LAMPBLACK

A poor black paint lay very unhappy in its tube. It had tumbled out of

an artist’s color-box and had lain unnoticed for a year. “I am only

Lampblack,” he said to himself. “The master never looks at me: he says I

am heavy, dull, lusterless, useless. I wish I could cake and dry up and

die, as poor Flakewhite did.”

But Lampblack could not die; he could only lie in his tin tube and pine,

like a silly, sorrowful thing as he was, in company with some broken

bits of charcoal and a rusty palette-knife. The master never touched

him; month after month passed by, and he was never thought of; the other

paints had all their turn of fair fortune, and went out into the world to

great halls and mighty palaces, transfigured and rejoicing in a thousand

beautiful shapes and services. But Lampblack was always passed over as

dull and coarse. Indeed he knew himself to be so, poor fellow, and this

made it all the worse. “You are only a deposit!” said the other colors to

him; and he felt that it was disgraceful to be a deposit, though he was

not quite sure what it meant.

“If only I were happy like the others!” thought poor, sooty Lampblack,

sorrowful in his corner. “There is Bistre, now, he is not so very much

better-looking than I am, and yet they can do nothing without him,

whether it is a girl’s face or a wimple in a river!”

The others were all so happy in this beautiful bright studio, where the

open casements were hung with green myrtle, and where the silence was

filled with the singing of nightingales. Cobalt, with a touch or two,

became the loveliness of summer skies at morning; the Lakes and Carmines

bloomed in a thousand exquisite flowers and fancies; the Chromes and

Ochres (mere dull earths) were allowed to spread themselves in sheets

of gold that took the shine of the sun into the darkest places; Umber,

a somber and gloomy thing, could lurk in a child’s curls and laugh in a

child’s smiles; whilst all the families of the Vermilions, the Blues, the

Greens, lived in a perpetual glory of sunset or sunrise, of ocean waves

or autumn woods, of kingly pageant or of martial pomp.

It was very hard. Poor Lampblack felt as if his very heart would break,

above all when he thought of pretty little Rose Madder, whom he loved

dearly, and who never would even look at him, she was so proud, because

she was always placed in nothing less than rosy clouds, or the hearts of

roses, or something as fair and spiritual.

“I am only a wretched deposit!” sighed Lampblack, and the rusty

palette-knife grumbled back, “My own life has been ruined in cleaning

dirty brushes!”

“But at least you were of use once; but I never am,—never!” said

Lampblack. And indeed he had been there so long that the spiders had spun

their silver fleeces all about him, and he was growing as gray as an old

bottle does in a dark cellar.

At that moment the door of the studio opened, and there came a flood of

light, and the step of a man was heard; the hearts of all the colors

jumped for joy. It was their magician, who out of mere common clays and

ground ores could raise them at a touch into splendors immortal.

Only the heart of poor dusty Lampblack did not beat a throb the more,

because he was always left alone and never was thought worthy of even a

glance. But he could not believe his senses when the master crossed the

floor to the dark corner where he lay under the spiders’ webs. Lampblack

felt sick and faint with rapture. Had his turn come at last?

The master took him up. “You will do for this work,” he said; and

Lampblack was borne trembling to an easel. The colors, for once

neglected, crowded together to watch, looking in their bright tin tubes

like rows of little soldiers in armor.

“It is dull Old Deposit,” they murmured to one another, and felt

contemptuous, but curious, as scornful people often will be.

“I am going to be glorious and great,” thought Lampblack, and his heart

swelled high; for nevermore would they be able to hurl the name of

Deposit at him, a name which hurt all the more because he did not know

what it meant.

“You will do for this work,” said the master, and let Lampblack out of

his metal prison-house into the light and touched him with the brush that

was the wand of magic.

“What am I going to be?” wondered Lampblack, as he felt himself taken on

to a large piece of deal board, so large that he felt he must be going to

make at the least the outline of an athlete or the shadows of a tempest.

He could not tell what he was becoming; but he was happy enough and grand

enough only to be used. He began to dream a thousand things of all the

scenes he would be in, and all the hues that he would wear, and all the

praise that he would hear when he went out into that wonderful world

where his master was so much admired.

But he was harshly roused from his secret dreams; all the colors were

laughing and tittering round him till the little tin helmets they wore

shook with their merriment.

“Old Deposit is going to be a sign-post,” they cried to one another so

merrily that the spiders, who are not companionable creatures, came to

the doors of their dens to chuckle too. A sign-post! Lampblack, stretched

out in joy upon the board, roused himself and gazed at the change. He had

been made into seven letters, thus:

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