CXCIII.--_To_ SIBYLLA MACADAM. [See notice, Letter CXLI.]

(_CHRIST'S BEAUTY AND EXCELLENCE._)

MISTRESS,--Grace, mercy, and peace be to you. I can bear witness in my

bonds, that Christ is still the longer the better; and no worse, yea,

inconceivably better than He is (or can be) called. I think it half a

heaven to have my fill of the smell of His sweet breath, and to sleep

in the arms of Christ my Lord, with His left hand under my head and

His right hand embracing me. There is no great reckoning to be made of

the withering of my flower, in comparison of the foul and manifest

wrongs done to Christ. Nay, let never the dew of God lie upon my

branches again, let the bloom fall from my joy, and let it wither, let

the Almighty blow out my candle, so being the Lord might be great

among Jews and Gentiles, and His oppressed church delivered. Let

Christ fare well, suppose I should eat ashes. I know that He must be

sweet Himself, when His cross is so sweet. And it is the part of us

all, if we marry Himself, to marry the crosses, losses, and reproaches

also, that follow Him. For mercy followeth Christ's cross. His prison,

for beauty, is made of marble and ivory; His chains, that are laid on

His prisoners, are golden chains; and the sighs of the prisoners of

hope are perfumed with comforts, the like whereof cannot be bred or

found on this side of sun and moon. Follow on after His love; tire not

of Christ, but come in, and see His beauty and excellency, and feed

your soul upon Christ's sweetness. This world is not yours, neither

would I have your heaven made of such metal as mire and clay. Ye have

the choice and wale of all lovers in heaven or out of heaven, when ye

have Christ, the only delight of God His Father. Climb up the mountain

with joy, and faint not; for time will cut off the men who pursue

Christ's followers. Our best things here have a worm in them; our

joys, besides God, in the inner half are but woes and sorrows. Christ,

Christ is that which our love and desires can sleep sweetly and rest

safely upon.

Now the very God of peace establish you in Christ. Help a prisoner

with your prayers, and entreat that our Lord would be pleased to visit

me with a sight of His beauty in His house, as He has sometimes done.

Grace be with you.

Yours, in his sweet Jesus,

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