Feb. 11, 1886, he wrote Mrs. Hunert:--

"Miss Ellis was a very dear friend (although I never saw her), and

it was a great shock to learn of her decease. The first intimation

I had of her death was the article in the 'Register' headed 'A

Candle of the Lord.' Whatever literature you may send me shall be

given circulation after I have read it. I now supply some

half-dozen persons by mail with the tracts sent me. As I know the

personal peculiarities of all these parties, I can adapt the matter

to each. You will see, therefore, that I am a sort of branch

'mission.' In addition to this, I occasionally write a short

article to a local paper in Wayne County upon subjects of

interest."

He encloses one of these articles,--subject, "Future or Everlasting

Punishment: Which?"

"... Mrs. Smith wrote to me in regard to Miss Ellis's letters. I am

very sorry not to have any of them. During the last three years I

have moved so frequently, being sometimes in this State and

sometimes in W. Virginia, that they were lost, and I am unable to

find them. Some of them I carried for a long time in my pocket

until they became so worn as to be scarcely recognizable. The form

of them has vanished, but the kindness and sympathy they breathed

is with me still. The spirit of that sainted woman cannot wax old.

I humbly trust that I may be imbued with something of the calm and

trust and purity which her letters always suggested. There was,

too, an enthusiasm which was untiring, and withal a modesty that

never was absent from her utterances. There was ever the absence of

anything like dictation in her advice. It was the gentle monition

of a friend, never the pompous dictation of conscious superiority.

Rev. J. T. Sunderland, of Chicago, is to preach in our city March

21. I have never heard him, and am looking to his coming with

expectation."

A young woman who is working out a Homestead and Timber Claim in

Nebraska, and has been for several years supplied with much reading

matter by Miss Ellis, which she has circulated so zealously as to have

become one of the "branch missions," writes:--

"When I was about seventeen years old I joined the Baptist Church

in Newport, Ky. (where at the time I was residing, and teaching in

the public school in that city); and I was sincere in what I did,

only I had so many doubts about many things that they taught, and

hesitated from the beginning of the revival until the close before

I could decide. Then my decision was made on this, that there were

older persons belonging to the church that said they believed the

teachings and doctrine, and I thought when I grew older and had

more experience that I would understand, and I had a delicate fear

to converse with the older members about my doubts for fear of

their opinions of me; so I quietly stayed with them for a number of

years, when an old friend, a good woman, now gone from among us,

induced me to attend your church, Mr. Wendte then being the pastor.

The subject he was to speak about was 'the Christ we know.' I

remember my thoughts then were about these,--'Christ they know? I

don't believe they know any,' and thought I should like to hear

what he would say, any way. I well remember that sermon; not one

sentence he uttered jarred me in the least; and, strange to say,

they were my own thoughts on the subject; but I dared not, even if

I could, have expressed myself. I thought over that sermon the

whole week every spare moment I had, and even took some that did

not justly belong to me. I shall never forget that week. The next

Sunday his text was, 'the God we love.' For all I enjoyed the

previous sermon, I still thought, 'They love God? Impossible!' and

as my friends invited me to go over with them again, I accepted the

invitation. I never had God represented to me before as now,--more

like a kind father than an austere judge; yes, kind, compassionate,

and loving us all alike, condemning only our evil actions. This

suited me exactly; so another week was spent in thought. I would

think, 'How can I conscientiously be a Baptist and believe this

way?' Yet how I disliked leaving the church where many things were

endeared to me. It seemed as if I was in a sea of trouble and

doubt, not knowing whether to go on or halt and turn back. The next

Sunday the subject was, 'the Bible we revere.' I was more than

anxious to hear this one, for it seemed to me that on this I would

have to decide. I went, and decided. I broke off gradually from my

old associations, and attended the services in the Unitarian church

from that time until I came West. I never joined the church, but it

suited my views best of all churches, and to-day I cannot go in any

of the Orthodox churches and feel at home. Now as regards this

mission work that you wish me to engage in, I could devote half an

hour each day, and am willing to do all I can for the advancement

of the cause. My health became very poor, and I went West thinking

it would be beneficial. I must say I succeeded, for I am not

compelled to stay now for my health, but business keeps me here....

My homestead is three miles from the town, and I go out quite often

and stay over Sunday. My house is a very small dug-out. I raised

about ten bushels of potatoes, some beans, and a few squashes; have

done work I never thought of doing,--that is, planting vegetables,

made my own bedstead, put a floor in the house, and lined it with

sacking. Some of my lady friends assisted me when they came to see

me, and gave me ideas about my new kind of work. Now last, but not

least, in regard to Miss Ellis. I wrote to her directly after

coming West, and told her I felt isolated from church attendance,

but was pleased to find so many people with whom I could converse

on Liberal thought. Since that time she had kindly furnished me

with reading matter which I have again sent on its errand of peace

and joy. I looked over a bundle of letters and can only find this

postal card from her.... This card I send you is one she sent me in

reference to Mr. Copeland. I wrote her for his address, which she

gave me, and I requested him to come to our town and speak to the

people here. He kindly consented to come, and spoke on 'Into the

Light.' The majority of the people that heard him were well

pleased, and he promised me that whenever he passed our town on his

way to or from Denver he would stop over and speak. Would like to

have the card returned, as I want it for a remembrance."

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