I brought the book away with me from Mexico, all the way down to Vera

Cruz, and so on to Cuba, and thence to New York; and it is in Boston

with me now. But it is not mine. The Don did not even lend it to me. I

had only his permission to take it from the library to my room, and turn

it over there; but when I was coming away, that same body-servant,

thinking it was my property, carefully packed it among the clothes in my

portmanteau; and I did not discover his mistake and my temporary gain

until I was off. I mention this in all candor; for I am conscious that

there never was a book-collector yet who did not, at some period or

other of his life, at least meditate the commission of a felony. But the

Don is coming to the States this autumn, and I must show him that I have

not been a fraudulent bailee. I shall have taken, at all events, my fill

of pleasure from the book; and I hope that George Cruikshank will live

to read what I have written; and God bless his honest old heart,

anyhow!

FOOTNOTES:

[C] Aquatint engraving in England is all but a dead art. It is now

employed only in portraits of race-horses, which are never sold

uncolored, and in plates of the fashions. The present writer had the

honor, twelve years since, of producing the last "great" work (so far as

size was concerned) undertaken in England. It was a monster panorama,

some sixty feet long, representing the funeral procession of the Duke of

Wellington. It was published by the well-known house of Ackermann, in

the Strand; and the writer regrets to say that the house went bankrupt

very shortly afterwards.

LEAVES FROM AN OFFICER'S JOURNAL.

III.

CAMP SAXTON, NEAR BEAUFORT, S. C.

January 3, 1864.

Once, and once only, thus far, the water has frozen in my tent; and the

next morning showed a dense white frost outside. We have still

mocking-birds and crickets and rosebuds and occasional noonday baths in

the river, though the butterflies have vanished, as I remember to have

observed in Fayal, after December. I have been here nearly six weeks

without a rainy day; one or two slight showers there have been, once

interrupting a drill, but never dress parade. For climate, by day, we

might be among the isles of Greece,--though it may be my constant

familiarity with the names of her sages which suggests that impression.

For instance, a voice just now called, near my tent,--"Cato, whar's

Plato?"

The men have somehow got the impression that it is essential to the

validity of a marriage that they should come to me for permission, just

as they used to go to the master; and I rather encourage these little

confidences, because it is so entertaining to hear them. "Now, Cunnel,"

said a faltering swain the other day, "I want for get me one good lady,"

which I approved, especially the limitation as to number. Afterwards I

asked one of the bridegroom's friends whether he thought it a good

match. "Oh, yes, Cunnel," said he, in all the cordiality of friendship,

"John's gwine for marry Venus." I trust the goddess prove herself a

better lady than she appeared during her previous career upon this

planet. But this naturally suggests the isles of Greece again.

_January 7._--On first arriving, I found a good deal of anxiety among

the officers as to the increase of desertions, that being the rock on

which the "Hunter Regiment" split. Now this evil is very nearly stopped,

and we are every day recovering the older absentees. One of the very

best things that have happened to us was a half-accidental shooting of a

man who had escaped from the guard-house, and was wounded by a squad

sent in pursuit. He has since died; and this very evening, another man,

who escaped with him, came and opened the door of my tent, after being

five days in the woods, almost without food. His clothes were in rags,

and he was nearly starved, poor foolish fellow, so that we can almost

dispense with further punishment. Severe penalties would be wasted on

these people, accustomed as they have been to the most violent passions

on the part of white men; but a mild inexorableness tells on them, just

as it does on any other children. It is something utterly new to them,

and it is thus far perfectly efficacious. They have a great deal of

pride as soldiers, and a very little of severity goes a great way, if it

be firm and consistent. This is very encouraging.

The single question which I asked of some of the

plantation-superintendents, on the voyage, was, "Do these people

appreciate _justice_?" If they did, it was evident that all the rest

would be easy. When a race is degraded beyond that point, it must be

very hard to deal with them; they must mistake all kindness for

indulgence, all strictness for cruelty. With these freed slaves there is

no such trouble, not a particle: let an officer be only just and firm,

with a cordial, kindly nature, and he has no sort of difficulty. The

plantation-superintendents and teachers have the same experience, they

say; but we have an immense advantage in the military organization,

which helps in two ways: it increases their self-respect, and it gives

us an admirable machinery for discipline, thus improving both the

fulcrum and the lever.

The wounded man died in the hospital, and the general verdict seemed to

be, "Him brought it on heself." Another soldier died of pneumonia on the

same day, and we had the funerals in the evening. It was very

impressive. A dense mist came up, with a moon behind it, and we had only

the light of pine-splinters, as the procession wound along beneath the

mighty moss-hung branches of the ancient grove. The groups around the

grave, the dark faces, the red garments, the scattered lights, the misty

boughs, were weird and strange. The men sang one of their own wild

chants. Two crickets sang also, one on either side, and did not cease

their little monotone, even when the three volleys were fired above the

graves. Just before the coffins were lowered, an old man whispered to me

that I must have their position altered,--the heads must be towards the

west; so it was done,--though they are in a place so veiled in woods

that either rising or setting sun will find it hard to spy them.

We have now a good regimental hospital, admirably arranged in a deserted

gin-house,--a fine well of our own within the camp-lines,--a

ful-allowance of tents, all floored,--a wooden cook-house to every

company, with sometimes a palmetto mess-house beside,--a substantial

wooden guard-house, with a fireplace five feet "in de clar," where the

men off duty can dry themselves and sleep comfortably in bunks

afterwards. We have also a great circular school-tent, made of condemned

canvas, thirty feet in diameter, and looking like some of the Indian

lodges I saw in Kansas. We now meditate a regimental bakery. Our

aggregate has increased from four hundred and ninety to seven hundred

and forty, besides a hundred recruits now waiting at St. Augustine, and

we have practised through all the main movements in battalion drill.

Affairs being thus prosperous, and yesterday having been six weeks since

my last and only visit to Beaufort, I rode in, glanced at several camps,

and dined with the General. It seemed absolutely like reentering the

world; and I did not fully estimate my past seclusion till it occurred

to me, as a strange and novel phenomenon, that the soldiers at the other

camps were white.

_January 8._--This morning I went to Beaufort again, on necessary

business, and by good luck happened upon a review and drill of the white

regiments. The thing that struck me most was that same absence of

uniformity, in minor points, that I noticed at first in my own officers.

The best regiments in the Department are represented among my captains

and lieutenants, and very well represented, too; yet it has cost much

labor to bring them to any uniformity in their drill. There is no need

of this, for the prescribed "Tactics" approach perfection: it is never

left discretionary in what place an officer shall stand, or in what

words he shall give his order. All variation would seem to imply

negligence. Yet even West Point occasionally varies from the

"Tactics,"--as, for instance, in requiring the line officers to face

down the line, when each is giving the order to his company. In our

strictest Massachusetts regiments this is not done.

It needs an artist's eye to make a perfect drill-master. Yet the small

points are not merely a matter of punctilio; for, the more perfectly a

battalion is drilled on the parade-ground, the more quietly it can be

handled in action. Moreover, the great need of uniformity is this: that,

in the field, soldiers of different companies, and even of different

regiments, are liable to be intermingled, and a diversity of orders may

throw everything into confusion. Confusion means Bull Run.

I wished my men at the review to-day; for, amidst all the rattling and

noise of artillery and the galloping of cavalry, there was only one

infantry movement that we have not practised, and that was done by only

one regiment, and apparently considered quite a novelty, though it is

easily taught,--forming square by Casey's method: forward on centre.

It is really just as easy to drill a regiment as a company,--perhaps

easier, because one has more time to think; but it is just as essential

to be sharp and decisive, perfectly clear-headed, and to put life into

the men. A regiment seems small when one has learned how to handle it,

a mere handful of men; and I have no doubt that a brigade or a

division would soon appear equally small. But to handle either

_judiciously_,--ah, that is another affair!

So of governing: it is as easy to govern a regiment as a school or a

factory, and needs like qualities,--system, promptness, patience, tact;

moreover, in a regiment one has the aid of the admirable machinery of

the army, so that I see very ordinary men who succeed very tolerably.

Reports of a six months' armistice are rife here, and the thought is

deplored by all. I cannot believe it, yet sometimes one feels very

anxious about the ultimate fate of these poor people. After the

experience of Hungary, one sees that revolutions may go backward; and

the habit of injustice seems so deeply impressed upon the whites, that

it is hard to believe in the possibility of anything better. I dare not

yet hope that the promise of the President's Proclamation will be kept.

For myself I can be indifferent, for the experience here has been its

own daily and hourly reward; and the adaptedness of the freed slaves for

drill and discipline is now thoroughly demonstrated and must soon be

universally acknowledged. But it would be terrible to see this regiment

disbanded or defrauded.

_January 12._--Many things glide by without time to narrate them. On

Saturday we had a mail with the President's Second Message of

Emancipation, and the next day it was read to the men. The words

themselves did not stir them very much, because they have been often

told that they were free, especially on New-Year's Day, and, being

unversed in politics, they do not understand, as well as we do, the

importance of each additional guaranty. But the chaplain spoke to them

afterwards very effectively, as usual; and then I proposed to them to

hold up their hands and pledge themselves to be faithful to those still

in bondage. They entered heartily into this, and the scene was quite

impressive, beneath the great oak-branches. I heard afterwards that only

one man refused to raise his hand, saying bluntly that his wife was out

of slavery with him, and he did not care to fight. The other soldiers of

his company were very indignant, and shoved him about among them while

marching back to their quarters, calling him "Coward." I was glad of

their exhibition of feeling, though it is very possible that the one who

had thus the moral courage to stand alone among his comrades might be

more reliable, on a pinch, than some who yielded a more ready assent.

But the whole response, on their part, was very hearty, and will be a

good thing to which to hold them hereafter, at any time of

discouragement or demoralization,--which was my chief reason for

proposing it. With their simple natures, it is a great thing to tie them

to some definite committal; they never forget a marked occurrence, and

never seem disposed to evade a pledge.

It is this capacity of honor and fidelity which gives me such entire

faith in them as soldiers. Without it, all their religious demonstration

would be mere sentimentality. For instance, every one who visits the

camp is struck with their bearing as sentinels. They exhibit, in this

capacity, not an upstart conceit, but a steady, conscientious devotion

to duty. They would stop their idolized General Saxton, if he attempted

to cross their beat contrary to orders: I have seen them. No feeble or

incompetent race could do this. The officers tell many amusing instances

of this fidelity, but I think mine the best.

It was very dark the other night,--an unusual thing here,--and the rain

fell in torrents; so I put on my India-rubber suit, and went the rounds

of the sentinels, incognito, to test them. I can only say that I shall

never try such an experiment again, and have cautioned my officers

against it. 'T is a wonder I escaped with life and limb,--such a

charging of bayonets and clicking of gun-locks. Sometimes I tempted

them by refusing to give any countersign, but offering them a piece of

tobacco, which they could not accept without allowing me nearer than the

prescribed bayonet's distance. Tobacco is more than gold to them, and it

was touching to watch the struggle in their minds; but they always did

their duty at last, and I never could persuade them. One man, as if

wishing to crush all his inward vacillations at one fell stroke, told me

stoutly that he never used tobacco, though I found next day that he

loved it as much as any one of them. It seemed wrong thus to tamper with

their fidelity; yet it was a vital matter to me to know how far it could

be trusted, out of my sight. It was so intensely dark that not more than

one or two knew me, even after I had talked with the very next sentinel,

especially as they had never seen me in India-rubber clothing, and I can

always disguise my voice. It was easy to distinguish those who did make

the discovery; they were always conscious and simpering when their turn

came; while the others were stout and irreverent till I revealed myself,

and then rather cowed and anxious, fearing to have offended.

It rained harder and harder, and when I had nearly made the rounds, I

had had enough of it, and, simply giving the countersign to the

challenging sentinel, undertook to pass within the lines.

"Halt!" exclaimed this dusky man and brother, bringing down his

bayonet,--"de countersign not correck."

Now the magic word, in this case, was "Vicksburg," in honor of a rumored

victory. But as I knew that these hard names became quite transformed

upon their lips, "Carthage" being familiarized into Cartridge, and

"Concord" into Corn-cob, how could I possibly tell what shade of

pronunciation my friend might prefer for this particular proper name?

"Vicksburg," I repeated, blandly, but authoritatively, endeavoring, as

zealously as one of Christy's Minstrels, to assimilate my speech to any

supposed predilection of the Ethiop vocal organs.

"Halt dar! Countersign not correck," was the only answer.

The bayonet still maintained a position which, in a military point of

view, was impressive.

I tried persuasion, orthography, threats, tobacco, all in vain. I could

not pass in. Of course my pride was up; for was I to defer to an

untutored African on a point of pronunciation? Classic shades of

Harvard, forbid! Affecting scornful indifference, I tried to edge away,

proposing to myself to enter the camp at some other point, where my

elocution would be better appreciated. Not a step could I stir.

"Halt!" shouted my gentleman again, still holding me at his bayonet's

point, and I wincing and halting.

I explained to him the extreme absurdity of this proceeding, called his

attention to the state of the weather, which, indeed, spoke for itself

so loudly that we could hardly hear each other speak, and requested

permission to withdraw. The bayonet, with mute eloquence, refused the

application.

There flashed into my mind, with more enjoyment in the retrospect than I

had experienced at the time, an adventure on a lecturing tour in other

years, when I had spent an hour in trying to scramble into a country

tavern, after bed-time, on the coldest night of winter. On that occasion

I ultimately found myself stuck midway in the window, with my head in a

temperature of 80 deg., and my heels in a temperature of -10 deg., with a

heavy window-sash pinioning the small of my back. However, I had got safe

out of that dilemma, and it was time to put an end to this one.

"Call the corporal of the guard," said I, at last, with dignity,

unwilling either to make a night of it or to yield my incognito.

"Corporal ob de guard!" he shouted, lustily,--"Post Number Two!" while I

could hear another sentinel chuckling with laughter. This last was a

special guard, placed over a tent, with a prisoner in charge. Presently

he broke silence.

"Who am dat?" he asked, in a stage whisper. "Am he a buckra [white

man]?"

"Dunno whether he been a buckra or not," responded, doggedly, my

Cerberus in uniform; "but I's bound to keep him here till de corporal ob

de guard come."

Yet, when that dignitary arrived, and I revealed myself, poor Number Two

appeared utterly transfixed with terror, and seemed to look for nothing

less than immediate execution. Of course I praised his fidelity, and the

next day complimented him before the guard, and mentioned him to his

captain; and the whole affair was very good for them all. Hereafter, if

Satan himself should approach them in darkness and storm, they will take

him for "de Cunnel," and treat him with special severity.

_January 13._--In many ways the childish nature of this people shows

itself. I have just had to make a change of officers in a company which

has constantly complained, and with good reason, of neglect and improper

treatment. Two excellent officers have been assigned to them; and yet

they sent a deputation to me in the evening, in a state of utter

wretchedness. "We's bery grieved dis evening, Cunnel; 'pears like we

couldn't bear it, to lose de Cap'n and de Lieutenant, all two togeder."

Argument was useless; and I could only fall back on the general theory,

that I knew what was best for them, which had much more effect; and I

also could cite the instance of another company, which had been much

improved by a new captain, as they readily admitted. So with the promise

that the new officers should not be "savage to we," which was the one

thing they deprecated, I assuaged their woes. Twenty-four hours have

passed, and I hear them singing most merrily all down that

company-street.

I often notice how their griefs may be dispelled, like those of

children, merely by permission to utter them: if they can tell their

sorrows, they go away happy, even without asking to have anything done

about them. I observe also a peculiar dislike of all _intermediate_

control: they always wish to pass by the company officer, and deal with

me personally for everything. General Saxton notices the same thing with

the people on the plantations as regards himself. I suppose this

proceeds partly from the old habit of appealing to the master against

the overseer. Kind words would cost the master nothing, and he could

easily put off any non-fulfilment upon the overseer. Moreover, the

negroes have acquired such constitutional distrust of white people, that

it is perhaps as much as they can do to trust more than one person at a

time. Meanwhile this constant personal intercourse is out of the

question in a well-ordered regiment; and the remedy for it is to

introduce by degrees more and more of system, so that their immediate

officers will become all-sufficient for the daily routine.

It is perfectly true (as I find everybody takes for granted) that the

first essential for an officer of colored troops is to gain their

confidence. But it is equally true, though many persons do not

appreciate it, that the admirable methods and proprieties of the regular

army are equally available for all troops, and that the sublimest

philanthropist, if he does not appreciate this, is unfit to command

them.

Another childlike attribute in these men, which is less agreeable, is a

sort of blunt insensibility to giving physical pain. If they are cruel

to animals, for instance, it always reminds me of children pulling off

flies' legs, in a sort of pitiless, untaught, experimental way. Yet I

should not fear any wanton outrage from them. After all their wrongs,

they are not really revengeful; and I would far rather enter a captured

city with them than with white troops, for they would be more

subordinate. But for mere physical suffering they would have no fine

sympathies. The cruel things they have seen and undergone have helped to

blunt them; and if I ordered them to put to death a dozen prisoners, I

think they would do it without remonstrance.

Yet their religious spirit grows more beautiful to me in living longer

with them: it is certainly far more so than at first, when it seemed

rather a matter of phrase and habit. It influences them both on the

negative and the positive side. That is, it cultivates the feminine

virtues first,--makes them patient, meek, resigned. This is very evident

in the hospital; there is nothing of the restless, defiant habit of

white invalids. Perhaps, if they had more of this, they would resist

disease better. Imbued from childhood with the habit of submission,

drinking in through every pore that other-world trust which is the one

spirit of their songs, they can endure everything. This I expected; but

I am relieved to find that their religion strengthens them on the

positive side also,--gives zeal, energy, daring. They could easily be

made fanatics, if I chose; but I do not choose. Their whole mood is

essentially Mohammedan, perhaps, in its strength and its weakness; and I

feel the same degree of sympathy that I should, if I had a Turkish

command,--that is, a sort of sympathetic admiration, not tending towards

agreement, but towards cooperation. Their philosophizing is often the

highest form of mysticism; and our dear surgeon declares that they are

all natural transcendentalists. The white camps seem rough and secular,

after this; and I hear our men talk about "a religious army," "a Gospel

army," in their prayer-meetings. They are certainly evangelizing the

chaplain, who was rather a heretic at the beginning; at least, this is

his own admission. We have recruits on their way from St. Augustine,

where the negroes are chiefly Roman Catholics; and it will be

interesting to see how their type of character combines with that elder

creed.

It is time for rest; and I have just looked out into the night, where

the eternal stars shut down, in concave protection, over the yet

glimmering camp, and Orion hangs above my tent-door, giving to me the

sense of strength and assurance which these simple children obtain from

their Moses and the Prophets. Yet external Nature does its share in

their training; witness that most poetic of all their songs, which

always reminds me of the "Lyke-Wake Dirge" in the "Scottish Border

Minstrelsy":--

"I know moon-rise, I know star-rise;

Lay dis body down.

I walk in de moonlight, I walk in de starlight,

To lay dis body down.

I'll walk in de graveyard, I'll walk through the graveyard,

To lay dis body down.

I'll lie in de grave and stretch out my arms;

Lay dis body down.

I go to de Judgment in de evening ob de day

When I lay dis body down;

And my soul and your soul will meet in de day

When I lay dis body down."

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