CHAPTER XVII.

LEVESON'S SECRET.

THEY stood looking each at the other,—the little daintily-dressed

girl, in her warm winter clothing, with furs, and muff, and sheltering

jacket; and the poor child, with wasted frame, and hollow eyes, and

threadbare rags, through which every gust of wind swept piercingly.

"Now, Miss Josie!"

"Yes, I know, nurse," said Josie, turning in self-defence at the sound

of reproof. "But this is the same little girl I saw once before, and

you know what mother said."

"Don't believe it is the same," said nurse shortly.

"O yes, it is, because I know her face. She has been living with her

grandfather ever since,—at least she says so,—and he isn't her real

grandfather, but he gave her a home when she was starving. Wasn't that

it, little girl?"

Ailie nodded. "An' gran'father grows weaker an' weaker, an' there ain't

a morsel to give him," she said passionately. "An' it's all along of my

livin' with him, that he's come to this."

"It is very dreadful," said Josie. "I wish I had my shilling back.

Nurse, couldn't you lend me a penny? I'll pay you back when I have my

allowance."

"'Tisn't any way to encourage beggars," said nurse decidedly. "I wash

my hands of the whole concern, Miss Josie. If you go and catch a mortal

fever, and get the house broken into and burned down, and all of us

shot and smothered alive, like them Fenians do in Ireland, 'tain't my

fault."

"I am sure this little girl wouldn't burn anybody," said Josie. "I

haven't anything to give you now, little girl, but you must come to our

house this evening,—no, not this evening, because I am going out with

mother to tea,—but you must come to-morrow morning. Now mind."

"Thank ye, Miss," said Ailie.

"You don't know where we live though," said Josie, and with some

difficulty she made the matter clear to Ailie. "Now mind you don't

forget. Number Sixteen, and you are to ask for Miss Therlock." Josie

looked dignified as she spoke. "If we find out that you have told me

the exact truth, we will give you help."

"An' grandfather?" whispered Ailie.

"Yes, and your old grandfather too, of course. But mother likes to help

little girls best, because—"

Josie paused, and looked grave, before continuing, "Yes, I know she

will help you. It always makes her so unhappy to see any little girl

hungry. That is the only reason I don't like you to come to the house.

But you must come, and we'll give you something to eat before she sees

you, and then you won't look so pinched. I wish I had a penny here, but

I haven't."

"Nor I neither, so it's no good looking at me," said nurse. "Shows how

much you think of your mamma's feelings, Miss Josie,—taking to her a

child like that. When you know it'll make her think of Miss Vi, and

she'll cry."

"I do think of her feelings," said Josie indignantly. "But I can't

leave the little girl to starve. That isn't what mother would like.

Mind you come, little girl, for I shall tell my mother all about you,

and it would make her very unhappy, if you didn't. So mind you come."

And with a little parting nod, she marched off, followed by nurse.

Suddenly remembering that Leveson had promised to look in on them that

afternoon, she quickened her steps. All the way home her mind was

full of the hungry child; but on reaching the house, that subject was

banished by the sight of Leveson in the passage.

"Oh, how nice! I was so afraid you wouldn't come," and she flung

herself into his arms.

"I was afraid too that I could not manage it, but having told you to

expect me, I thought I must spare a couple of hours."

"Is mother in?" asked Josie, clinging to him, and leading him into the

dining-room. "She meant to be back early from her walk."

"No, I hear she was delayed in going out by a visitor, so she has not

returned yet. You and I must be content with each other's company for a

while."

"And now tell me all sorts of things, and ask me a hundred questions,"

said Josie, establishing herself on the sofa arm, with her hand on his

shoulder. "Do!"

But Leveson was provokingly absent. He smiled and talked, but his

questions were few, and his answers wide of the mark.

"What are you thinking about?" she said at length.

"Not of what you were saying, I am afraid," said Leveson, rousing

himself. "I beg your pardon, Josie."

"But what is it?" asked Josie.

"Never mind now. I am afraid your tongue runs a little too fast, my

small woman, for you to be trusted with secrets."

"Now, Leveson—when I kept that secret about mother's birthday present

for a whole six weeks!"

"Ah, that was a different thing. And hints and conscious looks will not

do here."

"I am sure I shall look conscious now," said Josie. "And mother will

ask me why, and I shall tell her I don't know, so she had better ask

you."

"Not if I ask you to tell her no such thing!"

"Oh, but do tell me your secret, Leveson. Indeed you may trust me. Oh,

do."

Leveson shook his head, and looked out of the window.

"What is it about?" asked Josie. "Nothing bad, I suppose. No, I can see

that in your face. Is it very good?"

"Almost too good to be true—if true," muttered Leveson. "I hardly dare

to hope, and yet—it seems more than probable—"

"Leveson! It's about Vi," exclaimed Josie, starting up with a shriek.

"Hush, hush, Josie. I am very unwise to say so much."

"Oh, won't you—oh, do tell me," implored Josie. "Have you heard the

least little bit of anything about Vi?"

"It is just possible; I can say no more than that. A friend of mine

has come across a child who might be—may be—but it is all uncertain.

To-morrow I shall search out all particulars, and go to see her."

"And won't you tell mother?"

"On no account. The uncertainty, and the possible disappointment after

all, would half kill her. Josie, for her sake, you must allow no sign

of this to escape you in her presence,—not even an allusion to what you

have heard."

"No, I won't—I won't," promised Josie. "But how soon shall we know?"

"You may depend upon me to look in to-morrow evening, whether I have

anything certain or not to tell you."

"Is it near here that the little girl lives? Fancy, if she is Vi!"

cried Josie.

"No, far away, quite in another part of London. She lives with an old

charwoman."

"Vi herself! Think of that! Won't it be a change for her to come home?

Don't you think it must be Vi?"

"I can't say. It may be, but that is all, though I certainly have

hopes."

"Do you think she will remember us?" asked Josie.

"Hardly possible. A little creature only two and a half years old,—but

her face was not one likely to change much, and she was the very image

of your mother. Do you recollect her?"

"Not much. You see I was so small—only four or five; but I remember us

two playing with our dolls, together. And then the day she was lost—I

haven't forgotten that. Nurse had dressed her out in that lovely worked

frock, which her godmamma gave her. I know that, because nurse told

me I didn't look one quarter so nice in mine, and that made me angry

with Vi. We were going to tea somewhere, weren't we?—And on the way, I

remember a great crowd of people, and I was frightened, and clung to

nurse ever so tight, and then nurse missed Vi. And I remember how wild

she was, when she hunted and couldn't find her, and no one seemed to

have noticed her. And then mother's crying—oh, how dreadfully she used

to cry—and nurse's illness and going away, and the new nurse coming,

and mother's saying she could never leave London again till Vi was

found, and how I used to long for the green fields again. I remember

all quite well. Oh, if you really have found her—only think!—won't it

be great, great happiness?"

"We shall never be able to thank God enough, if it is so," said

Leveson. "But I hardly venture yet to hope, after all this vain

searching for years."

"And then we should go into the country, shouldn't we?" said Josie. "I

wish I knew. I wish you had seen the little girl."

"Only a few hours to wait, I trust. It was not till I was in the act of

starting to come here, that my friend told me about her, and he could

not go with me to-night, but to-morrow—early—"

"O Leveson!"

"Hush, that is my mother's step."

And hard as they both found it, they talked naturally and quietly, so

that she saw nothing unusual in their faces or voices—nothing to make

her suspect what was going on.

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