SWEET SOLACE.
Jack was willing to live on bread and water for a week; he would have
acknowledged the justice of any penalty short of death, for the
burning of the stable would not appear to him other than a dreadful
calamity for which he was primarily responsible. He did not mean
anything wrong, to be sure, when he designated the stable as the place
for the game, but it began to seem to him that what one meant or did
not mean was of very little consequence when he made any departures
from the beaten path of rectitude. He had not put matches in his
pocket for the sake of burning the stable; he had meant nothing wrong
by sitting on his jacket that night—he had only done so that he might
be cooler, and that it might prevent the sharp stalks of hay from
protruding so successfully through his thin trowsers. He could not
foresee that the Pinkshaw twin—hang him!—would get angry, and stamp
over that coat as he struck the winner—for that was undoubtedly the
time, when, under the crunching of the Pinkshaw shoe-heel, the matches
were ignited. Why couldn't the old jacket have burned up, instead of
remaining to tell tales? What could have brought the gunmaker, usually
so industrious, to view so uninteresting an object as a burned stable,
and how came he to walk just where he could espy his own saw? Why
should the doctor have assumed, at sight, that the yard of hose had
been cut from his own carriage sprinkler? And why had the whole affair
happened on the evening preceding clean stocking day?
"Morality is the order of things." Jack may never have heard this
saying, but he became slowly of an opinion which embodied the same
idea, and he determined upon a reformation which should leave nothing
to be desired in point of thoroughness. He would not say anything
about it to his father and mother, but he would let the truth burst
upon them of its own irresistible force some day. He had his doubts as
to whether an announcement of his resolution would have any particular
effect any way, for his parents had heard something of the sort
before, without beholding any particular fruition thereof. He would
give up every single pleasure which could not be justified by the
Bible itself. His issue of veracity with the Pinkshaw twin came to his
mind, with the suggestion that the only boyish method of settling such
affairs was hardly consistent with the nature of his good resolutions.
Still, had not Ananias and Sapphira been struck dead for lying?—surely
to give the Pinkshaw twin a sound drubbing would not only be excusable
but necessary, as a matter of moral duty. Had not Mr. Daybright
himself preached a sermon to prove that every man was, morally, his
brother's keeper, and was not lying positively forbidden by one of the
Ten Commandments?
As for the stable, Jack determined that the first thousand dollars he
earned when he became a man should be given to his father to
compensate for the loss of the building and its contents. The building
cost but little more than half that sum, but the interest which would
accumulate in six or seven years would bring the loss up to the amount
determined upon, and Jack was determined to be honest to the last
penny. And if the Pinkshaw twin was any sort of a fellow when he
became a man—though from present appearances this seemed improbable—he
would see the justice of providing the money himself, for he had had
no moral right to get angry at the result of fair play, particularly
after having been himself detected in the act of cheating. Jack
determined to reason calmly with the Pinkshaw twin on this
subject—after the other settlement had been made, of course.
Then Jack began to realize that he had eaten a very light breakfast,
and that the smell of boiling and roasting and baking which was wafted
up from the kitchen was particularly tantalizing to a fellow who had
to dine on plain bread. But even this serious thought was overborne by
a graver one which came suddenly to his mind: could nice little Mattie
Barker ever bring herself to love a gambler who had burned down a
stable—his own father's stable, too? This was too great an agony to be
endured—he could give up his darling sins, but nice little Mattie
Barker was a darling of a different kind. Something ought to be done,
and that very promptly, to disabuse Mattie's mind of the erroneous
reports which would be sure to reach the young lady's ears, but what
could it be? He might write to her the plain, unvarnished tale of the
affair, but that would have to admit that he had gambled, and which
would Mattie be likely to dislike most—a possible incendiary or a
confessed gambler?
Suddenly, to Jack's great relief, there entered Matt, whom Mr.
Wittingham had failed to realize had been a participator in the
irregularities which led to the destruction of the barn. To him Jack
explained the situation regarding the stable, and a right doleful time
the two boys had together until Jack remembered that he had not yet
informed his bosom-friend of the affair with the political meeting.
Jack endeavored to recount the incidents thereof in the light of his
new resolutions, but Matt's hilarity became speedily contagious, and
within a scant ten minutes Jack detected himself, to his great horror,
in the act of framing a revised and enlarged order of disturbances for
the next great Puttytop meeting, which would take place in about a
fortnight, and was arranging that Matt, whom he had half an hour
before vowed to lead into right ways, should blow torpedoes at the
speaker through the open windows from a long tube which Jack would
have made for the purpose.
Then nice little Mattie Barker came to mind during a lull in the
conversation, love being merely secondary to action, as it is in most
other restless natures, and Jack, not without some confusion and
halting of speech, informed Matt that he was in love.
"Why, are you sure?" asked Matt.
"It's a dead sure thing," declared Jack.
"Dear me!" ejaculated Matt.
"Dear Mattie Barker!" exclaimed Jack, and instantly his countenance
ran through the whole chromatic scale of facial expression, and then
dropped low, perhaps to rest from its sudden exertion.
"That's who, is it?" said Matt.
"Yes," said Jack. "I didn't mean to tell you, Matt, but it came out
all of a sudden. I meant to ask you, though, to go and explain things
to her, so she shouldn't have to think any worse of me than she needs
to."
"All right," said the literal Matt, "but I couldn't very well have
told her if I hadn't known who she was, you see."
"Yes, that's true," admitted Jack.
"Well, I guess I had better do it at once, for I saw her sitting on
the back piazza, peeling peaches, as I came along, and there's no time
like the present, you know."
Jack acknowledged to himself the general application of Matt's plea
for promptness, but he somehow wished that the explanation might be
deferred, for he was doubtful as to what message to send, so he asked:
"What will you tell her, Matt?"
"Oh, I'll say you didn't set the barn afire," said Matt, "and that
your worst present fear is that she may believe you did."
"That's pretty good," said Jack, beginning to walk up and down the
room, "and it's delicate, too; you can tell her I haven't sent that
message to any other girl in town, and that I'd rather die than do it.
Go ahead."
But Matt could not think of anything else to say, and Jack himself
thought of something, but made several ineffectual attempts to give
voice to it. At length he assumed a heroic attitude and said:
"Tell her that in my rigorous confinement my sole comfort is taken
from thoughts of her."
"Golly!" exclaimed Matt; "that sounds just like a book! It's just
stunning. I'll write that down and commit it to memory on the way, for
it's too good to spoil."
Matt pencilled the sentence on the back of a bill which he had been
sent to pay, and over Matt's shoulder Jack read the words several
times, with a comfort which gradually grew into pride. Then he said:
"I wish I had something to send her as a proof of my—regard. Do you
suppose she ever plays marbles nowadays—I've got a gorgeous glass
alley that I could send her."
"I don't know about that," said Matt, thinking profoundly, "but I
guess it would be all right, for she can trade it to her brother Billy
for his sleigh-line to make a skipping-rope of—I'll just suggest that
to her."
"Good," said Jack. "You are a true friend, Matt. When do you suppose
you could come back and report? I can't wait till to-morrow morning,
but mother won't let you come in a second time to-day, I'm afraid."
"I'll come under the window and whistle," said Matt, "and you can put
your head out and I'll whisper up."
"All right," said Jack, "and you'll hurry, won't you?"
Matt promised haste and departed just in time, for Jack's father came
in to say that now that Matt had become a gambler, his visits would
have to be discontinued. Then Jack felt desolate indeed, and he cried,
and began to make a series of promises, but he was cut short with the
remark:
"I've heard a great deal from a promising boy; I think I'd enjoy a
performing one, as a change."
Jack had thought some of developing to his father his great plan of
restitution for the burned stable. But now he determined most
resolutely to remand this great deed to the limbo of surprises,
although six or seven years would be a great while to defer the
enjoyment of observing the effect upon the doctor of the intended
operation.
Then Jack's mother came in, bearing a tray containing several slices
of bread and a glass of water, and she held the tray before her,
exclaiming:
"Behold the wages of iniquity, my son."
Jack beheld, with a hungry glance, and determined that iniquity,
besides being unpleasant, was paid for in currency of but slight
intrinsic value. He recalled, somewhat to his confusion, the passage
of Scripture which asserts that the wicked "have more than heart can
wish," and he wondered if his spare repast might not be an indication
that he was not so very wicked after all.
"Jack," said Mrs. Wittingham, "you are killing me by inches. I've
reached an age when I am easily affected by anything unusual, whether
it is good or bad, and everything I hear about you upsets me."
"Nobody ever says anything about the good things I do, mother,"
complained Jack.
Mrs. Wittingham remembered to have had some such thought at certain
times in her own life, when her good deeds were regarded as actual
matters of course, whereas her petty imperfections had been causes of
complaint and unkindness. But to admit such a thing would be to give
the boy sympathy, and should wrong-doers have the consolation which
sympathy would afford? So Mrs. Wittingham lost an opportunity of at
least narrowing the gulf between her only child and herself, and
continued:
"Oh, dear!—I would give anything if I could understand you. I never
did any of the dreadful things you do."
"You were a girl," explained Jack.
"My brothers never did such things, either," said Mrs. Wittingham.
"I guess they didn't run and tell you every time they did anything,"
the boy suggested.
"They had nothing to tell," said Mrs. Wittingham. And she told the
truth; her brothers had lacked the vitality necessary to persistent
mischief-making and had always been considered good boys, though their
manliness after they reached adult years was strictly of a negative
nature, and they had invariably failed in business and everything else
they undertook, barring the one who had used slyness as a substitute
for strength, and decamped for parts unknown with the funds of a
corporation of which he had been cashier. But Jack could devise no
retort to his mother's last remark, so he moodily took a slice of
bread, and the lady departed, contemplating her son with a look far
more loving than she ever indulged in when the boy's eyes were upon
her.
Jack ate his dinner with considerable gusto, complaining to himself
only of insufficient quality. As he lifted the last slice from the
plate he discovered a bit of paper under it, upon which was pencilled
the Scriptural saying, "The wicked shall not live out half their
days," and Jack considered this line the most unsatisfactory dessert
that had ever been placed before him. He admitted the truth of all
Scripture, however, and he meekly hoped that he might live long enough
to earn money to make the payment for that burned stable—this he could
surely do, if the wicked were allowed a full half of three score and
ten years.
A sudden whistle under the window banished every thought, pleasant and
unpleasant, except of nice little Mattie Barker, and though from where
Jack sat to the window measured only three or four steps of distance,
Jack felt that he consumed at least an hour in traversing it. Finally
he looked down, and Matt looked up and whispered:
"It's all right."
"Glory!" whispered Jack.
"The glass alley went right to the spot," continued Matt, "for she
said she'd wanted that sleigh-line for months, but Billy had been too
stingy for anything."
"What did she say—about me, I mean," whispered Jack.
"Oh, nothing much," said Matt, "that is—well, she said it was too bad
that you couldn't get out, and that you should have to suffer for
somebody else's meanness, but she hoped you'd never gamble again."
"I won't," said Jack: "I'll swear it on my Testament, right away." And
Jack's head was withdrawn for a moment, and then reappeared, its owner
remarking:
"There—that thing is fixed."
"And she sent you a posy—I've got it in my hat. How will I get it up
to you?"
"I'll let a fish line down," whispered Jack, and hastily suited the
action to the word. "Put it on the upper hook," Jack continued,
"that's a new one, and no fish has ever mussed it any."
The precious token of regard was hauled up, and Jack kissed it,
modestly retiring his head as he did so. Then he looked from the
window again, with an extremely radiant face, and whispered:
"Oh, Matt, I never was so happy in all my life!"
"Not even when you'd got up to a woodpecker's nest?" asked Matt.
"No," said Jack, "nor when I caught that big salmon last year,
either."
"Is that so?" asked Matt, reflectively. "Then I guess it's time for me
to be thinking about getting in love. And I know it's dinner time.
Good-bye."
Matt departed, and for the first time in his life, Jack did not regret
the absence of his favorite companion. Fortunately he had not drunk
the water from his goblet, so he placed the flowers therein, and he
looked at them, collectively and individually, and he took them out
again and kissed their stems, because those were what nice little
Mattie Barker's fingers had touched when she plucked them, and he
skipped six or seven years as if they were mere syllogisms and he a
politician, and his fancy invested him with a moustache and nice
little Mattie Barker in a dress which touched the ground, and they
were living in a beautiful house overlooking the river, with the
finest of fishing rods and double-barrelled guns on racks in the
parlor, and a beautiful easy chair which should be Matt's very own,
and a span of crack horses, which he would sometimes lend his father,
and things, and things, and things.
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