I looked in vain for some familiar landmarks as we came along. Nothing.

The new streets, Via Garibaldi and Nazionale--an abomination, tall ugly

maisons de location and official buildings so new and regular--awful! It

wasn't until we got into the town and near the Piazza di Spagna that I

really felt that I was back in Rome; that of course was unchanged. It

brought back such a flood of memories as we passed 20, and all the first

happy days in Rome came back to me, before father's illness, when he

enjoyed everything so much, and wrote to Uncle John that "the hours were

golden." The "barca" looked just the same, with boys and women leaning

up against the stones, flower-girls on the Spanish Steps, and even old

Nazzari's low, dark shop opposite looked picturesque. W. was quite

surprised to see me so sentimental, though I had warned him that for me

there was no place in the world like Rome.

The Schuylers stayed talking some little while, then had to go, as they

were dining out, but promised to come in after dinner. W. asked me if I

was too tired to go for a little stroll (the tea had refreshed us), so

we started up the Spanish Steps to the Villa Medici, where we had that

beautiful view of Rome. I showed him the stone pines of the

Doria-Pamphili, which stood out splendidly against the last bright

clouds of the sunset--it was quite lovely. We stayed out quite late, and

were received with respectful, but decidedly disapproving greetings from

the gerant when we came in. It was not at all prudent for "Eccellenza"

and Madame to remain out late, particularly as they must be very tired

after a long journey. We dined downstairs in the big dining-room. There

was a long table d'hote full--people about half through their

dinner--and at the extreme end of the room five or six small tables, one

of which had been reserved for us. I didn't see any one I knew, but two

men got up and bowed as we passed. The dinner was good--the head waiter

hovering about us all the time, and of course always addressing W. as

"Eccellenza." We had coffee upstairs. W. smoked and I read the paper and

one or two notes. About ten the Schuylers appeared, very cheerful and

full of propositions of all kinds. They have got a big reception for us

on Sunday night--Roman and diplomatic--and we agreed to breakfast with

them to-day. Gert looked very well in blue, with her diamond necklace

and feathers. They don't seem very pleased with Marsh--our Minister.

Always the same old story and jealousy--the ministers consider

themselves so far above a consul. But really when the Consul-General

happens to be Schuyler and his wife King, one would think these two

names would speak for themselves--for Americans, at any rate.

We told Schuyler how many compliments we had had both in Paris and

Florence for his "Peter the Great"--so much in it, and yet the subject

one that had been written about so often. They went off about eleven,

and I was glad to go to bed; could hardly believe I was sleeping again

in the Piazza di Spagna. I certainly never imagined when I left Rome

tearfully so many years ago that I would come back as the wife of a

French statesman.

I was busy all the morning unpacking and settling myself, and of course

looking out of the window. It is all so delightfully familiar--all the

botte standing in the middle of the street, and the coachman trying so

hard to understand when some English or American tourists give them some

impossible address in Italian--you know the kind of people I mean,

conscientious tourists who think they must always speak the language of

the country they are in, learned out of a phrase-book. We have various

invitations, from our two Embassies, Quirinal and Vatican, also the

Teanos, and W. had a nice visit from Lanciani, who wants to show him all

Rome. We took a botta to go to the Schuylers. It isn't far, but I wasn't

quite sure of finding my way the first time. They have a charming

apartment in Palazzo Altemps, near the Piazza Navona, not at all far

really from our hotel, and now that I know the way I can often walk over

in the mornings when W. is off sight-seeing seriously with some of his

learned friends. It is a fine old palace with a large open court and

broad stone staircase. San Carlo Borromeo is supposed to have lived

there. Their apartment belongs to Mrs. Terry, wife of the artist, who

had arranged it very comfortably, and the Schuylers have put in all

their Turkish rugs, carpets, and bibelots, so it really looks very

pretty. There are quantities of green plants and flowers about (they are

both fond of flowers and are always making experiments and trying

something new) and of course books, papers, reviews, and a piano.

I told Gert I thought I would write to Vera and have some singing

lessons--I have done so little singing since I have been married. Eugene

is a charming host, and he and W. had plenty to talk about. I inspected

Gert's wardrobe while they were smoking. Her dresses are all right, and

I think her maid is good. I wrote all this after I came in. The man of

the hotel had engaged a carriage for us--a nice little victoria with a

pair of greys. It comes from Tomba's stables--do you remember the name?

The same loueur we had when we lived here. The coachman said he

remembered me perfectly, had often driven the "signorine" to the meets,

and hoped la maman was well. We were lucky to get such a nice little

carriage. The d'Aubignys, a French couple, had just given it up, as they

were leaving the Embassy here for Berlin.

We drove about a little--left cards for the Noailles, Desprez, Cairolis,

and wound up in the Villa Borghese, which was again quite changed--such

quantities of carriages and people walking, also Italian officers

riding, and soldiers, bersaglieri, etc., about. We crossed the

Wimpffens, looking very smiling, and saw in the distance, as we were

coming out, the royal red liveries, but the carriage was too far off to

see who was in it. Now we are going to dinner, and I shall be glad to

get to bed early. I think I am more tired than yesterday.

HOTEL DE LONDRES,

February 26, 1880.

I will begin again this afternoon, as I have a little time before

dinner. The weather is divine, quite the same deep-blue sky and bright

sun of our first Roman winter. We have had an enchanting drive out of

Porta San Sebastiano and along the Via Appia as far as Cecilia

Metella--everything exactly the same as when we were there so many years

ago. The same peasant carts blocking up the narrow gateway, everybody

talking at once, white teeth gleaming, and quantities of little brown

children with black eyes and jet black hair tumbling down over their

eyes and outstretched hands for anything the forestieri would put into

them. W. was a little disappointed at first. The road is narrow, an

atrocious pavement, and high walls almost shutting out the view.

However, as we got farther out there came gaps in the walls through

which one saw the whole stretch of the Campagna with the Claudian

Aqueduct on one side, and when we finally emerged into the open fields,

he was delighted. How extraordinary all these old tombs and pyramids

are, most of them falling in ruins, with roses and creepers of all kinds

holding them together. On one of the largest round tombs there was a

peasant house with a garden and vines, and smoke coming out of the

chimney, perched quite on the top, with a steep, stony path winding

down, where the coachman told me the donkey went up and down, as he too

lived in the house with the family. Some of the tombs are very

high--real towers. There is hardly a trace of marble or inscription

left, but the original building so strong that the walls remain.

The queer old tombs, towers, and bits of ruins all along the road

interested W. immensely; though he has never been here he knows them all

from photographs and reproductions, and could tell me a great deal more

than I could tell him. We went as far as the round tomb of Cecilia

Metella, and then got out and walked a little. I wanted to show him the

low wall which we used to jump always when the meet was at Cecilia

Metella. Do you remember the first time you came out to see us jump, not

at a hunt but one afternoon with Dyer practising to see what the horses

and riders would do? You saw us start at a canter for the wall, and then

shut your eyes tight until we called out to you from the other side.

This morning W. and I had our first regular turn at sight-seeing. We

took a nice little botta on the Piazza, had our Baedeker--a red one,

like all the tourists--and were quite happy. Some of the old colleagues

were highly entertained seeing us driving about with our Baedeker; said

it was W. under a wholly different aspect. We wandered about the

Vatican for two hours, seeing quantities of things--Sistine Chapel,

Stanze Raphael, Apollo Belvedere, etc., and always a beautiful view over

the gardens. Later, he says, he must do it all regularly and

intelligently with one of his men friends, as I naturally could not

stand for hours recognising and deciphering an old inscription. I left

him from time to time, sat down on one of the stone benches, talked to

the custode, looked at the other people, and gave them any information I

could. It interested me to see the different nationalities--almost

entirely English, American, German, very few Italian, and no

French--yes, one artist, a rather nice looking young fellow who was

copying something on the ceiling of one of the "Stanze," rather a

difficult process apparently. There were many more women than

men--groups of English spinsters doing their sights most thoroughly--the

Americans more casual. The Apollo looked splendid, so young and

spirited. We walked some little distance, coming home before we could

get a fiacre, and I had forgotten how cruel that Roman pavement was. I

don't believe any of my boots will stand it; I shall have to get

somewhere here a pair of thick-soled walking shoes.

We had a quiet hour after breakfast. I have arranged a ladies' corner in

the drawing-room. I was in despair the first two days over the room. I

had never lived in small hotel quarters with a man, and I had no idea

how disorderly they are. The table was covered with pens, papers--piles

of them, three or four days old, thick with dust--cigars, cigar ashes

over everything, two or three large, bulky black portfolios, very often

a pot hat, etc. So we compromised; W. took one end of the room and I the

other. I obtained from the gerant (thanks to Madame Hubert, who is very

pretty and on the best of terms with him) a small table, large china

vase for a plant, a nice arm-chair, and a cushion for the sofa, borrowed

a table-cloth from Gert, also some small things for my table, and my end

looked quite respectable and feminine. The room is large, so we can

really get on very well. We had a pleasant visit from the Marquis de

Noailles, French Ambassador to the Quirinal, before we went out. He has

a charming, easy manner. We are to breakfast at the Embassy, Palazzo

Farnese, to-morrow for me to make Madame de Noailles's acquaintance. I

wonder what I shall think of her? The men all say she is a charmeuse.

She is Polish born, was a beautiful woman--I think all Poles have a

great charm of manner.

Trocchi came in, too--so pleased to see me again and to make W.'s

acquaintance. The two senators talked politics, and Noailles put me a

little au courant of Roman society and the two camps black and white. We

went out at 3.30, as I said before, to Cecilia Metella, and stopped at

Gert's for tea. W. walked home, and I stayed a little while with her

talking over the arrangements for their reception on Sunday. Every

one--Romans, diplomats, and Americans--they have asked has accepted; but

their rooms are fairly large and I don't think they will be crowded.

HOTEL DE LONDRES,

Monday, February 29, 1880.

I am still tired from the quantity of people we saw last night at the

Schuylers. Their reception was most brilliant; all the world----However,

I will begin at the beginning. We went to church on Sunday, as Dr. Nevin

came to see us Saturday afternoon and said he hoped we would not fail to

come. W. found him clever and interesting. He said he thought I should

hardly recognise him in his new church. It is very pretty--English

style, built by an English architect (Street) in the new quarter, Via

Nazionale, utterly unlike the bare little room outside the Porta del

Popolo, where we used to go and do the music. It makes me laugh now when

I think of the congregation all embarked on a well-known hymn, when

suddenly Henrietta would lower the tune one note--if I was tired, as

often happened, as one of the gayest balls in Rome was Princess

Sciarra's on Saturday night. When I had danced until four o'clock in the

morning (the test of the ball was how late it lasted) it was rather an

effort to be at church at 10.30 Sunday morning and sing straight through

the service. Henrietta had the harmonium and I led the singing. I will

say that the effect of the sudden change was disastrous from a musical

point of view. However, we did our best. I am afraid Henrietta was not

always faithful to Bach and Beethoven in her voluntaries. We had no

music, and she played whatever she could remember, and occasionally

there were strains of "Araby's Daughter" or "When the Swallows Homeward

Fly," which were quite perceptible even through the minor chords. I

liked doing it all the same, and like it still. I am so fond of the old

hymns we used to sing as children, and should like to hear "Shout the

Glad Tidings" every Christmas. I never have since we left America and

Oyster Bay, where also we did the music, and where, when we were late

sometimes for church, Faust, the big black Newfoundland dog would come

and bark when the bell had stopped, telling us quite plainly we were

late--he knew all about it.

We made the regular Sunday turn in the afternoon--Villa Borghese and

Pincio--sent the carriage away and walked home by the Villa Medici. W.

loves the view from the terrace. We met Mrs. Bruce, also looking at the

view, and walked home together. She told W. Cardinal Howard wanted to

see him, had known him in England in the old days, also a young English

monsignore--called _English_ oddly enough. She will ask us all to dine

together some night next week. I asked her if she remembered her famous

dinner long ago with Cardinal Howard and Dean Stanley. The two divines

were very anxious to cross swords. They were such a contrast. Dean

Stanley, small, slight, nervous, bright eyes, charming manners, and a

keen debater. The Cardinal, tall, large, slow, but very earnest,

absolutely convinced. The conversation was most interesting--very

animated--but never personal nor even vehement, though their views and

judgments were absolutely different on all points. However, both were

gentlemen and both large-minded. W. was much interested, as he knew Dean

Stanley and his wife Lady Augusta well; they came often to Paris, and

were habitues of Madame Mohl's famous salon, where the literary men of

all creeds and countries used to meet. It was there, too, that Dean

Stanley and Renan used to meet and talk, the two great intellects

finding points in common. I was taken there once or twice after I was

first married. It was a curious interior; Madame Mohl, a little old

lady, always dressed in white, with a group of men standing around her

chair--many more men than women, and never more than twenty or thirty

people. I suppose it was the type of the old French literary salon where

people went to talk. I naturally listened in those days, not being

sufficiently up in all the political and literary questions, and not

pinning my faith absolutely on the "Revue des Deux Mondes." Mrs. Bruce,

too, was often at Madame Mohl's.

We stopped in a few minutes at the Trinita de' Monti, where there was a

service of some kind going on. The nuns were singing a low, monotonous

chant behind their grating; the church was quite dark, lights only on

the altar, a few women kneeling and absorbed, and a few irreverent

forestieri looking about and talking in whispers. We came down the

Spanish Steps, which were quite deserted at that hour--models, beggars,

flaneurs, all resting from their labours.

I was glad to rest a little before dinner, and only dressed afterward,

as I couldn't well go down to the public dining-room in a low red satin

dress and diamonds. We went rather early--ten o'clock--to Palazzo

Altemps, but found many people already there. The apartment looked very

pretty, quantities of flowers and plants wherever they could be put.

Gert looked very well in yellow satin, and Eugene is always at his best

in his own house--very courteous and receiving people as if it were a

pleasure to him (which I think it is). We found quantities of old

friends--Pallavicinis, Teanos, Lovatellis, Calabrinis, Bandini, Pagets,

Mrs. Bruce, Hooker, Grants, etc., and quantities of people we didn't

know, and whose acquaintance we made of course--Mesdames Minghetti,

Cairoli, Despretis, and almost the whole of the Corps Diplomatique.

W. enjoyed it very much, did his manners very well, and never looked

stiff or bored. I was delighted to see the familiar faces once more. I

almost felt as if we had never been away. Madame de Noailles was

astounded at the number of people I knew--I think she hadn't realized

how long I had lived in Rome as a girl. She had heard W. say it was his

first visit to Rome, and thought I, too, was here for the first time,

and she was naturally surprised to hear me talking to Calabrini about

the hunts, cotillons, his coach, and tempi passati generally.

I have accepted so many invitations that I never can remember them, but

the ladies promised to send a card. Aunt Mary Gracie was rather put out

with me because I wore no necklace (which couldn't be said of the Roman

ladies, who all wore splendid jewels), but I told her it was the last

chic in Paris to wear your necklace on your bodice, not on your neck.

We stayed on after all the beau monde had gone with Aunt Mary, Hooker, a

Russian friend of Schuyler's, and Count Palfy, had a nice little supper,

champagne and sandwiches, and talked over the party, saying of course

(as they say we Kings always do) how pleasant our party was. W. was much

interested in the various talks he had. He found Minghetti charming--so

intelligent and well up in everything. Cairoli, too, he had been anxious

to see; also Visconti Venosta. He was naturally (like all the men)

charmed with Madame Minghetti. She must have been beautiful, and has an

extraordinary charm of manner. The Cairolis are a very big couple. He is

tall and broad, fine eyes--she, too, on a large scale, but handsome. Of

course there were many inquiries from all the old friends for la maman

and the family generally. Mrs. Bruce says she never drives in the

Doria-Pamphili without thinking of you driving about in your plain black

dress and bonnet, with two or three daughters (not quite so plainly

dressed) in the carriage, and all always talking and laughing, and

enjoying life together. I told her about Florence, where the King of

Italy always bowed to you in the Cascine, evidently taking you for the

superior of some religious order (he must have thought the novices were

lively), and the children in the street used to run up to you and kiss

your hand. "He was quite right, to bow to you," she said, "my grand old

Republican."

[Illustration: The Spanish Steps.

In the Piazza di Spagna, Rome.]

March 4, 1880.

Yesterday we went again to the Vatican. W. is quite happy, I thought I

should never get him away. It is most amusing to walk about old Rome

with him, for suddenly over a gateway or at the bottom of an ordinary

little court he discovers an inscription or a slab, or an old stone

which he knows all about, and we stop. He reads, and recognises, and

translates to me, and is wildly interested. It is all so good for him,

and puts politics and little annoyances out of his head. It is quite new

for me to see Rome from a classical point de vue, but I suppose one

enjoys things differently as one grows older. I certainly enjoyed the

mad gallops over the Campagna in the old days; do you remember Mrs. S.

who was so severe with us--first because we were Americans (she was

English) and then because we knew everybody and enjoyed

ourselves?--"when she was young people came to Rome to educate

themselves and enjoy the pictures, museums, historical associations,

etc. _Now_ one saw nothing but American girls racing over the Campagna

with a troop of Roman princes at their heels." Poor dear, she really

thought it was a calamity not to be born under the British flag. I

suppose that makes the great strength of the English, their absolute

conviction that England is the only country in the world.

They are funny, though--I was discussing something one day with Lady S.,

and we didn't quite agree; upon which she remarked she supposed I

couldn't understand her ideas--she came from a big country where one

took broad views of things. I said I thought I did too, but perhaps it

is a matter of appreciation--I think, though, I have got geography on my

side.

After breakfast we drove about paying visits. We found Princess Teano

(who has asked us to dine on Wednesday) and she showed us her boys--the

eldest one a beauty. She looked very handsome with her pure Madonna

face. She told us her beau-pere (the blind Duke of Sermoneta) had been

so pleased to meet W. in Florence. They had a long talk somewhere, and

W. was so amused with the Duke's politics and liberalism--all so

easy-going, half chaffing, but very decided too, no sounding phrases nor

profession de foi; simply accepting (what he couldn't really like very

much) the inevitable, de bonne grace; and seizing and ridiculing all the

weak points.

In France they are frightfully logical, must always argue and discuss

everything--I think they are born debaters.

We left cards on various people, Princess Bandini, Cenci, Countess

Lovatelli, and then went for a little turn out of the San Lorenzo gate,

but not far, as we wanted to go to Princess Pallavicini, who received

that afternoon. W. was much struck with the apartment--so many rooms,

all very high ceilings, that we passed through before getting to the

boudoir where the Princess was sitting. It all looked so natural, I

remembered the hangings--bright flowers on a light satin ground--as soon

as I got into the room, and some of the pictures. She was very cordial

and friendly, told W. how long she had known me, and recalled some of

our rides at Frascati with her and Del Monte. She asked us to come on

Friday evenings, she was always at home. No one else was there but a

Princesse de Thurn and Taxis (nee Hohenlohe) who was introduced to us,

and the talk was pleasant enough. She was quite interested in our two

audiences--Pope and Quirinal--but we told her we had heard nothing from

either court yet. W. walked home, and I went on to Gert as it was her

reception day. She gave me a cup of tea, and I found various friends

there, including Father Smith who was quite pleased to see me again. He

doesn't look any older, and is apparently quite as energetic as ever. He

told me he had enjoyed his talk with W. very much, and they had made a

rendezvous for two days--the Catacombs and San Clemente. He remarked

casually that W. wasn't at all what he expected to find him; not at all

his idea of a "French Republican." I wonder what sort of trade-mark he

expected to see? If he had pictured W. as a slight, nervous, black-eyed,

voluble Frenchman, he must naturally have been surprised.

We have heard people discussing us sometimes in English as we pass down

the long dining-room to our table--"There goes Waddington, the late

French Premier." "Never--that man is an Englishman." "I have seen

pictures of Waddington--he doesn't look at all like that, etc." The head

waiter always points us out as distinguished strangers.

I found quantities of cards when I came home--one from Lily San Vito

with a nice little message of welcome. (We crossed her in the Corso the

other day and she looked lovely.) Also Valerys, Middletons, Pantaleones,

etc. After I had gone to my room to dress W. had a visit from Desprez,

the French Ambassador to the Vatican. He has just arrived, his wife not

yet come, and he feels a little strange in this very divided society. We

are going to meet him at dinner at the Portuguese Embassy. He told W.

there would be several Cardinals at the dinner--a regular black

assemblage. It will be a funny experience for W.

March 6, 1880.

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