JULY 5, 1884.

... I will permit you to "unburden yourself" with as many pages as

you see fit, at any time you feel disposed to do so, and promise

not to be "bored." I, in my deafness, understand what it is to feel

so utterly alone, though surrounded by dear, old, and tried

friends. This lack of one congenial person or thing no one can

appreciate but those who have experienced.... Remember, _opinions_

separate us, but kindly deeds and affection draw us close to one

another; and so pursue your studies patiently, striving to make

yourself the kind of man you think one ought to be, and in

attending church do it in the spirit of Jesus,--with the feeling of

worshipping God, and cast aside all other feeling, knowing that

those around you are doing what they feel to be best. Leave it to

the Good Father to judge them, and in time to help them to see

differently. We are judged by living up to the highest and best we

know, and if others have not been so far enlightened as we, or have

not been moved by the Spirit to seek higher light and truth, we

must work in patience and leave them in the hands of God.... Only

be true to your own convictions, and you will lead them by example

rather than precept, unconsciously to them. Work on patiently, and

God's promises will not fail you. It is a slow process to overcome

one's many failures; but we shall come out conquerors at the last

if we only will, and are earnest in our endeavors.... After two

weeks our churches will close for the summer, but _my_ congregation

will still be ministered to. I go to the church during vacation

every two weeks to lend books to any who desire them.

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