CHAPTER XXII.

“I loved him well; his gallant part,

His fearless leading, won my heart.”—_Scott._

For several days they had an average measure of privation only. The

resources of Doorival were found equal to supplying them with food and

water. From the course pointed out to him he had never varied, and Jack

was, from observation and calculation, perfectly certain that it would

bring them, if carried out, well within the line of the settled

districts.

But as to one condition of success he felt undecided. For some weeks

there had been no rain, and a stretch of country lay yet before them in

which, according to the rainfall, they might, or might not, find water;

in the language of explorers, signifying that they might, or might not,

perish. Desperate from the death of Guy Waldron, he had been too

reckless to take this risk into the account. He would dare the hazard,

and put his last chance upon the die.

So it fared that, after leaving the last watercourse and entering upon

the wide untrodden system of plain, scrub, and sand-hill—scrub and

sand-hill and plain—which divided the rivers, Jack was compelled to

admit, after two days’ short allowance of water, and one with none at

all, that he had been foolhardy. The third day passed without the

slightest appearance of moisture. It was inexpedient to diverge from the

line for more than a short distance in search for fear of wasting their

failing strength. The boy, strong in passive courage, held out

unflinchingly. John Redgrave had the fullest faith in the accuracy of

his reckoning. They must, without the shadow of a doubt, strike the

waters of the Wondabyne, _if they could hold out_. But that was the

vital question. By his closely-examined and re-examined calculation they

should sight the great eucalypti that towered above those deep and

gleaming waters (oh, thought of Paradise!) hurrying beneath the carved

limestone cliffs on the following sunset, or at least before midnight.

Were but one day longer necessary, then were they both lost. The boy was

failing now in spite of his courage. For himself, he would not, could

not, consciously yield as long as he could stand or crawl on hands and

knees. Yet a certain swelling of his parched throat, a murmur in his

ears, a disposition to talk aloud and unbidden, all these signs

announced to him, as a practised bushman, that the fourth day, if passed

without water, would find them delirious and dying. Shutting out these

thoughts as far as his volition availed, he strode on, followed feebly

by the boy, during the long terrible day.

At sunset they halted for a few minutes upon the inevitable sand-hill,

with pine and shrub and long yellow grass, the exact fac-simile of

scores which they had crossed since they had left Raak. Jack faced the

west and gazed for a few moments upon the gorgeous blazonry of

scroll-like clouds, the rolling wavelets of orange, splashed with

crimson and ruddy with burning gold, which rose and fell in shifting

masses, as if rent by Titans from the treasure-house of Olympus. Far

away northward, far as the eye could see, lay the dim green desert,

measureless, lifeless, and life-denying.

“It is the last sunset that I shall see, possibly. It seems hard, as

poor Guy said; but when he and better men had gone on the battle-field

and elsewhere with the sound of victory in their ears, John Redgrave may

well go too. It is a fitting end of the melodrama of life. Doorival,

shoot that crow.”

This highly inconsequent concluding remark was occasioned by the

alighting of the bird of ill-omen, which had been following them since

dawn with the strange instinct of its kind, on a branch almost

immediately above them. The boy, wayworn almost to the death, and

looking well-nigh lifeless as he lay at Jack’s feet, could not resist

the irony of the situation, and, noiselessly sliding his carbine into

aim, sent a bullet through the breast of the unlucky “herald of the

fiend,” who dropped down before them, like the raven at the feet of Lucy

Ashton and her fateful, fascinating companion.

“To tear the flesh of princes

And peck the eyes of kings.”

Murmured Jack, “If one ever could smile again, it would be at this

transposition of situations. A minute since this unprejudiced fowl had a

well-grounded expectation that he was about to dine or sup upon us. Now

we are going to eat _him_.”

“Stupid fellow this one waggan,” said Doorival, taking a long and

apparently satisfactory suck at the life-blood of the incautious one;

“he think we close up dead.”

“He wasn’t far wrong either,” answered Jack, grimly. “Now light a fire,

and let us roast him a little for the look of the thing.”

Stimulated by even this unwonted repast, the forlorn creatures struggled

on till midnight. The night was comparatively cool, and with parched

throats and fevered brain John Redgrave judged it better, in spite of

the increasing weakness of the boy, to press forward and make their last

effort before dawn.

The Southern Cross, burning in the cloudless azure, with, as it appeared

to the despairing wayfarer, a mocking radiance and intensity of lustre,

had shown by its apparent change of position that the night was waning,

when the boy, who had been going for the last hour like an over-driven

horse, fell and lay insensible. Jack raised him, and after a few minutes

he opened his eyes and spoke feebly.

“Can’t go no furder, not one blessed step. You go on, Misser Redgrave,

and leave me here. I go ’long a Misser Waldron.” Here his dark eyes

gleamed. “He very glad to see Doorival again. I believe Wondabyne ahead;

you make haste.”

Jack’s only reply to this was to pick the boy up and to stagger on with

him across his shoulder. For some distance he managed by frantic effort

and sheer power of will to support the burden; but his failing muscles

all but brought him heavily to the earth over every slight obstruction.

He was compelled to halt, and, placing the lad at the foot of a tree, he

extemporized a sort of couch for him of leaves and branches.

“Now look here, Doorival,” he said; “you and I are not dead yet, though

close up, I know. I will go on, and if I get to the water before

daylight I will come back and bring you on. I will keep the same track

till I drop. I know the river is ahead, perhaps not very far. I break

the branches and leave track. You come on to-morrow morning if you don’t

see me. Now, good-night. I’ll leave Help with you.”

The boy’s dull eye glistened as he placed his arm round the neck of the

dog, who, with the wondrous sympathy of his race, sat in front of the

exhausted lad, looking wistfully into his face. Famishing as was the

brute himself, he had made no independent excursions for the water he so

sorely needed, but had followed patiently the feeble steps of his

comrades in misfortune. At his master’s word he lay down in an attitude

of watchfulness by the fainting boy, and remained to share a lingering

death, as Jack’s steps died away in the distance.

John Redgrave shook the boy’s hand, parting as those who, in a common

adventure, have been more closely knit together by the presence of

danger and of death. Then he strode on—weak, weary, alone, but still

defiant of Fate. For more than two hours he pressed forward

unwaveringly, though conscious of increasing weakness of mind and body.

The timber became more dense, and his progress was retarded by small

obstacles which still were sufficient to entangle his feeble feet. Then

his brain began to wander. Sometimes he thought he was at Marshmead. He

heard plainly the musical cry of the swans in the great meres, and the

shrill call of the plover, circling and wheeling over the broad marshes.

If he could only get through this timber he would see the reed-brake

ahead, and, falling into the knee-deep water, would lap and lave till

his fevered soul was cooled. Then a white shape walked beside him, and

extended a hand pointing towards that bright star. It was Maud

Stangrove, though her face was turned away—and the Shape was misty,

transparent, indistinct—he knew every curve and outline of that

faultless figure, the poise of her head, the swaying grace of her step.

She had come to tell him that her pure spirit had passed from earth,

that _his_ hour was come—that they would be united for ever beyond yon

fair star—that toil and weariness, hope, fear, and mordant anxiety, the

fierce pangs, the evil dreams of this vain life, were over. Be it so—he

was content. Let the end come.

Then the fair shape floated onward, gazing on him with sad, luminous

eyes, as of farewell. The look of despairing fondness, of unutterable

pity, was more than his overwrought senses could bear. He threw up his

arms, and calling on the name of his lost love dashed madly through the

dense undergrowth. Suddenly he was sensible of a crushing blow, of

intense pain, then of utter darkness, and John Redgrave fell prone, and

lay as one dead.

He awoke at length to full consciousness of his position and

surroundings, more clear, perhaps, from the loss of blood which had

followed the blow against his brow from the jagged limb of a dead tree

against which he had staggered and fallen. The moon shone clearly, the

night was cool almost to coldness. He felt revived, but full of

indignation. It was the ingenious cruelty which restores the fainting

man to the dire torments of the rack. His swollen tongue, which all that

day his mouth had been unable to contain, was covered, as were his face

and throat, with ants. His throat was parched still, but his brain was

revived. He rose to his feet, sternly obstinate while life yet

flickered. Onward still. He would die with his face to the river. He

would crawl when he could no longer walk. He would die as a man should

die.

Onward—still onward; he remembered his course, and the star which

Doorival called Irara. Weak at first, but gradually rallying, he walked

steadily and more cautiously forward. An hour passed. The temporary

feeling of excitement has subsided, and overpowering, leaden drowsiness

is pressing heavily upon his brain. Again he sinks to the earth, half

fearing, half wishing to rise no more. Suddenly he hears the whistling

wings of a flight of birds which sweep overhead. His languid senses are

aroused; he watches mechanically the dark, swift forms cleave the air in

relief against the clear sky. They are wild-fowl, on their way, no

doubt, to distant waters. His gaze follows them as they glide forward in

swaying file, and suddenly, with the plummet-like fall, drop and

disappear.

Merciful Heaven! can it be? Versed in all the habits of fur and feather,

as becomes a sworn sportsman, well he knows that when such birds drop

they drop in water, in _water_! He staggers to his feet, and stumbling,

reeling, tottering like a drunken man, makes for the place where they

became invisible. One glance, one hoarse broken cry of joy, pain,

rapture mingled in one utterance, and he is on his knees beside a

gleaming, rushing stream. He hears the gurgling, whistling note of the

delighted birds that are diving and splashing and chasing one another in

ecstasy of enjoyment. It is the Wondabyne! He remains upon his knees

looking for some seconds at the starry heavens; then, slowly and

sparingly, he drinks at intervals; he laves his brow and parched and

bleeding lips again and again in the cool waters. Then he carefully

fills the tin cup which hangs from a leather strap at his waist, and

turns on his track to the boy Doorival. Him he finds still sleeping,

with the dog beside him, who barks joyously at his approach. He wakes

him, and pointing to the tin cup, of which the boy drinks eagerly,

repeats but the single word “Wondabyne.”

It is enough; Doorival arises, staggers off with him, as one risen from

the dead.

Once more he sees the reedy shore—the gleaming river into which Help

plunges incontinently. He has much difficulty in preventing Doorival

from “drinking himself to death.” Both assuage the fiery thirst which

has been burning up brain and marrow. Both throw themselves upon the

warm sandy turf, and sleep till the sun is far on his path on the

morrow.

The battle is won—the standard is planted—all is plain and easy

journeying for the future. They are close to the mail track; another

day’s journey will bring them to the actual settled country.

On the morrow, just before sunset, they reach The Pioneers’ Royal Hotel,

a palatial weather-board edifice, apparently dropped down like an

aerolite upon the bare red soil of the plain. If it has no other

advantages, it possesses the inestimable one of being the mail depot.

That invaluable custodian of her Majesty’s correspondence, the mailman,

passes the door daily. To-morrow, if need be, John Redgrave may put

himself, his followers, and his tenders “on board” of this unpretending

express waggon, which bears the fortunes, the passions, the emotions,

the whole abstract life of the interior, to the metropolis.

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