IV

“We’ll go on to your house, Tsuda,” said Captain Utterbourne more gently,

“and get to the bottom of this business.”

Tsuda nodded and led the way. The Captain turned back with a muttered

remark to one of his men: “I had an uneasy feeling there was something

wrong here. Places send out strong waves of vibration.”

It was, in truth, these same “waves” which had whispered him to take the

one slight precaution of keeping Elsa on board till the situation had

been traversed. As a matter of fact, one of the sly, unspoken objects

back of his acquiescence in Elsa’s request to come along with him on

this voyage had been the thought that her presence here would have a

stimulating and reassuring, a sort of bolstering effect on Mrs. King. If

she had grown lonely and discontented, Elsa would cheer her and (with

perhaps a little judicious manipulation) convince her that it would be

much easier now to face out another year on the island. If King was doing

well it would be a pity to let him slip on to other fields just yet.

But the Captain had felt strangely uneasy, from the moment the anchor

dropped; and he preferred that Elsa be held temporarily in reserve. As a

recruit, Jerome, also, was a little new. But Utterbourne was anxious not

to strike any wrong notes of unnecessary secrecy with him just now, and

besides wanted him to get more or less the “feeling” of these adventures,

which would help his background. Backgrounds were very important things.

He little guessed the commotion in Jerome’s mind at the present moment.

A step or two farther along, Captain Utterbourne remembered he had

neglected to bring out a small chest of bright trash which Tsuda would

pounce on eagerly—gay, valueless objects that would fit into his scheme

of Ainu culture. Possibly the chest might tend to put Tsuda in a frame of

mind for withholding nothing. Men like Tsuda had to be treated tenderly.

The trouble with Tsuda was that he was too suspicious. Tsuda would be

suspicious of a fly if it happened to look a little different from most

other flies.

“Would you mind, Sargeant, going back for it now—h’m?”

So the party temporarily disbanded. Utterbourne and Sutherland went on

with Tsuda, while Sargeant and Rutherford turned back toward the launch.

At this moment of disruption a wild and romantic design entered Jerome’s

head and captured it entirely. In the dark he made his escape from both

parties. Utterbourne supposed he had gone back with Sargeant, while the

returning men thought he had gone on with Utterbourne—or rather no one

gave him any deliberate thought at all. But Jerome, dodging behind a

huge palm, waited until the steps in both directions had died out.

Alone on an unknown island he stood, his heart given over to a sudden

wave of impulse. Stella was dead. In life their ways had been roughly

sundered; in death she seemed, during this feverish, pulsing hour, given

back to him again. He seemed to have achieved an intangible victory over

the man who had once cast him into a humiliating discard—yes, all in the

first, swift, terrible knowledge of her fate.

He would go alone to her grave—he would be the first to look upon it.

Perhaps the others would not even go, since after all what is a grave?

But he would go; it was his hour of triumph. Life had divided their ways,

but death had brought them together again. Poor Stella. Things had turned

out very differently with her from what she had hoped. Probably no one

would ever know just what had taken place. She became starry with mystery

and bound up in an eternal beauty of suspense. Yes, he would go to her

grave; for despite what he had become, Stella must always be in his mind

the woman he once loved. Indifference, while it may carry a man far, can

never quite blot out a memory like that.

During the preceding sombre conversation he had caught at words as they

fell, almost without heeding them at the time. Now they hung together in

his mind and formed a vivid picture. The grave was near the temple ...

you could tell it by the fresh flowers. And the string of lights ... they

were taking up an offering ... an offering to heathen gods for the soul

of Stella. It was ghastly. It all but passed belief.

Keeping his distance, and walking as softly as possible, Jerome made off

after the procession of twinkling lights. Overhead the heavy tropical

stars were shining brightly. There would be a moon presently; the east

was aglow; but in the jungle it was very dark. The way was long, and the

strange men with the lights went ever on ahead.

After a time a tropical grove was reached, in whose midst stood the

temple. No one, at first, approached very close: there seemed a

recognized margin of some sort, beyond which the ground was holy. Of

them all, the single figure alone, bearing in his hands a woven tray

heaped with the choicest fruits of the place, went on toward the temple

itself; the rest squatted upon the ground. Not a word was spoken. It was

a strange and awful ceremony.

The moon was just rising, full and yellow; the first soft beams began to

steal in through the breeze-stirred palm orchard to illumine the temple

with a pale light. But the resinous torches cast up everything in bold,

dancing relief. Jerome, on the outskirts, crouching, felt his mind in

greater tumult even than before. He seemed to himself almost possessed.

It was a Japanese temple. They had ruined Tsuda’s chances of becoming a

priest; but he knew a temple from _torii_ to _sessha_. It was surrounded

by a low wall with a gate. Outside the gate was a tiny spring of fresh

water. Jerome could see it: a little pool just troubled in the torchlight.

All about sprang the rich blackness of a tropical growth, the most lush

he had ever beheld. The moon was climbing slowly up the sky. He was glad

he had come. Life was wonderful and sad. He watched with eyes that tried

to record every detail of this unearthly hour.

The figure with the offering uttered a bit of weird chanting; then

suddenly the words ceased, and the tray was deposited on a small altar

at the foot of a flight of steps leading up to the temple itself. That

was all. The crude fragment of ritual concluded, these strange beings

with bushy hair and prodigious drooping moustaches moved away in silence.

Jerome, crouching in his hiding place, watched them pass by, one by one,

and disappear. He could see the twinkling lights, like far-off tapers,

winding farther and farther. Then silence was supreme.

He remained still in hiding what seemed to him a long, long time. Never

had he been in a place so intensely still. When at length he stirred and

began moving cautiously toward the temple, his senses were abnormally

alert with the painful excitement. But he was ever conscious, too,

of that odd feeling of triumph in his heart. Death had seemed to put

her back somehow into his hands again. He couldn’t get away from

that thought—nor did he want to get away from it. Jerome even began

projecting, vaguely and fitfully, a scene with Stella’s father: he would

go in very simply and tell him how he had visited her grave alone tonight.

The past was irrevocably behind them; but his heart would not be still.

Suddenly he stopped, thrilling with terror, as a great bird rose up

from almost beneath his feet and flew off screaming across the silvered

dark. It looked like a great sinister eagle, yet it had the neck of a

crane and head plumage of what (though moonlight can create delusion as

regards colours) seemed brilliant vermilion. He could hear the bird still

screaming at a great distance, crashing on through the tangle of its

native wood as though quite blind. After that the silence was still more

poignant.

Pulling himself together, Jerome moved on slowly, seeking the grave with

the flowers. There were a number of mounds all about, but they looked

ancient. Far around to one side, however, he found at last the grave

he sought—in the dark stumbled against it, and was really on his knees

before he realized this was, in truth, the end of his quest.

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