CHAPTER III.

THE WAY OF THE PRIMITIVE.

Claire was the first to wake. She sat up and gazed around her. The

morning sun was just breaking through a heavy fog that had drifted in

from the ocean. Her clothes were damp, and she was chilled through,

while her swollen and discolored ankle throbbed with steady pain. She

looked down at the sleeping man beside her, and her forehead gathered in

a little thoughtful frown. Then she looked around her again. Despite the

knowledge of their desperate situation, she could not help noticing the

beauty of the scene.

Great trees grew in massive profusion all about them. Heavy tropical

moss hung from the branches and trailed its green mat over the stones.

Birds were beginning to sing, their notes breaking the silence of the

place in sharp thrills. Then she studied her companion. Finally, she

laughed aloud.

"Lawrence," she said gaily.

He turned and sat up, yawning drowsily. "What is it?" he demanded.

"We are certainly the primitive pair."

"H-m, I suppose. Anyhow, I feel better for my sleep."

"It's beastly cold," returned Claire, "and my ankle is playing fits and

jerks with me."

"We'll have to do something about it," he said earnestly. She did not

answer.

"We can bind it up, I presume," he went on. "But it's a frightful

inconvenience."

"Admitted," she said quickly. "It can't be helped, however."

"I'm very much for a fire," he suggested, as though he had not noticed

the hints of hardness in her voice.

"Some twenty feet ahead is a flat rock. We might build one there. Have

you matches?"

He shook his head. "We'll have to go it primeval."

"But I don't see how," she began.

"Never mind," he answered, with a malicious grin. "I do know some few

things."

"Perhaps you also know how to find food when there isn't any," she

retorted.

He rose without replying.

"Well," she continued, "I see plenty of roots and stuff. We may as well

prepare to eat them. It's unbelievable that I should be here, and with

you. It's a horrible nightmare, this being stranded and lame out here

somewhere with a blind man."

He winced, but answered quietly: "I'm not especially charmed myself. I

could prefer other things."

She looked at him and smiled. "Don't ever let me repeat those

sentiments," she said, simply. "I'm sorry. Of course you aren't to

blame, and I shouldn't have said that."

He stepped forward timidly. "Will you suggest the best means of finding

dry wood?" he asked, as though the matter were forgotten.

She pursed her lips and looked around her. "This moss seems to be feet

deep," she said at last. "You might dig up some that is dry, and with

that as a starter you can add twigs."

He stopped and began to tear away the moss. His hands were stiff, but he

worked rapidly and before long he had a heap of the brown, dry stuff

from underneath.

She watched him silently. When he stopped, she said: "Straight to your

left is the rock. Get the fire started. Then you can move the invalid."

He took the moss and felt his way to the rock, which was eight or ten

feet square and practically flat, standing up almost a foot from the

ground.

"Now, for a dry stick or two," he said, cheerily.

She directed him, and at last he found what he thought would do. Then

began the age-old procedure of twisting a pointed stick between one's

hands, the point resting on another piece of wood, until friction

brought a flame. It was a long, hard experiment; several times he

stopped to rest; but the consciousness of the skeptical expression he

knew to be on her face sent him quickly back again to his task. At last

the moss began to burn. True, it smoked much and flamed little, but he

gathered twigs from the shrubs near by and in time had a good fire. Then

he carried Claire to the rock and set her down beside it. She leaned her

elbow on the edge and said, happily: "It's quite a success, Lawrence. I

really feel as though we were progressing."

"Our woodcraft will doubtless improve with experience," he answered.

"Next, I guess we had better bathe your ankle," he observed, as though

giving due care to the order of procedure.

"Very well," she replied.

At her suggestion he gathered moss and wet it in the tiny stream. She

wound it about her ankle and held it tightly.

"Now the surgeon orders splints and bandages," she said.

He brought several sticks, and with a strip which she tore from the

lining of his coat, she bound them fast.

"There," she said, sighing, for the pain was wearing. "That ought to

help. I wonder what our distant grandparents did in such cases."

"Made the best of it," he said cheerfully. "Many of them died, I

suppose."

"And we are back again at their game. Whether we can outwit the master

strategist and survive, is at least interesting to try."

"In any event, we'll have to eat to do it," he said shortly.

She studied the greenery about her, meditatively. "It's probable that

most any of these things are edible, but are they nourishing?"

"We'll try them. Which shall I get?" he asked.

"I hate to start in on roots or leaves. If we only had some berries!"

He got up determinedly. "I'll go down the ravine and hunt. If I get

mixed in directions, I'll shout."

She watched him go, and when he had disappeared through the trees she

felt strangely sadder and very much alone. She fell to wondering if he

were really so necessary to her. Sooner or later would come the

inevitable problem between them. Would he fall in love with her, and

would she, in the days that they might be alone together, find his

companionship growing into any really vital proportion in her life? That

she, Claire Barkley, rich and independent, whose life had been selfish

to a marked degree and who had never considered anything except from the

point of view of vigor, perfection, or beauty, should ever love a blind

man was incredible.

"No," she thought, "not even the closest of daily relationships with him

could ever make me really care. He is not of my life." She wondered how

much she would sacrifice for him if it were necessary in their

pilgrimage toward civilization, and she answered herself, frankly: "No

more than I must to maintain a balance in our forced business

partnership." She knew that was all this meant to her.

From down the ravine she heard him shouting lustily, and she answered,

her clear, rich voice waking pleasant echoes as she called. She waited

for some time before he came. In his arms he carried a bundle of

branches loaded with red berries, while in one hand was a clump of large

mushrooms.

Claire watched him as he approached, and was surprised at the ease with

which he walked. There was less hesitation in his stride than she had

thought, and he came briskly through the trees, dodging as though by

instinct.

When he reached the rock, it was characteristic of her that she said:

"You came through those trees remarkably well."

He laughed. "I have an uncanny way of feeling things on my face before

they touch me. I experimented somewhat with it in the laboratory at

college. It's a sort of tropism, perhaps, such as bugs have, that

enables them to keep between two planks or that turns plant-roots toward

the sun. Anyway, I've brought some breakfast. These berries may be good,

and these other things may be toadstools. I brought them along."

"How does one tell?" she asked.

"Oh, mushrooms are pink underneath and ribbed like a fan."

She examined them and said they might be mushrooms, they looked it. He

sat down again, but not until he had replenished the fire.

"They may be poison, both of them," he hazarded. "That's our sporting

chance. Will you try them?"

Claire took some of the berries and ate them. "I don't feel anything

yet," she announced after a minute's solemn munching.

"Oh, you probably won't for several hours anyway," he said lightly. Then

he continued: "If we could devise a way, we might heat water and cook

the mushrooms. Then, too, I've been thinking we might even catch a

bird."

"Neither sounds very simple."

"Nothing in life is simple," he replied. "At home, in America, where we

leave food-getting to the farmer, dress from a store, and go to heaven

by way of a minister, things are fairly well arranged, but here we

aren't even sure of salvation unless we mind the business of thinking."

He continued after a pause. "Of course, I don't especially remember that

I counted on heaven. It always seemed a bit distant in the face of

living and working. Perhaps, however, you counted it as vital."

"I was fairly occupied with more immediate things," she answered.

"However, that is a different world from this. What we did then can't

especially matter to us here. This is our place of business, so to

speak, and social life doesn't factor."

"I see." He accepted the snub thoughtfully. "But this business of ours

will grow exceedingly irksome without talk. I doubt if we can find the

means of escape an all-sufficient topic."

"We haven't boiled our water yet," she said. "And the bird is still free

to roam."

He did not carry on his line of thought aloud. If she had known what was

going on in his mind, she might have been angered. He was wondering just

how much thinking she was capable of. Certain that she was beautiful, he

had scarcely allowed that to occupy him. His experience had led him to

estimate people almost wholly by their ability to be open-minded. In his

struggle against blindness, he had concluded that open minds were rare

indeed, and persons who limited his freedom of action or tended to baby

him he had grown to dismiss with a shrug. Claire did not belong to that

class. "She has shown remarkable willingness to let me go my own pace,"

he thought, "but is this due to her mind or to mere indifference?" He

decided at last that the relationship would be tiresome for both of

them, and that she was not especially eager to prevent it from being so.

This conclusion led him to adopt a definite attitude toward her. She

could do as she pleased; he, for his part, would treat her simply as an

uninteresting person, a machine that furnished the eyes which he could

use in his travel to liberty.

He recalled how, when he had been displeased with convention, he had

thought of life in the wild as the best possible means of liberty, and

he laughed.

Claire looked up. "What is there amusing just now?"

"Myself, and you."

"Why, pray, am I amusing?" Then she was sorry she had said it.

"Because you are you."

"And are you other than yourself?" she asked scornfully.

"Not at all, but my own particular interests seem infinitely more

important to me than there is any possibility of yours doing."

"You mean to say that you are an egotist."

"Frankly, I am," he agreed. "One is an egotist, I suppose, when he finds

himself and his needs and whims essentially worth while. I'll admit I

find mine so. Perhaps you feel the same about yours. One scarcely knows

where egotism and vanity meet or end in a woman." He smiled, for he

meant that to provoke, and it did.

Claire's voice was edged when she replied. "A very penetrating remark.

With men generally, vanity seems to be a widely extended cloak to spread

over all things in a woman that they cannot dispose of in any other way.

If I find you dull, or if I am not struck with your ability, or if you

do not seem to me sufficiently fascinating, I am possessed of feminine

vanity."

"Precisely. And why not? If I choose to regard myself as all those

things which you deny, why shouldn't I find the fault in you rather than

in myself?"

"Because it may be in you," suggested Claire.

"It may, but that doesn't alter the case. I quite agree that you are

right, but none the less you are at fault, because I, Lawrence, am the

most important of all things to me."

She did not answer. The conversation seemed to her useless. She saw no

reason for arguing the matter, and she half suspected that he was simply

teasing her. Besides, she could not but feel that to sit here in his

coat and discuss egotism was a trifle ridiculous. He was merely trying

to establish a friendship in talk which she did not care to encourage.

That was her conclusion.

As he rose to gather more sticks, he asked: "Do you happen to see a rock

that flattens to an edge?"

Told where he might find one, he brought it and struck it hard against

their boulder. It did not break. "It may do," he said thoughtfully, and

began to grind it against the side of the other rock. He worked steadily

and long, and the result was a fairly good edge, which was nicked and

toothed, but still an edge. He laid it down with a sigh of contentment.

"My first tool," he commented.

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