II

Number 99 Knightsbridge was a conspicuous house. It rose a full story

higher than its neighbours and spread a whole window wider than any

other private dwelling from the Hyde Park Hotel to the Guards’ Barracks.

You could see it half-way down Sloane Street, thrusting its crammed and

costly window-boxes into the dimness of the London colour scheme. Each

of the fifteen front window-frames had had the Georgian sashed panes

removed and was now filled with a sheet of plate glass, bevelled into an

ebony frame and veiled inside with curtains of the richest lace; each of

the rust-brown bricks of which it was built was now surrounded with the

best mortar, so white that Gillian felt it must be enamelled. The

wrought-iron balconies which hung across the first and second floors

were painted black and enhanced by a gilded boss wherever the pattern

made it possible to apply one, and the tall black railings which fenced

the ground floor from the street had their tips gilded to match the

balconies. In the midst of them the decoration of an ornate gardendoor

twisted and whirled around what was evidently a bicycle-wheel with a

golden tyre, the hub of which was formed of the letters W. M. in

monogram. Gillian had often rejoiced in the opulent charm of this

exterior without supposing that the dwelling behind it would ever admit

so plain a worm as herself to tremble at its more intimate

magnificences. Now, as she pressed the amethystine button of the

bell-push at the gate she felt like a goose-girl in a fairy-tale at the

moment when she comes to the magician’s cave. It was rather a shock to

find the door opened by a perfectly plain butler; a tall, grave,

clean-shaven man who received her with a melancholy kindness which

belonged to more anciently established, less insistently plutocratic

surroundings. The pathway from the street to the house-door was flagged

with porphyry and malachite under a glass roof supported on pillars up

which crimson-ramblers, their roots in huge porcelain vases, were

twined. Baskets of scented geraniums hung at intervals from the arches

of this processional way, and tubs of blue and pink hydrangeas stood in

the garden spaces on either side of the path. The hall into which she

followed the butler up a flight of three marble steps, occupied the

whole floor and was lit by two tall windows on the street side, and by

glass doors opening on to the long garden which led down to the Park. It

was full of very brightly burnished suits of armour each embowered in a

separate grove of palm and fern. In the midst of these, enormous pink

begonias trained round sticks in a barrel-shaped design, occupied the

four corners of a sunken fountain which was playing above the rather

agitated home-life of several corpulent goldfish. At each corner of the

staircase there were life-size figures representing Nubian slaves (boy

and girl alternating) in coloured raiment bearing trays in either hand.

On one tray stood a vase of flowers, on the other a lamp. The cumulative

effect of passing three of these chromatic statues after a glimpse of

the suits of armour below, had stunned Gillian a little and, by the time

the drawing-room door closed upon the butler, leaving her alone with its

amazing splendours, she had ceased to be keenly receptive.

But the drawing-room was worthy of the keenest appreciation. Like the

hall it covered the whole floor. It had three windows looking on to

Knightsbridge, and three on to the Park. Its walls were panelled in

hand-cut velvet brocade, electric-blue on a mauve background: each of

the two fireplaces was enriched by an overmantel, all-white balustrades

and mirrors, supporting or reflecting innumerable shelves and brackets,

no shelf without its flower-vase, no bracket without its statuette.

Between the windows were more mirrors, framed in Dresden china frames

from which candle-holders curved out like pink and gilded horns and bore

not candles but china imitations carrying electric lights and silken

shades which mirrored themselves again in the glass. The room was full

of electric-light bulbs. From the heavily moulded ceiling mauve and blue

ribbons hung in slings and from each sling a gilded Cupid stretched down

a torch-filled hand, and in each torch a bulb. This amorous army of

illumination circled round a very beautiful Venetian glass chandelier

which, with the Aubusson carpet that spread its blue medallion and faint

roses over the parquet-floor, seemed to indicate another mind feebly at

work under the overmastering influence which had clearly directed the

main ornamentation of the house.

There was one book in the room: _The Golden Treasury_, bound in blue

leather, with a wreath of purple violets encircling the name “Winona”

tooled on the cover. On the top of the grand piano, a Broadwood in a

painted case, there stood an army of photographs each in a silver frame.

Most of these photographs were of the same person. These were all signed

“Winona” in a flowing hand and showed the signer in various forms of

evening dress from full panoply of Court train, veil and feathers, to a

relatively simple gown of what was probably black velvet enhanced by

ropes of pearls. Here and there the series was broken by portraits

signed “Reginald”; but Gillian could not discern a “Toby” among them.

As she waited and wondered if the personality of their owner were veiled

or revealed by all these effigies, the door opened and the butler

reappeared carrying a silver tray covered with an embroidered

tray-cloth.

“Her ladyship wishes you to take a glass of milk, miss,” he said,

depositing his burden on an inlaid table, “and will be with you

presently.”

There certainly was a glass of milk, an engraved glass in a silver

holder, on the tray before her, but it took Gillian some time to locate

it among the dishes of fruit, sandwiches and cake with which it was

surrounded. Winona, Lady Bottomley, was evidently kind to others as well

as lavish to herself, though Gillian, who had not been brought up to eat

between meals and was also a little nervous that morning, could not obey

the command to drink. She was counting the layers of marzipan that

separated the rich substance of an iced cake out of which one wedge had

been hewn in evident consideration of her need when the door opened once

more and Lady Bottomley stood revealed.

“Good morning, Miss Macfarlane, pray be seated,” she said in a measured

and stately voice as she seated herself in the exact centre of a

slippery and magnificent settee.

Gillian, a little surprised at the form of address, managed to control

herself from correcting it by the thought that it would be time enough

to do so if and when it turned out that she was to take up any duties

for the lady.

There was a pause. Gillian tried not to stare too hard at the marvellous

auburn wig, the Roman nose, the small dim eyes, the imposing figure, the

ringed hands folded over the plush of a lace-flounced gown which

presented themselves to her consideration for some time before the

spirit which informed them spoke again. When the silence was broken it

was with another surprise.

“My daughter-in-law, the future Marchioness of Fulham, has spoken to me

of you,” said Lady Bottomley. “She assures me that, happily, most

happily, you do not possess any shorthand.”

Gillian, to whom the very existence of any such person as the future

Marchioness of Fulham had, until that moment, been unknown, and who was,

moreover, bewildered by the receding phantom of that “Toby” on whose

account she was to conceal her own relationship to Lilac, murmured that

unfortunately she did not practice shorthand.

“Fortunately, Miss Macfarlane,” said Lady Bottomley, growing more

imposing with each syllable, “I consider that a knowledge of shorthand

renders its possessor unfit for the post of secretary to a lady of

title. I shall require you to take all my letters down in your own

handwriting, and to copy them out in an imitation of mine.”

“Won’t that be like forgery?” asked Gillian, forgetting her nervousness

in the novelty of the demand.

“No,” said Lady Bottomley with slow decision, “it will not. It must be a

poor imitation of my handwriting, and I shall sign the letter myself.

The quotations from _The Times_ and _The Guardian_ with which I enliven

my letters to those Abroad, you will add in your own handwriting; but I

like my own remarks to appear in a style which will not clash with my

signature.”

Gillian remembered Mrs. Barraclough’s admission that old Winona seldom

had the same secretary for many weeks at a time, and wondered whether a

tendency in handwriting to clash with the august signature were

responsible for the failure of the relationship, or if other and even

more probable reasons were to be revealed.

“You will also,” went on the lady, “you will also prepare lists of

suitable concerts which on those afternoons when I am not accompanied by

my daughter-in-law or my son Sir Reginald, the third baronet, you will

attend with me. Concerts of classical music.”

“And matinées?” said Gillian hopefully. This part of her duties sounded

easier than imitation scripture.

“No matinées,” said Lady Bottomley, “only bazaars. I disapprove of the

stage.”

“Not even charity matinées?” said Gillian.

“Only those acted by amateurs in Halls. I do not ever go inside a

theatre. When the cause is good I buy tickets and give them to others.”

“Oh,” said Gillian, and wondered if she and Lilac would ever be counted

as others.

“How old are you?” Lady Bottomley was forsaking instruction for inquiry.

“Twenty-three—that is I shall be twenty-four next birthday.”

“And when is that?”

“In April,” said Gillian, conscious that this was only July.

“That’s very young. Still it may mean that you will prove more docile

than those of riper years.”

Gillian hoped she was docile.

“We shall see. But if you come to me I must stipulate that you do not

marry.”

“Never?”

“Not for three years. My last two secretaries—no, my last three,” Lady

Bottomley checked them off on her fingers, “all married within a few

months of joining my circle. I am now engaging only such as will take a

vow not to marry for three years.”

“But suppose I left you—or you sent me away for some other reason?”

Gillian ventured.

“In that case you would be free to marry. Not otherwise. Have you any

intention of marrying?”

“Well,” said Gillian with complete candour, “I’ve no intention of _not_

marrying, but I don’t suppose I shall marry for a long time. I don’t

feel old enough yet.”

“You are quite old enough to marry,” said old Winona visibly annoyed,

“twenty-four is amply old enough. I was married at twenty for the first

time. Have you anybody in particular in view?”

“To marry? Oh, no. They all want to marry Lilac, not me?”

“And who is Lilac?”

Gillian felt the hot blood creep up her neck, over her chin, into her

face and fill her eyes with tears. This was exactly what Lilac had

forbidden her to do.

“Oh, just a sister of mine,” said she, trying to make as light of the

matter as possible.

To Gillian’s relief Miss Macfarlane’s sister was a person to whose

identity Lady Bottomley attached no significance whatever, and, after a

few more questions, they passed on to a mutual exhibition of

handwriting, and an attempt on Gillian’s part at that not too faithful

reproduction of the Bottomley script on which so much depended. Greatly

to her own surprise she was able, by the simple device of using a broad

J nib, to write a hand with which the signature “Winona Caroline

Bottomley” did not clash, and before long she was walking down Sloane

Street, a little unsteady in the knees, but with an odd new steadiness

in her mind. Lady Bottomley had engaged her at what seemed to Gillian a

fabulous salary, and unusual though the conditions of her new employment

appeared to be, she had a premonitory feeling of security in them quite

unlike the apprehensions which had filled her after her first interview

with Mrs. Lysaght. Eccentricity was to Gerald Armstrong’s daughter far

less terrifying than regulated convention.

Not until she was opposite Cadogan Gardens did it occur to her that she

had been engaged as Miss Macfarlane, a friend of the future Marchioness

of Fulham: whereas, now that the gate of No. 99 Knightsbridge was closed

behind her, she realized how completely she was nothing of more

consequence than Gillian Armstrong, a tenant of the Mordaunt Club, on

whom its secretary, plain Mrs. Barraclough, had taken pity.

It was possible that even now Miss Macfarlane, bearing a coroneted

introduction, was pressing the amethyst button of the electric bell, and

that she, Gillian, would in a few moments be convicted of fraud and

disgraced in a way which would annoy Lilac quite dreadfully. Should she

go back and confess to old Winona, or forward and confess to Mrs.

Barraclough. Both confessions would have to be made with as little delay

as possible. But, seeing that by this time she was nearer home and Mrs.

Barraclough than she was to Knightsbridge, Gillian, who usually took the

more difficult alternative from a sense of self-discipline, hurried on

and walked straight across the courtyard and knocked at Mrs.

Barraclough’s door before going up to face Lilac in their own flat.

“Oh, didn’t I tell you?” said Mrs. Barraclough. She was eating her

luncheon with the _Morning Post_ propped up against a large

Sheffield-plate cruet-stand which gave to the whole of her small and

rather austerely furnished room that sense of having a storied past

behind it which was so lacking in the Armstrongs’ flat.

“It was Winnie Roehampton who told me that her late mother-in-law was

out of secretaries again. She married Roehampton after she’d killed Jim

Bottomley. He was her first husband and she made him hunt before he

could ride. She’d always wanted Roehampton, but she couldn’t afford him,

so she took Jim Bottomley first and married the other, six weeks after

the accident, on her jointure.”

“Well,” said Gillian, “if she’s that kind of person I shouldn’t think

Lady Bottomley would engage a secretary who came through her.”

“No, you wouldn’t, but Winnie’s a sensible girl. Her heart’s always in

the rich place,” said Mrs. Barraclough. “She’s always kept friends with

old Winona who’d never really cared for Jim. He was only her stepson,

and she was delighted that her Toby could have it all. And when Winnie

married into the peerage, well—wait and see. You’ll understand soon

enough.”

“Well, but what about Miss Macfarlane?”

“That’s you, Miss Armstrong. All her secretaries are Macfarlanes. She’s

very obstinate about names. Winnie Roehampton says she always calls Hyde

Park Corner the Marble Arch.”

“Goodness,” said Gillian. “Doesn’t it make it very difficult to know

what she means?”

“I dare say it does,” said Mrs. Barraclough. “But you may get used to

it.”

“And is ‘Toby’ the third baronet Sir Reginald?”

“He is,” said Mrs. Barraclough. “Old Bottomley was the first, poor Jim

was the second and Toby is the third—all in ten years. Old Bottomley was

one of the Coronation honours. He did something very handsome for

Belfast Harbour. You’ll hear all about that, too.”

“Then you really think I am quite honestly engaged?”

“Quite honestly,” said Mrs. Barraclough, “and I shouldn’t be at all

surprised if you kept the job. Anyhow you have my blessing and I’ll tell

Winnie Roehampton to tell her late mother-in-law you’re a treasure.”

Gillian left Mrs. Barraclough comforted and relieved. Odd though it all

sounded, it was not a terrifying oddness. Winona, Lady Bottomley, was

more like the first chapter in a new book than a problem of existence.

You felt there were answers to all her sums. You were astonished at, not

dismayed by her; and Gillian enjoyed astonishment.

“Lilac,” she called, bursting into the outer of the two rooms they used

as living-rooms.

But the little room was empty. The black Cromwellian table that stood

under the window was not laid for luncheon, and William had unfastened

the latch of his cage and, perched on the back of one of the three

chairs they had bought at Heal’s to match the table, was thoughtfully

manicuring his claw with his beak.

“Hillo!” said William. “Kiss cocky! Kiss cocky!”

“Lilac! Lilac!” called Gillian and went through the door into the inner

room which was lined with bookcases and furnished with an enormous

red-leather chesterfield, Sophie’s gift to the young flat-holders, and

so huge that there was hardly space for another seat in the room.

But Lilac was not in the book-room, nor in the larger single room on the

north side of the building looking into Gwynne Street which they used as

a bedroom. Lilac had evidently gone on to some occasion of her own when

she left Gillian at the top of Sloane Street, which was like Lilac, who

had many private affairs to attend to though she usually kept Saturday

morning free for flat-keeping and was in to lunch. And this was Saturday

morning or Gillian would not have been free to go looking for work as

she had done. Gillian, in solitary disgrace, was still correcting the

July examination papers in the mistresses’ room at Pelham House all the

other days of the week.

So Gillian took off her hat and washed her hands and went and ate bread

and cheese and lettuce with William and read _The Song of Honour_ in a

little yellow-paper book with a rather smudgy woodcut on its cover which

she had bought at the Poetry Bookshop the Saturday before. William, who

adored crusts with butter, sat on one claw on the back of her chair and

held the crusts she gave him in the other, occasionally dropping one

while he stood on both feet in order to stretch a long neck to turn over

a page for Gillian. He didn’t tear the page, but he often turned it

before Gillian was quite ready, and she had to turn back while William

was climbing down to pick up his crust from the floor. She did it as

quietly as possible in order not to hurt his feelings. William was

really tiresome when his feelings were hurt. He would chatter and scream

and flap his wings and require whole-hearted, undivided attention for

quite five minutes if he felt neglected or snubbed, and Gillian had to

be very careful because the Countess had already complained of the noise

he made.

It was three o’clock when Lilac came in. She was flushed, but it was

with excitement quite as much as with heat.

“Have you got the job?” she asked from the doorway. Gillian felt she

dared not have answered “No.”

“Yes. I think so, though she wants someone at once,” she replied,

wondering why Lilac’s eyes were so blue and her hair so curly at the

sleepiest hour of the whole week.

“That’s all right. You can go to her on Monday,” said Lilac, taking off

her hat and pushing the damp curls from her forehead with the third

finger of her left hand. “I’ve fixed it all up with Mrs. Lysaght.”

“Lilac!”

“Yes. I have. I took the Putney bus and I called on her.”

“Goodness!” said Gillian.

“And gracious!” said Lilac, “I do wish, dear Gillian, you would not

swear so blasphemously.”

“All right then. Damn!” said Gillian, “but hurry up.”

“Yes, I did. I called at _Mon Repos_. What a woman! Does she always

screw that little gold pencil in and out?”

“Always!” said Gillian, “particularly when she’s angry. Was she angry

with you?”

“Oh, very.” Lilac sat on the table and swung her buckled shoes up and

down in the sunlight that came through under the green rush sunblinds.

“At first. But it’s all right. You’re to correct those abominable

children’s papers at home till the end of the term, and she’ll pay you

your full salary. A person, you really couldn’t call her a girl, called

Jane Bird, who lives on the other side of the Albert Bridge, will

collect and deliver them day by day.”

“Bird,” said Gillian. “How on earth——”

“She came here, while you were at school on Tuesday,” said Lilac, her

eyes hard and her mouth narrow. “After what she said I arranged what I’d

say.”

“What did she say?”

“She said—she stood in the doorway—she’s a great creature, Gillian—she

said, ‘Your sister is of purer eyes than to behold iniquity. She’s no

good to Madame Bowdler.’ I asked her who Madame Bowdler was and she said

that was Mrs. Lysaght’s spiritual title, and then she told me that the

whole school was boiling over about your being in disgrace. You never

told me that they sent up your lunch and tea.”

“And it’s been Irish stew with the chill off all this week,” said

Gillian. “I didn’t tell you because it is all so horrid I’d rather not

talk about it.”

“_I_ talked about it,” said Lilac. “I felt I must play a father’s part.”

“But, Lilac, suppose Lady Bottomley hadn’t wanted me?”

“You’d have had to find someone who did,” said Lilac. “You’d have had to

do that in any case. I was determined you shouldn’t go back there any

more. I told her you weren’t safe to associate with ordinary people

because of the unfortunate purity of your mind. I admitted,” Lilac

paused ruefully, “I admitted that it was a disadvantage, especially in

school-work. I very nearly said that I supposed no head mistress could

hope to see God.”

“Oh, Lilac, you didn’t!”

“No—only nearly. It was a thing I thought of saying. Jane Bird said it

to me.”

“How did she find you?”

“She asked Miss Fairfax if you had any family, and Miss Fairfax told her

there was a sister. She said she hadn’t supposed that anyone so

wide-eyed as you could possibly be anything but the youngest of a

family. I told her that to all intents and purposes you were.”

“Well,” said Gillian, “nobody who saw you would suppose I was younger

than you.”

“Not until they knew us,” said Lilac darkly.

* * * * *

So Gillian wrote to Lady Bottomley to say that she could begin work for

her on Monday, and the sisters went out to post the letter in time to be

delivered at 99 Knightsbridge that evening, and then walked along the

Embankment to Chelsea Bridge and back by Battersea Park, and Gillian

confessed to Lilac that she had told about her after all.

“Did she take any notice?” asked Lilac.

“Not the slightest.”

“It’s all right then, for the present,” said Lilac. “It’s really Toby I

mind. And he mayn’t find out just yet. Did you see him?”

“No,” said Gillian, “only his photograph and that was called Reginald.”

“Yes,” said Lilac. “I know. Isn’t it a pity?”

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