The next afternoon Niel found Captain Forrester in the bushy little plot
he called his rose garden, seated in a stout hickory chair that could be
left out in all weather, his two canes beside him. His attention was
fixed upon a red block of Colorado sandstone, set on a granite boulder
in the middle of the gravel space around which the roses grew. He showed
Niel that this was a sun-dial, and explained it with great pride. Last
summer, he said, he sat out here a great deal, with a square board
mounted on a post, and marked the length of the shadows by his watch.
His friend, Cyrus Dalzell, on one of his visits, took this board away,
had the diagram exactly copied on sandstone, and sent it to him, with
the column-like boulder that formed its base.
"I think it's likely Mr. Dalzell hunted around among the mountains a
good many mornings before he found a natural formation like that," said
the Captain. "A pillar, such as they had in Bible times. It's from the
Garden of the Gods. Mr. Dalzell has his summer home up there."
The Captain sat with the soles of his boots together, his legs bowed
out. Everything about him seemed to have grown heavier and weaker. His
face was fatter and smoother; as if the features were running into each
other, as when a wax face melts in the heat. An old Panama hat, burned
yellow by the sun, shaded his eyes. His brown hands lay on his knees,
the fingers well apart, nerveless. His moustache was the same straw
colour; Niel remarked to him that it had grown no grayer. The Captain
touched his cheek with his palm. "Mrs. Forrester shaved me for awhile.
She did it very nicely, but I didn't like to have her do it. Now I use
one of these safety razors. I can manage, if I take my time. The barber
comes over once a week. Mrs. Forrester is expecting you, Niel. She's
down in the grove. She goes down there to rest in the hammock."
Niel went round the house to the gate that gave into the grove. From the
top of the hill he could see the hammock slung between two cottonwoods,
in the low glade at the farther end, where he had fallen the time he
broke his arm. The slender white figure was still, and as he hurried
across the grass he saw that a white garden hat lay over her face. He
approached quietly and was just wondering if she were asleep, when he
heard a soft, delighted laugh, and with a quick movement she threw off
the lace hat through which she had been watching him. He stepped forward
and caught her suspended figure, hammock and all, in his arms. How light
and alive she was! like a bird caught in a net. If only he could rescue
her and carry her off like this,--off the earth of sad, inevitable
periods, away from age, weariness, adverse fortune!
She showed no impatience to be released, but lay laughing up at him with
that gleam of something elegantly wild, something fantastic and
tantalizing,--seemingly so artless, really the most finished artifice!
She put her hand under his chin as if he were still a boy.
"And how handsome he's grown! Isn't the old Judge proud of you! He
called me up last night and began sputtering, 'It's only fair to warn
you, Ma'm, that I've a very handsome boy over here.' As if I hadn't
known you would be! And now you're a man, and have seen the world! Well,
what have you found in it?"
"Nothing so nice as you, Mrs. Forrester."
"Nonsense! You have sweethearts?"
"Perhaps."
"Are they pretty?"
"Why they? Isn't one enough?"
"One is too many. I want you to have half a dozen,--and still save the
best for us! One would take everything. If you had her, you would not
have come home at all. I wonder if you know how we've looked for you?"
She took his hand and turned a seal ring about on his little finger
absently. "Every night for weeks, when the lights of the train came
swinging in down below the meadows, I've said to myself, 'Niel is coming
home; there's that to look forward to.'"
She caught herself as she always did when she found that she was telling
too much, and finished in a playful tone. "So, you see, you mean a great
deal to all of us. Did you find Mr. Forrester?"
"Oh, yes! I had to stop and look at his sun-dial."
She raised herself on her elbow and lowered her voice. "Niel, can you
understand it? He isn't childish, as some people say, but he will sit
and watch that thing hour after hour. How can anybody like to see time
visibly devoured? We are all used to seeing clocks go round, but why
does he want to see that shadow creep on that stone? Has he changed
much? No? I'm glad you feel so. Now tell me about the Adamses and what
George is like."
Niel dropped on the turf and sat with his back against a tree trunk,
answering her rapid questions and watching her while he talked. Of
course, she was older. In the brilliant sun of the afternoon one saw
that her skin was no longer like white lilacs,--it had the ivory tint of
gardenias that have just begun to fade. The coil of blue-black hair
seemed more than ever too heavy for her head. There were
lines,--something strained about the corners of her mouth that used not
to be there. But the astonishing thing was how these changes could
vanish in a moment, be utterly wiped out in a flash of personality, and
one forgot everything about her except herself.
"And tell me, Niel, do women really smoke after dinner now with the men,
nice women? I shouldn't like it. It's all very well for actresses, but
women can't be attractive if they do everything that men do."
"I think just now it's the fashion for women to make themselves
comfortable, before anything else."
Mrs. Forrester glanced at him as if he had said something shocking. "Ah,
that's just it! The two things don't go together. Athletics and going to
college and smoking after dinner--Do you like it? Don't men like women
to be different from themselves? They used to."
Niel laughed. Yes, that was certainly the idea of Mrs. Forrester's
generation.
"Uncle Judge says you don't come to see him any more as you used to,
Mrs. Forrester. He misses it."
"My dear boy, I haven't been over to the town for six weeks. I'm always
too tired. We have no horse now, and when I do go I have to walk. That
house! Nothing is ever done there unless I do it, and nothing ever moves
unless I move it. That's why I come down here in the afternoon,--to get
where I can't see the house. I can't keep it up as it should be kept,
I'm not strong enough. Oh, yes, Ben helps me; he sweeps and beats the
rugs and washes windows, but that doesn't get a house very far." Mrs.
Forrester sat up suddenly and pinned on her white hat. "We went all the
way to Chicago, Niel, to buy that walnut furniture, couldn't find
anything at home big and heavy enough. If I'd known that one day I'd
have to push it about, I would have been more easily satisfied!" She
rose and shook out her rumpled skirts.
They started toward the house, going slowly up the long, grassy
undulation between the trees.
"Don't you miss the marsh?" Niel asked suddenly.
She glanced away evasively. "Not much. I would never have time to go
there, and we need the money it pays us. And you haven't time to play
any more either, Niel. You must hurry and become a successful man. Your
uncle is terribly involved. He has been so careless that he's not much
better off than we are. Money is a very important thing. Realize that in
the beginning; face it, and don't be ridiculous in the end, like so many
of us." They stopped by the gate at the top of the hill and looked back
at the green alleys and the sharp shadows, at the quivering fans of
light that seemed to push the trees farther apart and made Elysian
fields underneath them. Mrs. Forrester put her white hand, with all its
rings, on Niel's arm.
"Do you really find a kind of pleasure in coming back to us? That's very
unusual, I think. At your age I wanted to be with the young and gay.
It's nice for us, though." She looked at him with her rarest smile, one
he had seldom seen on her face, but always remembered,--a smile without
archness, without gaiety, full of affection and wistfully sad. And the
same thing was in her voice when she spoke those quiet words,--the
sudden quietness of deep feeling. She turned quickly away. They went
through the gate and around the house to where the Captain sat watching
the sunset glory on his roses. His wife touched his shoulder.
"Will you go in, now, Mr. Forrester, or shall I bring your coat?"
"I'll go in. Isn't Niel going to stay for dinner?"
"Not this time. He'll come soon, and we'll have a real dinner for him.
Will you wait for Mr. Forrester, Niel? I must hurry in and start the
fire."
Niel tarried behind and accompanied the Captain's slow progress toward
the front of the house. He leaned upon two canes, lifting his feet
slowly and putting them down firmly and carefully. He looked like an old
tree walking.
Once up the steps and into the parlour, he sank into his big chair and
panted heavily. The first whiff of a fresh cigar seemed to restore him.
"Can I trouble you to mail some letters for me, Niel, as you go by the
post-office?" He produced them from the breast pocket of his summer
coat. "Let me see whether Mrs. Forrester has anything to go." Rising,
the Captain went into the little hall. There, by the front door, on a
table under the hatrack, was a scantily draped figure, an Arab or
Egyptian slave girl, holding in her hands a large flat shell from the
California coast. Niel remembered noticing that figure the first time he
was ever in the house, when Dr. Dennison carried him out through this
hallway with his arm in splints. In the days when the Forresters had
servants and were sending over to the town several times a day, the
letters for the post were always left in this shell. The Captain found
one now, and handed it to Niel. It was addressed to Mr. Francis Bosworth
Ellinger, Glenwood Springs, Colorado.
For some reason Niel felt embarrassed and tried to slip the letter
quickly into his pocket. The Captain, his two canes in one hand,
prevented him. He took the pale blue envelope again, and held it out at
arm's length, regarding it.
"Mrs. Forrester is a fine penman; have you ever noticed? Always was. If
she made me a list of articles to get at the store, I never had to hide
it. It was like copper plate. That's exceptional in a woman, Niel."
Niel remembered her hand well enough, he had never seen another in the
least like it; long, thin, angular letters, curiously delicate and
curiously bold, looped and laced with strokes fine as a hair and
perfectly distinct. Her script looked as if it had been done at a high
pitch of speed, the pen driven by a perfectly confident dexterity.
"Oh, yes, Captain! I'm never able to take any letters for Mrs. Forrester
without looking at them. No one could forget her writing."
"Yes. It's very exceptional." The Captain gave him the envelope, and
with his canes went slowly toward his big chair.
Niel had often wondered just how much the Captain knew. Now, as he went
down the hill, he felt sure that he knew everything; more than anyone
else; all there was to know about Marian Forrester.