CHAPTER IV.

Proud and happy as Walpurga had been when she left home in the morning,

it was with a heavy heart that she returned at evening.

She might well be proud, for no farmer's wife could present a better

appearance. Franz, the late cuirassier, had broken in the foal. It was

harnessed to the little Bernese wagon and looked around as if pleased

when Walpurga came out, dressed in her Sunday clothes and accompanied

by Burgei. Hansei helped his wife into the wagon and then gave her the

child.

"Come back safe and sound," said he, "and Franz, take care of the

horse."

"Never fear!" was Franz's answer, and the horse started off at a lively

gait, as if it were mere child's play to draw such a load.

Hansei stood looking after his wife and child for a while and then

turned about and went off to his work. He only nodded to Irma, who was

looking out of her window and waving a farewell to Walpurga. Walpurga

rode off, holding her hand to her heart, as if to repress the joy with

which it was overflowing.

What was there better in the world than a well-arranged household like

the one she was just leaving, and to feel, moreover, that the people

she met would know that she was well-to-do in the world? But Walpurga

was proud of something else which the people could not see.

She had, with great circumspection, arranged quite a difficult

affair.--On the following morning, Irma was to go to the shepherd's

hut, and all danger of discovery would be averted. It is no trifling

matter to keep such a secret a whole winter, for Irma had judged

rightly. Walpurga encouraged Irma's plan of spending the entire summer

in deeper solitude. Stasi, whose husband had heard it from the chief

forester, told her that the king intended to visit the neighboring

village during the following summer. She feared for Irma, and now her

fears had taken a still more decided shape. Stasi's husband had been

removed to the dairy-farm and had been ordered to arrange the forest

paths and drives, preparatory to the king's arrival.

Hansei was quite willing that his wife, instead of going to the

neighboring village, should go to a more distant town, in order to

purchase the articles of use and comfort which it would be necessary

for Gundel and Irma to take with them to the shepherd's hut. This

afforded her an opportunity to fulfill her promise to visit Stasi in

her new home. He even consented that Burgei should go along. And thus

Walpurga drove off, her heart full of happiness, and with a kindly

smile of greeting for all whom she met on the road.

"I only wish," said Franz, "that we could drive along the lake, and by

our old village, for we all came from there; you and I, Burgei and the

horse."

Franz had bestowed especial care upon his appearance.

His face beamed with joy, for he, too, cherished a secret thought. He

intended to buy a silver ring to place on Gundel's finger, before she

went to the shepherd's hut.

"Be careful of that horse," replied Walpurga. "He's so very young. What

a fine day it is. The cherries down here aren't in blossom yet, and the

sapling we brought from home is blossoming to-day, for the first time.

Didn't you see it?"

"No."

They drove on in silence.

When they drew near to the village in which Stasi lived, Franz, who

drove about the country a good deal, said:

"This pretty brook flows from up near our new meadow. It comes out of

the rocks scarcely a rifle-shot from there."

Walpurga smiled at the thought that a stream that flowed far through

the country, had its source on her own land. Yes, no one knows what

fortune may have in store for him.

Stasi was delighted at Walpurga's arrival, and was lavish in her praise

of all that belonged to her friend. She declared that the king himself

had not a finer horse, a better-behaved servant, a lovelier child or a

better wife, than Hansei had. Wherever she took Walpurga, the laborers

who were clearing the roads, or building bridges, would stop for a

while to look at the farmer's handsome wife and the child who, both in

dress and feature, was the very picture of her mother.

Stasi prepared an excellent meal. Walpurga had brought, as a gift,

enough butter and eggs to last for a great while. In the new

inspector's dwelling, as great honor was shown Walpurga as if she were

the queen herself.

At last, Walpurga set about making her purchases, and showed that she

was sensible and aware of what her position required. She always bought

the best of everything, and did not higgle long about the price.

They had returned to the dairy-farm, and Walpurga was on the point of

confiding a portion of her secret to Stasi, so as to put her on her

guard as to the king, when she heard of the distinguished man who, for

nearly four years past, had been living in the little town.

"Dear me! why he's the best friend I have!" said Walpurga. She handed

the child to Stasi and hurried off to Gunther's house. She felt as if

her heart would burst with joy, and was obliged to sit down before the

house, for a while, to get her breath.

But while she walked back to the farm, she did not once raise her eyes

from the ground. She could not. And what annoyed her most of all was

that she had told Stasi: "He's the best friend I have."

They expected her to tell about her visit, but all she could say was:

"Don't ask me to tell you what great folks are. If I were to begin I

couldn't get through before to-morrow, and I've got to go, or it'll be

dark before we get home."

Walpurga became quieter and sadder, the more Stasi and her husband

praised Doctor Gunther. She dared not tell what had happened to her.

This is all you get, thought she, if you depend on the respect which

others are to show you. Long after she had left them, Stasi and her

husband spoke of how strange and changeable Walpurga was. But she was

glad that she was no longer obliged to look any one in the face. And

now, at this late day, she was reminded of something that she had long

since forgotten. "Oh, dear mother!" said she aloud to herself. "You

were right. Everything in this world must be paid for, and now the gold

is to be paid for--but how?"

She seated her child upon her lap as though it was all that was left to

her. She hugged and kissed it and, at last, it fell asleep, resting

upon her heart. She grew calmer, although she keenly felt the wrong

that had been done her, and wondered what might yet be in store for

her. When, while in her old home, the envy and enmity of the villagers

had annoyed her, she could easily console herself with the fact that

they were simple, ignorant people; but what could she say now? Was she

to experience her old troubles over again? And there was no one to whom

she could confide them; her mother was gone; she could not tell Hansei

and, least of all, Irmgard.

It was twilight when she at last caught a glimpse of home. Mustering up

all her courage, she said to herself:

"The best thing I can do is to let suspicion rest on me until I die, or

till she dies; for then no one will come near us, and I needn't have

any fear for my dear Irma, who has far more to bear than I have. Thank

God, I didn't betray my secret; and how lucky it is, she's now going up

into the wilds where no one will find her."

Full of courage, she went into the house and told Hansei of her visit

to Stasi, but nothing more.

"I have borne it alone, thus far," said she to herself. "I'll do so,

hereafter."

With great self-command, she assumed a cheerful air while with Hansei

and Irma, and romped with her boy, for whom she had bought a little

wooden horse.

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