CHAPTER XI

THE BUNCH OF HOLLY

“Silence is the perfect herald of joy;

I were but little happy it I could say how much.”

Words were never more applicable than these to those undeclared lovers,

sitting in such a mute happiness side by side, in the little

reception-room, on that bright morning so near Christmastide.

Editha was the first to break the spell.

“I have not told you Uncle Richard’s message yet,” she said, and an

expression of anxiety for the moment chased the radiant look from her

face.

“True—it was like his kindness to remember me,” Earle returned, a shadow

stealing over his fine face.

“He thought a great deal of you, and had great hopes for your future——”

“Which, if it amounts to anything, will be in a great measure owing to

his goodness,” he interrupted, with emotion.

“Yes, Uncle Richard was a true, good man; but, Earle, now I have

something unpleasant to tell you. I—he left you a _token_ of his

remembrance.”

She hesitated, and he said, with a smile:

“I’m sure there is nothing unpleasant about that.”

“No; but wait,” she began, in some confusion and hardly knowing how to

go on with her disagreeable task; “he left you a little money, ten

thousand dollars, to give you a start in life, he said.”

Earle Wayne startled and flushed deeply.

“Did Mr. Forrester do that?” he asked, greatly moved.

“Yes; and now comes the disagreeable part of it all. I do not like to

tell you, but I must,” she said, lifting her crimson, troubled face to

him, and he wondered what there was about it that should make her appear

so. “Papa did not like it very well,” she went on, dropping her eyes

with a feeling of shame. “He thought that it was not right the money

should go to a stranger, and—and—oh! Earle, I know it seems selfish and

cruel, but he says you cannot have it.”

Editha nearly broke down here; it had required all her courage to tell

him this; and now she sat still, covered with shame and confusion. A

shade of bitterness passed over the young man’s face at her last words,

and then the least smile of scorn curled his fine lips.

He had never experienced very much respect for Sumner Dalton; he knew

him to be a man devoid of principle, of small mind, and smaller soul;

but he was Editha’s father, and he could speak no word against him. He

saw how ashamed and uncomfortable she felt to be obliged to make this

humiliating confession regarding her only parent, while he admired the

fine sense of honor that would not allow her to shrink from her duty in

telling him.

“I am going to tell you just how the matter stands,” she resumed

presently: “and then you must excuse papa as best you can. You doubtless

have heard that Uncle Richard was paralyzed—he had no use of either his

hands or his feet, and was entirely helpless, although his mind was

clear until just before his second shock, which came suddenly in the

night. He told me the day before that he knew he could not live, and

gave me directions just what to do. He said if he could only use his

hands, he would have added a codicil to his will in your favor, but as

it was, I must attend to his wishes. He said it—the will—had been made

many years ago, giving everything to me; but ever since he became

interested in you he had intended doing something handsome for you; if

he had lived and you wished it, he would have wanted you to go back to

him as a partner in his business, as soon as you should be free to do

so. But he charged me—_made me promise_—to make over to you ten thousand

dollars as soon as your time expired.

“He left a large fortune, more than I shall ever know what to do with,

and I was _so glad_ of this bequest to you,” Editha went on, heartily.

“I asked Mr. Felton to see that everything was done properly, so that

you could have the money at once. He did so, and I wanted you to have it

as a sort of Christmas gift; but, Earle, I am not twenty-one yet; papa

is still my natural guardian.”

“Well?” Earle said, encouragingly, as she stopped in distress, and he

pitied her for having to make this confession to him, while a tender

smile wreathed his lips at her truthfulness and her sorrow on his

account.

“So there is no way—you will have to wait a little while for your money.

I shall be twenty-one the twentieth of next November, and my own

mistress; and, Earle, you shall have it then, with the year’s interest

added.”

He nearly laughed to see how eager she was for him to have exactly his

due; then he grew suddenly grave, and said, gently but firmly:

“No, Editha, I do not wish, I cannot take _one dollar_ of this money.”

“But it was Uncle Richard’s dying wish and bequest to you—it _belongs_

to you by _right_,” she pleaded, bitterly disappointed by his refusal to

take it.

“No, by your uncle’s will, which he did not any way change, it all

belongs to you.”

“But he would have changed the will if he could have held a pen; he said

so; and the money is not mine,” she cried, almost in tears.

“The law would judge differently—your father is right. It should not

come to me”—this was said with a touch of bitterness, however—“and I

will not have one dollar of it.”

“Supposing that you were in my place just now, and I in yours, would you

claim that it all belonged to you?” she asked, lifting her searching

glance to his face.

“No,” he said; “but the difference in our positions, because I am _not_

in your place and you in mine, alters the case altogether.”

“I cannot agree with you; and you would have considered me mean and

dishonorable if I had taken advantage of the will and claimed the whole,

would you not?”

“But you did not; you have done your duty, and consequently have nothing

to regret,” Earle replied, evasively.

“But you did not answer my question,” Editha persisted; “would you think

that I had done right if I had not wished to give you this money and

withheld it from you?”

“N-o,” he admitted, reluctantly.

“And, morally speaking, it does not belong to me.”

“The will gave you everything——”

“That is not the question,” she interrupted. “If you were pleading the

case for some one else, you would claim that the money did not belong to

me, and that, morally speaking, I had no right whatever to it?”

“Editha, you should be a lawyer yourself.”

“That is a side issue; as they say in court, stick to the point, if you

please,” she again interrupted; “have I not stated the truth?”

“I am obliged to confess that you have; but, Editha, I do not want the

money, though I am very grateful to Mr. Forrester for his kindness in

remembering me, and to you for wishing to carry out his wishes so

faithfully.”

“Please, Earle, take it; I _want_ you to have it, and I wish to do just

as he told me to do; you will wound me deeply if you refuse it,” she

urged.

It was a very sweet, earnest face that looked up into his, and, had she

pleaded for almost anything else, Earle would have found it impossible

to resist her. His own face grew grave, almost sorrowful, as he

returned:

“I would not cause you a moment’s unnecessary pain, Editha, but I must

be firm in this decision. Forgive me if I wound you; but, on the whole,

I am glad that Mr. Dalton win a name and position entirely by my own

merits. By my own strong arm will I carve out my future and win my way

in the world; by my own indomitable will and energy, with the help of a

greater than I, I will rise to honor, and _not_ upon the foundation that

another has built,” he concluded, with an earnestness and solemnity that

made Editha’s heart thrill with pride and the conviction of his ultimate

success.

“You are very brave,” she said, with admiring but still wistful eyes.

“But suppose Uncle Richard _had_ added a codicil to his will in your

favor, what then?”

A smile of amusement curled his lips.

“Then I suppose the wheels of my car of ambition would have been

unavoidably clogged with this fortune. It would not then have been

optional with me whether I would have it or not.”

“It shall not be now; the money is not mine—I _will not_ keep it. I

should be as bad as those wretches who robbed us, and then left you to

suffer for their crime,” Editha exclaimed, passionately, and almost in

despair at his obstinacy.

“I do not see how you can do otherwise than keep it; every one will tell

you that it is legally yours.”

“There is many a moral wrong perpetuated under the cloak of ‘legality,’”

she began, somewhat sarcastically, then continued, more earnestly: “My

proud, self-willed knight, whose watchwords are truth and honor, whose

life is to be ‘foursquare,’ do you think there are no others whose

natures are reaching out after the same heights? There _are_ others,

Earle,” she said, more softly, with glowing cheeks and drooping lids,

“who look with longing eyes toward the ‘jasper walls,’ and ‘gates of

pearl;’ and can one be ‘true and honorable’ and keep what does not

belong to one?”

“How can I convince you, Editha, that I _cannot_ take this money?”

“But what _will_ you do, Earle? How will you begin life again?” she

asked, anxiously.

“I have a little, enough for that, laid by; and now, with three years’

interest added, it will be sufficient to give me a start, and I shall do

very well. Do not allow my refusal to comply with your wishes to disturb

you. Try to imagine that if Mr. Forrester had never known me he would

never have thought of making a change in the disposition of his

property,” Earle concluded, lightly.

“But the _if_ exists, nevertheless. He _did_ make the change; and, once

for all, I will not have my conscience burdened with what is not my own.

Earle, on the twentieth of next November I shall deposit in the First

National Bank of this city ten thousand dollars, with a year’s interest,

to your credit,” she asserted, resolutely. “Meanwhile,” she added, “Mr.

Felton told me to say to you that he thought he could arrange some way

for you to keep your head above board, if you will go to him.”

“I thank Mr. Felton, but I think the term ‘self-willed’ may be applied

to some one else besides myself,” Earle answered, smilingly.

“Earle,” cried the lovely girl, turning suddenly upon him, and, with

something of her old girlish impulse, laying one white hand on his, “if

you won’t do as I wish for your _own_ sake, won’t you for _mine_?

and”—the color mounting to her forehead as she made the delicate

offer—“until the year expires, won’t you please go to Mr. Felton and get

whatever you need?”

If Earle was ever impatient and rebellious in his life he was at that

moment at the cruel fate that kept him from reaching out and clasping

his beautiful beloved in his arms, and telling her all the love of his

great heart.

How delicately she had worded her proposition! She had not coarsely

offered to give him money from her own income, feeling that his proud

spirit would recoil from coming to her, a woman, for help; but she had

made Mr. Felton the medium through which all his needs might be supplied

until he could establish himself in business.

He ventured to take that small hand and press it gratefully.

“Editha,” he said, striving to control the quiver in his tones, “to both

of your requests I must repeat the inevitable ‘No;’ and for the first, I

entreat you not to tempt me, for I cannot tell you how hard it is to

refuse anything you ask me, and particularly in that way. As for the

other there will be no need, I trust, for I have enough for all my

present wants, and before that is gone I hope to be in a way to supply

all future needs.”

Editha sighed, but saw that his decision was unalterable, and so let the

matter drop for the time.

They chatted for an hour on various topics, and then Earle rose to take

his leave.

She longed to ask him to come again on the morrow to dine, as she had

planned, knowing how lonely he would be when everybody else was so gay;

but she knew that it would be no pleasure for him to meet Mr. Dalton in

his present mood; but she did ask him to call whenever he was at

liberty, and she added, with one of her charming smiles:

“Uncle Richard’s books are all here; won’t you come and avail yourself

of them whenever you like?”

He thanked her with a look that made her cheeks hot again; and then she

asked him to wait a moment and she would bring him his package. She was

gone scarcely three minutes, and then came back with it in one hand, and

the loveliest little bouquet imaginable in the other.

It was composed of stiff holly leaves, with their glossy sheen and

bright winter berries, clear and red, and vivid in their contrast. It

was as lovely a bit of floral handicraft as Earle had ever seen, and his

eyes lighted admiringly as they rested on it.

“It is for you, Earle,” Editha said, simply, seeing his look, and

handing it to him. “I made it for you this morning, hoping you would

come to-day. You will not expect me to wish you a ‘merry Christmas;’

but,” in low, sweet tones, “I will say instead, ‘_Peace_, good-will

toward men.’”

Earle was too deeply moved to reply.

He stood looking down upon the glossy red and green, a mist gathering

over his eyes in spite of his manhood, and blessing her in his heart for

those precious words which told him he had been remembered before he was

seen.

She had “made it for him that morning, hoping he would come to-day!”

Her white fingers had put every shining spray in its place, and she had

thought of him the while!

Oh, why must he stand there with sealed lips, when he longed to say so

much?

She would not mock him with the usual Christmas formula; but what could

have been sweeter or more appropriate than the gentle, low-spoken

“Peace, good-will toward men?”

He slipped the package into an inside pocket, never mistrusting that it

had been tampered with, nor that its contents had unlocked for Sumner

Dalton the door to a mystery which he had long sought to penetrate in

vain.

“Thank you,” he said, as he buttoned his coat, “for caring for this; it

is very precious to me; and some day I will tell you why and show you

its contents. This much I will tell you now—had it been lost or

destroyed, _my identity_ would also have been destroyed.”

Editha looked up in surprise, but she asked no question.

His _identity_ destroyed! Was it possible that Sumner Dalton’s keen eyes

could have missed anything of importance within that package?

Editha accompanied him to the door, and parted from him with a simple

“good-night,” and then went quietly and gravely to her own room. But she

had sent him forth full of courage and hope in spite of his present

loneliness and unpromising future; and that bunch of holly was the most

precious thing that the world held for him that day, the fair giver

excepted.

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