contrast with the gaiety of her dress as with the strains of the
neighbouring band, which told of festivity and pleasure. Perhaps some
thought of this nature forced itself upon Lady Sybil’s light and
evasive mind: for as she looked, the cynical expression of her eyes
gave place to one of feeling and emotion, better fitted to those wasted
features as well as to the relation in which the two stood to one
another. She looked down the path, as if for the first time she feared
an intrusive eye. Then her glance reverted to her daughter’s slender
form and drooping head: and again it changed, it grew soft, it grew
pitiful. The laurels shut all in, the path was empty. The maternal
feeling, long repressed, long denied, long buried under a mountain of
pique and resentment, of fancied wrongs and real neglect, broke forth
irresistibly. In a step she was at the girl’s side, and snatching her
to her bosom in a fierce embrace, was covering her face, her neck, her
hair with hungry kisses.
The action was so sudden, so unexpected, that crushed and even hurt by
the other’s grasp, and frightened by her vehemence, Mary would have
resisted, would have tried to free herself. Then she understood. And a
rush of pent-up affection, of love and pity, carried away the barriers
of constraint and timidity. She clung to Lady Sybil with tears of joy,
murmuring low broken words, calling her “Mother, Mother,” burying her
face on her shoulder, pressing herself against her. In a moment her
being was stirred to its depths. In all her life no one had caressed
her after this fashion, no one had embraced her with passion, no one
had kissed her with more than the placid affection which gentleness and
goodness earn, and which kind offices kindly performed warrant. Even
Sir Robert, even her father, proud as he was of her, much as he loved
her, had awakened in her respect and gratitude—mingled with fear—rather
than love.
After a time, warned by approaching voices, Lady Sybil put her from
her; but with a low and exultant laugh. “You are mine, now!” she said,
“Mine! Mine! You will come to me when I want you. And I shall want you
soon! Very soon!”
Mary laid hold of her again. “Let me come now!” she cried with passion,
forgetting all but the mother she had gained, the clinging arms which
had cherished her, the kisses that had rained on her. “Let me come to
you! You are ill!”
“No, not now! Not now! I will send for you when I want you,” Lady Sybil
answered. “I will promise to send for you. And you will come,” she
added with the same ring of triumph in her voice. “You will come!” For
it was joy to her, even amid the satisfaction of her mother-love, to
know that she had tricked her husband; it was joy to her to know that
though she had taken all from the child and he had given all, the child
was hers—hers, and could never be taken from her! “You will come! For
you will not have me long. But,” she whispered, as the voices came
nearer, “go now! Go now! And not a word! Not a word, child, as you love
me. I will send for you when—when my time comes.”
And with a last look, strangely made up of love and pain and triumph,
Lady Sybil moved out of sight among the laurels. And Mary, drying her
tears and composing her countenance as well as she could, turned to
meet the intruders’ eyes.
Fortunately—for she was far from being herself—the two persons who had
wandered that way, did but pause at the end of the Kennel Path, and,
murmuring small talk, turn again to retrace their steps. She gained a
minute or two, in which to collect her thoughts and smooth her hair;
but more than a minute or two she dared not linger lest her continued
absence should arouse curiosity. As sedately as she could, she emerged
from the shrubbery and made her way—though her breast heaved with a
hundred emotions—towards the rustic bridge on which she saw that Lady
Lansdowne was standing, keeping Sir Robert in talk.
In talk, indeed, of her. For as she approached he placed the
coping-stone on the edifice of her praises which her ladyship had
craftily led him to build. “The most docile,” he said, “I assure you,
the most docile child you can imagine! A beautiful disposition. She is
docility itself!”
“I hope she may always remain so,” Lady Lansdowne answered slily.
“I’ve no doubt she will,” Sir Robert replied with fond assurance, his
eye on the Honourable Bob, who was approaching the bridge from the
lawns.
Lady Lansdowne followed the look with her eyes and smiled. But she said
nothing. She turned to Mary, who was now near at hand, and reading in
the girl’s looks plain traces of trouble, and agitation, she contented
herself with sending for Lady Louisa, and asking that her carriage
might be called. In this way she cloaked under a little bustle the
girl’s embarrassment as she came up to them and joined them. Five
minutes later Lady Lansdowne was gone.
* * * * *
After that, Mary would have had only too much food for thought, had her
mother alone filled her mind; had those kisses which had so stirred her
being, those clinging arms, and that face which bore the deep imprint
of illness, alone burdened her memory. Years afterwards the beat of the
music which played in the gardens that evening, while the party within
sat at dinner, haunted her; bringing back, as such things will, the
scene and her aching heart, the outward glitter and the inward care,
the Honourable Bob’s gallantries and her father’s stately figure as he
rose and drank wine with her; ay, and the hip, hip, hurrah which shook
the glasses when an old Squire, a privileged person, rose, before she
could leave, and toasted her.
Burdened only with the sacred memories of the afternoon, and the
anxiety, the pity, the love which they engendered, she had been far
from happy, far from free. But in truth, with all her feeling for her
mother, Mary bore about with her a keener and more bitter regret. The
dull pain which had troubled her of late when thoughts of Arthur
Vaughan would beset her was grown to a pang of shame, almost
intolerable. She had told herself a hundred times before this that it
was her weakness, her fear of her father, her mean compliance that had
led her to give him up—rather than any real belief in his baseness. For
she had never, she was sure now, believed in that baseness. But now,
now when her mother, whose word it never struck her to doubt, had
affirmed his innocence, now that she knew, now since a phrase of that
mother’s had brought to her mind every incident of the
never-to-be-forgotten coach-drive, the May morning, the sunshine and
the budding trees, the birth of love—pain gnawed at her heart. She was
sick with misery.
For, oh, how vile, how thankless, how poor and small a thing he must
think her! He would have given her all, and she had robbed him of all.
And then when she had robbed him and he could give her little she had
turned her back on him, abandoned him, believed evil of him, heard him
insulted, and joined in the outrage! Over that thought, over that
memory, she shed many and many a bitter tear. Romance had come to her
in her lowliness, and a noble lover, stooping to her; and she had
killed the one and denied the other. And now, now there was nothing she
could do, nothing she would dare to do.
For that she had for a moment believed in his baseness—if she had
indeed believed—was not the worst. In that she had been the sport of
circumstances; appearances had deceived her, and the phase had been
brief. But that she had been weak, that she had been swayed, that she
had given him up at a word, that she had shown herself wholly unworthy
of him—there was the rub. Now, how happy had she been could she have
gone back to Miss Sibson’s, and the dull schoolroom and the old stuff
dress and the children’s prattle—and heard his step as he came across
the forecourt to the door!
XXIII
IN THE HOUSE
In truth Mary’s notion of the opinion which Arthur Vaughan had of her
was above, rather than below, the reality. In her most despondent
moments she scarcely exaggerated the things he thought of her, the
contempt in which he held her, or the resentment which set his blood
boiling when he remembered how she had treated him. He had gone to her
and laid all that was left to him at her feet; and she, who had already
dealt his fortunes so terrible a blow, had paid him for his unselfish
offer, for his sacrifice of much that was dear to him, with suspicion,
with contumely, with mistrust! Instead of clinging to him, to whom she
had that moment plighted her troth, she had deserted him at a word. In
place of trusting the man who had woo’d her in her poverty, she had
believed the first whisper against him. She had shown herself
heartless, faithless, inconstant as the wind—a very woman! And
_Away, away—your smile’s a curse
Oh, blot me from the race of men,
Kind pitying Heaven! by death or worse_
_Before I love such things again!_
he might have murmured with a bitterness of which the author of the
lines had been incapable. But then, Mr. Moore, though his poetry and
his singing brought tears to the eyes of hardened women of fashion, had
never lost at a blow a great estate, a high position, and his love.
Certainly Vaughan had, if man ever had, grounds for a quarrel with
fate. He had left London heart-whole and happy, the heir to a large
fortune. He returned a fortnight later, a member of the Commons House
indeed, but heart-sick and soured, beggared of his expectations and
tortured by the thought of what might have been—if his love had proved
true as she was fair, and constant as she was sweet. Fond dreams of her
beauty still tormented him. Visions of the modest home in which he
would have found consolation in failure, and smiles in success, rose up
before him and derided him. He hated Sir Robert. He hated, or tried to
hate, the weakest and the most despicable of women. He saw all things
and all men with a jaundiced eye, the sound of his voice and the look
of his face were altered. Men who knew him and who passed him in the
street, or who saw him eating his chop in solitary churlishness, nudged
one another and said that he took his reverses ill; while others,
wounded by his curtness or his ill-humour, added that he did not go the
right way to make the most of what was left.
For a certainty he was become a man unpleasant to handle. But within,
under the thorns, was a very human soul, wounded, sore, and miserable,
seeking every way for an outlet from its pains, and finding hope of
escape at one point only. Men were right, when they said that he did
not go the way to make the most of his chances. For he laid himself out
to please no one at this time; it was not in him. But he worked late
and early, and with a furious energy to fit himself for a political
career; believing that success in that career was all that was left to
him, and that by the necessary labour he could best put the past behind
him. Love and pleasure, and those sweets of home life of which he had
dreamed, were gone from him. But the stern prizes of ambition, the
crown of those who live laborious days, might still be his—if the
Mirror of Parliament were never out of his hands, and if Mr. Hume
himself were not more constant to his favourite pillar under the
gallery than he to such chance seat as might fall to him on the same
side of the House.
Alas, he had not taken the oaths an hour—with a sore heart, in a ruck
of undistinguished new Members—before he saw that success was not so
near or so clearly within reach, as hope, with her flattering tale, had
argued. The times were propitious, certainly. The debates were close
and fiery, and were scanned out of doors with an interest unknown
before. The strife between Croker and Macaulay in the Commons, the duel
between Brougham and Lyndhurst in the Lords, were followed in the
country with as much attention as a battle between Belcher and Tom
Cribb; and by the same classes. Everywhere men talked politics, talked
of Reform, and of little else. The clubs, the ’Change, the taverns,
nay, the drawing-rooms and the schools rang with the Bill, the whole
Bill, and nothing but the Bill; with Schedule A, cruel as Herod, and
Schedule B, which spared one of twins. Before the window in the
Haymarket which weekly displayed H.B.’s Political Caricatures, crowds
stood gazing all day long, whatever the weather.
These things were in his favour. He remembered, too, the stress which
the Chancellor had laid on the advantage of entering the House in
advance of the crowd of new men whom the first Reformed Parliament must
contain.
Unfortunately it seemed to him that he was one of just such a mob of
new men, as it was. Nearly a fourth of his colleagues were strange to
St. Stephen’s; and the greater part of these, owing to the
circumstances of the election, were Whigs and sat on his side of the
House. To raise his head above the level of a hundred competitors,
numbering not a few men of wit and ability, and to do so within the
short life of the present Parliament—-for he saw no certain prospect of
being returned again—was no mean task. Little wonder that he was as
regular in his attendance as Mr. Speaker, and grew pale of nights over
Woodfall’s Important Debates.
In the pride of his first return he had dreamed of a reputation to be
gained by his maiden speech; of burning periods that would astonish all
who heard them, of flights of fancy to live forever in the mouths of
men, of a marshalling of facts so masterly, and an exposition of
figures so clear, as to obscure the fame of Single-speech Hamilton, or
of that modern phenomenon, Mr. Sadler. But whatever the effect of the
present chamber on the minds of novices, there was that in the
old,—mean and dingy as was its wainscotted interior, and cumbered by
overhanging galleries—there was a something, were it but the memory
that those walls had echoed the diatribes of Chatham and given back the
voice of Burke, had heard the laugh of Walpole and the snore of North,
which cooled the spirit of a new member; which shook his knees as
effectually as if the panelling of the room had vanished at a touch,
and revealed the glories of the Gothic Chapel which lay behind it. For
behind that panelling and those galleries, the ancient Chapel, with its
sumptuous tracery and statues, its frescoed walls and stained glass,
still existed; no unfit image of the stately principles which lie
behind the dull everyday working of our Constitution.
To Arthur Vaughan, a student of the history of the House, this effect
of the Chamber upon a new member was a commonplace. But he was a
practised speaker in the mimic arena; and he thought that he might rise
above this feeling in his own case. He fancied that he understood the
_Genius Loci_; its hatred of affectation, and almost of eloquence, its
dislike to be bored, its preference for the easy, the conversational,
and the personal. And when he had waited three weeks—so much he gave to
prudence—his time came.
He rose in a moderately thin house in the middle of the dinner-hour;
and rose as he thought fully prepared. Indeed he started well. He
brought out two or three sentences with ease and aplomb; and he fancied
the difficulty over, the threshold passed. But then—he knew not why,
nor could he overcome the feeling—the silence, kindly meant, in which
as a new Member, he was received, had a terrifying effect upon him. A
mist rose before his eyes, his voice sounded strange to him—and
distant. He dropped the thread of what he was saying, repeated himself,
lost his nerve. For some seconds, standing there with all faces turned
to him—they seemed numberless seconds to him, though in truth they were
few—he could see nothing but the Speaker’s wig, grown to an immense
white cauliflower, which swelled and swelled and swelled until it
filled the whole House. He stammered, repeated himself again—and was
silent. And then, seeing that he was embarrassed, they cheered him—and
the mist cleared; and he went on—hurriedly and nervously. But he was
aware that he had dropped a link in his argument—which he had not now
the coolness to supply. And when he had murmured a few sentences, more
or less inept and incoherent, he sat down.
In fact, though he had made no mark, he had also incurred no discredit.
But he felt that the eyes of all were on him, that they were gloating
over his failure, and comparing what he had done with what he had hoped
to do, his achievement with those secret hopes, those cherished
aspirations, he felt all the shame of open and disgraceful defeat. His
face burned; he sat looking before him, not daring for a while to
divert his gaze, or to learn in others’ eyes how great had been his
mishap.
Unfortunately, when he ventured to change his posture, and to put on
his hat, which he discovered he had been holding in his hand, he
encountered Sergeant Wathen’s eyes; and he read in them a look of
amusement, which wounded his pride more than the open ridicule of a
crowd. That was the finishing stroke. He walked out soon afterwards,
bearing himself as indifferently as he could. But no man ever carried
out of the House a lower heart or a sense of more utter failure. He had
mistaken his talents, he had no aptitude for debate. Success as a
speaker was not within his reach.
He thought something better of it next day, but not much. Nor could he
put off a sneaking, hang-dog air as he entered the lobby. A number of
members were gathered inside the double doors, where the stairs from
the cloisters came up by a third door; and one or two whom he knew
spoke to him—but not of his attempt. He fancied that he read in their
looks a knowledge that he had failed, that he was no longer a man to be
reckoned with. He imagined that they used a different tone to him. And
at last one of them spoke of it.
“Well, Vaughan,” he said pleasantly, “you got through yesterday. But if
you’ll take my advice you’ll wait a bit. It’s only one here and there
can make much of it to begin.”
“I certainly cannot,” Vaughan said, smiling frankly, the better to hide
his mortification.
“Ah, well, you’re not alone,” the other answered, shrugging his
shoulders. “You’ll pick it up by and by, I dare say.” And he turned to
speak to another member.
Vaughan turned on his side to the paper for the day winch hung against
each of the four pillars of the lobby; and he pretended to be absorbed
in it. The employment helped him to keep his countenance. But he was
sore wounded. He had held his head so high in imagination, he had given
so loose a rein to his ambition; he had dreamt of making such an
impression on the House as Mr. Macaulay, though new to it, had made in
his speech on the second reading of the former Bill, and had deepened
by his speech at the like stage of the present Bill. Now he was told
that he was no worse than the common run of country members, who twice
in three sessions rose and blundered through half a dozen sentences! He
was consoled with the reflection that only “one here and there”
succeeded! Only one here and there! When to him it was everything to
succeed, and to succeed quickly. When it was all he had left.
The stream of members, entering the House, was large; for the motion to
commit the Bill was down for that afternoon, and if carried, would
virtually put an end to opposition in the Commons. Out of the corner of
his eye Vaughan scanned them, as they passed, and envied them. Peel,
cold, proud and unapproachable, went by on the arm of Goulburn. Croker,
pale and saturnine, casting frowning glances here and there, went in
alone. The handsome, portly form of Sir James Graham passed, in talk
with the Rupert of Debate. After these a rush of members; and at the
tail of all slouched in the unwieldy, slovenly form of Sir Charles
Wetherell, followed by a couple of his satellites.
Vaughan, glancing on one side of the paper which he appeared to be
studying, caught Sir Charles’s eye, and reddened. Seated on opposite
sides of the House—and no man on either side was more bitter, virulent,
and pugnacious than the late Attorney-General—the two had not
encountered one another since that evening at Stapylton, when the
existence of Sir Robert’s daughter had been disclosed to Vaughan. They
had not spoken, much less had there been any friendly passage between
them. But now Sir Charles paused, and held out his hand.
“How do you do, Mr. Vaughan?” he said, in his deep bass voice. “Your
maiden essay yesterday, eh?”
Vaughan winced. “Yes,” he said stiffly, fancying that he read amusement
in the other’s moist eye.
To his surprise, “You’ll do,” Sir Charles rejoined, looking at the
floor and speaking in a despondent tone. “The House would rather you
began in that way, than like some d——d peacock on a lady’s terrace.
Take the opportunity of saying three or four sentences some fine day,
and repeat it a week later. And I’ll wager you’ll do.”
“But little, I am afraid,” Vaughan said. None the less was his heart
full of gratitude to the fat, ungainly man.
“All, may be,” Wetherell answered. “I shouldn’t wonder. I’ve been told,
by one who heard him, that Canning hesitated in his first speech, very
much as you did. It was on the Sardinian Subsidy. The men who don’t
feel the House never know the House. They dazzle it, Mr. Vaughan, but
they don’t guide it. And that’s what we’ve got to do.”
He passed on then, with a melancholy nod and averted eyes, but Vaughan
could have blest him for that “we.” “There’s one man at least believes
in me,” he told himself. And when a few hours later, in the midst of a
scene as turbulent as any which the House of Commons had ever
witnessed—nine times without a pause it divided on the motion that
“this House do now adjourn”—he watched the man who had commended him,
riding the storm and directing the whirlwind, now lashing the Whigs to
fury by his sarcasm, and now, carrying the whole House away in a
hurricane of laughter, if he did not approve—and with his views he
could not approve—he learnt, and learnt much. He saw that the fat,
slovenly man, with the heavy face and that hiatus between his breeches
and his waistcoat which had made him famous, was allowed to do things,
and to say things, and to look things, for which a less honest man had
been hurried long ago to the Clock Tower. And this, because the House
believed in him; because it knew that he was fighting for a principle
really dear to him; because it knew that he honestly put faith in those
predictions of woe, which he scattered so freely, and in that ruin of
the Constitution, with which he twitted his opponents.
A week later Vaughan acted upon his advice. He seized an opportunity
and, catching the Chairman’s eye—the Bill was in Committee—delivered
himself of a dozen sentences, with so much spirit and propriety, that
Sir Robert Peel, speaking an hour later, referred to the “plausible
defence raised by the Honourable Member for Chippinge.” The reference
drew all eyes to Vaughan: and though nothing was said to him and he
took care to bear himself as if he had done no better than before, he
left the House with a lighter step and a comfortable warmth about the
heart. He was more at ease that evening, if not more happy, than he had
been for weeks past. Love, pleasure, and the rest were gone; and faith
in woman. But if he could be sure of gaining a seat in the next
Parliament, the way might be longer than he had hoped, it might be more
toilsome and more dusty: but in the end he would arrive at the Treasury
Bench.
He little thought, alas, that the effort on which he hugged himself was
to prove a source of misfortunes. But so it was. His maiden speech had
attracted neither notice nor envy. But those few sentences, short and
simple as they were, by drawing an answer from the leader of the
Opposition, had gained both for him. Within five minutes a score of
members had asked “Who is he?” and another score had detailed the
circumstances of his election for Chippinge. He had gone down to vote
for his cousin, in his cousin’s borough, family vote and the rest; so
the story ran. Then, finding on the morning of the polling that if he
threw over his cousin, he might gain the seat for himself, he had
turned his coat in a—well, in a very dubious manner, snatched the seat,
and—here he was!
In a word, it was the version of the facts which he had once dreaded,
and about which he had afterwards ceased to trouble himself.
There were, perhaps, half a dozen persons in the House who knew the
facts, and knew that the young man had professed from the first the
opinions which he was now supporting. But there was just so much truth
in the version, garbled as it was, just so much _vraisemblance_ in the
tale that even those who knew the facts, could not wholly contradict
it. The story did not come to Wetherell’s ears; or he, for certain,
would have gainsaid it. But it did come to Wathen’s. Now the Sergeant
was capable of spite, and he had not forgotten the manner after which
Vaughan had flouted him at Chippinge; his defence—if a defence it could
be called—was accompanied by so many nods and shrugs, that persons less
prejudiced than Tories, embittered by defeat, and wounded by
personalities, might have been forgiven, if they went from the Sergeant
with a lower opinion of our friend than before.
From that day Vaughan, though he knew nothing of it, and though no one
spoke to him of it, was a marked man in the eyes of the opposite party.
They regarded him as a renegade; while his own side were not
overanxious to make his cause their own. The May elections had been
contested with more spirit and less scruple than any elections within
living memory; and many things had been done and many said, of which
honourable men were not proud. Still it was acknowledged that such
things must be done—here and there—and even that the doers must not be
repudiated. But it was felt that the party was not required to grapple
the latter to its breast with hooks of steel. Rumour had it that Lord
Lansdowne felt himself to blame; and that the offender had been
disinherited by his cousin was asserted. The man would be of no great
importance, therefore, in the future; and if he did not make a second
appearance in Parliament, the loss in the end would be small. Not a few
summed up the matter in that way.
If Vaughan had been intimate with anyone in the House he would have
learned what was afoot; and he might have taken steps to set himself
right. But he had lived little of his life in London, he had but made
his bow to Society; of late, also, he had been too sore to make new
friends. Of course he had acquaintances, every man has acquaintances.
But no one in political circles knew him well enough to think it worth
while to put him on his guard.
Unluckily, the next occasion which brought him to his feet, was of a
kind to give point to the feeling against him. On a certain Thursday,
Sergeant Wathen moved that the Borough of Chippinge be removed from
Schedule A, to Schedule B—his object being that it might retain one
member; and Vaughan, thinking the opening favourable, rose, intending
to make a few remarks in a strain to which the House, proverbially fond
of a personal explanation, is prone to listen with indulgence. For the
motion itself, he had not much hope that it would be carried: in a
dozen other cases, a similar motion had failed.
“It can only be,” he began—and this time the sound of his voice did not
perturb him—“from a strict sense of duty, Mr. Bernal, it cannot be
without pain that any Member—and I say this not on my account only, but
on behalf of many Honourable Members of this House——”
“No! No! Leave us out.”
The words were uttered so loudly and so rudely that they silenced him;
and he looked in the direction whence they came. At once cries of “No,
no! Divide! No! No!” poured on him from all parts of the House,
accompanied by a dropping fire of catcalls and cockcrows. He lost the
thread of his remarks, and for a moment stood abashed and confounded.
The Chairman did not interfere and for an instant it looked as if the
young speaker would be compelled to sit down.
But he recovered himself, gaining courage from the very vigour with
which he was attacked; and which seemed out of proportion to his
importance. The moment a lull in the fire of interruption occurred, he
spoke in a louder voice.
“I say, sir,” he proceeded, looking about him courageously, “that it is
only with pain, only under the _force majeure_ of a love of their
country, that any Member can support the deletion from the Borough Roll
of this House, of that Constituency which has honoured him with its
confidence.”
“Divide! Divide!” roared many on both sides of the House. For the
Tories were uncertain on which side he was speaking.
“Cock-a-doodle-doo-doo-doo!”
But this fresh burst of disapproval found him better prepared. Firmly,
though the beads of perspiration stood on his brow, he persisted. “And
if,” he continued, “in the case which appeals so nearly to himself an
Honourable Member sees that the standard which justifies the survival
of a representative can be reached, with what gratification, sir,
whether he sits on this side of the House or on that——”
“No! No! Leave us out!” in a roar of sound. And “Divide! Divide!”
“Or on that,” he repeated.
“Divide! Divide!”
“Must he not press its claims and support its interests?” he persisted
gallantly. “Ay, sir, welcome in the event of success a decision at once
just, and of so much advantage, I will not say to himself——”
“It never will be to you!” shrieked a voice from the darker corner
under the opposite gallery.
The shaft went home. He faltered. A roar of laughter drowned his last
words, and he sat down with a burning face; in some confusion, but in
greater perplexity. Had he transgressed, he wondered ruefully, some
unwritten law of the House! Had he offended in ignorance, and persisted
in his offence? Should he not, though Wathen had spoken, have spoken in
his own case? In a matter so nearly touching himself?
He spoke to the Member who chanced to sit next him. “What was it?” he
asked humbly. “Did I do something wrong?”
The man glanced at him coldly. “Oh, no,” he said. And he shrugged his
shoulders.
“But——”
“On the contrary, I fancy you’ve to congratulate yourself,” with a
sneer so faint that Vaughan did not perceive it. “I understand that
we’re to do as we like on this—and they know it on the other side. Eh?
Yes, there’s the division. I think,” he added with the same faint
sneer, “you’ll save your seat.”
“By Jove!” Vaughan exclaimed. “You don’t say so!”
He could hardly believe it. But so it turned out. And so great was the
boon—the greater as no other borough was transferred in Committee—that
it swept away for the time the memory of what had happened. His eyes
sparkled. The seat saved, it was odd if with the wider electorate
created by the Bill, he was not sure of return! Still more odd, if he
was not sure of beating Wathen—he, who had opened the borough and been
returned by the Whig interest even while it was closed! No longer need
he feel so anxious and despondent when the Dissolution, which must
follow the passage of the Bill, rose to his mind. No longer need he be
in so great a hurry to make his mark, so envious of Mr. Macaulay, so
jealous of Mr. Sadler.
Certainly as far as his political career was in question the horizon
was clearing. If only other things had been as favourable! If only
there had been someone, were it in a cottage at Hammersmith or in a
dull street off Bloomsbury Square, to whom he might take home this
piece of news; certain that other eyes would sparkle more brightly than
his, and another heart beat quick with joy!
That could not be. There was an end of that. And his face settled back
into its gloom. Still he was less unhappy. The certainty of a seat in
the next Parliament was a great point gained! A great point to the
good!
XXIV
A RIGHT AND LEFT
If anything was certain in a political world so changed, it was certain
that if the Reform Bill passed the Lords—in the teeth of those plaguy
Bishops of whose opposition so much was heard—a Dissolution would
immediately follow. To not a few of the members this contingency was a
spectre, ever present, seated at bed and board, and able to defy the
rules even of Almack’s and Crockford’s. For how could a gentleman, who
had just given five thousand pounds for his seat, contemplate with
equanimity a notice to quit, so rude and so premature? And worse, a
notice to quit which meant extrusion into a world in which seats at
five thousand for a Parliament would be few and far between; and fair
agreements to pay a thousand a year while the privilege lasted, would
be unknown!
Many a member asked loudly and querulously, “What will happen to the
country if the Bill pass?” But more asked themselves in their hearts,
and more often and more querulously, “What will happen to me if the
Bill pass? How shall I fare at the hands of these new constituencies,
which, unwelcome as a gipsy’s brats, I am forced to bring into the
world?”
Hitherto few on his own side of the House, and not many on the Tory
side, had regarded a Dissolution with more misgiving than Arthur
Vaughan. The borough for which he sat lay under doom; and he saw no
opening elsewhere. He had no longer the germs of influence nor great
prospects: nor yet such a fortune as justified him in an appeal to one
of the new and populous boroughs. It was a pleasant thing to go in and
out by the door of the privileged, to take his chop at Bellamy’s, to
lounge in the dignified seclusion of the library, or to air his new
honours in Westminster Hall; pleasant also to have that sensation of
living at the hub of things, to receive whips, to give franks, to feel
that the ladder of ambition was open to him. But he knew that an
experience of the House counted by months did no man good; and the
prospect of losing his plumes and going forth again a common biped, was
the more painful to him because his all was embarked in the venture. He
might, indeed, fall back on the bar; but with half a heart and the
reputation of a man who had tried to fly before he could walk.
His relief, therefore, when Chippinge, alone of all the Boroughs in
Schedule A, was removed in Committee to Schedule B, may be imagined.
The road before him was once more open, while the exceptional nature of
his luck almost persuaded him that he was reserved for greatness. True,
Sergeant Wathen might pride himself on the same fact; but at the
thought Vaughan smiled. The Sergeant and Sir Robert would find it a
trifle harder, he thought, to deal with the hundred-and-odd voters whom
the Act enfranchised, than with the old Cripples! And very, very
ungrateful would those hundred-and-odd be, if they did not vote for the
man who had made their cause his own!
A load, indeed, was lifted from his mind, and for some days his relief
could be read in the lightness of his step, and the returning gaiety of
his eyes. He knew nothing of the things which were being whispered
about him. And though he had cause to fancy that he was not _persona
grata_ on his own benches, he thought sufficiently well of himself to
set this down to jealousy. There is a stage in the life of a rising man
when many hands are against him; and those most cruelly which will
presently applaud him most loudly. He flattered himself that he had set
a foot on the ladder: and while he waited for an opportunity to raise
himself another step, he came as near to a kind of feverish happiness
as thoughts of Mary, ever recurring when he was alone, would permit.
For the time the loss of his prospects ceased to trouble him seriously.
He lived less in his rooms, more among men. He was less crabbed, less
moody. And so the weeks wore away in Committee, and a day or two after
the Coronation, the Bill came on for the third reading.
The House was utterly weary. The leaders on both sides were reserving
their strength for the final debate, and Vaughan had some hope that he
might find an opening to speak with effect. With this in his mind he
was on his way across the Park about three in the afternoon, conning
his peroration, when a hand was clapped on his shoulder, and he turned
to find himself face to face with Flixton.
So much had happened since they stood together on the hustings at
Chippinge, Vaughan’s fortunes had changed so greatly since they had
parted in anger in Queen’s Square, that he, at any rate, had no thought
of bearing malice. To Flixton’s “Well, my hearty, you’re a neat artist,
ain’t you? Going to the House, I take it?” he gave a cordial answer.
“Yes,” he said. “That’s it.”
“Bringing ruination on the country, eh?” Flixton continued. And he
passed his arm through Vaughan’s, and walked on with him. “That’s the
ticket?”
“Some say so, but I hope not.”
“Hope’s a cock that won’t fight, my boy!” the Honourable Bob rejoined.
“Fact is, you’re doing your best, only the House of Lords is in the
way, and won’t let you! They’ll pull you up sweetly by and by, see if
they don’t!”
“And what will the country say to that?” Vaughan rejoined
good-humouredly.
“Country be d——d! That’s what all your chaps are saying. And I tell you
what! That book-in-breeches man—what do you call him—Macaulay?—ought to
be pulled up! He ought indeed! I read one of his farragoes the other
day and it was full of nothing but ‘Think long, I beg, before you
thwart the public will!’ and ‘The might of an angered people!’ and ‘Let
us beware of rousing!’ and all that rubbish! Meaning, my boy, only he
didn’t dare to say it straight out, that if the Lords did not give way
to you chaps, there’d be a revolution; and the deuce to pay! And I say
he ought to be in the dock. He’s as bad as old Brereton down in
Bristol, predicting fire and flames and all the rest of it.”
“But you cannot deny, Flixton,” Vaughan answered soberly, “that the
country is excited as we have never known it excited before? And that a
rising is not impossible!”
“A rising! I wish we could see one! That’s just what we want,” the
Honourable Bob answered, stopping and bringing his companion to a
sudden stand also. “Eh? Who was that old Roman—Poppæa, or some name
like that, who said he wished the people had all one head that he might
cut it off?” suiting the action to the word with his cane. “A rising,
begad? The sooner the better! The old Fourteenth would know how to deal
with it!”
“I don’t know,” Vaughan answered, “that you would be so confident if
you were once face to face with it!”
“Oh, come! Don’t talk nonsense!”
“Well, but——”
“Oh, I know all that! But I say, old chap,” he continued, changing his
tone, and descending abruptly from the political to the personal
situation, “You’ve played your cards badly, haven’t you? Eh?”
Vaughan fancied that he referred to Mary; or at best to his quarrel
with Sir Robert. And he froze visibly, “I won’t discuss that,” he said
in a different tone. And he moved on again.
“But I was there the evening you had the row!”
“At Stapylton?”
“Yes.”
“Well?” stiffly.
“And, lord, man, why didn’t you sing a bit small? And the old gentleman
would have come round in no time!”
Vaughan halted, with anger in his face. “I won’t discuss it!” he said
with something of violence in his tone.
“Very well, very well!” Flixton answered with the superabundant
patience of the man whose withers are not wrung. “But when you did get
your seat—why didn’t you come to terms with someone?” with a wink. “As
it is, what’s the good of being in the House three months, or six
months—and out again?”
Vaughan wished most heartily that he had not met the Honourable Bob;
who, he remembered, had always possessed, hearty and jovial as he
seemed, a most remarkable knack of rubbing him the wrong way. “How do
you know?” he asked with a touch of contempt—was he, a rising Member of
Parliament to be scolded after this fashion?—“How do you know that I
shall be out?”
“You’ll be out, if it’s Chippinge you are looking to!”
“Why, if you please, my friend? Why so sure?”
Flixton winked with deeper meaning than before. “Ah, that’s telling,”
he said. “Still—why not? If you don’t hear it from me, old chap, you’ll
soon hear it from someone. Why, you ask? Well, because a little bird
whispered to me that Chippinge was—arranged! That Sir Robert and the
Whigs understood one another, and whichever way it went it would not
come your way!”
Vaughan reddened deeply. “I don’t believe it,” he said bluntly.
“Did you know that Chippinge was going to be spared?”
“No.”
“They didn’t tell you?”
“No.”
“Ah!” shrugging his shoulders, with a world of meaning, and preparing
to turn away. “Well, other people did, and there it is. I may be wrong,
I hope I am, old chap. Hope I am! But anyway—I must be going. I turn
here. See you soon, I hope!”
And with a wave of the hand the Honourable Bob marched off through
Whitehall, his face breaking into a mischievous grin as soon as he was
out of Vaughan’s sight. “Return hit for your snub, Miss Mary!” he
muttered. “If you prick me, at least I can prick him! And do him good,
too! He was always a most confounded prig.”
Meanwhile, Vaughan, freed from his companion, was striding on past
Downing Street; the old street, long swept away, in which Walpole
lived, and to which the dying Chatham was carried. And unconsciously,
under the spur of his angry thoughts, he quickened his pace. It was
incredible, it was inconceivable that so monstrous an injustice had
been planned, or could be perpetrated. He, who had stepped into the
breach, well-nigh in his own despite, he, who had refused, so
scrupulous had he been, to stand on a first invitation, he, who had
been elected almost against his will, was, for all thanks, to be set
aside, and by his friends! By those whose unsolicited act it had been
to return him and to put him into this position! It was impossible, he
told himself. It was unthinkable! Were this true, were this a fact, the
meanness of political life had reached its apogee! The faithlessness of
the Whigs, their incredible treachery to their dependants, could need
no other exemplar!
“I’ll not bear it! By Heaven, I’ll not bear it!” he muttered. And as he
spoke, striding along in the hurry of his spirits as if he carried a
broom and swept the whole Whig party before him, he overtook no less a
person than Sergeant Wathen, who had been lunching at the Athenæum.
The Sergeant heard his voice and turning, saw who it was. He fancied
that Vaughan had addressed him. “I beg your pardon,” he said politely.
“I did not catch what you said, Mr. Vaughan.”
For a moment Vaughan glowered at him, as if he would sweep him from his
path, along with the Whigs. Then out of the fullness of the heart the
mouth spoke. “Mr. Sergeant,” he said, in a not very friendly tone, “do
you know anything of an agreement disposing of the future
representation of Chippinge?”
The Sergeant who knew all under the rose, looked shrewdly at his
companion to see, if possible, what he knew. And, to gain time, “I beg
your pardon,” he said. “I don’t think I—quite understand you.”
“I am told,” Vaughan said haughtily, “that an agreement has been made
to avoid a contest at Chippinge.”
“Do you mean,” the Sergeant asked blandly, “at the next election, Mr.
Vaughan?”
“At future elections!”
The Sergeant shrugged his shoulders. “As a member,” he said primly, “I
take care to know nothing of such agreements. And I would recommend
you, Mr. Vaughan, to adopt that rule. For the rest,” he added, with a
candid smile, “I give you fair warning that I shall contest the seat.
May I ask who was your informant?”
“Mr. Flixton.”
“Flixton? Flixton? Ah! The gentleman who is to marry Miss Vermuyden!
Well, I can only repeat that I, at any rate, am no party to such an
agreement.”
His sly look which seemed to deride his companion’s inexperience, said
as plainly as a look could say, “You find the game of politics less
simple than you thought?” And at another time it would have increased
Vaughan’s ire. But as one pellet drives out another, the Sergeant’s
reference to Miss Vermuyden had in a second driven the prime subject
from his mind. He did not speak for a moment. Then with his face
averted, “Is Mr. Flixton—going to marry Miss Vermuyden?” he asked, in a
muffled tone. “I had not heard of it.”
“I only heard it yesterday,” the Sergeant answered, not unwilling to
shelve the other topic. “But it is rumoured, and I believe it is true.
Quite a romance, wasn’t it?” he continued airily. “Quite a nine days’
wonder! But”—he pulled himself up—“I beg your pardon! I was forgetting
how nearly it concerned you. Dear me, dear me! It is a fair wind indeed
that blows no one any harm!”
Vaughan made no reply. He could not speak for the hard beating of his
heart. Wathen saw that there was something wrong and looked at him
inquisitively. But the Sergeant had not the clue, and could only
suspect that the marriage touched the other, because issue of it would
entirely bar his succession. And no more was said. As they crossed New
Palace Yard, a member drew the Sergeant aside, and Vaughan went up
alone to the lobby.
But all thought of speaking was flown from his mind; nor did the
thinness of the House when he entered tempt him. There were hardly more
than a hundred present; and these were lolling here and there with
their hats on, half asleep it seemed, in the dull light of a September
afternoon. A dozen others looked sleepily from the galleries, their
arms flattened on the rail, their chins on their arms. There were a
couple of ministers on the Treasury Bench, and Lord John Russell was
moving the third reading. No one seemed to take much interest in the
matter; a stranger entering at the moment would have learned with
amazement that this was the mother of parliaments, the renowned House
of Commons; and with still greater amazement would he have learned that
the small, boyish-looking gentleman in the high-collared coat, and with
lips moulded on Cupid’s bow, who appeared to be making some perfunctory
remarks upon the weather, or the state of the crops, was really
advancing by an important stage the famous Bill, which had convulsed
three kingdoms and was destined to change the political face of the
land.
Lord John sat down presently, thrusting his head at once into a packet
of papers, which the gloom hardly permitted him to read. A clerk at the
table mumbled something; and a gentleman on the other side of the House
rose and began to speak. He had not uttered many sentences, however,
before the members on the Reform benches awoke, not only to life, but
to fury. Stentorian shouts of “Divide! Divide!” rendered the speaker
inaudible; and after looking towards the door of the House more than
once he sat down, and the House went to a division. In a few minutes it
was known that the Bill had been read a third time, by 113 to 58.
But the foreign gentleman would have made a great mistake had he gone
away, supposing that Lord John’s few placid words—and not those
spiteful shouts—represented the feelings of the House. In truth the
fiercest passions were at work under the surface. Among the fifty-eight
who shrugged their shoulders and accepted the verdict in gloomy silence
were some primed with the fiercest invective; and others, tongue-tied
men, who nevertheless honestly believed that Lord John Russell was a
republican, and Althorp a fool; who were certain that the Whigs
wittingly or unwittingly were working the destruction of the country,
were dragging her from the pride of place to which a nicely-balanced
Constitution had raised her, and laying her choicest traditions at the
feet of the rabble. Men who believed such things, and saw the deed done
before their eyes, might accept their doom in silence—even as the King
of old went silently to the Banquet Hall hard by—but not with joy or
easy hearts!
Vaughan, therefore, was not the only one who walked into the lobby that
evening, brooding darkly on his revenge. Yet, even he behaved himself
as men, so bred, so trained do behave themselves. He held his peace.
And no one dreamed, not even Orator Hunt, who sat not far from him
under the shadow of his White Hat, that this well-conducted young
gentleman was revolving thoughts of the Social Order, and of the Party
System, and of most things which the Church Catechism commends, beside
which that terrible Radical’s own opinions were mere Tory prejudices.
The fickleness of women! The treachery of men! Oh, Aetna bury them! Oh,
Ocean overwhelm them! Let all cease together and be no more! But give
me sweet, oh, sweet, oh, sweet Revenge!
XXV
AT STAPYLTON
It was about a week before his encounter with Vaughan in the park—and
on a fine autumn day—that the Honourable Bob, walking with Sir Robert
by the Garden Pool, allowed his eyes to travel over the prospect. The
smooth-shaven lawns, the stately, lichened house, the far-stretching
park, with its beech-knolls and slopes of verdure, he found all fair;
and when to these, when to the picture on which his bodily eyes rested,
that portrait of Mary—Mary, in white muslin and blue ribbons, bowing
her graceful head while Sir Robert read prayers—which he carried in his
memory, he told himself that he was an uncommonly happy fellow.
Beauty he might have had, wealth he might have had, family too. But to
alight on all in such perfection, to lose his heart where his head
approved the step, was a gift of fortune so rare, that as he strutted
and talked by the side of his host, his face beamed with ineffable
good-humour.
Nevertheless for a few moments silence had fallen between the two; and
gradually Sir Robert’s face had assumed a grave and melancholy look. He
sighed more than once, and when he spoke, it was to repeat in different
words what he had already said.
“Certainly, you may speak,” he said, in a tone of some formality. “And
I have little doubt, Mr. Flixton, that your overtures will be received
as they deserve.”
“Yes? Yes? You think so?” Flixton answered with manifest delight. “You
really think so, Sir Robert, do you?”
“I think so,” his host replied. “Not only because your suit is in every
way eligible, and one which does us honour.” He bowed courteously as he
uttered the compliment. “But because, Mr. Flixton, for docility—and I
think a husband may congratulate himself on the fact——”
“To be sure! To be sure!” Flixton cried, not permitting him to finish.
“Yes, Sir Robert, capital! You mean that if I am not a happy man——”
“It will not be the fault of your wife,” Sir Robert said; remembering
with a faint twinge of conscience that the Honourable Bob’s past had
not been without its histories.
“No! By gad, Sir Robert, no! You’re quite right! She’s got an ank——” He
stopped abruptly, his mouth open; bethinking himself, when it was
almost too late, that her father was not the person to whom to detail
her personal charms.
But Sir Robert had not divined the end of the sentence. He was a trifle
deaf. “Yes?” he said.
“She’s an—an—animated manner, I was going to say,” Flixton answered
with more readiness than fervour. And he blessed himself for his
presence of mind.
“Animated? Yes, but gentle also,” Sir Robert replied, well-nigh purring
as he did so. “I should say that gentleness, and—and indeed, my dear
fellow, goodness, were the—but perhaps I am saying more than I should.”
“Not at all!” Flixton answered with heartiness. “Gad, I could listen to
you all day, Sir Robert.”
He had listened, indeed, during a large part of the last week; and with
so much effect, that those histories to which reference has been made,
had almost faded from the elder man’s mind. Flixton seemed to him a
hearty, manly young fellow, a little boastful and self-assertive
perhaps—but remarkably sound. A soldier, who asked nothing better than
to put down the rabble rout which was troubling the country; a Tory, of
precisely his, Sir Robert’s opinions; the younger son of a peer, and a
West Country peer to boot. In fine, a staunch, open-air patrician, with
good old-fashioned instincts, and none of that intellectual conceit,
none of those cranks, and fads, and follies, which had ruined a man who
also might have been Sir Robert’s son-in-law.
Well that man, Sir Robert, perhaps because his conscience pricked him
at times by suggesting impossible doubts, was still bitterly angry. So
angry that, had the Baronet been candid, he must have acknowledged that
the Honourable Bob’s main virtue was his unlikeness to Arthur Vaughan;
it was in proportion as he differed from the young fellow who had so
meanly intrigued to gain his daughter’s affections, that Flixton
appeared desirable to the father. Even those histories proved that at
any rate he had blood in him; while his loud good-nature, his
positiveness, as long as it marched with Sir Robert’s positiveness, his
short views, all gained by contrast. “I am glad he is a younger son,”
the Baronet thought. “He shall take the old Vermuyden name!” And he
lifted his handsome old chin a little higher as he pictured the
honours, that even in a changed and worsened England, might cluster
about his house. At the worst, and if the Bill passed, he had a seat
alternately with the Lansdownes; and in a future, which would know
nothing of Lord Lonsdale’s cat-o’-nine-tails, when pocket boroughs
would be rare, and great peers and landowners would be left with scarce
a representative, much might be done with half a seat.
Suddenly, “Damme, Sir Robert,” Flixton cried, “there is the little
beauty—hem!—there she is, I think. With your permission I think I’ll
join her.”
“By all means, by all means,” Sir Robert answered indulgently. “You
need not stand on ceremony.”
Flixton waited for no more. Perhaps he had no mind to be bored, now
that he had gained what he wanted. He hurried after the slim figure
with the white floating skirts and the Leghorn hat, which had descended
the steps of the house, moved lightly across the lawns—and vanished. He
guessed, however, whither she was bound. He knew that she had a liking
for walking in the wilderness behind the house; a beech wood which was
already beginning to put on its autumn glory. And sure enough,
hastening to a point among the smooth grey trunks where three paths
met, he discerned her a hundred paces away, walking slowly from him
with her eyes raised.
“Squirrels!” Flixton thought. And he made up his mind to bring the
terriers and have a hunt on the following Sunday afternoon. In the
meantime he had another quarry in view, and he made after the
white-gowned figure.
She heard his tread on the carpet of dry beech leaves, and she turned
and saw him. She had come out on purpose that she might be alone, at
liberty to think at her ease and orientate herself, in relation to her
new environment, and the fresh and astonishing views which were
continually opening before her. Or, perhaps, that was but her pretext:
an easy explanation of silence and solitude, which might suffice for
her father and possibly for Miss Sibson. For, for certain, amid sombre
thoughts of her mother, she thought more often and more sombrely in
these days of another; of happiness which had been forfeited by her own
act; of weakness, and cowardice, and ingratitude; of a man’s head that
stooped to her adorably, and then again of a man’s eyes that burned her
with contempt.
It is probable, therefore, that she was not overjoyed when she saw Mr.
Flixton. But Sir Robert was so far right in his estimate of her nature
that she hated to give pain. It was there, perhaps, that she was weak.
And so, seeing the Honourable Bob, she smiled pleasantly on him.
“You have discovered a favourite haunt of mine,” she said. She did not
add that she spent a few minutes of every day there: that the smooth
beech-trunks knew the touch of her burning cheeks, and the rustle of
the falling leaves the whisper of her penitence. Daily she returned by
way of the Kennel Path and there breathed a prayer for her mother,
where a mother’s arms had first enfolded her, and a mother’s kisses won
her love. What she did add was, “I often come here.”
“I know you do,” the Honourable Bob answered, with a look of
admiration. “I assure you, Miss Mary, I could astonish you with the
things I know about you!”
“Really!”
“Oh, yes. Really.”
There was a significant chuckle in his voice which brought the blood to
her check. But she was determined to ignore its meaning. “You are
observant?” she said.
“Of those—yes, by Jove, I am—of those, I—admire,” he rejoined. He had
it on his tongue to say “those I love,” but she turned her eyes on him
at the critical moment, and though he was doing a thing he had often
done, and he had impudence enough, his tongue failed him. There are
women so naturally modest that until the one man who awakens the heart
appears, it seems an outrage to speak to them of love. Mary Vermuyden,
perhaps by reason of her bringing up, was one of these; and though
Flixton had had little to do with women of her kind, he recognised the
fact and bowed to it. He came, having her father’s leave to speak to
her; yet he found himself less at his ease, than on many a less
legitimate occasion. “Yes, by Jove,” he repeated. “I observe them, I
can tell you.”
Mary laughed. “Some are more quick to notice than others,” she said.
“And to notice some than others!” he rejoined, gallantly. “That is what
I mean. Now that old girl who is with you——”
“Miss Sibson?” Mary said, setting him right with some stiffness.
“Yes! Well, she isn’t young! Anyway, you don’t suppose I could say what
she wore yesterday! But what you wore, Miss Mary”—trying to catch her
eye and ogle her—“ah, couldn’t I! But then you don’t wear powder on
your nose, nor need it!”
“I don’t wear it,” she said, laughing in spite of herself. “But you
don’t know what I may do some day! And for Miss Sibson, it does not
matter, Mr. Flixton, what she wears. She has one of the kindest hearts,
and was one of the kindest friends I had—or could have had—when things
were different with me.”
“Oh, yes, good old girl,” he rejoined, “but snubby! Bitten my nose off
two or three times, I know. And, come now, not quite an angel, you
know, Miss Mary!”
“Well,” she replied, smiling, “she is not, perhaps, an angel to look
at. But——”
“She can’t be! For she is not like you!” he cried. “And you are one,
Miss Mary! You are the angel for me!” looking at her with impassioned
eyes. “I’ll never want another nor ask to see one!”
His look frightened her; she began to think he meant—something. And she
took a new way with him. “How singular it is,” she said, thoughtfully,
“that people say those things in society! Because they sound so very
silly to one who has not lived in your world!”
“Silly!” Flixton replied, in a tone of mortification; and for a moment
he felt the check. He was really in love, to a moderate extent; and on
the way to be more deeply in love were he thwarted. Therefore he was,
to a moderate extent, afraid of her. And, “Silly?” he repeated. “Oh,
but I mean it, so help me! I do, indeed! It’s not silly to call you an
angel, for I swear you are as beautiful as one! That’s true, anyway!”
“How many have you seen?” she asked, ridiculing him. “And what coloured
wings had they?” But her cheek was hot. “Don’t say, if you please,” she
continued, before he could speak, “that you’ve seen me. Because that is
only saying over again what you’ve said, Mr. Flixton. And that is worse
than silly. It is dull.”
“Miss Mary,” he cried, pathetically, “you don’t understand me! I want
to assure you—I want to make you understand——”
“Hush!” she said, cutting him short, in an earnest whisper. And,
halting, she extended a hand behind her to stay him. “Please don’t
speak!” she continued. “Do you see them, the beauties? Flying round and
round the tree after one another faster than your eyes can follow them.
One, two, three—three squirrels! I never saw one, do you know, until I
came here,” she went on, in a tone of hushed rapture. “And until now I
never saw them at play. Oh, who could harm them?”
He stood behind her, biting his lip with vexation; and wholly untouched
by the scene, which, whether her raptures were feigned or not, was
warrant for them. Hitherto he had had to do with women who met him
halfway; who bridled at a compliment, were alive to an _équivoque_, and
knew how to simulate, if they did not feel, a soft confusion under his
gaze. For this reason Mary’s backwardness, her apparent unconsciousness
that they were not friends of the same sex, puzzled him, nay, angered
him. As she stood before him, a hand still extended to check his
advance, the sunshine which filtered through the beech leaves cast a
soft radiance on her figure. She seemed more dainty, more graceful,
more virginal than aught that he had ever conceived. It was in vain
that he told himself, with irritation, that she was but a girl after
all. That, under her aloofness, she was a woman like the others, as
vain, passionate, flighty, as jealous as other women. He knew that he
stood in awe of her. He knew that the words which he had uttered so
lightly many a time—ay, and to those to whom he had no right to address
them—stuck in his throat now. He wanted to say “I love you!” and he had
the right to say it, he was commissioned to say it. Yet he was dumb.
All the boldness which he had exhibited in her presence in Queen’s
Square—where another had stood tongue-tied—was gone.
He took at last a desperate step. The girl was within arm’s reach of
him; her delicate waist, the creamy white of her slender neck, invited
him. Be she never so innocent, never so maidenly, a kiss, he told
himself, would awaken her. It was his experience, it was a scrap drawn
from his store of worldly wisdom, that a woman kissed was a woman won.
True, as he thought of it, his heart began to riot, as it had not
rioted from that cause since he had kissed the tobacconist’s daughter
at Exeter, his first essay in gallantry. But only the bold deserve the
fair! And how often had he boasted that, where women were concerned,
lips were made for other things than talking!
And—in a moment it was done.
Twice! Then she slipped from his grasp, and stood at bay, with flaming
checks and eyes that—that had certainly not ceased to be virginal.
“You! You!” she cried, barely able to articulate. “Don’t touch me!”
She had been taken utterly, wholly by surprise; and the shock was
immensely increased by the facts of her bringing up and the restraints
and conditions of school-life. In his grasp, with his breath on her
cheek, all those notions about ravening wolves and the danger which
attached to beauty in low places—notions no longer applicable, had she
taken time to reason—returned upon her in force. The man had kissed
her!
“How—-how dare you?” she continued, trembling with rage and
indignation.
“But your father——”
“How dare you——”
“Your father sent me,” he pleaded, quite crestfallen. “He gave me
leave——”
She stared at him, as at a madman. “To insult me?” she cried.
“No, but—but you won’t understand!” he answered, almost querulously. He
was quite chapfallen. “You don’t listen to me. I want to marry you. I
want you to be my wife. Your father said I might come to you, and—and
ask you. And—and you’ll say ‘Yes,’ won’t you? That’s a good girl!”
“Never!” she answered.
He stared at her, turning red. “Oh, nonsense!” he stammered. And he
made as if he would go nearer. “You don’t mean it. My dear girl! Listen
to me! I do love you! I do indeed! And I—I tell you what it is, I never
loved any woman——”
But she looked at him in such a way that he could not go on. “Do not
say those things!” she said. And her austerity was terrible to him.
“And go, if you please. My father, if he sent you to me——”
“He did!”
“Then he did not,” she replied with dignity, “understand my feelings.”
“But—but you must marry someone,” he complained. “You know—you’re
making a great fuss about nothing!”
“Nothing!” she cried, her eyes sparkling. “You insult me, Mr. Flixton,
and——”
“If a man may not kiss the girl he wants to marry——”
“If she does not want to marry him?”
“But it’s not as bad as that,” he pleaded. “No, by Jove, it’s not.
You’ll not be so cruel. Come, Miss Mary, listen to me a minute. You
must marry someone, you know. You are young, and I’m sure you have the
right to choose——”
“I’ve heard enough,” she struck in, interrupting him with something of
Sir Robert’s hauteur. “I understand now what you meant, and I forgive
you. But I can never be anything to you, Mr. Flixton——”
“You can be everything to me,” he declared. It couldn’t, it really
couldn’t be that she meant to refuse him! Finally and altogether!
“But you can be nothing to me!” she answered, cruelly—very cruelly for
her, but her cheek was tingling. “Nothing! Nothing! And that being so,
I beg that you will leave me now.”
He looked at her with a mixture of supplication, resentment, chagrin.
But she showed no sign of relenting. “You really—you really do mean
it?” he muttered, with a sickly smile. “Come, Miss Mary!”
“Don’t! Don’t!” she cried, as if his words pained her. And that was
all. “Please go! Or I shall go.”
The Honourable Bob’s conceit had been so far taken out of him that he
felt that he could make no farther fight. He could see no sign of
relenting, and feeling that, with all his experience, he had played his
cards ill, he turned away sullenly. “Oh, I will go,” he said. And he
longed to add something witty and careless. But he could not add
anything. He, Bob Flixton, the hero of so many _bonnes fortunes_, to be
refused! He had laid his all, and _pour le bon motif_ at the feet of a
girl who but yesterday was a little schoolmistress. And she had refused
him! It was incredible! But, alas, it was also fact.
Mary, the moment his back was turned, hurried with downcast face
towards the Kennels; to hide her hot cheeks and calm her feelings in
the depths of the shrubbery. Oddly enough, her first thoughts were less
of that which had just happened to her than of that suit which had been
paid to her months before. This man might love her or not; she could
not tell. But Arthur Vaughan had loved her: the fashion of this love
taught her to prize the fashion of that.
He had loved her. And if he had treated her as Mr. Flixton had treated
her? Would she have held to him, she wondered. She believed that she
would. But the mere thought set her knees trembling, made her cheeks
flame afresh, filled her with rapture. So that, shamefaced, frightened,
glancing this way and that, as one hunted, she longed to be safe in her
room, there to cry at her ease.
Doubtless it was natural that the incident should turn her thoughts to
that other love-making; and presently to her father’s furious dislike
of that other lover. She could not understand that dislike; for the
Bill and the Borough, Franchise or No Franchise, were nothing to her.
And the grievance, when Sir Robert had essayed to explain it, had been
nothing. To her mind, Trafalgar and Waterloo and the greatness of
England were the work of Nelson and Wellington—at the remotest,
perhaps, of Mr. Pitt and Lord Castlereagh. She could not enter into the
reasoning which attributed these and all other blessings of her country
to a System! To a System which it seemed her lover was pledged to
overthrow.
She walked until the tumult of her thoughts had somewhat abated; and
then, still yearning for the security of her own chamber, she made for
the house. She saw nothing of Flixton, no one was stirring. Already she
thought herself safe; and it was the very spirit of mischief which
brought her, at the corner of the church, face to face with her father.
Sir Robert’s brow was clouded, and the “My dear, one moment,” with
which he stayed her, was pitched in a more decisive tone than he
commonly used to her.
“I wish to speak to you, Mary,” he continued. “Will you come with me to
the library?”
She would fain have postponed the discussion of Mr. Flixton’s proposal,
which she foresaw. But her father, affectionate and gentle as he was,
was still unfamiliar; and she had not the courage to make her petition.
So she accompanied him, with a sinking heart, to the library. And, when
he pointed to a seat, she was glad to sit down.
He took up his own position on the hearth rug; whence he looked at her
gravely before he spoke. At length:
“My dear,” he said, “I’m sorry for this! Though I do not blame you. I
think that you do not understand, owing to those drawbacks of your
early life, which have otherwise, thank God, left so slight a mark upon
you, that there are things which at your time of life you must leave
to—to the decision of your elders.”
She looked at him. And there was not that complete docility in her look
which he expected to find. “I don’t think I understand, sir,” she
murmured.
“But you can easily understand this, Mary,” he replied. “That young
girls of your age, without experience of life or of—of the darker side
of things, cannot be allowed to judge for themselves on all occasions.
There are sometimes circumstances to be weighed which it is not
possible to detail to them.”
She closed her eyes for an instant, to collect her thoughts.
“But—but, sir,” she said, “you cannot wish me to have no will—no
choice—in a matter which affects me so nearly.”
“No,” he said, speaking seriously and with something approaching
sternness. “But that will and that choice must be guided. They should
be guided. Your feelings are natural—God forbid that I should think
them otherwise! But you must leave the decision to me.”
She looked at him, aghast. She had heard, but had never believed, that
in the upper classes matches were arranged after this fashion. But to
have no will and no choice in such a thing as marriage! She must be
dreaming.
“You cannot,” he continued, looking at her firmly but not unkindly,
“have either the knowledge of the past,” with a slight grimace, as of
pain, “or the experience needful to enable you to measure the result of
the step you take. You must, therefore, let your seniors decide for
you.”
“But I could never—never,” she answered, with a deep blush, “marry a
man without—liking him, sir.”
“Marry?” Sir Robert repeated. He stared at her.
She returned the look. “I thought, sir,” she faltered, with a still
deeper blush, “that you were talking of that.”
“My dear,” he said, gravely, “I am referring to the subject on which I
understood that you requested Miss Sibson to speak to me.”
“My mother?” she whispered, the colour fading quickly from her face.
He paused a moment. Then, “You would oblige me,” he said, slowly and
formally, “by calling her Lady Sybil Vermuyden. And not—that.”
“But she is—my mother,” she persisted.
He looked at her, his head slightly bowed, his lower lip thrust out.
“Listen,” he said, with decision. “What you propose—to go to her, I
mean—is impossible. Impossible, you understand. There must be an end of
any thought of it!” His tone was cold, but not unkind. “The thing must
not be mentioned again, if you please,” he added.
She was silent a while. Then, “Why, sir?” she asked. She spoke
tremulously, and with an effort. But he had not expected her to speak
at all.
Yet he merely continued, as he stood on the hearth rug, to look at her
askance. “That is for me,” he said, “to decide.”
“But——”
“But I will tell you,” he said, stiffly. “Because she has already
ruined part of your life!”
“I forgive her, from my heart!” Mary cried.
“And ruined, also,” he continued, putting the interruption aside, “a
great part of mine. At your age I do not think fit to tell you—all. It
is enough, that she has robbed me of you, and deceived me. Deceived
me,” he repeated, more bitterly, “through long years when you, my
daughter, might have been my comfort and—” he ended, almost inaudibly,
“my joy.”
He turned his back on her with the word and began to walk the room, his
chin sunk on his breast, his hands clasped. It was clear to Mary,
watching him with loving, pitying eyes, that his thoughts were with the
unhappy past, with the short fever, the ignoble contentions of his
married life, or with the lonely, soured years which had followed. She
felt that he was laying to his wife’s charge the wreck of his life, and
the slow dry-rot which had sapped hope, and strength, and development.
Mary waited until his step trod the carpet less hurriedly. Then, as he
paused to turn, she stepped forward.
“Yet, sir—forgive her!” she cried. And there were warm tears in her
voice.
He turned and looked at her. Possibly he was astonished at her
persistence.
“Never!” he said in a tone of finality. “Never! Let that be the end.”
But Mary had been dreaming of this moment for days. And she had
resolved that, come what might, though he frown, though his tone grow
hard and his eye angry, though he bring to bear on her the stern
command of his eagle visage, she would not be found lacking a second
time. She would not again give way to her besetting weakness, and spend
sleepless nights in futile remorse. Diffidence in the lonely
schoolmistress had been pardonable, had been natural. But now, if she
were indeed sprung from those who had a right to hold their heads above
the crowd, if the doffed hats which greeted her when she went abroad,
in the streets of Chippinge as well as in the lanes and roads,—if these
meant anything—shame on her if she proved craven.
“It cannot be the end, sir,” she said, in a low voice. “For she
is—still my mother. And she is alone and ill—and she needs me.”
He had begun to pace the room anew, this time with an impatient, angry
step. But at that he stood and faced her, and she needed all her
courage to support the gloom of his look. “How do you know?” he said.
For Miss Sibson, discharging an ungrateful task, had not entered into
details. “Have you seen her?”
She felt that she must judge for herself; and though her mother had
said something to the contrary, and hitherto she had obeyed her, she
thought it best to tell all. “Yes, sir,” she said.
“When?”
“A fortnight ago?” She trembled under the growing darkness of his look.
“Here?”
“In the grounds, sir.”
“And you never told me!” he cried. “You never told me!” he repeated,
with a strange glance, a glance which strove with terror to discern the
mother’s features in the daughter’s face. “You, too—you, too, have
begun to deceive me!”
And he threw up his hands in despair.
“Oh, no! no!” Mary cried, infinitely distressed.
“But you have!” he rejoined. “You have kept this from me.”
“Only, believe me, sir,” she cried, eagerly, “until I could find a
fitting time.”
“And now you want to go to her!” he answered, unheeding. “She has
suborned you! She, who has done the greatest wrong to you, has now done
the last wrong to me!”
He began again to pace up and down the room.
“Oh, no! no!” she sobbed.
“It is so!” he answered, darting an angry glance at her. “It is so! But
I shall not let you go! Do you hear, girl? I shall not let you go! I
have suffered enough,” he continued, with a gesture which called those
walls to witness to the humiliations, the sorrows, the loneliness, from
which he had sought refuge within them. “I will not—suffer again! You
shall not go!”
She was full of love for him, and of pity. She understood even that
gesture, and the past wretchedness to which it bore witness. And she
yearned to comfort him, and to convince him that nothing that had gone
before, nothing that could happen in the future, would set her against
him. Had he been seated, she would have knelt and kissed his hand, or
cast herself on his breast and his love, and won him to her. But as he
walked she could not approach him, she did not know how to soften him.
Yet her duty was clear. It lay beside her dying mother. Nevertheless,
if he forbade her to go, if he withstood her, how was she to perform
it?
At length, “But if she be dying, sir,” she murmured. “Will you not then
let me see her?”
He looked at her from under his heavy eyebrows. “I tell you, I will not
let you go!” he said stubbornly. “She has forfeited her right to you.
When she made you die to me—you died to her! That is my decision. You
hear me? And now—now,” he continued, returning in a measure to
composure, “let there be an end!”
She stood silenced, but not conquered; knowing him more intimately than
she had known him before; and loving him not less, but more, since pity
and sympathy entered into her love and drove out fear; but assured that
he was wrong. It could not be her duty to forsake: it must be his duty
to forgive. But for the present she saw that in spite of all his
efforts he was cruelly agitated, that she had stirred pangs long lulled
to rest, that he had borne as much as he could bear. And she would not
press him farther for the time.
Meanwhile he, as he stood fingering his trembling lips, was trying to
bring the cunning of age to bear. He was silently forming his plan. She
had been too much alone, he reflected; that was it. He had forgotten
that she was young, and that change and movement and life and gaiety
were needful for her. This about—that woman—was an obsession, an
unwholesome fancy, which a few days in a new place, and amid lively
scenes, would weaken and perhaps remove. And by and by, when he thought
that he could trust his voice, he spoke.
“I said, let there be an end! But—you are all I have,” he continued,
with emotion, “and I will say instead, let this be for a time. I must
have time to think. You want—there are many things you want that you
ought to have—frocks, laces, and gew-gaws,” he added, with a sickly
smile, “and I know not what, that you cannot get here, nor I choose for
you. Lady Worcester has offered to take you with her to town—she goes
the day after to-morrow. I was uncertain this morning whether to send
you or not, whether I could spare you or not. Now, I say, go. Go, and
when you return, Mary, we will talk again.”
“And then,” she said, pleading softly, “you will let me go!”
“Never!” he cried, lifting his head in a sudden, uncontrollable
recurrence of rage. “But there, there! There! there! I shall have
thought it over—more at leisure. Perhaps! I don’t know! I will tell you
then. I will think it over.”
She saw with clear eyes that this was an evasion, that he was deceiving
her. But she felt no resentment, only pity. She had no reason to think
that her mother needed her on the instant. And much was gained by the
mere discussion of the subject. At least he promised to consider it:
and though he meant nothing now, perhaps when he was alone he would
think of it, and more pitifully. Yes, she was sure he would.
“I will go, if you wish it,” she said, submissively. She would show
herself obedient in all things lawful.
“I do wish it,” he answered. “My daughter must know her way about. Go,
and Lady Worcester will take care of you. And when—when you come back
we will talk. You will have things to prepare, my dear,” he continued,
avoiding her eyes, “a good deal to prepare, I dare say, since this is
sudden, and you had better go now. I think that is all.”
XXVI
THE SCENE IN THE HALL
Arthur Vaughan had been quick to see that he could not step at once
into place and fame; that success in political life could not in these
days be attained at a bound. But had he been less quick, the great
debate which preceded the passage of the Bill through the Commons must
have availed to persuade him. That their last words of warning to the
country, their solemn remonstrances, might have more effect, the
managers of the Opposition had permitted the third reading to be
carried in the manner which has been described. But, that done, they
unmasked all their forces, bent on proving that if in the time to come
the peers threw out the Bill they would do so with a respectable
weight, not only of argument, but of public feeling behind them; and
that, not only in the country, but in the popular House. All that the
bitter invective of Croker, the mingled gibes and predictions of
Wetherell, the close and weighty reasoning of Peel, the precedents of
Sugden could do to warn the timid and arouse the prudent was done. That
ancient Chamber, which was never again to echo the accents of a debate
so great, which stood indeed already doomed, as if it could not long
survive the order of things of which it had been for centuries the
centre, had heard, it may be, speeches more lofty, men more
eloquent—for whom had it not heard?—but never men more in earnest, or
words more keenly barbed by the prejudices of the passing, or the
aspirations of the coming, age. Of the one party were those who could
see naught but glory in the bygone, naught but peril in change, of the
other, those whose strenuous aim it was to make the future redress the
wrongs of the past. The former were like children, viewing the Armada
hangings which tapestried the neighbouring Chamber, and seeing only the
fair front: the latter like the same children, picking with soiled
fingers at the backing, coarse, dusty and cobwebbed, which for two
hundred years had clung to the roughened masonry.
Vaughan sat through the three nights, brooding darkly on the feats
performed before him. If they who fought in the arena were not giants,
if the House no longer held a match for Canning and Brougham, the
combatants seemed giants to him; for a man’s opinion of himself is
never far from the opinion which others hold of him. And he soon
perceived that a common soldier might as easily step from the ranks and
set the battle in order as he, Arthur Vaughan, rise up, without farther
training, and lead the attack or cover the defence. He sat soured and
gloomy, a mere spectator; dwelling, even while he listened to the
flowery periods of Macaulay, or the trenchant arguments of Peel, on the
wrong done to himself by the disposal of his seat.
It was so like the Whigs, he told himself. Here on the floor of the
House who so loud as they in defence of the purity of elections, of the
people’s right to be represented, of the unbiassed vote of the
electors? But behind the scenes they were as keenly bent on jobbing a
seat here, or neutralising a seat there, and as careless of the
people’s rights as they had ever been! It was atrocious, it was
shameful! If this were political life, if this were political honesty,
he had had enough of it!
But alas, though he said it in his anger, there was the rub! He had not
had, and now he was not likely to have, enough of it. The hostility to
himself, of which he had come slowly to be conscious, as a man grows
slowly to perceive a frostiness in the air, had insensibly sapped his
self-confidence and lowered his claims. He no longer dreamt of rising
and outshining the chiefs of his party. But he still believed that he
had it in him to succeed—were time given him. And all through the long
hours of the three nights’ debates his thoughts were as often on his
wrongs as on the momentous struggle which was passing before his eyes,
and for the issue of which the clubs of London were keeping vigil.
But enthusiasm is infectious. And when the tellers for the last time
walked up to the table, at five o’clock on the morning of the 22nd of
September, with the grey light of daybreak stealing in to shame the
candles and betray the jaded faces—when he and all men knew that for
them the end of the great struggle was come—Vaughan waited breathless
with the rest and strained his ears to catch the result. And when, a
moment later, peal upon peal of fierce cheering shook the old panels in
their frames, and being taken up by waiting crowds without, carried the
news through the dawn to the very skirts of London—the news that Reform
had passed the People’s House, and that only the peers now stood
between the country and its desire—he shared the triumph and shouted
with the rest, shook hands with exultant neighbours, and waved his hat,
perspiring.
But in his case the feeling of exultation was short-lived; perhaps in
the case of many another, who roared himself hoarse and showed a
gleeful face to the daylight. Certainly it was something to have taken
part in such a scene, the memory of which must survive for generations.
It was something to have voted in such a division. He might talk of it
in days to come to his grandchildren. But for him personally it meant
that all was over; that here, if the Lords passed the Bill, was the
end. A Dissolution must follow, and when the House met again, his place
would know him no more. He would be gone, and no man would feel the
blank.
Nor were less selfish doubts wanting. As he stood, caught in the press
and awaiting his turn to leave the crowded House, his eyes rested on
the pale, scowling faces which dotted the opposite benches; the faces
of men who, honestly believing that here and now the old Constitution
of England had got its deathblow, could not hide their bitter chagrin,
or their scorn of the foe. Nor could he, at any rate, view those men
without sympathy; without the possibility that they were right weighing
on his spirits; without a faint apprehension that this might indeed be
the beginning of decay, the starting point of that decadence which
every generation since Queen Anne’s had foreseen. For if many on that
side represented no one but themselves, they still represented vast
interests, huge incomes, immense taxation. They were those who, if
England sank, had most to lose. He, in the past, had given up almost
his all that he might stand aloof from them; and that, because he
thought them prejudiced, wrong-headed, unreasonable. But he respected
them. And—what if they were right?
Meanwhile the persistent cheering of his friends began to jar on his
tired nerves. He seemed to see in this a beginning of disorder, of
license, of revolution, of all those evils which the other party
foretold. And then he had little liking for the statistics of Hume: and
Hume with his arm about his favourite pillar, was high among the
triumphant. Hard by him again was the tall, thin form of Orator Hunt,
for whom the Bill was too moderate; and the taller, thinner form of
Burdett. They, crimson with shouting, were his partners in this; the
bedfellows among whom his opinions had cast him.
Thinking such thoughts, he was among the last to leave the House, which
he did by way of Westminster Hall. The scene as he descended to the
Hall was so striking that he stood an instant on the steps to view it.
The hither half of the great space was comparatively bare, but the
farther half was occupied by a throng of people held back by a line of
the New Police, who were doing all they could to keep a passage for the
departing Members. As groups of the latter, after chatting awhile at
the upper end, passed, conscious of the greatness of the occasion, down
the lane thus formed, bursts of loud cheering greeted the better-known
Reformers. Some of the more forward of those who waited shook hands
with them, or patted them on the back; while others cried “God bless
you, sir! Long life to you, sir!” On the other hand, an angry moan, or
a spirit of hissing, marked the passage of a known Tory; or a voice was
raised calling to these to bid the Lords beware. A few lamps, which had
burned through the night, contended pallidly with the growing daylight,
and gave to the scene that touch of obscurity, that mingling of light
and shadow—under the dusky, far-receding roof—which is necessary to the
picturesque.
Vaughan did not suspect that, as he paused, looking down on the Hall,
he was himself watched, and by some sore enough that moment to be glad
to wreak their feelings in any direction. As he set his foot on the
stone pavement a group near at hand raised a cry of “Turncoat!
Turncoat!” and that so loudly that he could not but hear it. An
unmistakable hiss followed; and then, “Who stole a seat?” cried one of
the men.
“And isn’t going to keep it?” cried another.
Vaughan turned short at the last words—he had not felt sure that the
first were addressed to him. With a hot face, and every fibre in his
body tingling with defiance, he stepped up to the group. “Did you speak
to me?” he said.
A man with a bullying air put himself before the others. He was a
ruined Irish Member, who had sat for years for a close borough, and for
whom the Bill meant duns, bailiffs, a sponging-house, in a word, the
loss of all those thing’s which made life tolerable. He was full of
spite and spoiling for a fight with someone, no matter with whom.
“Who are you?” he replied, confronting our friend with a sneer. “I have
not the pleasure of your acquaintance, sir!”
Vaughan was about to answer him in kind, when he espied in the middle
of the group the pale, keen face and greyish whiskers of Sergeant
Wathen. And, “Perhaps you have not,” he retorted, “but that gentleman
has.” He pointed to Wathen. “And, if what was said a moment ago,” he
continued, “was meant for me, I have the honour to ask for an
explanation.”
“Explanation?” a Member in the background cried, in a jeering tone. “Is
there need of one?”
Vaughan was no longer red, he was white with anger. “Who spoke?” he
asked, his voice ringing.
The Irishman looked over his shoulder and laughed. “Right you are,
Jerry!” he said: “I’ll not give you up!” And then to Vaughan, “I did
not,” he said rudely. “For the rest, sir, the Hall is large enough. And
we have no need of your heroics here!”
“Your pleasure, however,” Vaughan replied, haughtily, “is not my law.
Some one of you used words a moment ago which seemed to imply——”
“What, sir?”
“That I obtained my seat by unfair means! And the truth being perfectly
well known to that gentleman”—again he pointed to the Sergeant in a way
which left Wathen anything but comfortable. “I am sure that he will
tell you that the statement——”
“Statement?”
“Statement or imputation, or whatever you please to call it,” Vaughan
answered, sticking to his point in spite of interruptions, “is
absolutely unfounded—and false. And false! And, therefore, must be
retracted.”
“Must, sir?”
“Yes, must!” Vaughan replied—he was no coward. “Must, if you call
yourselves gentlemen. But first, Mr. Sergeant,” he continued, fixing
Wathen with his eye, “I will ask you to tell these friends of yours
that I did not turn my coat at Chippinge. And that there was nothing in
my election which in any degree touched my honour.”
The Sergeant looked flurried. He was of those who love to wound, but do
not love to fight. And at this moment he wished from the crown of his
head to the soles of his feet, that he had held his tongue. But
unluckily, whether the cloud upon Vaughan’s reputation had been his
work or not, he had certainly said more than he liked to remember; and,
worse still, had said some part of it within the last five minutes, in
the hearing of those about him. To retract, therefore, was to dub
himself a liar; and he sought refuge, the perspiration standing on his
brow, in that half-truth which is at once worse than a lie—and safer.
“I must say, Mr. Vaughan,” he said, “that the—the circumstances in
which you used the vote given to you by your cousin, and—and the way in
which you turned against him after attending a dinner of his
supporters——”
“Openly, fairly, and after warning, I turned against him,” Vaughan
cried, enraged at the show of justice which the accusation wore. “And
that, sir, in pursuance of opinions which I had publicly professed.
More, I allowed myself to be elected only after I had once refused Lord
Lansdowne’s offer of the seat! And after, only after, Sir Robert
Vermuyden had so treated me that all ties were broken. Sergeant Wathen,
I appeal to you again! Was that not so?”
“I know nothing of that,” Wathen answered, sullenly.
“Nothing? You know nothing of that?” Vaughan cried.
“No,” the Sergeant answered, still more sullenly. “I know nothing of
what passed between you and your cousin. I know only that you were
present, as I have said, at a dinner of his supporters on the eve of
the election, and that on a sudden, at that dinner, you declared
yourself against him—with the result that you were elected by the other
side!”
For a moment Vaughan stood glowering at him, struck dumb by his denial
and by the unexpected plausibility, nay, the unexpected strength of the
case against him. He was sure that Wathen knew more, he was sure that
if he would he could say more! He was sure that the man was dishonest.
But he did not see how he could prove it, and——
The Irish Member laughed. “Well, sir,” he said, derisively, “is the
explanation, now you’ve got it, to your mind?”
The taunt stung Vaughan. He took a step forward. The next moment would
have seen him commit himself to a foolish action, that could only have
led him to Wimbledon Common or Primrose Hill. But in the nick of time a
voice stayed him.
“What’s this, eh?” it asked, its tone more lugubrious than usual. And
Sir Charles Wetherell, who had just descended the stairs from the
lobby, turned a dull eye from one disputant to the other. “Can’t you do
enough damage with your tongues?” he rumbled. “Brawl upstairs as much
as you like! That’s the way to the Woolsack! But you mustn’t brawl
here!” And the heavy-visaged man, whose humour had again and again
conciliated a House which his coarse invective had offended, once more
turned from one to the other. “What is it?” he repeated. “Eh?”
Vaughan hastened to appeal to him. “Sir Charles,” he said, “I will
abide by your decision! Though I do not know, indeed, that I ought to
take any man’s decision on a point which touches my honour!”
“Oh!” Wetherell said in an inimitable tone. “Court of Honour, is it?”
And he cast a queer look round the circle. “That’s it, is it? Well, I
dare say I’m eligible. I dare swear I know as much about honour as
Brougham about equity! Or the Sergeant there”—Wathen reddened
angrily—“about law! Or Captain McShane here about his beloved country!
Yes,” he continued, amid the unconcealed grins of those of the party
whose weak points had escaped, “you may proceed, I think.”
“You are a friend, Sir Charles,” Vaughan said, in a voice which
quivered with anxiety, “you are a friend of Sir Robert Vermuyden’s?”
“Well, I won’t deny him until I know more!” Wetherell answered
quaintly. “What of it?”
“You know what occurred at Chippinge before the election?”
“None better. I was there.”
“And what passed between Sir Robert Vermuyden and me?” Vaughan
continued, eagerly.
“I think I do,” Wetherell answered. “In the main I do.”
“Thank you, Sir Charles. Then I appeal to you. You are opposed to me in
politics, but you will do me justice. These gentlemen have thought fit
to brand me here and now as a turncoat; and, worse, as one who was—who
was elected”—he could scarcely speak for passion—“in opposition to Sir
Robert’s, to my relative’s candidates, under circumstances
dishonourable to me!”
“Indeed? Indeed? That is serious.”
“And I ask you, sir, is there a word of truth in that charge?”
Wetherell had his eyes fixed gloomily on the pavement. He appeared to
weigh the matter a moment or two. Then he shook his head.
“Not a word,” he said, ponderously.
“You—you bear me out, sir.”
“Quite, quite,” the other answered slowly, as he took out his snuffbox.
“To tell the truth, gentlemen,” he continued, in the same melancholy
tone, “Mr. Vaughan was fool enough to quarrel with his bread and butter
for the sake of the most worthless, damnable and mistaken convictions
any man ever held! That’s the truth. He showed himself a very perfect
fool, but an honourable and an honest fool—and that’s a rare thing. I
see none here.”
No one laughed at the gibe, and he turned to Vaughan, who stood,
relieved indeed, but stiff and uncomfortable, uncertain what to do
next. “I’ll take your arm,” he said. “I’ve saved you,” coolly, “from
the ragged regiment on my side. Do you take me safe,” he continued,
with a look towards the lower end of the Hall, “through your ragged
regiment outside, my lad!”
Vaughan understood only too well the generous motive which underlay the
invitation. But for a moment he hung back.
“I am your debtor, Sir Charles,” he said, deeply moved, “as long as I
live. But I would like to know before I go,” and he raised his head,
with a look worthy of Sir Robert, “whether these gentlemen are
satisfied. If not——”
“Oh, perfectly,” the Sergeant cried, hurriedly. “Perfectly!” And he
muttered something about being glad—hear explanation—satisfactory.
But the Irish Member stepped up and held out his hand. “Faith,” he
said, “there’s no man whose word I’d take before Sir Charles’s! There’s
no hiatus in his honour, whatever may be said of his breeches! That’s
one for you,” he added, addressing Wetherell. “I owed you one, my good
sir!” And then he turned to Vaughan. “There’s my hand, sir! I
apologise,” he said. “You’re a man of honour, and it’s mistaken we
were!”
“I am obliged to you for your candour,” Vaughan said, gratefully.
Half a dozen others raised their hats to him, or shook hands with him
frankly. The Sergeant did the same less frankly. But Vaughan saw that
he was cowed. Wetherell was Sir Robert Vermuyden’s friend, and the
Sergeant was Sir Robert’s nominee. So he pushed his triumph no farther.
With a feeling of gratitude too deep for words, he offered his arm to
Sir Charles, and went down the Hall in his company.
By this time the crowd at the lower end had carried their joy and their
horseplay elsewhere; and no attempt was made—Vaughan only wished an
attempt had been made—to molest Wetherell. They walked across the yard
to Parliament Street, as the first sunshine of the day fell on the
bridge and the river. Flocks of gulls were swinging to and fro in the
clear air above the water, and dumb barges were floating up with the
tide. The hub-bub in that part was past and over; at that moment a
score of coaches were speeding through the suburbs, bearing to
market-town and busy city, ay, and to village greens, where the news
was awaited eagerly, the tidings that the Bill had passed the Lower
House.
Sir Charles walked a short distance in silence. Then, “I thought some
notion of the kind was abroad,” he said. “It’s as well this happened.
What are you going to do about your seat if the Bill pass, young man?”
“I am told that it is pre-empted,” Vaughan answered, in a tone between
jest and earnest.
“It is. But——”
“Yes, Sir Charles?”
“You should see your own side about it,” Wetherell answered gruffly. “I
can’t say more than that.”
“I am obliged to you for that.”
“You should be!” Wetherell retorted in a peculiar tone. And with an
oath and a strange gesture he disengaged his arm. Halting and wheeling
about, he pointed with a shaking hand to the towers of the Abbey, which
rose against the blue, beatified by the morning sunshine. “If I said
‘batter down those walls, undig the dead, away with every hoary thing
of time, the present and the future are enough, and we, the generation
that burns the mummies, which three thousand years have spared—we are
wiser than all our forbears—’ what would you say? You would call me
mad. Yet what are you doing? Ay, you, you among the rest! The building
that our fathers built, patiently through many hundred years, adding a
little here and strengthening there, the building that Hampden and
Shrewsbury and Walpole, Chatham and his son, and Canning, and many
others tended reverently, repairing here and there, as time required,
you, you, who think you know more than all who have gone before you,
hurry in ruin to the ground! That you may build your own building,
built in a day, to suit the day, and to perish with the day! Oh, mad,
mad, mad! Ay,
“_Hostis habet muros; ruit alta a culmine Troja.
Sat patriæ Priamoque datum; si Pergama linquâ.
Defendi possent, etiam, hoc defensa fuissent!_”
His voice quavered on the last accent, his chin sank on his breast. He
turned wearily and resumed his course. When Vaughan, who did not
venture to address him again, parted from him in silence at the door of
his house, the fat man’s pendulous lip quivered, and a single tear ran
down his cheek.
XXVII
WICKED SHIFTS
It was with a lighter heart that Vaughan walked on to Bury Street.
There were still, it seemed, faith and honour in the world, and some
men who could be trusted. But if he expected much to come of this, if
he expected to be received with an ovation on his next appearance at
Westminster, he was doomed to disappointment. Wetherell’s defence
convinced those who heard it; and in time, no doubt, passing from mouth
to mouth, would improve the young Member’s relations, not only on the
floor of the House, but in the lobbies and at Bellamy’s. But the
English are not dramatic. They have no love for scenes. And no one of
those whose silence or whose catcalls had wronged him thought fit to
take his hand in cold blood and ask his pardon; nor did any Don Quixote
cast down his glove in Westminster Hall and offer to do battle with his
traducers. The manner of one man became a shade more cordial; another
spoke where he would have nodded. And if Vaughan had risen at this time
to speak on any question which he understood he would have been heard
upon his merits.
But the change, slow though genial, like the breaking up of an English
frost, came too late to do him much service. With the transfer of the
Bill to the House of Lords public interest deserted the Commons. They
sat, indeed, through the month of September, to the horror of many a
country gentleman, who saw in this the herald of evil days; and they
debated after a fashion. But the attendance was sparse, and the
thoughts and hopes of all men were in another place. Vaughan saw that
for all the reputation he could now make the Dissolution might be come
already. And with this, and the emptiness of his heart, from which he
could no more put the craving for Mary Vermuyden than he could dismiss
her image from the retina of his mind, he was very miserable. The void
left by love, indeed, was rendered worse by the void left unsatisfied
by ambition. Mary’s haunting face was with him at his rising, went with
him to his pillow, her little hand was often on his sleeve, her eyes
often pleaded to his. In his lonely rooms he would pace the floor
feverishly, savagely, pestering himself with what might have been;
kicking the furniture from his path and—and hating her! For the idea of
marriage, once closely presented to man or woman, leaves neither
unchanged, leaves neither as it found them, however quickly it be put
aside.
Still it was not possible for one who sprang from the governing
classes, and was gifted with political instincts, to witness the
excitement which moved the whole country during those weeks of
September and the early days of October, without feeling his own blood
stirred; without sharing to some extent the exhilaration with which the
adventurous view the approach of adventures. What would the peers do?
All England was asking that question. At Crockford’s, in the little
supper-room, or at the French Hazard table itself, men turned to put it
and to hear the answer. At White’s and Boodle’s, in the hall of the
Athenæum, as they walked before Apsley House, or under the gas-lamps of
Pall Mall, men asked that question again and again. It shared with
Pasta and the slow-coming cholera—which none the less was coming—the
chit-chat of drawing-rooms; and with the next prize fight or with
ridicule of the New Police, the wrangling debates of every tavern and
posthouse. Would the peers throw out the Bill? Would they—would those
doting old Bishops in particular—dare to thwart the People’s will?
Would they dare to withhold the franchise from Birmingham and
Manchester, Leeds and Sheffield? On this husbands took one side, wives
the other, families quarrelled. What Croker thought, what Lord Grey
threatened, what the Duke had let drop, what Brougham had boasted, how
Lady Lyndhurst had sneered, or her husband retorted, what the Queen
wished—scraps such as these were tossed from mouth to mouth, greedily
received, carried far into the country, and eventually, changed beyond
recognition, were repeated in awestruck ears, in county ballrooms and
at Sessions.
One member of the Privy Council, who had left his party on the Bill,
and whose vote, it was thought, had turned a division, shot himself.
And many another, it was whispered, never recovered wholly from the
strain of those days.
For far more hung upon the Lords’ decision than the mere fate of the
Bill. If they threw it out, what would the Ministry do? And—more
momentous still, and looming larger in the minds of men—what would the
country do? What would Birmingham and Sheffield, Manchester and Leeds
do? What would they do?
Lord Grey, strong in the King’s support, would persevere, said some. He
would bring in the Bill again, and create peers in number sufficient to
carry it. And Macaulay’s squib was flung from club to club, from
meeting to meeting, until it reached the streets:
_What, though new opposed I be_,
_Twenty peers shall carry me!_
_If twenty won’t, thirty will_,
_For I am his Majesty’s bouncing Bill_.
Ay, his Majesty’s Bill, God bless him! His Majesty’s own Bill! Hurrah
for Lord Grey! Hurrah for Brougham! Hurrah for Lord John, and down with
the Bishops! So the word flew from mouth to mouth, so errand boys
yelled it under the windows of London House, in St. James’s Square, and
wherever aproned legs might be supposed to meet under the mahogany.
But others maintained that Lord Grey would simply resign, and let the
consequences fall on the heads of those who opposed the People’s will.
Those consequences, it was whispered everywhere—and not by the timid
and the rich only—spelled Revolution! Revolution, red and anarchical,
was coming, said many. Was not Scotland ready to rise? Was not the
Political Union of Birmingham threatening to pay no taxes? Were not the
Political Unions everywhere growling and lashing their sides? The
winter was coming, and there would be fires by night and drillings by
day, as there had been during the previous autumn. Through the long
dark nights there would be fear and trembling, and barring of doors,
and waiting for the judgment to come. And then some morning the
crackling sound of musketry would awaken Pall Mall and Mayfair, the mob
would seize the Tower and Newgate, the streets would run blood and the
guillotine would rise in Leicester Square or Finsbury Fields.
So widely were these fears spread—fostered as they were by both
parties, by the Tories for the purpose of proving whither Reform was
leading the country, by the Whigs to show to what the obstinacy of the
borough-mongers was driving it—that few were proof against them. So
few, that when the Bill was rejected in the early morning of Saturday,
the 8th of October, the Tory peers, from Lord Eldon downwards, though
they had not shrunk from doing their duty, could hardly be made to
believe that they were at liberty to go to their homes unscathed.
They did so, however. But the first mutterings of the storm soon made
themselves heard. Within twenty-four hours the hearts of many failed
them for fear. The Funds fell at once. The journals appeared in
mourning borders. In many towns the bells were tolled and the shops
were shut. The mob of Nottingham rose and burned the Castle and fired
the house of an unpopular squire. The mob of Derby besieged the gaol
and released the prisoners. At Darlington, Lord Tankerville narrowly
escaped with his life; Lord Londonderry was left for dead; no Bishop
dared to wear his apron in public. Everywhere rose the cry of “No
Taxes!” Finally, the rabble rose in immense numbers, paraded the West
End of London, broke the windows of many peers, assaulted others, and
were only driven from Apsley House by the timely arrival of the Life
Guards. The country, amazed and shaken from end to end, seemed to be
already in the grip of rebellion; so that within the week the very
Tories hastened to beg Lord Grey to retain office. Even the King, it
was supposed, was shaken; and his famous distich—his one contribution
to the poetry of the country,
_I consider Dissolution
Tantamount to Revolution_,
found admirers for its truth, if not for its beauty.
Such a ferment could not but occupy Vaughan’s mind and divert his
thoughts from his own troubles, even from thoughts of Mary. Every day
there was news: every day, in the opinion of many, the sky grew darker.
But though the rejection of the Bill promised him a second short
session, and many who sat for close boroughs chuckled privately over
the respite, he was ill-content with a hand-to-mouth life. He saw that
the Bill must pass eventually. He did not believe that there would be a
revolution. It was clear that his only chance lay in following
Wetherell’s advice, and laying his case before one of his chiefs.
Some days after the division he happened on an opportunity. He was
walking down Parliament Street when he came on a scene, much of a piece
of the unrest of the time. A crowd was pouring out of Downing Street,
and in the van of the rabble he espied the tall, ungainly figure of no
less a man than Lord Brougham. Abreast of the Chancellor, but keeping
himself to the wall as if he desired to dissociate himself from the
demonstration, walked another tall figure, also in black, with
shepherd’s plaid trousers. A second glance informed Vaughan that this
was no other than Mr. Cornelius, who had been present at his interview
with Brougham; and accepting the omen, he made up to the Chancellor
just as the latter halted to rid himself of the ragged tail, which had,
perhaps, been more pleasing to his vanity in the smaller streets.
“My friends,” Brougham cried, checking with his hand the ragamuffins’
shrill attempt at a cheer, “I am obliged to you for your approval; but
I beg to bid you good-day! Assemblages such as these are——”
“Disgusting!” Cornelius muttered audibly, wrinkling his nose as he eyed
them over his high collar.
“Are apt to cause disorder!” the Chancellor continued, smiling. “Rest
assured that your friends, of whom, if I am the highest in office I am
not the least in good-will, will not desert you.”
“Hurrah! God bless you, my lord! Hurrah!” cried the tatterdemalions in
various tones more or less drunken. And some held out their caps.
“Hurrah! If your lordship would have the kindness to——”
“Disgusting!” Cornelius repeated, wheeling about.
Vaughan seized the opportunity to intervene. “May I,” he said, raising
his hat and addressing the Chancellor as he turned, “consult you, my
lord, for two minutes as you walk?”
Brougham started on finding a gentleman of his appearance at his elbow;
and looked as if he were somewhat ashamed of the guise in which he had
been detected. “Ah!” he said. “Mr.—Mr. Vaughan? To be sure! Oh, yes,
you can speak to me, what can I do for you? It is,” he added, with
affected humility, “my business to serve.”
Vaughan looked doubtfully at Mr. Cornelius, who raised his hat. “I have
no secrets from Mr. Cornelius,” said the Chancellor pleasantly. And
then with a backward nod and a tinge of colour in his cheek,
“Gratifying, but troublesome,” he continued. “Eh? Very troublesome,
these demonstrations! I often long for the old days when I could walk
out of Westminster Hall, with my bag and my umbrella, and no one the
wiser!”
“Those days are far back, my lord,” Vaughan said politely.
“Ah, well! Ah, well! Perhaps so.” They were walking on by this time. “I
can’t say that since the Queen’s trial I’ve known much privacy.
However, it is something that those whom one serves are grateful.
They——”
“Cry ‘Hosanna’ to-day,” Cornelius said gruffly, with his eyes fixed
steadily before him, “and ‘Crucify him’ tomorrow!”
“Cynic!” said the Chancellor, with unabated good-humour. “But even you
cannot deny that they are better employed in cheering their friends
than in breaches of the peace? Not that”—cocking his eye at Vaughan
with a whimsical expression of confidence—“a little disorder here and
there, eh, Mr. Vaughan—though to be deplored, and by no one more than
by one in my position—has not its uses? Were there no apprehension of
mob-rule, how many borough-mongers, think you, would vote with us? How
many waverers, like Harrowby and Wharncliffe, would waver? And how, if
we have no little ebullitions here and there, are we to know that the
people are in earnest? That they are not grown lukewarm? That Wetherell
is not right in his statement—of which he’ll hear more than he will
like at Bristol, or I am mistaken—that there is a Tory re-action, an
ebb in the tide which so far has carried us bravely? But of course,” he
added, with a faint smile, “God forbid that we should encourage
violence!”
“Amen!” said Mr. Cornelius. And sniffed in a very peculiar manner.
“But to discern that camomile,” the Chancellor continued gaily, “though
bitter to-day makes us better tomorrow, is a different thing from——”
“Administering a dose!” Vaughan laughed, falling into the great man’s
humour.
“To be sure. But enough of that. Now I think of it, Mr. Vaughan,” he
continued, looking at his companion, “I have not had the pleasure of
seeing you since—but I need not remind you of the occasion. You’ve had
good cause to remember it! Yes, yes,” he went on with voluble
complacency—he was walking as well as talking very fast—“I seldom speak
without meaning, or interfere without result. I knew well what would
come of it. It was not for nothing, Mr. Vaughan, that I got down our
Borough List and asked you if you had no thought of entering the House.
The spark—and tinder! For there you are in the House!”
“Yes,” Vaughan replied, astonished at the coolness with which the other
unveiled, and even took credit for, the petty intrigue of six months
back. “But——”
“But,” Brougham said, taking him up with a quick, laughing glance, “you
are not yet on the Treasury Bench? That’s it?”
“No, not yet,” Vaughan answered, good-humouredly.
“Ah, well, time and patience and Bellamy’s chops, Mr. Vaughan, will
carry you far, I am sure.”
“It is on that subject—the subject of time—I venture to trouble your
lordship.”
The Chancellor’s lumpish but singularly mobile features underwent a
change. Caught in a complacent, vain humour, he had forgotten a thing
which, with Vaughan’s last words, recurred to him. “Yes?” he said,
“yes, Mr. Vaughan?” But the timbre of that marvellously flexible voice
with which he boasted that he could whisper so as to be heard to the
very door of the House of Commons, was changed. “Yes, what is it,
pray?”
“It is time I require,” Vaughan answered. “And, in fine, I have done
some service, yeoman service, my lord, and I think that I ought not to
be cast aside by the party in whose interest I was returned, and with
whose objects I am in sympathy.”
“Cast aside? Tut, tut! What do you mean?”
“I am told that though the borough for which I sit will continue to
return one member, I shall not have the support of the party in
retaining my seat.”
“Indeed! Indeed!” Brougham answered, “Is it so? I am sorry to hear
that.”
“But——”
“Very sorry, Mr. Vaughan.”