Chapter XXIII

Once again I saw William Vane-Cartwright. At his own request I was

summoned to visit him in the gaol. It was not the interview of

penitent and confessor; none the less I am bound to silence about it,

even though my silence may involve the suppression of something which

tells in his favour. One thing I may and must say. Part of his object

in sending for me was to make me his agent in several acts of

kindness.

As I look back, I often ask myself: Was there indeed no truth, beyond

what we knew, in the tale that this man told to Callaghan and me, and

which was skilfully woven to accord as far as possible with many

things which we might have and had in fact discovered. In point of

vital facts it was certainly false. I could now disprove every

syllable of that love story; his acquaintance with Miss Denison was

only a few months old; she had never known Peters; and the letter that

he showed us was a forgery of course. I happen, moreover, too late for

any useful purpose, to have met several people who knew Longhurst

well; all agree that he was rough and uncompanionable, all that he was

strictly honest and touchingly kind; all testify that in his later

days he was a total abstainer.

Yet, in the face of this, I believe that Vane-Cartwright described

fairly, as well as with insight, the influences which in boyhood and

early manhood told so disastrously upon him. I now know, as it

happens, a good deal about his parents, for one of my present

neighbours was a family friend of theirs. They were a gifted but

eccentric couple, with more “principles” than any two heads can safely

hold. Little as I like their beliefs, I cannot but suspect that their

home life was governed by a conscientiousness and a tender affection

for their child, from which, if he had wished to be guided right, some

light must have fallen on his path. Yet without doubt their training

was as bad a preparation as could be for what he was to undergo. He

lost his fortune early, and was exiled to a settlement in the East

which, by all accounts, was not a school of Christian chivalry. Almost

everything in his surroundings there jarred upon his sensibility which

on the æsthetic side was more than commonly keen. Dozens of English

lads pass through just such trials unshaken, some even unspotted, but

they have been far otherwise nurtured than he. Peters too had an

influence upon his youth. I, who knew Peters so well, know that he

cannot have done the spiteful things which Vane-Cartwright said, but I

do not doubt for one moment that he did repel his young associate when

he need not have done so. Peters was young too, and may well be

forgiven, but I can imagine that by that chill touch he sped his

comrade on the downward course which chanced to involve his own

murder.

Altogether it is easy enough to form some image, not merely monstrous,

of the way in which that character formed itself out of its

surroundings; to understand how the poor lad became more and more

centred in himself; to praise him just in so far as that concentration

was strength; to note where that strength lay, in the one virtue which

in fact he had claimed as his own, in the unflinching avowal to

himself of the motive by which he meant to live.

That motive, a calculated resolve to be wealthy, to become detached in

outward fact as he was already in feeling from the sort of people and

the sort of surroundings amid which his present lot was cast, had

already been formed when the partnership with Longhurst offered him

his opportunity. One may well believe him that the three years of that

partnership cost him much. His one companion was a man whom, I take

it, he was incapable of liking, and his position at first was one of

subjection to him. He had lied to us much about Longhurst, but I fancy

that he had spoken of him with genuine, however unjust, dislike. What

particular fraud he played upon him, or whether it was, strictly

speaking, a fraud at all, I do not know. But no doubt he was by nature

mean (though ready enough to spend money), and he was probably more

mean when his strength was not full fledged and his nascent sense of

power found its readiest enjoyment in tricks. Assuredly he intended

from the first to use the partnership as much as possible for himself

and as little as possible for his partner. I am told that this is in

itself a perilous attitude from a legal point of view, and that it is,

in many relations of life, harder than laymen think to keep quite out

of reach of the law by any less painful course than that of positive

honesty. Let us suppose that he did only the sort of thing which his

own confession implied, obtaining for himself alone the renewal of

concessions originally made to his firm. Even so, I understand, he may

have found himself in this position, that Longhurst would have been

entitled to his share (the half or perhaps much more, according to the

terms of partnership) of extremely valuable assets upon which

Vane-Cartwright had counted as his own. Moreover, that possibly stupid

man would have had his voice about the vital question of how and when

to sell this property.

Even if this was all, it still meant that the hope upon which

Vane-Cartwright had set his soul, the hope not of a competence but of

eminent wealth, was about to slip away, and to slip away perhaps

irretrievably. For, as I have lately learnt, he was then ill, could

not remain in that climate, would not, if he fell down the ladder, be

able to start again, with more money and more experience, where he had

started three years before. In the choice which then arose he was not

the man to set his personal safety in the scales against his ambition.

And so the incredible deed was done, and fortune favoured the murderer

with the report that his victim had been lost in a wrecked ship

(possibly even he had met with that report before he killed him).

Henceforward, watchful as he had to be for a while, the chief burden

which his guilt laid upon him was that of bearing himself with

indifference.

Thirteen years had passed, years of unvarying success. The

watchfulness was now seldom needed, and the indifference had become a

pose. And so at last, on his first evening at Grenvile Combe, he fell

talking in his wonted way of Longhurst, and gave that false account of

his end to one of the only two living men with whom it behoved him to

take care. Instantly the spectre of his crime, which he thought had

been laid, confronted him, and confronted him, as some recollection

warned him, with the real peril of public shame, perhaps conviction

and death. Instantly too there arose, as if to his aid, not as yet the

full strength of his intellect and courage, but the ingrained, dormant

spirit of crime. If he had only said to Peters, “He sailed in the

_Eleanor_ with me. I killed him. I will tell you all about it,” I have

not a shadow of a doubt that his confession would have been kept

inviolate. Only there were trials from which even his nerve recoiled,

and plain facts of human nature which his acuteness never saw. So the

same deed was done again in quiet reliance upon that wonderful luck

which this time also had provided him with a screen against suspicion,

and this time also seemed to require nothing of him after the act was

accomplished except to bear himself carelessly. Indeed, though he

began to bear himself carelessly too soon—for he trusted

characteristically that Peters had this night followed the practice of

opening the window, which he was oddly fond of preaching, and he left

the room without troubling to look behind the curtain—his confidence

seemed justified. There was nothing in the room or in the house,

nothing under the wide vault of that starlit sky that was destined to

tell the tale.

Morning brought to his eyes, though not yet to his comprehension, the

presence of a huge calamity, for the ground was white with snow in

which, if Trethewy had come through it, his tracks would still be

seen. Soon he heard that Trethewy had in fact come home when the snow

lay there. Then at last his whole mind rose to the full height of the

occasion, to a height of composure and energy from which in all his

later doings he never declined far. I have an unbounded hatred for

that prevalent worship of strong men which seems to me to be born of

craven fear. Yet it extorts my most unwilling admiration of this man

that, when safety depended so much upon inaction, the only action he

took was such as at once was appallingly dangerous and yet was the

only way to avoid an even greater peril.

But strangely enough as I shut my mind against that haunting memory

which I have written these pages to expel, far different traits and

incidents from this keep longest their hold upon my imagination. I

remember Peters not as he died but as he lived; and the murderer

stands before me, as I take my leave, not in virtue of signal acts of

crime (which I could more easily have forgiven) but of little acts,

words, even tones of hardness and of concentrated selfishness, faintly

noted in my story, rendered darker to me by the knowledge that he

could be courteous and kind when it suited him. He stands there as the

type to me, not of that rare being the splendid criminal, but of the

man who in the old phrase is “without bowels”. And men (on whose souls

also may God have mercy) are not rare among us, who, without his

intellect or his daring, are as hard as he, but for whom, through

circumstances—not uncommon and I do not call them fortunate—the path

of consistent selfishness does not diverge from the path of a

respectable life.

Strangely too, one of those lesser acts of unkindness was needed to

bring about his downfall. If I had never seen him at Florence, the

spark of my baffled ire would not have been rekindled, nor could I

have met Trethewy’s family till they had gone beyond the seas. And I

should never have seen him at Florence but that my wife, who did not

know his name, recalled upon seeing him that little delinquency at

Crema of which she and I can think no longer with any personal spleen.

It seems as if he might have murdered his partner and murdered his

host with cruel deliberation and gone unpunished; but since one day

without a second thought he refused a common courtesy to a suffering

woman and a harassed girl, he had set in motion the cunning machinery

of fate, and it came to pass in the end that the red hand of the law

seized him and dealt to him the doom which the reader has long

foreseen.

Let some surviving characters of this story briefly bid farewell. For

my wife and me, we are settled in our country rectory, so near in

distance to London and in effect so far off; and, if the now

delightful labours of my calling seem to me not more unsuccessful than

perhaps they should always seem to the labourer, I like to think it

means that what Eustace Peters, half-unknowing, did for me abides.

Callaghan was our guest not two months ago, a welcome guest to us, and

even more to our children. He talked alternately of a project of land

reclamation on the Wash and of an immediate departure for the East in

search of a clue to the questions left unsolved in these pages. He has

since departed from this country, not, I believe, for the East, but

neither we nor any of his friends know where he is, or doubt that

wherever he is, he can take care of himself and will hurt no other

creature. Mr. Thalberg continues his law business in the City, though

the business has changed in character. I bear him no ill-will, and yet

am sorry to be told that (while the disclosures in the trial lost him

several old clients, as well as his clerk, Mr. Manson) on the whole

his business has grown. Trethewy is now our gardener. His daughter is

a board-school mistress in London. I hope he will long remain with us,

for I now like him as a man but could not lay it upon my conscience to

recommend him as a gardener. Peters’ nephews, unseen by the reader,

have hovered close in the background of my tale. Both have

distinguished themselves in India. Yesterday I married the elder to

Miss Denison, on whom, I hope, the reader has bestowed a thought. In

the other, who is engaged to my eldest daughter, his uncle’s peculiar

gifts repeat themselves more markedly and with greater promise of

practical achievement.

Transcriber’s Note

This transcription follows the text of the first edition published

by Longmans, Green, and Co. in 1906. One passage, however, has been

altered, namely the passage in Chapter XVIII that reads: “which I

thought was not that which Vane-Cartwright had carried”. This passage

has been replaced with the corresponding passage in the 1928 reprint

by the Dial Press in New York, so as to read: “which I thought was

not _unlike_ that which Vane-Cartwright had carried”.

All other seeming errors or inconsistencies in the text have been

left unchanged.

The cover art included with this eBook is granted to the public

domain. (The image background is a detail taken from _Throwing

Snowballs_, a painting created by Gerhard Munthe in 1885.)

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