CHAPTER XVI.

THE DOOR LOCKED UPON HIM.

Arriving in Paris, Arley engaged three very comfortable apartments, two

sleeping-rooms and a parlor, in the Rue de Rivoli.

Philip was almost helpless in making arrangements, for his French

was very poor; but Arley could speak it like a native, and chattered

volubly while driving her close bargain with madam, yet doing it in

such a gracious, winning way that she seemed to be conferring a favor

to take the rooms at any price.

They remained in Paris three months, where, at first, they had not

intended remaining as many weeks.

Arley often wondered when Philip was going to return to London and take

up his work again, but she had resolved not to interfere, and so let

matters take their course.

He grew tired at length of Paris, and they went from there to Tours for

a month, thence to Toulouse for six weeks, after which they crossed

the Pyrenees into Spain, and finally arrived at Madrid--that quaint,

romantic old city, which seems to belong to some other world.

Once or twice Arley had asked, with wishful eyes, when they were going

home, and he had invariably answered that “he did not know.”

“I have no heart to go home to begin at the foot of the ladder again

and have everybody wagging their heads over my affairs,” he had once

said, moodily.

“Where will you begin?” Arley quietly asked.

“I don’t know as I care to begin at all,” was the frowning reply.

“But can we live like this always?” she inquired, with a searching

glance.

“Aren’t you comfortable? Is there anything that you want which you

haven’t got?” he demanded, more harshly than she had ever heard him

speak before.

Arley drew herself up haughtily.

“I believe I have made no complaint, Mr. Paxton,” she said, in a

freezing tone. “I was simply wondering where the money was coming from

to permit of our leading this idle, useless kind of life much longer.”

“I don’t know as you need to worry about that if I do not,” he

retorted, and abruptly left the room.

His keen-witted wife at once reasoned that he was very much

worried--that if he had not been extremely short of funds her simple

questions would not have irritated him thus, while at every change they

had made of late he had taken cheaper lodgings and curtailed their

expenses in a number of ways which seriously affected their comfort.

She became very much troubled by these things, for she felt that they

would only go on from bad to worse if Philip did not soon form some

definite plan of action.

She knew that he possessed splendid talents; that he was capable of

going to the front in his profession if he would only “pocket his

pride” and put forth a little energy; and she felt that it was very

wrong of him thus to settle idly down and waste these precious months

right in the prime of his manhood.

The place where they were living in Madrid was very dreary; the rooms

were small, the windows high, and the streets narrow and dirty, while

the food which she daily placed upon their table was anything but

palatable.

Arley had never yet broken the hundred-pound note which Miss McAllister

had given her at parting, nor did she mean to do so now. She had never

even told Philip that she had it, and now she believed if he knew of

it he would insist upon using it, and thus he would sink even lower

in inanition; besides this, if he persisted in his present manner of

living, she could, if necessity compelled, use it to return to England

and Miss McAllister, who, no doubt, would be willing to give her a home.

But this, of course, would be her very last resort.

Still, her present position was anything but a comfortable one,

for, while Philip could speak the language fluently, she could not

understand it at all, and she was terribly lonely and homesick.

Two months had passed since they came to Spain, and, being so much

alone, she had busied herself with drawing, and painting some in water

colors, so that she had quite a collection of pictures and sketches.

These she brought out and looked at on this day, after her unpleasant

interview with Philip.

She was wondering if she could sell some of them, or copy some of them

for sale, and thus better their condition somewhat. She felt that it

would be intolerable to remain in that place much longer.

Still, she had voluntarily become Philip Paxton’s wife, and she was

determined to share his fortunes, good or bad--to be true to her

plighted vows just as long as it was possible to be.

After looking her portfolio through she decided that she would make an

effort--it could do no harm, and it might result in much good.

Selecting a few little sketches, she arranged her drawing materials and

colors, and set diligently about her work.

For a week she labored unweariedly; then gathering up the result of

her work, she tied them carefully together, dressed herself with great

care, and, taking the package with her, went out.

She was exceedingly nervous over her undertaking, for everything was

so strange in that--to her--half-barbarous city. She threaded her way

through the narrow, and in many places dirty, streets, until she came

out into the better portion of the city, and at length entering Montera

street, one of the finest in Madrid, she stopped before an art store,

where, after a moment of hesitation, she entered.

Approaching the counter, she inquired, in the sweetest of voices and

purest of French, if that language was spoken by any one there.

A reply in the affirmative was immediately given, much to her relief,

and then she laid her package down and asked that its contents might be

examined.

The gentleman, who proved to be one of the proprietors, acceded to her

request, examining drawing after drawing with a critical eye.

There were sketches of every variety--of places, people and scenes that

she had observed during her travels; there were fancy pieces, fruit,

flowers and figures; comic pictures, serious and sentimental, and all

executed with a freshness and spirit that made them charming.

“They are very good--mademoiselle?” the gentleman said, uttering the

last word with questioning inflection, and casting an admirable glance

into the lovely face before him.

“No, monsieur--madam, if you please,” Arley replied, drawing herself up

slightly. “Thank you for your praise,” she added, smiling. “And now, if

you think they are worthy, I would like to dispose of them, and perhaps

take orders for more.”

He bent a glance of surprise upon her, running his keen eye over her

elegant attire, noticing its texture, its trimmings of rich lace, and

the jewels that she wore.

“Ah! she is selling them for some one else,” he thought, and turned

his attention again to the pretty collection before him.

His practiced eye told him that there was considerable merit in them,

and that, with a hint regarding certain points, the artist, whoever he

or she might be, might fill with great satisfaction a demand in his

line of business.

The proprietor told her what he would give for her drawings, naming a

larger sum than she had hoped to receive, and requested her to supply

him with more, at an advance in price, if she improved upon the hints

which he wished to give her.

She consented only too gladly, while she received, with a

wildly-beating heart, the money which he counted out to her, though

outwardly her manner was as calm and elegant as it had ever been in a

fashionable drawing-room in London; and then, with it clasped tightly

in her hands, she went back to her rooms, with a sense of exultation

in her heart such as she had never experienced before, and to thank

God for the talents which He had given her, and which she believed,

if necessity required, would insure her a future of independence and

comfort.

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