ABERDEEN, _March 13, 1637_.
CXLIV.--_To_ MR. GEORGE GILLESPIE.
[GEORGE GILLESPIE was the son of Mr. John Gillespie, some time
minister of the Gospel at Kirkcaldy. He was licensed to preach
the Gospel some time prior to 1638: and in April, that year, was
ordained minister of Wemyss. In 1642, by the General Assembly he
was translated to one of the churches in Edinburgh, where he
continued till his death. Gillespie possessed talents of the
highest order; and so much were these appreciated that, young as
he was, he was one of the four ministers sent as commissioners
from the Church of Scotland to the Westminster Assembly in 1643.
There he attracted general notice, by the cogency of argument,
and the rare learning which he showed in pleading the cause of
Presbytery and opposing Erastianism. At one of the meetings of
that Assembly, when the learned Selden had delivered a long and
an elaborate discourse in favour of Erastianism, to which none
seemed prepared to reply, Gillespie, who was still a young man,
was observed to be writing. A venerable friend went to his chair,
and asked if he had taken notes, but found that he had written
nothing except these words, frequently repeated, "Give light,
Lord." His friend urged him to answer. Gillespie at last rose,
and in an extempore speech refuted Selden with a power of
reasoning and an amount of learning which excited the admiration
of all present. Selden himself is said to have observed, after
hearing this reply, "That young man, by a single speech, has
swept away the labour and the learning of ten years of my life!"
Gillespie died in December 1648, in the 36th year of his age.
During his last illness he enjoyed little comfort, but was strong
in the faith of adherence to the divine promises--a subject on
which he insisted much in his sermons. When asked if he had any
comfort, he said, "No; but though the Lord allow me no comfort,
yet I will _believe_ that my Beloved is mine, and that I am His."
To two ministers, who asked what advice he had to give them, he
answered: "I have little experience of the ministry, having been
in it only nine years; but I can say that I have got more
assistance in the work of preaching from prayer than study; and
much more help from the assistance of the Spirit than from
books." And yet he was known to have been an indefatigable
student. He is the author of various works, which are chiefly
controversial, such as "The English Popish Ceremonies," and
"Aaron's Rod Blossoming."]
(_SUSPICIONS OF CHRIST'S LOVE REMOVED THREE DESIRES._)
REVEREND AND DEAR BROTHER,--I received your letter. As for my case,
brother, I bless His glorious name, that my losses are my gain, my
prison a palace, and my sadness joyfulness. At my first entry, my
apprehensions so wrought upon my cross, that I became jealous of the
love of Christ, as being by Him thrust out of the vineyard, and I was
under great challenges, as ordinarily melted gold casteth forth a
drossy scum, and Satan and our corruption form the first words that
the heavy cross speaketh, and say, "God is angry, He loveth you not."
But our apprehensions are not canonical;[232] they indite lies of God
and Christ's love. But since my spirit was settled, and the clay has
fallen to the bottom of the well, I see better what Christ was doing.
And now my Lord is returned with salvation under His wings. Now I want
little of half a heaven, and I find Christ every day so sweet,
comfortable, lovely, and kind, that three things only trouble me:
_1st_, I see not how to be thankful, or how to get help to praise that
Royal King, who raiseth up those that are bowed down. _2nd_, His love
paineth me, and woundeth my soul, so that I am in a fever for want of
real presence. _3rd_, An excessive desire to take instruments in God's
name, that this is Christ and His truth, which I now suffer for; yea,
the apple of the eye of Christ's honour, even the sovereignty and
royal privileges of our King and Lawgiver, Christ. And, therefore, let
no man scaur at Christ's cross, or raise an ill report upon Him or it;
for He beareth the sufferer and it both.
[232] Authentic Scripture.
I am here troubled with the disputes of the great doctors (especially
with Dr. B.[233]) in Ceremonial and Arminian controversies, for all
are corrupt here; but, I thank God, with no detriment to the truth, or
discredit to my profession. So, then, I see that Christ can triumph in
a weaker man nor I; and who can be more weak? But His grace is
sufficient for me.
[233] Dr. Robert Barron.
Brother, remember our old covenant, and pray for me, and write to me
your case. The Lord Jesus be with your spirit.
Yours, in his sweet Lord Jesus,