ESSIE TISDALE'S MOMENT.

Mrs. Sylvanus Starr, who was indisposed, sat up in her _robe de nuit_ of

pink, striped outing-flannel and looked down into the street.

"Pearline," she said hastily, "turn the dish-pan over the roast beef and

cache the oranges. Planchette, hide the cake and just lay this sweet

chocolate under the mattress--the doctor's coming."

"She cleaned us out last time all right," commented Lucille.

"Her legs are hollow," observed Camille, "she can eat half a sheep."

"What's half a sheep to a growing girl?" inquired Mrs. Starr as she

plucked at her pompadour and straightened the counterpane.

The Starrs were still tittering when Dr. Harpe walked in. Their hilarity

quickly passed at the sight of her face. Another intelligence, a new

personality from which they unconsciously shrank looked at them through

Dr. Harpe's familiar features. The Starrs were not analytical nor given

to psychology, therefore it was no subtle change which could make them

stare. It was as though a ruthless hand had torn away a mask disclosing

a woman who only resembled some one they had known. She was a trifle

more than thirty and she looked to-day a haggard forty-five.

A grayish pallor had settled upon her face, and her neck, by the simple

turning of her head, had the lines of withered old age. Her lips were

colorless, and dry, and drooped in a kind of sneering cruelty, while

her restless, glittering eyes contained the malice and desperation of a

vicious animal when it's cornered. The uneasiness and erratic movements

of a user of cocaine was in her manner.

"What ails you now?" Her voice was harsh and Mrs. Starr flushed at the

blunt question.

She saw that Dr. Harpe was not listening to her reply.

"Get this filled." The prescription she wrote and handed her was

scarcely legible. "I'll be in again."

She stalked downstairs without more words.

The Starrs looked at each other blankly when she had gone.

"What's the matter with Dr. Harpe?"

Elsewhere throughout the town the same question was being asked. The

clairvoyant milliner cautiously asked the baker's wife as they watched

her turn the corner--

"Have you noticed anything queer about Dr. Harpe?"

There was that about her which repelled, and those who were wont to pass

her on the street with a friendly flourish of the hand and a "Hello,

Doc," somehow omitted it and substituted a nod and a stare of curiosity.

Her swaggering stride of assurance was a shamble, and, as she came down

the street now with her head down, her Stetson pulled low over her eyes,

her hand thrust deep in one pocket of her square cut coat, her skirt

flapping petticoatless about her, she looked even to the wife of the

baker, who liked her, and to the clairvoyant milliner, who imitated her,

a caricature upon womankind.

There was a look of evil upon her face at the moment not easy to

describe. She and Augusta had quarrelled--for the first time--and when

she could least afford to quarrel.

She had spoken often of Andy P. Symes as "the laziest man in Crowheart"

and Augusta always had giggled; to-day she had resented it. Was it, Dr.

Harpe asked herself, that she was losing control of Augusta because she

was losing her own? Nothing more disastrous could happen to her at this

time than to lose her footing in the Symes household. Her power over

Symes went with her prestige, for her word would have little weight if

the Dago Duke even partially carried out his threats. Her disclosure

would appear but the last resort of malice and receive little credence.

As she walked down the street with bent head she was asking herself if

the props were to be pulled from beneath her one by one, if the

invisible lines emanating from her own acts were tightening about her to

her undoing?

With a fierce gesture she pushed these thoughts from her as though they

were tangible things. No, no! she would not be beaten! Insomnia,

narcotics and stimulants had unnerved her for the time, but she was

strong enough to pull herself together and stay the circumstances which

threatened to swamp her midway in her career. Bolstered for the moment

by this resolve, she threw back her head and raised her eyes.

The Dago Duke, Dan Treu, and an important looking stranger were crossing

the street and she felt intuitively that it was for the purpose of

meeting her face to face. The Dago Duke bowed with his exaggerated

salutation of respect as they passed, the deputy-sheriff with an odd

constraint of manner, while the stranger who raised his hat in formal

politeness gave her a look which seemed to search her soul. It

frightened her. Who was he? She had seen him at old Dubois's funeral.

Was he some new factor to be reckoned with, or was it merely her crazy

nerves that made her see fresh danger at every turn, a new enemy in

every stranger?

She climbed the stairs to her office in a kind of nervous frenzy. She

felt like screaming, like beating upon the walls with her bare fists.

Inaction was no longer possible. She must do something, else this agony

of uncertainty and suspense would drive her mad. She strode up and down

at a pace which left her breathless, clenching and unclenching her

hands, while thickly, between set teeth, she raved at Essie Tisdale,

upon whom her venom concentrated.

"I could throttle her!" She looked at her curved, outspread fingers,

tense and strong as steel hooks. "I could choke her with my own hands

till she is black! Curse her--curse her! She's been a stumbling block in

my way ever since I came. The sight of her is a needle in my flesh. I'd

only want a minute if I could get my fingers on her throat! I'd shut

that baby mouth of hers for good and all. God! How I hate her!" She

hissed the words in venomous intensity, racked with the strength of her

emotions, weak from it, her ghastly face moist with perspiration.

"I've humiliated her!" she gasped. "I've made her suffer. I've downed

her, but there's something left yet that I haven't crushed! I'm not

satisfied; I haven't done enough. I want to break her spirit, to break

her heart, to finish her for all time!"

She groped for the door-knob as one who sees dimly, and all but ran down

the corridor. Even as she went the thought flashed through her mind that

she was making a fool of herself, that she was being led by an impulse

for which she would be sorry.

But she was at a pitch where the voice of caution had no weight; she

wanted what she wanted and in her heart she knew that she was going to

Essie Tisdale with the intention of inflicting physical pain. Nothing

less would satisfy her. Yet, when the door opened in response to her

knock, her upper lip stretched in its straight, mirthless smile.

"Hello, Ess!" She stepped back a bit into the dimly lighted corridor and

the girl all but shrank from the malice glowing in her eyes.

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