A SHATTERED ILLUSION.

No heart-whole songs of the Golden West

Come ever at night to me,

Who suckled not at her broad, brown breast

Nor played at her giant knee,

Nor laughed or cried

By her ingle-side,

As a kid in his ain countree.

I find no warmth in the gleam of gold,

No soul in the West’s expanse;

And actors, cast in a heavy mould,

All people the day’s romance;

And pipe I still

With a right good will,

Yet the fays of the stage won’t dance!

I know full well that the fault is mine—

That the skies are just as blue,

That life is fair, and the lights that shine

In your sweetheart’s eyes are true;

And twilights gray

And the break of day

Have a message to tell to you.

But I hear it not, or only hear

As a dull and prosy theme—

Then drift away to a day somewhere

In the wake of Fancy’s team,

That travels straight

For an old swing gate,

By the side of an oak-girt stream.

’Twas not the lure of a gate that led,

Nor yet of an oak-fringed creek,

But the memory of a gold-thatched head

And a tear-besprinkled cheek—

A stifled sigh,

And a last good-bye

In the language that love can speak!

I pictured Kate at the cottage door,

Like a home-bird by her nest,

With the self-same summer dress she wore

On the day I moved out West—

The self-same shoes

And the same heart-bruise

And the same pink rose at her breast.

I urged my team with a supple wrist,

And they scampered over the grass ...

With Katie Clare I must keep the tryst

Of a lover with a lass ...

Oh, I minded well

Of her eyes’ soft spell;

But forgot how the years may pass!

I drew a rein ... ’Neath the trysting tree

Were a matron and her brood;

And I said, “My sweetheart waits for me

In this half-enchanted wood:

And the fairest fair

Is my Katie Clare,

Of the whole world’s sisterhood!”

Then the matron stared with a puzzled stare

That changed to a gloomy frown

(I marked her looks were the worse for wear,

And her heels were somewhat down),

And she snapped, “Ah! Kate?

She went out of date

When I married old Pigweed Brown.”

Then I thanked my stars, and left the team,

As I gripped the paw of Fate

And air-planed over the oak-girt stream,

And over the old swing gate—

And cried not crack

Till I landed back

In this hub of the Western State.

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