CHAPTER XX.

FROM HIS RETURN FROM RUSSIA TO HIS LAST JOURNEY.

1853-1858.

John Yeardley had scarcely returned to England before war was declared

with Russia. The confirmation he received from this lamentable event, that

his journey had been made at the opportune time, filled his heart with

gratitude. The work he had been able to do had been small, but he had the

satisfaction of knowing that it had been accomplished at the only juncture

in which it would have been practicable.

The year 1853, he writes, closed with many mercies to a poor unworthy

servant. I consider it a great blessing to have accomplished the visit

through Russia and to Constantinople before the horrible war broke out.

What a frightful state are things in at the present moment!--no access

could be had to those countries.

In the Spring of 1854 he spent some time at Bath. He attended, whilst

there, a public meeting appointed by Sarah Squire, in which he had a

testimony to offer in the gospel. Hearing afterwards that a military man

who was present had been brought to conviction by the doctrine which had

been declared, J.Y. noted in his Diary the subject on which he had

preached.

4 _mo_. 2.--I recollect, he says, alluding to the awful state of the

times in which we live, and the need of a refuge in God, and the

blessedness of the consolations of the Holy Spirit in a time of trouble.

That the Spirit of God was the first agent in the work of man's salvation,

bringing to the Saviour who died for sinners: the Father drawing to the

Son, the Son perfecting the work, and presenting each member of the living

church without spot or wrinkle to the Father. Blessed unity of Father,

Son, and Holy Spirit! The Father creating, the Son redeeming, the Holy

Spirit sanctifying.

In making a brief note of the Yearly Meeting this year, John Yeardley

takes occasion to record his sentiments on a subject which then, as now,

strongly engaged the attention of the Society.

The Yearly Meeting has been a precious time; it has strengthened the bond

of love and unity. There is, under all discouragements, a love to the

Society manifested in the young people of both sexes. It is true there is

a great want of bearing of the cross, and many are seeking for excuses to

persuade themselves that many of those things that have long distinguished

our Society are now no longer of use. But I still think there is more

religion in many of our young members than their outward appearance would

authorize us to believe. I love to cleave to the good, and to hold out a

helping hand to encourage the tender budding of grace, and for the good to

overcome the evil. I want them to be brought to conviction, and to be told

that they are not required to wear plain clothes, and to use plain speech,

because our Friends have done so, but because Christianity leads into

simplicity, and the language of Scripture is that of truthfulness, and to

follow the changing fashions of the world is too low for the notice of the

Christian whose heart is placed on heavenly things, and whose time is too

precious to be spent on trifles. There is no peace to the regenerated

heart equal to a devotedness of life in promoting the extension of the

Saviour's kingdom upon earth.

He soon after alludes to the Memoir of Joseph John Gurney, then just

published, and to the sharp stimulus which he received from its perusal--a

stimulus which minds fixed upon improvement always receive from the vivid

representation of time and talents diligently employed.

6 _mo_. 16.--Many of my solitary moments are cheered, and I am

greatly edified, in reading J.J. Gurney's Memoirs. It is a real privilege

to be introduced into the daily walk of the life of a Christian man with

such an enlightened and enlarged mind, whose expansive heart is filled

with love for the whole human race. Strengthened by faith, and filled with

the unction of the Spirit, his life was devoted to doing good to the

family of man, laboring for the conversion of sinners, and comforting

believers.

The diligence of J.J. Gurney in study, &c., has stimulated me to renew the

reading of the Greek New Testament, but I sink into the dust when I see

what he accomplished in comparison of my own insignificance. It is,

however, a comfort to know that I have a merciful Lord, who will not

require of me the exercise of gifts that I have not received. O that I may

he more faithful in the employment of the capacity which has been

entrusted to me, for the good of souls and the honor of my Lord!

The reflections which follow add another to the numberless testimonies of

the saints' experience, that the Christian life is a continual warfare.

I am sensible of having lost ground for some time past for want of more

diligence in watchfulness and prayer. I have been deeply sorry for it, and

I do hope my compassionate Lord has forgiven me. As a proof of his

forgiveness, I am permitted to enjoy once more the smiles of his

countenance, which cheer my lonely walk. How greatly do I long for more

intimate communion with the Beloved of my soul, the precious Saviour! Lord

_preserve_ me in _every moment_ of _temptation_, and make

me more entirely thine! Grant me more confidence in the immediate action

of thy Spirit in the ministry of the word, that my communications of this

nature may be deep and clear, and under the unction of thy Holy Spirit.

_Amen_!

6 _mo_. 23.--This morning I have been favored, more than usual, in my

endeavor to pour out my soul before God in prayer, in desiring more purity

of heart, more faith; and that it might please my compassionate Lord to

sustain and console me in my solitary lot, and preserve me faithful to the

end of the race. Many relatives and near friends were brought to my

remembrance, whom I endeavored to present to the mercy of a merciful God.

In the same diary is an appropriate notice of Dr. Steinkopf, and a tender

tribute to the memory of Martha Yeardley.

The other evening was spent at J. and M.C.S.'s with Dr. Steinkopf. "The

hoary head" of this aged and experienced Christian is as "a crown of

glory," for "it is found in the way of righteousness." He is full of love,

speaking constantly out of a grateful heart of the mercies of his God.

Before parting he read a few verses, exhorted us and supplicated for us.

A little more than three years have fled away since my precious and

dearly-beloved M.Y. entered on a blissful eternity. How do I feel the loss

of her sweet, cheerful, and edifying society! Ever since her blessed

spirit fled from earth to heaven, she has never by night or day been long

absent from my thoughts. How often does my soul pant and pray for a

preparation of heart for that blissful state where she now is, near to her

precious Saviour, who redeemed her with his own blood. He enabled her to

serve him when on earth, and now she sings his praises in heaven. What a

charm did she impart to my daily life! Our pursuits were always one and

the same; and now what a desert I still have before me,--but it may be

very short.

In the Eighth Month, John Yeardley went to Minden on a visit to Ernst

Peitsmeyer, whose daughter Sophie had been for some time his kind and

cheerful companion, and who now, with her parents and other friends,

welcomed him again to Germany. Whilst at Minden he derived benefit from

the sulphur baths of the Klause, not far from the town.

The bath, he says, is one hour's gentle exercise on the saddle. The farm

where the spring is stands quite alone in the midst of a wood, and the way

to it is delightful,--much suited to my taste. Sophie rides sometimes with

me: it cheers me to have her trotting by my side.

The handful of inquiring persons at Obernkirchen, whom J.Y. visited on

his return from Norway, continued to claim his sympathy, and one First-day

he joined them at their usual place of worship.

It was, he writes, a refreshing time in this little meeting. When the

little company first met together they were dragged into the street by the

police; but they persevered, and, on making an appeal to the magistrate at

Rinteln, stated their case with so much simplicity that the government has

granted them liberty to meet together undisturbed. How marvellous, the

Friends are protected; and the Baptists, under the same government, are

persecuted with increasing rigor! No interference on their behalf has been

of the least use.--(_Dairy and Letter_.)

In the Fourth Month of 1855 John Yeardley received a certificate "to visit

his friends in Yorkshire, and to hold meetings with persons not in

church-fellowship" with Friends.

I arrived at Halifax, he says, in a letter of the 28th of the Fourth

Month, on Fifth-day evening, and attended the Monthly Meeting of Brighouse

on the 20th. It looked formidable to me in prospect on the first entering

into harness; but I hope the meeting proved a good introduction, and I saw

a good specimen of a large, harmonious, and well-conducted Monthly

Meeting. There might be near 250 members present.

When he had completed the service, he took a week of repose at Harrowgate,

where he briefly reviews his journey.

5 _mo_. 29.--In passing along through my native county, I found many

countenances missing which were very familiar to me years ago, and who are

now gone to their rest. But I was comforted to find in many places a race

of young people springing up who bore the marks of being plants of my

Heavenly Father's right-hand planting, and who gave hopes of becoming

useful in his Church. It is with a grateful heart that I record the mercy

of my Lord, in that he has granted me strength in a remarkable manner to

do what he put in my heart to do, from place to place. Blessed be his

name!

After having finished the service in Yorkshire, I have had a week's

tarriance at Harrowgate. The rest and quiet have proved beneficial to my

health, and very precious have been the seasons of sweet communion I have

been permitted to hold with my God in this retirement.

This summer he repeated his visit to Minden, and hired a lodging at the

Klause. A reflection in one of the letters which he wrote from this

retreat affords a pleasing glimpse of his mind:--

I sometimes think that a large portion of comfort and joy are allowed to

those who really love the Lord; and how chastened are the pleasures of the

humble Christian! They abide with us long after the causes of them are

passed away; and the more our permitted pleasures are enjoyed under a

grateful sense of the goodness of the bountiful Giver, the longer they may

be permitted to us.

In the Ninth Month, he attended the Two-months' Meeting at Pyrmont. It was

not without emotion that he visited once more the place which had been so

familiar to him in earlier days. The hopes he had then conceived, and

which, as we have seen, he had so fondly cherished, with regard to the

Society of Friends in that part, had been disappointed; the little company

had dwindled in numbers and declined in religious influence; and when he

took leave of Pyrmont for the last time, it was with a sorrowful heart.

From Minden, accompanied by Sophie Peitsmeyer, he went southwards, and

took up his abode at the little town of Neuveville, on the Lake of Bienne,

in Switzerland.

I spent, he says, two or three days at Neufchatel, and visited many of my

old friends in the place and neighborhood; but it was affecting to find

how many of those I had known years ago were no longer on this earth.

Madame Pétavel was as warm-hearted as ever; the professor, her husband,

is ripening for heaven.

John Yeardley had gone to Neuveville with the intention of passing the

winter in Switzerland. After remaining a month, however, he returned to

England; and this change of mind was the result of a remarkable

circumstance. He became silent and reserved, with the air and manners of

one who is not at peace with himself; until one night, when he was heard

to cry out in a loud tone, as though speaking to some one. The next

morning at breakfast he appeared subdued and full of tenderness; and on

his young friend inquiring what had made him cry out in the night, he told

her that he must return home, for there was more work for him to do. He

said that a prospect of service in the gospel had latterly opened before

him, and that as he had greatly desired to remain in Switzerland, he had

striven against the sense of duty and refused to yield; but that during

the night he had had a vision, in which he heard the command repeated to

return home and enter again upon his labor, and that he felt, as he

thought, the touch of the heavenly messenger's hand. This caused him to

call out; and when he awoke, he found that willingness of spirit had taken

the place of his former obstinacy. Thus turned from his own purpose, he

set about to accomplish the will of his gracious Master with his usual

resolution, and they made the best of their way back to England. The

nature of the service which he saw before him is touched upon in the

following passage from a letter, dated Neuveville, the 14th of the Tenth

Month.

My home duties press heavily upon me.... Very long have I thought about

the young men, and the younger part of our Society; and I have a hope the

way will be made for my finding access to them, in a religious and social

point of view. Should it be permitted, the Lord grant that it may tend to

mutual comfort.

John Yeardley returned through Paris. He spent a day or two in that great

city, which he never saw "so quiet and free from soldiers." We extract

from his Diary a short note of a conversation which took place at the

_table d'hôte_ of the hotel where he lodged, and which appears to us

to be of an instructive character.

Two men contended respecting the motive by which mankind are influenced to

good actions. One attributed it to _reason_; the other held that it

was _virtue_ which restrains from evil and impels to good, and

maintained that we must do good actions from the love of justice and

virtue, and not from the fear of punishment or the hope of reward. The

latter had the advantage over his antagonist in the argument:--

I had not, says J.Y., taken part in the conversation; but at the close I

felt constrained to tell the _Christian_ that I confessed myself on

his side, because he had defended the truth; only that what he called

_virtue_, I called _the action of the spirit of God in the heart of

man_. With much animation, he clasped my hand in his, and cried,

"That is the very thing,--that is just what I mean!"

In the year 1856, he engaged in two religious visits at home, both of them

in accordance with the kind of service which had been unfolded to him in

the retirement of Neuveville, viz., mingled religious and social

intercourse with his younger fellow-members.

In reading the expression of his feelings in the prospect of the former of

these engagements, it is instructive to remark, that the same sense of

entire dependence which had bowed his spirit when required in early life

to make the first offering of this kind, was present with him when now

called upon to go forth in his Master's name for the twentieth time, and

when age and experience had given him reverence among men.

1 _mo_. 8.--To-morrow is our Monthly Meeting, when I expect to

propose to my Friends a visit to the meetings composing the Quarterly

Meetings of Bristol and Somerset, and Gloucester and Wilts. Every time any

fresh exercise turns up for me, it always feels as if it was the

_first_ time of entering into the holy harness. If my friends permit

me to proceed, I hope I shall be helped through it; but it looks

formidable.

21_st_.--Bristol is like a great mountain looking me in the face, and

weighing heavily upon my heart.

The following short memoranda of the way in which he was engaged at

Bristol are taken from his letters; the Diary, during his later years,

supplies few notes, either of his labors or his experience:--

3 _mo_.--I met at Richard Fry's house a large number of young men and

women teachers of the First-day School; forty-eight were present. An

opportunity was offered for my receiving and also communicating

information respecting schools and education. What makes the subject more

interesting in Bristol, is the attendance of more than one hundred of the

school children at meeting on First-day mornings, which, I think, has been

the practice for about ten years, and their behavior is orderly and good.

31_st_.--I am somewhat busily employed in this busy city in visiting

the young men. I find very ready access to them, and my engagement has the

hearty concurrence of all my friends. I am abundantly convinced that it

would have been a great mistake to have ran away from the place without

making the attempt at the performance of the present service. The usual

meetings for worship have been seasons of divine favor, some of them, I

think, extraordinarily so, which I consider a great mercy in my Heavenly

Father, when I consider the weakness of the poor instrument. It has been

announced for me to give a lecture this evening in the large

meeting-house, on my travels in Europe, a _sound_ which almost

frightens me. Friends really do not know what a poor thing I am.

By the kindness of a friend, we have been supplied with a pleasing

personal reminiscence of John Yeardley's visit to Bristol, which will help

to represent him as he was in later years.

Bristol, 6 mo. 8, 1859.

Since thou informed me of thy intention to compile a memoir of our late

dear friend John Yeardley, I have endeavored to recall the circumstances

of his visit to this city in the spring of the year 1856.

My impression is, that the most striking feature in his character was his

childlike simplicity, both in word and conduct. This very characteristic,

whilst it really increased his influence for good, especially with the

young, rendered it perhaps more difficult to trace, and now to describe,

the precise manner in which it was exercised. I believe that his Christian

labors here were very seasonable and very important, and that he was

enabled to perform a service which scarcely any one else would have been

equally qualified to render.

There was in him, so far as my observation went, no approach towards an

assumption of spiritual dignity; nor was there, on the other hand, that

which is perhaps a more frequent defect, anything of _feigned_

humility. His whole character seemed to me perfectly unaffected. To

whatever extent, therefore, his natural disposition may have fitted him

for profitable intercourse with the young, I think that the qualities

which I have attempted to describe rendered him peculiarly acceptable to

them. Many times, whilst he was amongst us, he alluded--I believe even in

his public ministry--to his delight in their society, somewhat in this

manner: "I love the company of those who tread the earth with an elastic

step." This prominent trait in his character was a striking illustration

of what may be termed _the corrective tendency_ of true religion, by

which in advanced life he was enabled to place himself, under the precious

influence of the love of Christ, in thorough sympathy with those whose

circumstances, in many respects, were so different from, his own.

But my object was to describe John Yeardley's meetings in Bristol. The

truth is, however, that in describing the man, one seems most truly to

describe his service. In addition to his family visits, he met a large

company of our members in our meeting-house, and gave an interesting

narrative of his journeys in Southern Russia and Greece. He afterwards

invited many of our young friends, especially those who were engaged as

teachers in our First-day Schools, to spend an evening with him. Meeting

at the house of a kind friend, we had an opportunity of hearing from his

own lips some interesting details of his labors, chiefly, I think, in

reference to the schools in Greece. With characteristic simplicity, he

made various inquiries respecting our own First-day Schools, in which he

felt a deep interest. The occasion was of a very sociable and easy

character, and well calculated to promote in his young friends the

_healthy tone_ of religious feeling which seemed so peculiarly to

belong to himself.

After Martha Yeardley's decease, and as years rolled on, his mind dwelt

still more habitually and more confidingly than ever on the approaching

end of the race.

4 _mo._ 24.--I cannot say my spirits are always high. There is an

individuality in the allotment of each of us which we must seek for grace

and aid to endure to the end. The road may be now and then a little rough,

but it cannot be very long, at least to some of us; and when the eye

closes under the last gleam of earthly light, and then opens in the full

brightness of eternal glory, to enjoy the fulness of a Saviour's love, it

will be bliss indeed.

Thinking his state of health unequal to the attendance of the Yearly

Meeting, he left London and again, resorted for a while to the baths near

Minden, where he passed two months in tranquil retirement. He had in

former visits been deeply interested in the sufferings of a Prussian

soldier who refused conscientiously to bear arms. The late Samuel Gurney

wrote to the King of Prussia, on behalf of the young man, who was in

consequence liberated from military service, but was sentenced to two

years' imprisonment. The term was not nearly expired; but John Yeardley,

whilst at Minden, heard that he had been released from prison by immediate

command of the King. J.Y. had "spent a First-day with him within the

gloomy walls in Duisburg," and was consequently the more ready to rejoice

in his liberation.

On his return to England, John Yeardley proceeded to Birmingham. His

service in this and the neighboring towns was similar to that which he had

had to perform at Bristol. He says:

By day I called on the sick and such as were confined at home. In the

evenings I met companies of young men and women. They were invited to the

Friends' houses where tea was first served, and then a religious occasion

of silence and exhortation, with supplication when felt to be under right

pointing. The remainder of the evening was spent in social converse. I am

very favorable to the mixing of social intercourse with gospel labor. All

seemed pleased, and I trust we were mutually edified. I was often

requested to give some account of my late journey and the state of

religion in the various countries where I had travelled; and the

conversation often, turned on points connected with our religious

principles.

Joseph Sturge, he continues, was from home. At the request of his wife I

dined at their house with twenty-five young culprits, whom J.S. has in his

Reformatory at Stoke, near Bromsgrove. They came in a van with horses to

spend the day. They are all such as have been once or twice in prison,

mostly for theft. I addressed them after dinner, and at tea-time I

questioned them as to Jesus Christ our Redeemer, on God, Heaven and Hell,

how to gain Heaven and avoid misery. I left them with a more favorable

impression than I otherwise should have had. Severe measures had failed to

improve them, but they seemed susceptible of kind treatment, and some of

them gave hopes of amendment.

9 _mo_. 21.--Visited the Boys' and Girls' First-day Schools.

Breakfasted with thirty teachers (young men) at the schools. About 370

boys present in two rooms. None are taken under fourteen years of age.

Also a large class of adults. I addressed the two companies: then went to

the girls; heard them read, and addressed them. There are about twenty

young women teachers, and perhaps 270 to 300 girls.

The morning meeting was large. I was much pressed in spirit to speak on

the nature of the fall of man, and on the necessity of having clear views

of gospel truth. I was told afterwards that there was a Unitarian present.

He attended the Quarterly Meeting at Leicester on the 24th, and the two

following days met companies of young persons, who were, he says, "much

tendered in spirit." After some similar service at Stourbridge and

Coventry, he returned on the 27th to Stamford Hill. He remarks in his

Diary: "I believe the service of the young Friends in the First-day

Schools has been a blessing to themselves as well as to their pupils."

The next month John Yeardley made a religious visit to Hertfordshire, and

had two social-religious meetings with the younger Friends at Hitchin;

after which he remained at home until the beginning of the Twelfth Month,

when he left England for Nismes.

One object in this journey was to revisit the school which had been

established by himself and Martha Yeardley in 1842: another was the

renewal of his declining health. Susan Howland and Lydia Congdon, from the

United States, who were then on a visit to Europe, were bound for the same

destination, and John Yeardley gave them his company.

12 _mo_. 6.--On entering France, he says, we found a sprinkling of

snow and frost, but on leaving Lyons we left all the wintry weather

behind, and travelled on under a hot sun, and bright, cloudless sky, which

seemed to impart to us all fresh vigor and spirits. S. Howland remarked,

In such an atmosphere she felt another being.

At Nismes, the party found Eliza P. Gurney, and Robert and Christine

Alsop, on their way home from the valleys of Piedmont. John Yeardley

lodged at the school, spent much of his time with the children, and with

the other English and the American Friends gave his aid in some plans for

their recreation.

12 _mo_. 25.--The evening of this day was a lively and pleasant

scene. The girls' countenances were brightened and their hearts cheered by

the presents made to them by the English Friends present. The "tree" was

new to them; it was beautifully lighted with tapers, and bore a variety of

fruit both for mind and body.

1857. 3 _mo_. 2.--My dear friend ----- proposed my giving the school

girls a treat before I left Nismes. We contrived a visit to the sea,

distant from Nismes about twenty miles. We procured two omnibuses with six

horses, and started at 5 o'clock in the morning. Long before the time

appointed, the little maidens were in the entrance-hall with their

satchels in their hand, containing each her dinner; twenty-seven in all.

The pleasure on the road was novel and great; but when they arrived at the

sea-shore their delight was complete; with light hearts and quick heels,

running and picking up shells, meeting the waves as they advanced and

receded. On our return we visited the ancient town of Aigues-Mortes, near

the sea, famous for having been the place where the Protestant women were

confined and punished even to death. We entered most of the strong and

gloomy cells, and saw the instrument of torture. The tower and fortress

are a perfect model of a feudal castle.

On his return to England, John Yeardley was taken ill with bronchitis,

which produced great bodily weakness, and caused him "many wearisome"

nights and days; but, he says, "my Saviour was near to console and sustain

me." He went for change to Bath, and afterwards to Brighton with Margaret

Pope:--

We made, he says, speaking of this visit many calls, and my hospitable

hostess had many of the Friends to tea and dinner visits. Our social

readings in the evening were often instructive in the conversation upon

what we read, particularly over Hippolytus, who lived and wrote in the

first half of the second century. The Chevalier Bunsen did good service to

the Christian Church in bringing the life and some of the writings of this

good man to light.

On his return home we find him still solicitous, as he had been in former

years, for the intellectual improvement of his young friends.

11 _mo_.--During my stay at home I have renewed my German class for a

few of my young friends. We have also commenced a soiree for German and

French conversation. I love the society of my young friends, and am

always, anxious to promote their learning to speak German and French.

The Diary for 1858, the last year of his life, commences with, a New

Year's dedication of himself afresh to the service of his faithful

Creator, and a prayer for a fresh anointing in the exercise of his

ministry.

1858. 1 _mo_. 4.--How many and various are the thoughts which crowd

on the mind on the commencement of a new year; perhaps none more important

than to think I am one year nearer to eternity. A desire does live in my

heart (cherish it, O, my God) to live more to thy glory on earth. How I

long to be favored with strength to do something for the cause of truth

and righteousness, so long as I may be permitted to remain on the Lord's

earth. I think with gratitude that he has blessed me with a little more

faith of late in my ministry, and my very soul prays that in these

requirings he may be pleased to put the unction of his Spirit into my

heart, and his words into my mouth, and that under a right pointing, they

may go forth with power. Grant me, Lord, more devotedness of life, and a

right and sure preparation for a peaceful death and a blissful eternity.

For some years before his decease, John Yeardley's thoughts were

frequently occupied with the subject of the Millennium. Like some other

good men, he thought he saw in the events which were taking place, the

impending accomplishment of those predictions, whose fulfilment was to

precede the "great and terrible day of the Lord." On one occasion, after

mentioning a number of these "signs of the times," he winds up the

enumeration and the thoughts to which it gave rise, with the following

reflection:--

Happy is the Christian who, in this time of conflict, can look beyond the

passing events of time to the Great First Cause, and behold, as with the

eye of faith, the providence of his God watching over all things, waiting

to bring good out of evil, and causing all things to work to the one great

point, when he will cause the wrath of man to praise him, and the

remainder of wrath will he restrain. "Come, my people, enter thou into thy

chambers and shut thy doors about thee; hide thyself, as it were for a

little moment, until the indignation be overpast. For behold the Lord

cometh out of his place to punish the inhabitants of the earth for their

iniquity." (Isaiah xxvi. 20, 21)

In the Second Month he spent a week at Chelmsford with Susanna Corder. His

visit was prefaced by the following letter:--

Stamford Hill, 1 mo. 13, 1858.

MY DEAR FRIEND,

It would seem to me as if there were only left here and there a link of

the chain of my original connexion on this earth. The best end of this

chain is attached to those loved ones in heaven who are drawing me every

day nearer to their happy and blissful abode, through the love of our

glorified Redeemer. It is now many years since thou received her once so

dear to me as a bosom friend, to partake of thy wise counsels, and in her

troubles especially to enjoy the sympathy of thy warm and affectionate

heart.

I am now left alone for a short time; my young companion is at Norwich. If

thou wert at home, pretty well in health, and withal not so much occupied

as sometimes, it would be a great pleasure and gratification to me to pay

thee a short visit; but, as an absolute condition, I must request thee to

say, in perfect freedom, if it would be quite convenient. I want to ask

thee _many, many_ things.

Thy friend, affectionately and very sincerely,

JOHN YEARDLEY.

After his return home, having also visited Saffron Walden, he writes:--

1 _mo_. 25.--Just returned from a visit to Essex. I lodged a week at

my dear friend S.C.'s, and was edified and comforted in her company. It

has been a promised pleasure of some years' standing. The morning meeting

on First-day, as well as the one on Fourth-day, was a season of spiritual

refreshment, for which I was truly thankful. The Friends testified their

unity and comfort: I called on most of them.

On the Seventh-day, C.M. conveyed me across the country to Saffron Walden.

On the way we paid a sweet visit to the afflicted family of ----. At

Walden I was affectionately cared for, and was much interested in the

Friends there, whom I had not seen for eighteen years.

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