By Robert Silverberg

[Transcriber's Note: This etext was produced from

Imagination Stories of Science and Fantasy

February 1958

Extensive research did not uncover any evidence that

the U.S. copyright on this publication was renewed.]

Through the clear plexiplast viewing dome of Earth Satellite V2-ZF, the

bright orb of Earth could be seen, full and lustrous green against the

sharp blackness of space.

But Dave Conroy wasn't able to feel much pleasure in the view. As he

waited, hands linked with duralloy chains, he knew only that somehow

he had landed in trouble--trouble that would probably cost him his

life, here among the beauties of the orbital satellite.

"Go on in, next batch," a bored voice ordered.

Dave began to move, along with the half-dozen stubble-faced

disreputable-looking men he was chained to. They stepped through a

permaluce door; it swung closed silently behind them.

"This is the entrance to the jetroom," a uniformed man facing them

announced. "I'm Major Hawes. Welcome to Earth Satellite V2-ZF--you poor

suckers!" An acid sneer tinted his voice.

"Hey, hold on!" the man next to Conroy shouted. "What's goin' to happen

to us?"

Major Hawes smiled politely. "You'll be put to work in the jetroom of

the Satellite, making sure our noble orbiting wheel stays warm and

cozy. You'll be feeding radioactives to the converter. You'll be doing

a lot of jobs robots could do twice as well, and after a year or so of

it your bodies will start to rot and you'll fall apart and you'll get

the deaths you deserve."

Hawes chuckled. "There'll be guards making sure you don't shirk.

Inside, now--and your predecessors will show you what you're to do."

The chains fell away. In here, no chains were needed. Dimly, Dave

Conroy rubbed his forehead and wondered what he had done to condemn

himself to this living hell.

"What kind of place is this?" he asked the man at his right, as a

gleaming cupralloy door irised open before them.

"Is your mind snapping, buddy? You can't have forgotten so soon."

"I--I--it's all so hazy--"

"Hazy? It's simple, friend. You and me are four-time losers, like all

these other guys. We got life imprisonment--but we volunteered for

satellite duty instead. It's a quick death--only a year or so instead

of a lifetime behind bars. And since there ain't no execution any more,

we took it."

_No--no_--part of Conroy's mind protested. _I didn't volunteer. I never

was in jail ... except that drunken jetting once, and that was just

overnight. How--why--?_

"That can't be right," he said. "I'm not a criminal."

The other man looked at him strangely, then smiled pityingly. "You

musta been lookin' the wrong way when the recruiters came around, then.

Those birds'll do anything for ten thousand bucks."

* * * * *

They came to the end of the long corridor and approached another

door--and suddenly Conroy remembered.

He had been drunk, that last night on Earth--and suddenly everyone in

the bar had run madly out the door, into the washroom, hid anyplace

they could. Two men had entered.

Recruiters. Space-station recruiters. Conroy remembered protesting

mildly through a vague blue of alcohol and synthojoy, then letting them

take him away. Sober now, he recalled having heard of such things. The

space-stations needed men--and they'd grab them any way they could.

They'd take uncomplaining derelicts when the supply of convicts ran out.

His fiancee Janet had told him, when she broke their engagement,

"Your drinking'll kill you some day, Dave." The words had been

prophetic--though not the way she meant.

The final door opened--and eight shambling, patchy-fleshed, almost bald

wrecks of men came toward them. Dave shuddered. This was what a year of

continuous hard radiation could do, even through tough shielding. This

was what he'd look like a year from now.

Already he imagined he could feel the subatomic particles ripping

through his body, even though he knew it was only an illusion. The

radiation wouldn't begin to affect him for a few days--but even now he

felt his skin tingling and itching from force of suggestion.

_I've got to get out of here_, he thought with a clarity he'd not known

since he began drinking. _I'm still young. I don't want to rot down

here._

_God, why couldn't I have been sober that night?_

The eight jetmen looked like lepers. Through lipless mouths they

greeted the newcomers. Their voices were dry and whispering, as if

their vocal cords had succumbed to the radiation too.

Conroy had been a scientist ... once. Conroy, more than any of the six

convicts he had been shipped with, knew what sort of agonies lay ahead.

He turned. The door had irised shut behind him, erecting an

invulnerable barrier between him and freedom.

He studied the door while the loathsome once-men greeted the men who

would replace them at their deadly task. It looked fairly familiar; it

was almost like--by space, it _was_!--an ultron-relay door.

A door Dave Conroy had helped to design, he and his partner Lloyd

Regan, back before the terrible lab accident that had killed Regan and

set Conroy to drinking.

Moving unobtrusively away from the group, he edged to the door.

Yes--it _was_ an ultronic door, he confirmed on close inspection. And

that meant--

Hands that had once been those of a skilled engineer felt along the

smooth metal for the emergency-hatch, found the microscopic depression

built into the cupralloy for use in case the delicate ultronic

mechanism of the door failed. His finger nestled in the slot for an

instant--

And the door irised open.

"Hey!" he shouted, and jumped through. He heard the startled cries of

the convicts.

"It's a trap," someone yelled. But another said, "Let's run for

it"--and then the whole pack of them swarmed through the open door,

Conroy in the lead.

* * * * *

They dashed back up the long corridor and Conroy opened the other door

by the same process. Then they were out in the main room again.

Major Hawes gasped in astonishment as he saw the ragged army sweep

toward him. He drew his blaster, but one of the half-skeletonized

veteran jetmen stumbled forward and took the bolt in his stomach, then

kept going and wrapped decaying arms around the Major's throat.

Conroy's fist collided with the mouth of a surprised Space-Station

guard; his knuckles felt a sharp stab of pain, and teeth crumbled. Dave

came up with a staggering blow to the guard's midsection and he fell.

That left two more to take care of. The lightning assault was still

only seconds old. One of the guards was fingering the firing-stud

on his blaster, but a man Conroy knew only as Pete sprang forward,

wrenched the gun away, and dove into the guard.

Conroy grabbed the fallen gun, scooped it up and fired. His bolt

spurted redly into the arm of the remaining guard.

Three more Space-Station men in gray uniforms came in, and Conroy and

his little army swept forward to meet them. In the general confusion,

Conroy's blaster was swept away--and, alone, unarmed, he slipped past

the milling rebels and escaped into the corridor outside.

He found himself facing the giant viewing dome again, the curving arc

of plexiplast that bellied out from the side of the satellite and

afforded a striking view of the distant Earth. The orbiter was 100,000

miles above the Earth's surface--a sort of halfway-house between

Earth and the Moon. From a hundred thousand miles up, the view was

breathtaking.

Conroy glanced out at the sweeping circle that was Earth, green and

shining in the sky. Just now, Africa and Europe were upturned, and the

rippling mass of the Atlantic. A little tingle of wonder shot through

Conroy at the sight of his home world, seen from the satellite he had

helped to build.

Then he saw guards heading down the broad corridor that ran completely

around the outer rim of the satellite, and knew he had to hide.

Quickly, he ducked into a washroom off to the right. As the door slid

closed, he deftly jimmied the photonic beam to keep it that way until

he was ready to come out.

He glanced at his face in the mirror, seeing as if for the first time

the baggy eyes, the heavy growth of beard, the beaten, run-down color

of the skin. The memory of a photo crossed his mind: a tridim in

natural color, taken three years ago. He and Janet, together, their

arms locked around each other, their faces bright, laughing.

Three years ago. Then came the accident; then the lab was destroyed and

Lloyd killed. And then the drinking began.

Now, three years later, where was Janet? Someplace far off, remote,

untouchable. Her father's party had taken over in the last election and

he was now a bigwig in the Space Commission. Probably she was still

clean and fresh, bright and young. Maybe she was married.

_And me?_ He looked with revulsion at the bleary mask his face had

become.

He went to work with the depilator supplied in the washroom and rapidly

wiped away his beard. Then he scrubbed his face the way it hadn't been

scrubbed in months. He came out pink.

Stripping, he dropped his clothes in the Valet Hopper and stepped under

the stinging spray of the shower. Robot hands scrubbed him down. Layers

of dirt stripped away. An ion-massage set his blood pounding, broke

down fatty tissue, left his skin tinglingly clean.

He surveyed his naked body in the mirror. Not bad, he thought. A long

way from what it had been, but not bad.

He dressed rapidly. He was still wearing the clothes in which he had

been picked up the night before--only now he fastened the collar

magnesnap, adjusted the tie, straightened the trousers. When he was

finished, he could pass for a tourist stopping off to see the satellite

before making the jaunt to Luna.

Despite himself, he grinned. _They'll never recognize me in this

disguise. They'll be looking for a hobo, not a clean cut young

tourist._

Feeling invigorated and dapper, he activated the door and stepped into

the corridor.

* * * * *

Strolling in leisure, he walked to the viewing dome and peered out at

Earth. A chubby matron stood next to him.

"Lovely, isn't it?" she said.

"It's quite a sight. This your first time?"

"Yes. It's all wonderful up here. I think it's marvelous that the

satellite's been built!"

"It certainly is," Dave said, thinking of the radiation-eaten wretches

somewhere in the lower levels of the big wheel.

Feeling a little sick to his stomach, he smiled and walked on. A

grey-clad guard stood at the entrance to the Tourists' Lounge. Choking

back his tenseness, Conroy walked up to him.

"Pardon me, officer--"

"Yes?"

"Could you give me some information? I'd like to know when the next

liner leaves for Earth. I find I have to cut short my trip."

The guard frowned. "Liner service to Earth is temporarily discontinued,

sir. Didn't you hear the notice?"

"What?"

"That's right," the guard said. "Emergency Provision 104b has been put

into operation. The Space-Station is temporarily quarantined."

"Can you tell me why?" Conroy asked.

"Something to do with an inspection sir. That's all I can say."

Putting a tone of easy conspiracy in his voice, Conroy whispered, "I

hear some convicts down below staged a rebellion a little while ago.

This wouldn't have anything to do with it, would it?"

The guard shook, his head in immediate denial. "Oh, _no_, sir. That was

strictly a brief flare-up; it's all been smoothed over now."

"Oh. Thanks," Conroy said. "Thanks very much." He smiled to the guard

and walked past him into the lounge.

So the "brief flare-up" was all over with, eh? Obviously they were

keeping it quiet as far as the passengers were concerned. Probably that

guard was wondering how Conroy had heard of it in the first place.

But one thing seemed good: he hadn't been recognized. He just looked

too respectable with all the dirt laundered out of his clothes and with

his face shaven, to be one of the missing jetmen from below. That gave

him a certain amount of freedom.

Only--whatever this quarantine thing was about, that increased the

tension. He had hoped to grab the first liner back to Earth; now he'd

have to wait until the quarantine ended and that gave the satellite

guards a chance to track him down. He couldn't pose as a tourist

forever, even aboard such a huge station as this one.

They'd find him sooner or later. Meanwhile, he needed a drink. He

peered through the swirling dim lights at the bar, trying to see the

bartender's face. Conroy was pretty good at guessing whether or not he

could cadge a drink.

But there was a girl sitting at the bar, sleek and slim in a dress

that had probably been sprayed on. Her legs were crossed, baring long,

lovely calves. Her face--

Conroy gasped.

It was Janet.

* * * * *

Feeling a thunderous pounding in his ears, he crossed the floor and

slid into the chair next to hers.

She hadn't changed. She was looking away, watching the pulsating

vibromural on the opposite wall, and he studied her covertly in the

backbar mirror. Her skin still had that clear, crystalline appearance;

her eyes were bright and vigorous, her lips full, desirable. The dress

_had_ been sprayed on; it clung revealingly to the high breasts and

slim body that Conroy had once thought would be his.

"Hello, Janet," he said.

A little startled, the girl turned away from the vibromural. "Do I know

you? _Oh!_"--a little gasp--"Dave?"

"That's right. Dave."

She whirled on her chair to face him. "Oh, Dave, it must be years.

_Years!_"

"Three years." There was no ring on her finger, he saw. "How have you

been?"

"Fine," she said. "You've heard about Dad's new job, and--"

"How have _you_ been?"

"A little lonely, sometimes," she admitted. "I've been working in Dad's

office since I finished school. How about you? Did--did you ever get

back into lab work?"

"No," he said hollowly. "I never did."

"What brings you to the Wheel?" she asked.

"I'm a tourist," he improvised. "Saw the sights on Luna, and now I'm on

my way back to Earth." He moistened his lips. "How about a drink?"

"Fine!"

"Two martinis, please," he ordered. When the barkeep brought them, he

said, "Charge them to Allied Technolabs' account. They'll take care of

it."

"Right, sir."

Allied Technolabs had been the contractors that built the Space

Station. Conroy hadn't been affiliated with them since the lab

explosion--but if Janet noticed, she said nothing.

Conroy caressed the drink, sipped it thirstily.

"Are--you--"

"Still drinking?" he finished. "A little. Not as much. I'm leading a

clean life." _It was a lie_, he thought bitterly. _But what else could

I say?_

The martini warmed him--that, and the girl's presence. She reawakened

all the old longing in him, filled him with dull anger at the way the

past three years had been pulled from him--years he could have spent

wed to Janet.

But she had broken the engagement, she had wanted no part of a

seemingly incurable alcoholic. She was too good for him. He wondered

how she'd feel if he told her he was also a fugitive from the jetgang

belowdecks.

"What are you doing here on the Wheel yourself?" he asked.

Lowering her voice, she said, "I'm here with Dad. He's conducting a

top-secret hush-hush investigation."

"Oh? Can you tell an old friend?"

She smiled sadly. "I really can't. It's upper-security doubleplus, if

you know what I mean."

He chuckled. "You really take your job seriously. I mean, if you can't

tell--"

Reddening, she said, "Oh, okay, Dave. I guess you'll find out one way

or another anyway. There's been a rumor that a saboteur's aboard the

Space-Station."

"_What?_" He started from his seat. "Then why'd he bring _you_ here?"

"Shh! It's not dangerous here--this is the safest place. The rumor says

the saboteur's going to get control of the satellite and bomb Earth!

Washington's supposed to be first target!"

Conroy felt the color drain from his face. When they had built the

satellite, this fear had been in everyone's mind--that, despite the

world peace that prevailed, someday an alien power might use the

satellite as an instrument of destruction. And now--

"You sure of this?"

"We're not sure of anything. That's why Dad's here. It's awfully

dangerous, but as one of the Space Commissioners it's his

responsibility to check on it. And he brought me along in case it

was true; he didn't want me down in Washington if it was going to be

bombed."

He leaned closer; the drink had gone to work, stirring his insides,

warming him, emboldening him. "I'm glad he came here and brought you

along," he said. "Janet--"

"Please, Dave."

"Don't say it that way! I--"

He paused, feeling a hand on his shoulder. He looked up at the stony

face of a Space-Station Guard.

"Are you David Conroy?" the guard asked.

* * * * *

"What if I am?" Conroy asked stiffly....

"Major Hawes wants you, Conroy. The penalty for escaping from--"

He was out of his seat in an instant, cutting off the guard's words

before Janet could hear them. He could see her pale, frightened face.

She shrank back.

"I'm not the man you want!" he snapped.

"That doesn't matter. Come with me, Conroy."

The guard reached out for him. Conroy responded with a short choppy

blow to the gray-clad midsection, and as the man grunted Dave swung a

roundhouse right that sent him wobbling back against a table of noisy

tourists.

The table went over; glassware shattered tinklingly and angry voices

could be heard. In the crowded lounge, people turned to watch the brawl.

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