II

Heinrich was extremely pleased about his engagement. He wore a “Mizpah”

ring, which V.V. had given him, and a rather small Trilby hat which he

had disinterred from some forgotten cupboard himself. Arrayed in these

additions to his toilet, he called formally on Gillian that evening.

V.V. was not at home. She was working late in Bond Street all that week,

renewing the youth of the fashionable clientele before its final exodus

from town.

“I have taken ze responsibility for zis life,” he explained, as though

V.V. were another cat or sparrow. “V.V. has never enough money till ze

end of ze munz. For ze last two, tree, four, five days she does eat

nozzing.”

“Heinrich! What ever do you mean?” Gillian was startled. It had never

occurred to her to inquire into V.V.’s finances, but all sorts of

instances crowded into her mind at Heinrich’s words.

“I mean what I say. V.V. has not enough money for food for four weeks,

only for tree. In ze force week she starve. On ze first day of ze monz

she have fresh money. Zen she eat. So I marry her.” Heinrich was

delighted with the adequacy of this solution.

“Have you got married while I was away?”

“Not yet. It is to come. Now we food on love.”

This was beyond Gillian. “Will she live with you and Larry in the studio

when you do marry?” she asked, turning to practical matters for relief.

“No. I give ze studio to Larry for himself. V.V. and I we go in many

countries. Countries where it is warm. Italy and Africa and Hindustan,”

said Heinrich.

“You’ll have to wait then,” said Gillian with reference to the golden

liberty which was known to lie behind the clauses of Heinrich’s uncle’s

will.

“A little, yes. But not so much time as before. I go to my ozzer onkel,

and tell to him zat now I marry. And he say I may have some money out of

ze will, from him. He is not quite a good man—but there is in him a

little goodness sometimes. I sign him a paper so that he have twice as

much out of ze will by and then. And I get sree hundred pounds for each

year till ze will is over.”

Unversed though she was in the ethics of finance, Gillian had a distant

feeling that Heinrich’s uncle was being the not quite good man Heinrich

had admitted him to be in the question of that other uncle’s will on

which his future depended. But Heinrich had done his best for V.V.

And he looked taller and braver, more nearly a man, and rather

distressingly a little less like a fairy than he had seemed to her till

now.

“Does V.V. want to marry you?” she asked.

“Oh, very much.”

In the dark of her mind Gillian felt a jealous pang. V.V. then had

forgotten her.

“I go now to take her to dinner, in a restaurant: proper dinner,” said

Heinrich impressively, “wiz prrawns.”

* * * * *

Late that night there was a furtive knock at Gillian’s bedroom door.

Gillian called “Come in,” wondering who could be there. It was V.V. She

stood in the doorway smiling, excited.

“Oh, you darling,” she said in a hungry whisper, “oh, you darling.”

“V.V.! how did you get in? Gordon locked up hours ago.”

“I had your house-key copied while you were away,” said V.V., and did

not wait to hear how Gillian took this announcement, but strode across

the room and knelt by the bedside, thrusting her long, strong, bony arms

in under the bed-clothes and dragging Gillian to the edge of the bed in

an almost angry hug.

Gillian struggled out of the straining clasp and sat up, pulling the

ends of her long plaits from under the sheet and shaking out the

crumpled bows of blue ribbon with which they were tied.

“V.V., how thrilling!”

“Isn’t it! isn’t it!” said V.V., burying her face in Gillian’s shoulder.

Her hair smelt of brilliantine—a sweet, heavy smell like

scented-geranium leaves when you pinch them—and of fresh

Virginia-cigarette smoke, and she had been drinking liqueur. She was

shaking all over and Gillian could feel the quick, pushing beat of her

heart vibrate in the wire of the stretched spring-mattress of the little

iron bedstead.

“Goodness!” said Gillian, putting one arm round V.V.’s trembling

shoulder. “Are you as happy as all that?”

“Of course I am, you darling, aren’t you?”

“Well, no! You can’t expect me to be quite as excited as you are—or as

Heinrich is.”

“Hinerik? What’s he got to do with it?” V.V. sat back on her heels and

frowned. “I’m excited because I’ve got you back again. You know that,

you monkey.”

Gillian felt uncomfortable. She had not expected this pudicity in V.V.

“I’m sorry,” she apologized, “I thought you knew I knew. Heinrich told

me. So did Jane.”

“Oh, that,” said V.V., “that’s Hinerik’s funeral.”

“I thought it was to be your wedding.”

“P’r’aps. Some day. But we won’t bother about silly old weddings now

I’ve got you back again.”

“Get the basket-chair and a cushion and come and talk to me a minute,”

said Gillian, clasping her hands round her knees outside the bed-clothes

and preparing to conduct an inquisition. “You tell me such a lot about

your life, all in bits, and I can’t ever put them quite together in any

real plan.”

“Oh, mine’s not been a planny life,” said V.V., dragging the chair and

cushion close to the bedside.

“Well, never mind about the whole of it now,” said Gillian, “but try, if

you can, to tell me what Heinrich meant about you not having proper

meals some weeks.”

“Oh yes.” V.V. was frank as always, with a baffling and allusive

frankness that more often than not darkened the situation she attempted

to illuminate. “My brother, you know. He’s not quite all there—not mad

you know, but sometimes he drinks a little, and sometimes he goes out

and paints the town red, and then he can’t send me the whole of my

allowance.”

“I didn’t know you had an allowance. I thought you worked in Bond

Street.”

“Oh, that’s a debt. The rent for the flat at Ostend. I’ll be paid by

October and then I shan’t go to silly old Jacynthe’s any more.”

“But V.V., if your brother is like that he oughtn’t to have the money to

control. You ought to have it and send him his allowance.”

“Yes, I know. But he’s the eldest, and a man. He’s the trustee too, but

I don’t like him. If I marry Hinerik and he can get hold of his money

we’ll put my brother into a home and he can have it all.”

“How did Heinrich find out?”

“Oh, he just came to dinner and there wasn’t any. Old Mrs. Gordon

wouldn’t send any up because I’d not paid my book. She’s generally quite

good about waiting, but when she came up on Saturday with the books, I

was unpacking some bath-salts and she seemed to think I could have done

without them.”

“Oh, V.V., that’s why you’re so thin.”

“Oh, I was always bony, even”—V.V. did not intend to be enigmatic—“even

at Ostend.”

And then she yawned and Gillian said she was sleepy too, and V.V. kissed

her and went over to her own flat.

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