LXXV.--_To JOHN KENNEDY, Bailiffe (i.e. Bailie) of Ayr._

[JOHN KENNEDY was the son of Hugh Kennedy, Provost of Ayr. Hugh

was an eminent Christian, and did much to promote the cause of

religion in the place where he lived. John Welsh, minister of

Ayr, bore this high testimony to him in a letter written to him

in France: "Happy is that city, yea, happy is that nation that

has a Hugh Kennedy in it. I have myself certainly found the

answer of his prayers from the Lord in my behalf." On his

death-bed, he was filled "with inexpressible joy in the Holy

Ghost, beyond what it was possible to comprehend." (Wodrow, in

his life of Boyd of Trochrig.) John, his son, possessed much of

the spirit and character of his father. "He was," says Fleming

("Fulfilling of the Scriptures"), "as choice a Christian as was

at that time." The same writer records a remarkable escape from

imminent peril at sea which Kennedy experienced; which may be the

deliverance to which Rutherford refers in a subsequent letter. It

happened thus: John Stewart, Provost of Ayr, another of

Rutherford's correspondents, who had gone to France, having

loaded a ship at Rochelle with various commodities for Scotland,

proceeded to England by the nearest way, and thence to Ayr. After

waiting a considerable time for the arrival of his vessel, he was

told that it was captured by the Turks. This information,

however, proved to be incorrect, for it at length arrived in the

roads; upon hearing of which, Kennedy, an intimate friend of

Stewart, was so overjoyed, that he went out to it in a small

boat. But a storm suddenly arising, he was driven past the

vessel, and the general belief of the onlookers from the shore

was that he and his boat were swallowed up; indeed, the storm

increased to such a degree of violence as to threaten even the

shipwreck of the vessel. Deeply affected at the apprehended loss

of his friend, Stewart shut himself up in entire seclusion for

three days; but at the very time he had gone to visit Kennedy's

wife under her supposed bereavement, Kennedy, who had been driven

to another part of the coast, but had reached the land in safety,

made his appearance, to the great joy of all. Kennedy was a

member of the Scottish Parliament in the years 1644-5-6, for the

burgh of Ayr, and is styled in the roll, "John Kennedy, Provost

of Ayr." He was also a member of the General Assemblies of

1642-3-4-6 and 7, and his name appears among the ruling elders in

the commission for the public affairs of the kirk in all these

years. His brother Hugh (also an elder of the Church) was

frequently a member of the General Assembly, and, as we learn

from "Baillie's Letters," had an active share in the proceedings

of the Covenanters during the reign of Charles I. There are

lineal descendants of this family in Ayr at this day; one of

them, like his ancestor, was lately Provost of the town.]

(_LONGING AFTER CLEARER VIEWS OF CHRIST--HIS LONG-SUFFERING--TRYING

CIRCUMSTANCES._)

WORTHY AND DEAR BROTHER,--Grace, mercy, and peace be to you. I long to

see you in this northern world on paper; I know it is not

forgetfulness that ye write not. I am every way in good ease, both in

soul and body; all honour and glory be to my Lord. I want nothing but

a further revelation of the beauty of the unknown Son of God. Either I

know not what Christianity is, or we have stinted a measure of so many

ounce weights, and no more, upon holiness; and there we are at a

stand, drawing our breath all our life. A moderation in God's way is

now much in request. I profess that I have never taken pains to find

out Him whom my soul loveth; there is a gate yet of finding out Christ

that I have never lighted upon. Oh, if I could find it out! Alas, how

soon are we pleased with our own shadow in a glass! It were good to be

beginning in sad earnest to find out God, and to seek the right tread

of Christ. Time, custom, and a good opinion of ourselves, our good

meaning, and our lazy desires, our fair shows, and the world's

glistering lustres, and these broad passments and buskings of

religion, that bear bulk in the kirk, is that wherewith most satisfy

themselves. But a bed watered with tears, a throat dry with praying,

eyes as a fountain of tears for the sins of the land, are rare to be

found among us. Oh if we could know the power of godliness!

This is one part of my case; and another is, that I, like a fool, once

summoned Christ for unkindness, and complained of His fickleness and

inconstancy, because He would have no more of my service nor

preaching, and had casten me out of the inheritance of the Lord. And

now I confess that this was but a bought plea, and I was a fool. Yet

He hath borne with me. I gave Him a fair advantage against me, but

love and mercy would not let Him take it; and the truth is, now He

hath chided Himself friends with me, and hath taken away the mask, and

hath renewed His wonted favour in such a manner that He hath paid me

my hundred-fold in this life, and one to the hundred. This prison is

my banqueting-house; I am handled as softly and delicately as a dawted

child. I am nothing behind (I see) with Christ; He can, in a month,

make up a year's losses. And I write this to you, that I may entreat,

nay, adjure and charge you, by the love of our Well-beloved, to help

me to praise; and to tell all your Christian acquaintance to help me,

for I am as deeply drowned in His debt as any dyvour can be. And yet

in this fair sun-blink I have something to keep me from startling, or

being exalted above measure; His word is as fire shut up in my bowels,

and I am weary with forbearing. The ministers in this town are saying

that they will have my prison changed into less bounds, because they

see God with me. My mother hath borne me a man of contention, one that

striveth with the whole earth. The late wrongs and oppressions done to

my brother keep my sails low; yet I defy crosses to embark me in such

a plea against Christ as I was troubled with of late. I hope to

over-hope and over-believe my troubles. I have cause now to trust

Christ's promise more than His gloom.

Remember my hearty affection to your wife. My soul is grieved for the

success of our brethren's journey to New England; but God hath

somewhat to reveal that we see not. Grace be with you. Pray for the

prisoner.

Yours, in his only Lord Jesus,

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