CHAPTER XV

GEORGE MEREDITH

A bright, warm, summer morning. I was working under pressure in my

study in Cheyne Walk on an article which had to be finished that

afternoon. Saturdays were my busiest days and this was Saturday, and

only morning. The maid rapped at the study door and said, "Mr. John

Burns to see you, Sir."

In came Burns, preceded by his great voice and hearty laugh, making

apology for interruption. "Can you drop the work and come with me?"

said he.

"Impossible," said I. "Sorry, but--"

"Well, I 'm off to George Meredith's," said he, laying a post card on

my writing table. The post card was from Meredith, who appointed the

meeting, and added:

"We 'll have a fine Radical day. Bring your friend."

"You are the friend," said Burns.

"I 'll come," said I. "Give me a quarter of an hour, and I 'll finish

this article somehow." And so I made sacrifice to one of my gods, the

god that dwelt on the sunny slope of Box Hill. The article {223} was

brought to a quicker turn than it had dreamed of, a hansom was called;

we rushed to Clapham Junction and took train for Burford Bridge.

It was more than a quarter of a century ago, but it seems like

yesterday. And yet, though it was more than a quarter of a century

ago, the Great Dock Strike had seemed so long before that it was almost

forgotten. In the dock strike, that is to say, in 1889, I had made

John Burns' acquaintance. He says I "discovered" him, discovered the

real John Burns under the red-hot agitator who was expected to lead a

hundred thousand men to incendiarism and the sack of London.

I do not remember the year which brought this Meredith day to our

spinning world. But it must have been in the early nineties, and Burns

on the London County Council, and perhaps for a session or so a member

of Parliament. The date, however, does n't matter. If it were not

1892 it may have been 1893 or '94. Let's get on.

Neither Burns nor I had ever met George Meredith. Burns and he had had

some correspondence which resulted in the post card and our expedition

to Box Hill that blossomy, fragrant morning when the England of dreams

lay all about us, and the stream that ran by Burford Bridge "babbled o'

green fields" and played with flowers.

We arrived at the little station in Surrey about noon. Whatever it may

be now, it was then a little station. We strode off to Box Hill, and

turned a corner, and there, trapping the sunshine, was Flint Cottage,

George Meredith's home, at the bottom of {224} a sloping garden running

over with roses. Roses, roses everywhere, and higher in the sloping

garden, overlooking a valley that the gods had made for poets to dream

in, was a little chalet where Meredith wrote, and slept, and had the

muses to wait on him. To the chalet a gardener directed us when we

asked for his master. We climbed the path. The chalet door stood

partly open. Burns knocked on a rose trellis. "Come in!" cried a

voice. In we went. There was George Meredith, in a Morris chair, with

a rug over his knees, and sheets and sheets and sheets of manuscript

over the rug. If he were to rise, the whole mountain of paper would

tumble helter-skelter to the floor.

"No! don't move," said my companion. "I'm John Burns." Then he

introduced me.

"I knew you, John Burns, I knew you. Your photographs are like you.

The voice is what I imagined it would be. Sit, gentlemen, sit. There,

by the window. No better view in England, I really think. I comfort

myself with it. It is good enough for parliament-men and our

scribbling kind," said Meredith, smiling roguishly at me. The grasp of

his hand was firm and generous. His voice had rich, deep tones. But

he looked a fragile being.

"Like the schoolboy, I can say, 'This is n't writin', it's readin','"

and he pointed to the manuscript.

"Chapman and Hall-ing," I ventured to say.

"That's right," said Meredith, "you see the slave bearing his burden."

If John Burns' photographs were faithful, so were Meredith's, or so was

the one with which I had been {225} familiar. His beard and hair were

grey, almost white then. He looked older than he was. He was only

sixty-five. Only sixty-five, and I thought him old! He lived to be

eighty-one. I liked his voice. I had been told that it was high and

shrill. It was nothing of the kind. It was mellow, clear, and his

speech was scholar-like, with quaint shafts of wit. They used to tell

of his "artificial talk." I heard none of it. He was as natural as

his roses. But there might be prickly thorns under the rose.

Meredith gathered his papers and put them aside. He leaned back in his

big, comfortable chair, and said "now let's talk" as another man might

say "let's have a drink." And we three sat, and talked and remade the

world like a lot of youngsters. We knew better, each of us, knew that

the dreams we were indulging would never be realised, that probably we

would never call them up and look at them again--we would n't

dare--they would be buried with us, no doubt. Some other youngsters

might dream similar dreams by and by. No doubt they would. But to-day

was to-day. And to-morrow I would be twice as old as Meredith, though

half his years, and know in all my body half as much as his little

finger knew. That very day he was the youngest of the three. He

bubbled quietly, like champagne in a hollow-stemmed glass. The

conversation capered. We might have been lads out of school, and we

ragged the authorities. Meredith was the youngest and gayest of the

three, Burns the most enthusiastic, and I came dragging on with not

exactly timorous whoop-hurrahs! And it was {226} June, and high noon,

with roses everywhere, and still more roses, and the humming of bees.

And the big world was far away--a million miles.

It was "a fine Radical day" no doubt, in more than the limited

political sense. Burns was the only political Radical of the three.

He called me "a crusted Tory." I don't remember what he called George

Meredith, who left us guessing, I think, as some of his printed pages

were likely to do. Anyway, we did n't talk books. Life was better.

And there was a lot of life to talk about yet, at the end of an age.

Besides, our host was pressing us to stay to luncheon.

Down the garden path we strolled, still talking. Meredith said, as we

seated ourselves at table: "I 'm here alone at present: you come like a

rescuing expedition. This talk is a shower on parched land." After

luncheon the talk went on, under trees, and tea-time had come before we

knew it. After tea a walk over Box Hill.

You will have gathered by this time that the talking was not about

Meredith or his books. He guided us from those high pastures where we

would have liked to browse to the lower marshes where we might stumble

as we pleased over politics, Home Rule and no rule, free trade and

protection, dear food and cheap food, municipal administration, the

housing of the poor, socialism, and all those everlasting puzzles which

England is discussing now as she discussed them thirty years ago. They

were very dear to John Burns. They seemed interesting to Meredith. He

enjoyed talking another man's {227} shop; at any rate, he enjoyed

talking Burns' shop so much that the talk scarcely touched on books.

It may be mentioned at this point that John Burns, even at that time,

owned probably more books than Meredith, and knew the insides of them.

Whether or not he knew the insides of more books than did Meredith is

another matter. Meredith, you know, was a publisher's reader.

I did manage, while we were at tea, to get in a word about "One of Our

Conquerors" and its tribute to good wine, certain passages which could

have been written only by a connoisseur.

"Ah, I 'm that; yes, I 'm that! Burns would n't appreciate that, but

you do." And I spoke of a certain description in the same book, a view

from London Bridge, westward, in the late afternoon. And the man

chasing his hat in a high wind. I said I had taken an American friend

there recently, and he had had to chase his hat, and then, for solace,

we had gone to the restaurant in the city, the one described by

Meredith, and had had food, and cracked a bottle of the delicate wine

which, with tender ritual, had been opened and served to the two men in

the story.

"And," said I, "although you disguised the restaurant and the label, I

will not disguise from you the fact that my friend is also a

connoisseur of the bright and beautiful, the American celebrator of

choice things and moments--Thomas Bailey Aldrich--and that he rose at a

point in our simple feast and said, with reverence: 'I salute George

Meredith.'"

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Meredith's eyes twinkled. He rose, lifted his straw hat, bowed, and

said: "The Author of 'Marjorie Daw', I am your obliged and humble

servant."

And so the honours were even between Aldrich and himself.

Burns put in his word here. "We must go for the five-thirty train.

Good-bye, Mr. Meredith, we have had the--"

"No, no, John Burns! It 's not to be heard of! Both of you are to

stay for dinner! Mark you that, John Burns. Never, never shall I

forgive you two if you leave a poor lone man of ink without dining at

his table. The thing is forbidden, forbidden absolutely, John Burns."

Is it strange then that we stayed for dinner, having already taken

luncheon, tea, and a stroll with the magician of Box Hill? Not only

did we stay, but we stayed till nearly midnight, having just time to

catch the last train for London.

And this is a very pleasant part of my recollections of the day:

Our host, when he had shown us to the dining room, excused himself for

a moment, lighted a candle, and, opening a door in a corner of the

room, descended to the cellar. In two or three minutes he reappeared,

his delicate face lighted by the candle which he held in his left hand

directly behind a dusty half-bottle of wine, through which the light

shone softly in a ruby glow. One saw first the wine, then the light,

then the face, as ascending the stairs they entered from below,

mounting slowly with {229} exquisite care lest the wine be shaken.

Slowly, and with great care, Meredith wrapped a napkin around the

bottle, and drew the cork, placing the bottle at my plate and saying,

with the most gracious, old-world courtesy: "For one who knows and

appreciates, from one who appreciates and knows."

There was "approbation from Sir Hubert Stanley!"

"John Burns is a teetotaller, they say," added Meredith. "Of such is

not the kingdom of my heaven. Burns says you discovered him. What do

you think of your discovery? Tell me how it came about."

"Burns does not embody my idea of a modest man," said I. "As for that,

there seems to be some doubt, nowadays, whether modest men should be

permitted to live. What does Gilbert say:

"'You must stir it, and stump it

And blow your own trumpet,

Or, bless me, you have n't a chance!'

"Well, I came upon Burns first, in '89, when he had London scared (of

course London would n't confess that it was scared but it was) and he

was 'stumping it' at the dock gates, and from cart-tails on Tower Hill,

and was listened to by thousands and tens of thousands of hungry men,

and their wives, and youngsters--"

"'Agitating the dregs of London', the newspapers put it," said Meredith.

"All for sixpence an hour," said Burns.

"You have the floor!" said Meredith to me.

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"I told you he is not accurately described as a modest man. This is

_my_ story," I continued, "the story as I see it. London had heard of

him--when was it?--in '86, or so, when he led a crowd of East Enders to

Trafalgar Square where mass meetings were not permitted, and the crowd

got out of hand and smashed plate-glass windows, and Burns got his head

broken, or nearly so, and went to gaol."

"'Serve the brute right!' I remember the run of thoughtful British

opinion," put in Meredith.

"I was not in England at the time, but I remember the verdict," I said.

"The trouble was," said Burns, "I hadn't been introduced to the

authorities. There I touched a fundamental British prejudice. The

affair secured me the introduction, and opened Trafalgar Square--"

"To the mob," said Meredith.

"To mass meetings," said Burns.

"I am playing British chorus," was Meredith's rejoinder.

"Second chapter," said I. "There came the year of the Great Dock

Strike. The casual labourer swarmed out of chaos, and struck for a

sane, not to say 'civilised' method of hiring, and sixpence an hour."

"And the dock companies, or whatever they were, were not sane, and,

also, they had n't a sixpence, they said"--thus Meredith.

"Which was absurd, Mr. Meredith, as you are on the point of adding," I

went on. "We don't know how many thousands of men were thrown out

{231} of work. Nobody knows to this day, but here is what I am coming

at; there were thousands of them, and there was great suffering in

their families. Well, when I first saw Burns he was organising

kitchens, and feeding women and children, and making ten speeches every

twenty-four hours, and sleeping an hour or two when he could find time

and a place to lie down. Some nights he did not sleep at all. The

night before I met him he slept four hours in his clothes and boots.

In three days he made thirty-six speeches; in three weeks he averaged

ten speeches a day, out of doors. He is hoarse still, no wonder.

"I lost sight of him for a bit, and found him again on Tower Hill,

speaking to a big crowd. His platform was a dray. When he stopped

speaking and jumped down from the dray, I introduced myself to him,

said I was mightily interested, and that I wanted to interview him.

"'All right,' said he; 'begin!'

"If he were not modest, I was. 'Not here,' said I, 'let's go where we

can talk in quiet.' So I tucked him into a hansom and, followed by a

yelling crowd which we soon left out of sight, we drove to a club of

mine in the West End, where we had a long talk. The immediate results

were--oh, well, some articles in which I tried to show the world the

real John Burns."

"That was the discovery?" asked Meredith.

"Burns calls it so. He was no more modest about being discovered then

than he is now. He has a way of telling you straight what he thinks,

or what he 's at, or of telling you that he won't tell you."

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"I 've noticed that. John Burns, are you under any delusions about

popularity? I think you are not."

"I 'm not," said Burns. "When the crowds are cheering their loudest, I

am asking myself how soon they will hang my carcass on the outer walls."

"A cheering and useful inquiry," observed Meredith. "My impression is

that you have a long course to cover. But leaders of the people are

wisest when they remember that there _are_ outer walls for the hanging

of carcasses."

"The confessions of Radicals strengthen the soul," said I.

"These are not confessions; they are articles of faith," exclaimed

Burns.

I intimated that my faith in a political sense was as a grain of

mustard seed, human nature being what it was, and political stupidity

unconquerable. Gladstone being mentioned by our host, I asked Burns to

tell his Gladstone story, that is, what the G.O.M. said to him, and

what he said to the G.O.M. at their first meeting.

"It was in the lobby of the House of Commons," Burns explained, "soon

after my election. You know I was not what might be called a

worshipper of that wonderful man. A bit too independent for his

liking, perhaps."

"And the only thing he would dislike, perhaps," said Meredith, smiling.

"Well, you know. I was in the lobby, talking with a front-bench

Liberal when the great man passed. The member with whom I was talking

{233} took me up to him and presented me. The G.O.M. bowed, and we

shook hands. He said:

"'It gives me pleasure, Mr. Burns, to see you here, to welcome you to

the House of Commons.'

"I replied, 'Believe me, sir, my pleasure is equal to your own!'

"A hit, a palpable hit!" cried Meredith. "I can see Gladstone drawing

in his horns."

"He stiffened a bit, and we went our ways. That is all there is of the

story," added Burns.

"The one about the docker and the matches is not bad," said I.

"Let me have it," begged Meredith.

"At one of my meetings near the dock gates, a fellow shouted: 'Burn the

docks; break in and burn the docks!' He interrupted me two or three

times with that cry. The crowd was sullen. It had n't got its

sixpence yet. I must stop the roaring fellow, or his mates might get

out of control. I borrowed a box of matches from the nearest man.

'Catch!' I cried to the noisy chap. He caught it as I flung it over

the heads of the crowd. 'Now, then,' I called to him, 'if you are

crazy, if you don't care what happens to all these men and their wives

and children, and if you want to ruin this strike, go, fire the docks!'

But the man did n't move. I waited, but still he did n't move. Then I

said: 'Your hand has n't the courage of your mouth. Take the matches

from him, men, hand 'em back to me. Make way for him. He 's shown

that he 's a braggin' coward. Out with him!' He skulked away, hooted

by the crowd. I suppose that was the {234} origin of the yarn that I

was inciting the mob to burn the docks."

"That's the way history is written, John Burns. Have you found your

dockers suspicious regarding you?" Meredith put the question with a

naive air.

"Of course. Men of their kind are always suspicious, until they know

you. Why should n't they be? Whoever went among 'em before those days

with any other purpose than to get the best of 'em?"

"They suspected your decent clothes," said I.

Burns laughed. "One morning I appeared in a new suit of blue serge

like this, and a new straw hat, like that. 'Where'd you get 'em,

Burns?' one man shouted. 'He 's makin' more 'n sixpence out o' us,'

yelled another. Then I had to explain, anyhow, I did explain, that

Madame Tussaud's had given me a new suit, so that they could put my old

one on a wax figure of me. Tussaud's wanted my old hat, but my wife

would n't part with that. She wanted it as a trophy."

We sat at table all the evening talking, George Meredith, John Burns,

and I. Of all the men one had ever heard talk, I can't remember one

who had a charm of voice and speech excelling Meredith's. I can feel

its fascination now across the interval of nearly thirty years. It

was, I have said, a musical voice, but it was more than that. It was

rich and deep and delicate. The enunciation was perfect with a

perfection that was rare and individual; his voice was an instrument

with many banks of keys. Charm was its characteristic, charm that no

{235} one could describe, although many have tried to do so. And his

eyes, you could say, were bluish-grey, or grey-blue, but you could not

say--as they twinkled, or flashed, or seemed at rest like little lakes,

pellucid, undisturbed, or lighted instantly as some humorous or

sympathetic thought moved behind them--you could not say how, or why

they held you, or had the power, a pleasant power, of searching you,

looking through you. There was nothing that you could describe in so

many words, but there was much that you could feel and like. Even when

Meredith spoke of man, or woman, or deed that he did not like, and

spoke with dramatic force, his gaze would not blaze or harden. He

seemed to be searching serenely beyond the surface for the element of

comedy, searching with sympathy and humour for the thing that he could

understand, and understand better than any one else in the world. You

could always touch him with a sympathetic humour. He did not like wise

owls, or rather the owlishness which the run of humans take for wisdom.

His strength, George Meredith's strength, was in his perceptions, his

appreciations; physically he was frail, or was frail then! You would

n't have supposed him ever to have been a great walker and a man of

athletic tendencies. But he had been. Now he walked rather slowly,

with a stick, and seemed glad to stop every few minutes. His face made

me think of a cameo, by the delicacy of its carving. There was

exquisite beauty in it, and the voice enhanced that. But even the most

delicate lines {236} were firmly carved. If you handled him roughly

you might bend him, but you could not break his spirit. At the time I

speak of, he was beyond his years, far beyond them; physically, but in

no other way, he seemed an old and fragile man. And yet neither voice

nor eyes suggested anything of the kind. In spirits and outlook he

retained the keenness of mighty youth. When he talked with us he was

of no age at all, the agelessness of the eternal; it was only when he

walked with us about his garden, or over Box Hill, that the flesh

betrayed, now and then, its limitations. If you had had his eyes, you

might have looked through his body. A strong wind might have carried

him away. But he lived sixteen years after that, and, for all his

touch of melancholy, they were happy years.

Others could tell other tales of him and have done so; have said, for

one thing, that he was quick and tempery. What they meant was that his

highly sensitive make-up had n't its times or seasons, but were on and

off quite unexpectedly, as is usually the case with highly sensitive

folk. Men do not study such sensitive creatures with the object of

avoiding trouble; they blunder and thunder on and then are amazed, when

they have struck a nerve centre, to find that it has its own method of

reacting. And then George Meredith had been more than half his life a

reader for publishers. And all his life he was writing poetry and

novels! Now if there is any act less likely than another to insure

peace of mind, it is the reading of other persons' manuscripts. And to

do that regularly, professionally, for several {237} decades, while you

prefer to be a poet and love to be a novelist, is to give oneself to

occupations which not only jar upon each other, but upon the nerves of

him that undertakes the triple task. Meredith must have had a rare

power of concentration to preserve his own authorship from saturation

in the flood of manuscripts in which he swam for forty years. His

experiences would have paralysed the creative capacity in most men.

I can suppose only that they who found his talk "artificial" must have

touched some spring in him that Burns and I did not press. We found

him entirely free from artificiality. No pair of strangers could have

been more agreeably entertained. And yet we inflicted upon him a long

day. They say he was "gey ill to live wi'." Perhaps he was; perhaps

he was not. But why should n't he have been? Most writers are. And

why should n't they be? They are of a sensitive sort, in greater

degree, or less. Their business is mainly to observe, to consider, to

speak with ink. These things require concentration of mind. And while

the world is running in and out, and kindly intentioned persons are

making suggestions which have no relation to the business in hand, or

wondering why their wish cannot have precedence, or why their opinion

is not the most important thing in the universe, the poet's work, or

train of thought, has to get on, or the novelist's, or the reader of

manuscripts'. It may be true that no creative gentleman has a right to

moods, but at least he has a right to tenses. No such plea is put

forth for the rest of mankind. {238} Probably the fact is that the

person criticising considers his own mood the more important of the

two. Artistic sensibilities are as difficult for their possessors to

endure all the time as they can possibly be for any one else to

encounter a part of the time. But who ever thinks of that?

We talked on through the evening, without leaving the dining room. I

caught Burns looking apprehensively at the clock. "Yes," said I, "we

can catch it if we go at once. It's the last train." There was a

hurried leave-taking, and we were off. We left the kind old gentleman

standing in the doorway, holding a lamp which lighted us down the path

and shone full upon his face.

"Well?" said Burns, when we were seated in the train.

"A glorious day!" I answered.

"Never a better," said Burns.

Surely we never went through a better day together, and we went through

many.

Late one afternoon in 1907, I was crossing the outer lobby of the House

of Commons just as John Burns was crossing it in the opposite

direction. He saw me first and called out to me.

"Where have you come from now?" he asked, when we had shaken hands.

"And how long is it since we met?"

"America this time," said I. "I 've been there four years. But it

must be seven years since I 've seen you."

"Gadabout!" said he. "Did you ever have another Meredith day?"

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"No," said I, "nor anything like it. Let's go again."

"Let's," was his response.

But we did not go again, for, as it turned out, another ten days called

me back to America. Burns, of course, was already in the Cabinet, but

he wore a blue serge suit, just as of yore.

In 1913 when again I came to England, I did not see him. I had several

months in the country but only ten days in town, when I fled with an

attentive influenza which Freshwater drove away.

But in 1916, having come the day before from a liner at Liverpool, I

was walking in Victoria Street just as Burns turned a corner.

"The oddest thing," said he. "I was just thinking of our day with

Meredith. Let's talk. But don't talk politics. Which way are you

going?"

"Any way," I said. And we strolled into the cloisters of Westminster

Abbey.

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