hill and Mission Bay was the favourite resort of elk,
deer, antelope, and the less aristocratic coyote and wild cat. It was to
this flat that Mr. Randolph's party took their way, accompanied by
vaqueros leading horses upon which to bring back the spoils of the
morning.
The hour was grey and cold. The landscape looked inexpressibly bleak. A
blustering wind travelled between the sea and the bay. From the crests
of the hills they had an occasional glimpse of water and of the
delapidated Mission, solitary on its cheerless plain. In the little
valleys, the thickets were so dense they were obliged to bend their
heads. The morning was intensely still, but for the soft pounding of the
horses' hoofs on the yielding earth, the long despairing cry of the
coyote, the sudden flight of a startled wild cat.
"We are all so modern, we seem out of place in this wilderness," said
Thorpe. "I can hardly accept the prophecy of your father and other
prominent men here, that San Francisco will one day be the great
financial and commercial centre of Western America. It seems to me as
hopeless as making cake out of bran."
"Just you wait," said Nina, tossing her head. "It will come in our time,
in my father's time. You haven't got the feel of the place yet, haven't
got it into your bones. And you don't know what we Californians can do,
when we put our minds to it."
"I hope I shall see it," he replied, smiling; "I hope to see California
at many stages of her growth. I am a nomad, you know, and I shall make
it the objective point of my travels hereafter. The changes--I don't
doubt if they come at all they will ride the lightning--will interest me
deeply. May there be none in you," he added, gallantly. "I cannot
imagine any."
Her eyes drooped, and her underlids pressed upward,--a repellant trick
that had made Thorpe uncomfortable more than once. "That is where you
will find the changes upon which the city will not pride itself," she
said. "Fortunately, there won't be many of them."
"You are unfair," he said, angrily. "You told me to ask you no
questions, and this is not the first time you have deliberately pricked
my curiosity--that is not the word, either. The first night I dined at
your house--" he stopped, biting his lip. He had said more than he
intended.
"I know. You thought you had discovered the secret--I know exactly what
you thought. But you have come to the conclusion since that there is
more behind. Well, you are right."
"What is your secret? I have had opportunities to discover. I hope I
need not tell you that I have shut my ears; but I wish you would tell
me. I don't like mystery. It is sensational and old-fashioned. Between
such friends as ourselves, it is entirely without excuse. It is more
than possible that, girl-like, you have exaggerated its importance, and
you are in danger of becoming morbid. But, whether it is real or
imaginary, let me help you. Every woman needs a man's help, and you can
have all of mine that you want. Only don't keep prodding my imagination,
and telling me not to think. I am close upon thinking of nothing else."
"Well, just fancy that that is my way of making myself interesting;
that I cannot help flirting a little, even with friends." She laughed
lightly; but her face, which was not always under her control, had
changed: it looked dull and heavy.
"That is pure nonsense," he said, shortly. "Do you suppose you make
yourself more interesting by hinting that your city will one day be
ashamed of you?"
"Ah, perhaps _that_ was an exaggeration."
"I should hope so."
"I meant one's city need not know everything."
"You are unpleasantly perverse this morning. I choose to take what you
said as an exaggeration; but there is something behind, and I feel
strongly impelled to say that if you don't tell me I shall leave."
"If I did, you would take the next steamer."
"I am the one to decide that. At least give me the opportunity to reduce
your mountain to a mole-hill."
"Even you could not. And look--I see no reason why friends should wish
to get at one another's inner life. The companionship of friends is
mental only. I have given you my mind freely. You have no right to ask
for my soul. You are not my lover, and you don't wish to be, although I
don't doubt that at times you imagine you do."
"I am free to confess that I have imagined it more than once. I will
set the example by being perfectly frank with you. If I could understand
you, if I were not tormented by all sorts of dreadful possibilities,
I should have let myself go long before this. Does that sound
cold-blooded? I can only say in explanation that I was born with a good
deal of self-control, and that I have strengthened my will by exercise.
It would be either one extreme or the other with me. At first I thought
I should not want to marry you in any case. I am now sufficiently in
love with you to long to be wholly so."
Nina stole a glance at him with a woman's uncontrollable curiosity, even
in great moments. But he had turned his head from her, and was hitting
savagely at his boot.
"I will be frank to this extent, by way of return: The barrier between
us is insurmountable, and you would be the first to admit it. I will
tell you the whole truth the day before you leave; that must content
you. And, meanwhile, nip in the bud what is merely a compound of
sympathy and passion. I know the influence I exert perfectly. I have
seen more than one man go off his head. It humiliates me beyond
expression."
"It need not--although it is extremely distasteful to me that you should
have seen men go off their heads, as you express it. But passion is the
mightiest factor in love; there is no love without it, and it is bound
to predominate until it is satisfied. Then the affections claim their
part; and a dozen other factors, mental companionship for one, enter in.
But, for Heaven's sake, don't add to your morbidity by despising
yourself because you inspire passion in men. The women who do not are
not worth considering."
"Is that true? Well, I am glad you have suggested another way of looking
at it. I don't think I am morbid. At all events no one in this world
ever made a harder fight not to be."
They were riding through a thicket, and he turned and brought his face
so close to hers that she had only a flashing glimpse of its pallor and
of the flame in his eyes.
"It is your constant fight that wrings my heart," he said. "Whatever it
is against, I will make it with you, if you will let me. I am strong
enough for both. And who am I that I should judge you? I have not lived
the life of a saint. We all have our ideals. Mine has been never to give
way except when I chose, never to let my senses control my mind for an
instant. I believe, therefore, that I am strong enough to help and
protect you against everything. And, whatever it is, you shall never be
judged by me."
They left the thicket at the moment, and she pushed her horse aside,
that she might no longer feel Thorpe's touch, his breath on her neck.
"You are the most generous of men," she said; "and you can have the
satisfaction of knowing that you have made me think better of myself and
of human nature than I have ever thought before. But I cannot marry you.
Not only is the barrier insurmountable, but I don't love you. Here we
are."
VI
Thorpe at this time spent few hours in his own company. There was
abundant distraction: either a social entertainment every day or
evening, or a lark in the city. The wild life about the plaza, the
gambling houses, the saloons, the fatal encounters in the dark
contiguous streets, the absolute recklessness of the men and women,
interested him profoundly. As he spent money freely, and never passed a
gaming table without tossing down a handful of coin as ardently as any
adventurer, he was popular, and free to come and go as he liked.
The scene which he most frequented, which rose most vividly when he was
living his later life in England, was El Dorado. It had three great
windows on the plaza and six in its length,--something over a hundred
and twenty feet. The brilliant and extraordinary scene within was
visible to those who shunned it but stood with a fascinated stare; for
its curtains were never drawn, its polished windows were close upon
the sidewalk. On one side, down its entire length, was a bar set with
expensive crystal, over which passed every variety of drink known to
the appetite of man. Behind the bar were mirrors from floor to ceiling,
reflecting the room, doubling the six crystal blazing chandeliers, the
forty or fifty tables piled high with gold and silver, the hard intent
faces of the gamblers, the dense throng that ever sauntered in the
narrow aisles. At the lower end was a platform on which musicians played
droning tunes on hurdy-gurdies, and Mexican girls, who looked like
devils, danced. In the middle of the platform, awaiting the counters of
the patrons of the bar, one woman sat always. She was French, and dark,
and handsome, and weighed three hundred pounds. Dressing such a person
was expensive in those days of incredible prices, and that room was very
warm; she wore but a yard or two of silk somewhere about the belt.
Thorpe often sat and watched the faces of the gamblers: the larger
number were gently born, and more than one told him that he had been a
schoolmaster, a college professor, a clergyman, a lawyer, a doctor--all
had failed, or had been ambitious for quicker betterment, and drifted
to the golden land, there to feel the full weight of their own
incompetence. They came there night after night, and when they had no
money to gamble with they sauntered with the throng, or leaned heavily
against the noble pillars which supported the ceiling. Thorpe afterward
often wondered what had become of them. It is doubtful if there is a
living soul who knows.
Occasionally Thorpe picked up a heap of woman in the street, put it in
a carriage, and saw it safely to a night's lodging. Sometimes the woman
mumbled feeble gratitude, as often cursed him because he would not give
her drink. One night, when rambling about alone, he knocked down a man
who was beating a pretty young Mexican woman, then collared and carried
him off to the calaboose. The girl died, and a few days later he went to
the court-house to testify. The small room was packed; the jurors were
huddled in a corner, where they not only listened to the testimony, but
were obliged to talk out their verdict, there being no other
accommodation.
The trial was raced through in San Francisco style, but lasted several
hours. Thorpe sat it out. There was no testimony but his and that of the
coroner; but the lawyer and the district-attorney tilted with animus and
vehemence. When they had concluded, the judge rose, stretched himself,
and turned to the jury.
"You've heard the whole case," he remarked. "So you do your level best
while I go out for a drink. He killed her or he didn't. It's swing or
quit." And, expectorating impatiently among the audience, he sauntered
out.
The jury returned a verdict of "not guilty," and the man was lynched in
the quiet and orderly manner of that time.
VII
A week later forty or fifty people were camped beside the strawberry
fields on the hills beyond the army posts and sloping to the ocean. Mr.
Randolph and Nina, the McLanes, Miss Hathaway, Miss Shropshire, the
"three Macs," the Earles, and a half-dozen young men were domiciled in a
small village of tents on the eminence nearest the city. The encampments
were a mile apart; and in the last of them a number of the Californian
grandees who had made the land Arcadia under Mexican rule enjoyed the
hospitality of Don Tiburcio Castro, a great rancher who was making an
attempt to adapt himself to the new city and its enterprising promoters.
Thorpe and Hastings walked over from the Presidio. They found the
entire party assembled before the largest tent, which flew the American
flag. As the young men approached, all of the ladies formed quickly into
line, two and two, and walked forward to meet them. The men, much
mystified, paused, raised their caps, and stood expectant. Mrs. McLane
stepped from the ranks, and, with much ceremony, unrolled several yards
of tissue paper, then shook forth the silken folds of the English flag,
and presented it to Thorpe.
"It is made from our sashes, and we all sewed on it," she announced.
"You will sleep better if the Union Jack is flying over your tent."
"How awfully jolly--what a stunning compliment," stammered Thorpe,
embarrassed and pleased. "It shall decorate some part of my surroundings
as long as I live."
Mr. Randolph himself fixed the flag, and Thorpe exclaimed impulsively to
Mrs. McLane, with whom he stood apart: "Upon my word, I believe I am
coming under the spell. I wonder if I shall ever want to leave
California?"
"Why not stay? Unless you have ambitions, and want to run for Parliament
or be a diplomat or something, or are wedded to the English on their
native heath, I don't see why you shouldn't remain here. It is rather
slow for us women: we are obliged to be twice as proper as the women of
older civilisations; but a man, I should think, especially a man of
resource like you, ought to find twenty different ways of amusing
himself. You not only can have all that is exciting in San Francisco,
watching a city trying to kick out of its long clothes, but you can
saunter about the country and see the grandees in their towns and on
their ranchos, to say nothing of the scenery, which is said to be
magnificent."
"It isn't a bad idea. My past is not oppressing me, but I believe I
should enjoy the sensation of beginning life over again. It would be
that--certainly. But then I am an Englishman, you know, and English
roots strike deep. Still, I have a half mind to buy a ranch here and
come back every year or so. And I have a favourite brother who is rather
delicate; it would be a good life for him."
"Do think of it," said Mrs. McLane, in the final tone with which she
dismissed a subject that could claim her interest so long and no longer.
She had liked Thorpe more in Paris, where he was not in love with
another woman. She moved away with her husband, a big burly man with a
face curiously like Sir Walter Scott's, and Thorpe plunged his hands in
his pockets and strolled over the hill. The slopes were covered with
strawberry vines down to the broad white beach. The large calm waves of
the Pacific rolled ponderously in and fell down. Cityward was the Golden
Gate with its white bar. Beyond it were steep cliffs, gorgeous with
colour.
"Does England really exist?" he thought. "One could do anything reckless
in this country."
He had been the only man to miss his elk at the hunt, and he had spent
the rest of the day in hard riding. When the fever wore off, his reason
was thankful that Nina Randolph had refused him, and he made up his mind
to leave California by the next steamer. He had heard of the wonders
worked by Time, and none knew better than he how to make life varied
and interesting. He persuaded himself that he was profoundly relieved
that she did not love him. Once or twice he had been nearly sure that
she did. He had not seen her alone since the morning of the hunt, and,
when they had met, her manner had been as frank and friendly as ever.
He joined Mrs. Earle, who had draped a reboso about her head, and was
fluttering an immense fan. For the first time since his arrival in San
Francisco, he plunged into a deliberate flirtation. Mrs. Earle was one
of those women who flirt from the crown of her head to the sole of her
foot, and she was so thin that Thorpe fancied he could see the springs
which kept her skeleton in such violent motion. Her eyebrows were
marvels of muscular ingenuity, and all the passions were in a pair of
great black eyes which masked a brain too shrewd to try the indulgence
of old Dom Pedro Earle, a doughty Scot, too far.
Once, as they repassed a tent, Thorpe saw a vibration of the door, and a
half moment later heard a loud crash. Mrs. Earle's eyebrows went up to
her hair, but she only said:
"Your eyes are as grey and cold as that sea, senor; but they will get
into a fine blaze some day, and then they will burn a hole in some poor
woman's heart. And your jaw! _Dios de mi alma!_ What a tyrant you must
be--over yourself most of all! I flirt with you no more. You are the
sort of man that husbands are so jealous of, because you do not know how
to trifle. _Adios, senor, adios!_"
She swayed over to her husband; and at the same moment Nina ran out of
the tent which had attracted Thorpe's attention. She wore a short white
frock and a large white hat, which made her look very young. In her hand
she carried a small tin horn, upon which she immediately gave a shrill
blast.
"That means work," she cried. "Get down to the patch."
The servants spread a long table on a level spot, and fetched water from
a spring, carrying the jugs on their shoulders. The cook, in a tent
apart, worked leisurely at a savory supper. The guests scattered among
the strawberry-beds, and plucked the large red fruit. Each had a small
Mexican basket, and culled as rapidly as possible; the positions they
were forced to assume were not comfortable. All were very gay, and now
and then fought desperately for a well-favoured vine.
Nina, who had been ousted by Mrs. Earle's long arms, which flashed round
a glowing patch like two serpents, sprang up and ran down to the foot of
the hill, where the vines were more straggling and less popular. Thorpe
followed, laughing. Her hat had been lost in the fray; her hair was down
and blown about in the evening wind, and her cheeks were crimson.
"I hate long-legged long-armed giantesses," she exclaimed, attacking a
vine spitefully. "And Spanish people are treacherous, anyhow. That patch
was mine."
Thorpe laughed heartily. Her temper was genuine. His spirits suddenly
felt lighter; she looked like a spoilt child, not like a girl with a
tragic secret.
"She upset my basket, too," continued Nina, viciously. "But she upset
half her own at the same time, and I trod on them, on purpose."
"Here, let me fill your basket while you make a mud pie." He plucked his
portion and hers, while she dug her fingers into the sand, and recovered
her temper. As Thorpe dropped the replenished basket into her lap, she
tossed her hair out of her eyes, and smiled up at him.
"Sit down and rest," she said, graciously. "Supper won't be ready for a
half hour yet, and that hill is something to climb."
The others had finished their task, and disappeared over the brow of the
hill. The west was golden; even the sea was yellow for the moment.
"We know how to enjoy ourselves out here," said Nina, contentedly,
sinking her elbow into the sand. "I should think it a good place to
pitch your tent."
She flirted her eyelashes at him, and looked so incapable of being
serious that he answered, promptly,--
"I shall, if I can find some one to make it comfortable."
"You don't need to go begging. You're quite the belle. Several that are
more or less _eprises_ are splendid housekeepers."
"I am not looking for a housekeeper."
"What are you looking for?" she asked, audaciously. Her chin was in her
hand; her unbound hair clung about her; her tiny feet moved beneath the
hem of her frock.
He also was lying on his elbow, his face close to hers. He had always
followed her cues, and if she wished to flirt at this late date he was
quite willing to respond. He made up his mind abruptly to dismiss all
plans and drift with the tide.
"You," he said, softly.
"Are you proposing to me?"
He noted that she ignored his actual proposal, and commended her tact.
"I am not so sure that I am; I am surer that I want to."
"You are a cautious calculating Englishman."
"I believe I am--up to a certain point."
"Your face looks so hard and brown in that shadow. I've had men propose
the third time they met me."
"Probably."
"You can propose, if it will ease your mind. I shall never marry."
"Why not?"
"I think it would be heavenly to be an old maid, and make patchwork
quilts for missionaries."
"I shall take pleasure in imagining you in the role when I am digging
away at Blue Books and Reports."
"Ah, never, never more!" she chanted, lightly.
He paled slightly, then lifted a strand of her hair and drew it across
his lips. It was the first caress he had given her in their six weeks of
friendly intimacy, and her colour deepened. He shook the hair over her
face. Her eyes peered out elfishly.
"I suspect we are going to flirt this week," she said, drily.
"If you choose to call it that." Her hair was clinging about his
fingers.
"Suppose we make a compact--to regard nothing seriously that may occur
this week."
"Why are you so afraid of compromising yourself?"
"That belongs to the final explanation. But it is a recognised canon of
strawberry-week ethics that everybody flirts furiously. Friendship is
entirely too serious. Of course I shall flirt with you,--I shall let
Dominga Earle see that at once,--as I am tired of all the others. Will
you make the compact?"
"Yes."
The sun had dropped below the ocean; only a bar of paling green lay on
the horizon. Voices came faintly over the hill, and the shadows were
rapidly gathering.
Thorpe's face moved suddenly to hers. He flung her hair aside and kissed
her. She did not respond, nor move. But when he kissed her again and
again, she did not repulse him.
"I want you to understand this," he said, and his voice had softened, a
rare variation, nor was it steady. "I have not let myself go because you
proposed that compact. I am quite willing to forget it."
"But I am not. I expect you to remember it."
"Very well, we can settle that later. Meanwhile, for this week, we will
be happy. Have you ever let any man kiss you before?"
"I don't know."
"You don't know? What a thing to say!"
"Some one may have found me napping, you know."
"You are very fond of being enigmatical. Why can't you give a straight
answer to a straight question?"
"Well--what I meant was that you should not ask impertinent questions.
But, if you insist,--as far as I know, only two men have kissed me,--you
and my father."
He drew a quick breath. The ugliest fear that had haunted him took
flight. He believed her to be truthful.
He stood up suddenly, and drawing her with him, held her closely until
he felt her self-control giving way. When he kissed her again, she put
up her arms and clung to him, and kissed him for the first time. He knew
then, whatever her reason for suggesting such a compact, or her ultimate
purpose, that she loved him.
The mighty blast of a horn echoed among the hills and cliffs. Nina
sprang from Thorpe's arms.
"That is one of papa's jokes," she said. "It isn't the horn of the
hunter, but of the farmer. Come, supper is ready. Oh, dear!" She
clapped her hands to her head. "I can't go up with my hair looking like
this. I can just see the polaric disgust of the Hathaway orbs; it goes
through one like blue needles. And then the malicious snap of Mrs.
Earle's, and the faint amusement of Mrs. McLane's. And I've lost my
hairpins! And I never--never--can get to my tent unseen. I'm living with
'Lupie and Molly, and they're sure to be late--on purpose; I hate
women--Here! Braid it. Don't tell me you can't! You must!"
She presented her back to Thorpe, who was clumsily endeavouring to adapt
himself to her mood. The discipline of the last six weeks stood him in
good stead.
"Upon my word!" he exclaimed, in dismay, "I never braided a woman's hair
in my life."
"Quick! Divide it in three strands--even--then one over the other--Oh,
an idiot could braid hair! Tighter. Ow! Oh, you _are_ so clumsy."
"I know it," humbly. "But it clings to my fingers. I believe you have it
charged with electricity. It doesn't look very even."
"I don't imagine it does. But it feels as if it would do. Half way down
will be enough--"
"Hallo!" came Hastings's voice from the top of the hill. "Are you two
lost in a quicksand?"
"Coming!" cried Nina. She sprang lightly up the hill, chattering as
merrily as if she and the silent man beside her had spent the last
half-hour flinging pebbles into the ocean.
They separated on the crest of the hill, and went to their respective
tents. A few moments later Nina appeared at the supper-table with her
disordered locks concealed by a network of sweet-brier. The effect was
novel and bizarre, the delicate pink and green very becoming.
"Heaven knows when I'll ever get it off," she whispered to Thorpe, as
she took the chair at his side. "It has three thousand thorns."
The girls were in their highest spirit at the supper-table. Mr. McLane
and Mr. Randolph were in their best vein, and Hastings and Molly
Shropshire talked incessantly. Thorpe heard little that was said; he was
consumed with the desire to be alone with Nina Randolph again.
But she would have no more of him that night. After supper, a huge
bonfire was built on the edge of a jutting cliff, and the entire party
sat about it and told yarns. The women stole away one by one. Nina was
almost the first to leave.
The men remained until a late hour, and received calls from hilarious
neighbours whose bonfires were also blazing. Don Tiburcio Castro dashed
up at one o'clock, and invited Mr. Randolph to bring his party to a
grand _merienda_ on the last day but one of their week, and to a ball at
the Mission Dolores on the evening following.
VIII
When the party broke up for the night Thorpe walked a half mile over the
dunes, until, for any evidence of civilisation, he was alone in the
wilderness, then lay down on the warm sand and took counsel with
himself.
He had taken the plunge, and he had no regrets. He recalled his doubts,
his certainty that the Randolph skeleton was not the figment of a
girl's morbid imagination, his analysis of a temperament which he was
only beginning to understand, and wherein lay gloomy foreshadowings, the
fact that her first appeal had been to his animalism and that the appeal
had been direct and powerful. Until the morning of the elk-hunt, he had
not admitted that he loved her; but in a flash he had realised her
tragic and desolate position, little as he guessed the cause, and
coincidently his greater love for her had taken form so definitely that
he had not hesitated a moment to ask her to marry him. Later, he had
persuaded himself that he was well out of it; but between that time and
this he had allowed himself hardly a moment for meditation.
To-night he had not a regret. The certainty that she loved him put his
last scruple to flight, and changed his attitude to her irrevocably. He
had never loved before, nor had she. She seemed indivisibly and
eternally a part of him, and he recalled the sense of ownership he had
experienced the night he had met her, when the evil alone in her claimed
him. To-night the sense was stronger still, and he no longer believed
that there was a spark of evil in her; the moment he became a lover, he
became an idealist. He exaggerated every better quality into a
perfection; and all other women seemed marionnettes beside the one who
could make him shiver with hopes and fears, affect his appetite, and
control his dreams, who made him wild to surrender his liberty before he
was thirty, and accept a woman of the people as a mother-in-law.
The full knowledge suddenly poured into his brain that he was in love,
he,--Dudley Thorpe, who had crammed his life so full of other interests
that he had rarely thought of love, believing serenely that it would
arrive when he was forty, and ready for it. He lay along the sands and
surrendered himself to the experience, the most marvellous and delicious
he had ever known. Once he caught himself up and laughed, then felt that
he had committed a sacrilege. He knew that as he felt then, as he might
continue to feel during his engagement, was an isolated experience in a
man's life. He felt like clutching at even the tremours and fears that
assailed him, and cutting them deep in his brain, that he might have
their memory sharp and vivid when he was long married and serenely
content. He was happier in those moments, lying alone on the dry warm
sand under the crowding stars which had outlived so many passions, than
when he had held her in his arms. He felt that something had escaped him
when they had been together, some thought had strayed; and he determined
to concentrate his faculties more fully and to become a master in love.
He did nothing by halves, and he would be completely happy.
Then his thoughts became practical once more. Her admission that she
loved him had given him a right to control her life, to protect her, to
think for both. He was a very high-handed man, and, having made up his
mind to marry Nina Randolph, he regarded her opposition as non-existent.
He would argue it out with her, when she was ready to speak, knowing
that the mental tide of woman, when undammed, must have its way; but he
alone would decide the issue.
He should no longer torment himself with imaginings, rehearsing every
ill that could befall a woman, whether the act of her own folly or the
cruel hatching of Circumstance. It mattered nothing; he should marry
her. His want of her was maddening. The desire to pluck her from her
present life, to make her happy, possessed him.
IX
The next morning all were up at eight and picking strawberries for
breakfast. The prolonged and vociferous music of the horn had precluded
all hope of laziness, and the late seekers after sleep were obliged to
turn out with the best grace possible. A plunge in the sea had animated
the men for the day, and the women were very fresh and amiable.
After breakfast they scattered about the hills and beach. It was a
cloudless dark-blue day. The air was warm and dry. The bleak sand dunes
were reclaimed for a brief season by the vivid green of willow and oak,
the fields of purple lupin and yellow poppy; the trade winds were
elsewhere, and the vegetation of San Francisco enjoyed its brief span of
life. A ship with all her sails spread drifted, sleepily, over the bar.
Thorpe and Nina climbed an eminence from which they could see the
Mission Dolores, far on the right, the smoke curling languidly from its
great chimneys; the square Presidio of romantic memories and prosaic
present; the distant city, whose loud feverish pulse they fancied they
could hear.
They sat down under a tree. Nina took off her hat, and threw back her
head. "I think I am the re-embodiment of some pagan ancestor," she said.
"On days like this, I care nothing for a single responsibility in life,
nor for what to-morrow will bring, nor for a religion nor a creed, nor
for the least nor greatest that civilisation has accomplished. I don't
even long for Europe and the higher intellectual life. It is enough that
I am alive, that my eyes see only beauty, and my skin feels warmth. I
worship the sun and the sky and the flowers and the trees and the sea,
above all the warm quick atmosphere. They seem to me the only things
worth loving."
"They are not the only things you love, however."
"No, I love you and my father. I hate my mother. But I always manage to
forget her existence when I am off like this, and she is out of my
sight--"
"Why do you hate your mother?"
"That is one of the things you are not to know yet. This week you are to
hear nothing that is not pleasant. I wish you to feel like a pagan,
too."
"I do. Some of your mandates are very easy to observe. We are reasonably
sympathetic on more points than one."
"We will imagine that all life is to be like this week--only no allusion
is to be made during this week to the future, and no allusion in the
future to this week."