CHAPTER XIII

TEARS AND NO CHEERS

On May third we commenced our withdrawal to Bailleul, leaving our sector of

the line in safe hands. We were billeted in this town for a rest.

We were a haggard bunch. Our faces were drawn in lines like old men, many

were gray, some were white; our eyes were wild and glassy and we moved

jerkily or started at the slightest of sharp sounds.

Reinforcements began to arrive. We needed them. There were C and D

Companies without an officer between them. Major Kirkpatrick was wounded

and a prisoner; Captain Straight wounded and taken; Captain Johnson wounded

and imprisoned; Lieutenant Jarvis, son of Amelius Jarvis, the famous

sporting figure of Toronto, lay dead, and our gallant old Major Pete

Anderson, our sniping officer, was also captured, though he has now

escaped from enemy hands.

In billets we had thought we were hard hit. We had not realized it to the

full till the morning we were lined up, one brigade at a time, for review.

We had had an issue of fresh clothing, we had had some long hours of sleep,

we had had all that soap and water could do for us, but we were a sorry and

sorrowful lot of men. We had the light of triumph in our eyes, but even

that was dimmed at thought of the boys who were gone to the great review

above.

Our beloved commander-in-chief came along the lines to review us. He looked

at us with the brave eyes of a father sorrowing over a dead son. He walked

with head high and step firm, but his voice shook with deep emotion, and he

did not hide the tears which rose to his eyes as he spoke his famous words

of commendation.

They are immortal words, words which express the regret of a true man for

comrades whose sacrifice was supreme, words which express pride in deeds

done and breathe of a determination to greater deeds, if possible, in a

triumphant future.

Words Spoken to the First Canadian Division

(Brigade by Brigade and to Engineers and Artillery)

After the Twelve Days and Nights of Fighting

April 22d to May 4th, 1915

By

Lieutenant-General E.A.H. Alderson

Commanding First Canadian Division

"All units, all ranks of the First Canadian Division, I tell you

truly, that my heart is so full I hardly know how to speak to you.

It is full of two feelings, the first being sorrow for the loss of

those comrades of ours who have gone, the second--pride in what

the First Canadian Division has done.

"As regards our comrades who have lost their lives, and we will

speak of them with our caps off [here the general took off his

cap, and all did likewise], my faith in the Almighty is such that

I am perfectly sure that, in fact, to die for their friends, no

matter what their past lives have been, no matter what they have

done that they ought not to have done (as all of us do), I repeat

that I am perfectly sure the Almighty takes care of them and looks

after them at once. Lads--we can not leave them better than like

that. [Here the general put his cap on, and all did the same.]

"Now, I feel that we may, without any false pride, think a little

of what the Division has done during the past few days. I would

first of all tell you that I have never been so proud of anything

in my life as I am of this armlet '1 Canada' on it that I wear on

my right arm. I thank you and congratulate you from the bottom of

my heart for the part each one of you has taken in giving me this

feeling of pride.

"I think it is possible that you do not, all of you, quite realize

that if we had retired on the evening of the twenty-second of

April when our Allies fell back from the gas and left our flank

quite open, the whole of the Seventeenth and Twenty-eighth

Divisions would probably have been cut off, certainly they would

not have got away a gun or a vehicle of any sort, and probably not

more than half the infantry. This is what our commander-in-chief

meant when he telegraphed as he did: 'The Canadians undoubtedly

saved the situation.' My lads, if ever men had a right to be proud

in this world, you have.

"I know my military history pretty well, and I can not think of an

instance, especially when the cleverness and determination of the

enemy is taken into account, in which troops were placed in such a

difficult position; nor can I think of an instance in which so

much depended on the standing fast of one division.

"You will remember the last time I spoke to you, just before you

went into the trenches at Sailly, now over two months ago, I told

you about my old regiment--the Royal West Kents--having gained a

reputation for not budging from the trenches, no matter how they

were attacked. I said then that I was quite sure that in a short

time the army out here would be saying the same of you. I little

thought--we, none of us thought--how soon those words would come

true. But now, to-day, not only the army out here, but all Canada,

all England, and all the Empire, is saying it of you.

"The share each unit has taken in earning this reputation is no

small one.

"I have three pages of congratulatory telegrams from His Majesty

the King downward which I will read to you, with also a very nice

letter from our army commander, Sir Horace Smith-Dorrien.

"Now, I doubt if any divisional commander, or any division ever

had so many congratulatory telegrams and messages as these, and

remember they are not merely polite and sentimental ones; they

express just what the senders feel.

"There is one word I would say to you before I stop. You have made

a reputation second to none gained in this war, but remember, no

man can live on his reputation, he must keep on adding to it. That

you will do so I feel just as sure as I did two months ago when I

told you that I knew you would make a reputation when the

opportunity came.

"I am now going to shake hands with your officers, and I do so

wanting you to feel that I am shaking hands with each one of you,

as I would actually do if the time permitted.

"No--we will not have any cheering now--we will keep that until

you have added to your reputation, as I know you will."

And there was no cheering. We turned away--the few men of us left whole in

those scattered ranks--our eyes tear-dimmed in memory of those comrades

whose lives had gone out; but our hearts ready to answer the call wherever

it might lead us.

The world to-day knows what the Canadian boys have done. We have more than

added to our reputation.

Right after this terrible scrap at Ypres came Givenchy and Festubert, and

then we held the line at Ploegsteert for a whole year, fighting fiercely at

St. Eloi, and stopping them again at Sanctuary Wood.

In the summer of 1916 fourteen thousand of us went down before German

cannon, but still they did not break our lines. This was known as the third

battle of Ypres.

From Ypres we went to the Somme, and it was on the Somme that we met our

Australian cousins who jokingly greeted us with the statement "We're here

to finish what you started," and we fired back, "Too bad you hadn't

finished what you started down in Gallipoli!"

It was not very long before both were engaged in that terrible battle of

the Somme, where to Canadian arms fell the honor of taking the village of

Courcellette. We plugged right on and soon we put the "Vim" into Vimy, and

took Vimy Ridge. As I write we are marking time in front of Lens.

At Ypres we started our great casualty lists with ten thousand. To-day over

one hundred twenty-five thousand Canadian boys have fallen, and there are

over eighteen thousand who will never come back to tell their story.

If the generals of the British Army were proud of us in 1915, I wonder how

they feel to-day?

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