CHAPTER XXIII.--FOREST LIFE.

The spring came early that year. A rather severe winter gave place to

charming and genial weather. In April it was hot, and the trees made

haste to clothe themselves with their most delicate and fairy green, the

flowers peeped out joyfully, the birds sang from morning till night, and

the forest became paradise.

Rachel, Kitty, and Phil almost lived there. Miss Griselda and Miss

Katharine had become lenient in the matter of lessons. Miss Griselda was

wise enough to believe in nature's lessons and to think fine fresh air

the best tonic in all the world for both mind and body. Phil was in his

element in the forest. He was always finding new beetles and fresh

varieties of chrysalides, which he and Kitty carefully treasured; and as

to the roots and the flowers and the mosses which these children

collected, even good-natured Newbolt at last gave vent to strong

expressions of disapproval, and asked if the whole of the house was to

be turned topsy-turvy with their messes.

Phil could do what he liked in his old tower bedroom; his mother never

interfered with him there. This quaint old room was Liberty Hall to

Phil. Here he could groan if he wanted to, or sigh if he wanted to, or

talk his secrets to the silent, faithful walls if he wanted to; and here

he brought his spiders and his beetles and his mosses, and kept them in

odd bottles and under broken glasses, and messed away to his heart's

content without any one saying him nay.

Downstairs Mrs. Lovel was a most careful and correct mother--never

petting and never spoiling, always on her guard, always watchful and

prim. Miss Griselda was wont to say that with all her follies she had

never come across a more sagacious and sensible mother than Mrs. Lovel.

As a mother she approved of her absolutely; but then Miss Griselda never

saw behind the scenes; she never saw what went on in the tower bedroom,

where Mrs. Lovel would take the boy in her arms, and strain him to her

heart with passionate kisses, and pet him and make much of him, and

consult him, and, above all things, faithfully promise him that after

the 5th of May the burden which was crushing his young life should be

removed, and he might be his own natural and unrestrained self again.

Mrs. Lovel had got a dreadful fright when she first read young Rupert's

letter; but when day after day and week after week passed and no tidings

of Rupert or his father reached Avonsyde, she began to hope that even

though they were in England, they had come over on business in no way

connected with the old family home; in short, even though they were in

England, they had not seen those advertisements which had almost turned

her head.

The weeks passed quickly, and she began to breathe freely and to be

almost happy once more. The loss of the tankard was certainly

disquieting, but she felt sure that with the aid of the stolen letters

she could substantiate her boy's claim, and she also reflected that if

the tankard was lost to her it was also lost to her brother-in-law,

Rupert Lovel.

So life went quite smoothly at Avonsyde, and day after day the weather

became more balmy and springlike, and day after day Miss Griselda's

face wore a softer and gentler expression; for the little heir-apparent

was altogether after her own heart, and she was contented, as all women

are when they find a worthy object to love.

Miss Katharine too was smiling and happy in these early spring days. She

had never forgotten the face of the mother who had left her two children

in her charge nearly six years ago. That young and agonized face had

haunted her dreams; some words which those poor trembling lips had

uttered had recurred to her over and over.

"It breaks my heart to part with the children," the mother had said,

"but if in no other way I can provide for their future, I sacrifice

myself willingly. I am willing to obliterate myself for their sakes."

Miss Katharine had felt, when these words were wrung from a brave and

troubled heart, that pride was indeed demanding a cruel thing; but for

Miss Griselda she would have said:

"Come here with your children. You are Valentine's wife, and for his

sake we will be good to you as well as them."

Miss Katharine had longed to say these words, but fear of her elder

sister had kept her silent, and ever since her heart had reproached her.

Now she felt cheerful, for she knew that on Rachel's birthday the mother

of the children would return, and she knew also that when she came she

would not go away again.

Rachel's charming little face had lost a good deal of its watchful and

unrestful expression during the last few weeks. She had seen Nancy White

more than once, and Nancy had so strongly impressed on her the fact that

on the 5th of May the lady of the forest would reveal herself, and all

the mystery of her secret and her seclusion be explained, that the

little girl grew hopeful and bright and fixed her longing eyes on that

birthday which was to mean so much to so many. Kitty too looked forward

to the 5th of May as to a delightful general holiday; in short, every

one was excited about it, except the child to whom it meant the most of

all. Little Phil alone was unconcerned about the great day--little Phil

alone lived happily in the present, and, if anything, rather put the

future out of sight. To him the thought of the inheritance which on that

day was to be forced upon him was felt to be a heavy burden; but, then,

those little shoulders were already over-weighted, and God knew and

little Phil also knew that they could not bear any added burden.

Of late little Phil had been very glad to feel that God knew about his

secrets and his cares, and in his own very simple, childish little way

he used lately to ask him not to add to them; and now that he was sure

God knew everything, he ceased to trouble his head very much about all

that was to happen on Rachel's birthday.

Thus every one at Avonsyde, with the exception of little Phil, was happy

in the future, but he alone was perfectly happy in the present. His

collection of all kinds of natural curiosities grew and multiplied, and

he spent more and more time in the lovely forest. The delicious spring

air did him good, and his mother once more hoped and almost believed

that health and strength lay before him.

One day, quite toward the end of April, Kitty, his constant companion,

had grown tired and refused to stay out any longer. The day was quite

hot, and the little boy wandered on alone under the shade of the trees.

As usual when quite by himself, he chose the least-frequented paths, and

as usual the vague hope came over him that he might see the lovely green

lady of the forest. No such exquisite vision was permitted to him, but

instead he came suddenly upon Nancy White, who was walking in the forest

and picking up small dry branches and sticks, which she placed in a

large basket hung over her arm. When she saw Phil she started and almost

dropped her basket.

"Well I never!" she exclaimed. "You has gone and given me a start,

little master."

"How do you do, Nancy?" said Phil, going up to her, speaking in a polite

voice, and holding out his hand. "How is the lady of the forest? Please

tell her that, I have kept her secret most carefully, that no one knows

it but Rachel, and she knew it long ago. I hope the lady is very well,

Nancy."

"Yes, my dear, she is well and hopeful. The days are going on, Master

Philip Lovel, and each day as it passes brings a little more hope. I am

sure you are little gentleman enough to keep the lady's secret."

"Everybody speaks about the days passing and hope growing," said Phil.

"I--I--Nancy, did you ever see the green lady about here? She could bring

me hope. How I wish I could see her!"

"Now, don't be fanciful, my dear little gentleman," answered Nancy.

"Them thoughts about fairies and such-like are very bad for growing

children. You shouldn't allow your head to wander on such nonsense.

Little boys and girls should attend to their spelling lessons, and eat

plenty, and go to bed early, and then they have no time for fretting

after fairies and such. It isn't canny to hear you talk as you do of the

green lady, Master Phil."

"Isn't it?" said Phil. "I am sorry. I do wish to see her. I want a gift

from her. Good-by, Nancy. Give my love to the lady."

"I will so, dear; and tell me, are you feeling any way more perky--like

yourself?"

"I'm very well, except when I'm very bad," answered Phil. "Just now I'm

as well as possible, but in the evenings I sometimes get tired, and then

it rather hurts me to mount up so many stairs to my tower bedroom; but

oh! I would not sleep in any other room for the world. I love my tower

room."

"Well, you'll be a very happy little boy soon," said Nancy--"a very

happy, rich little boy; for if folks say true everything has to be given

to you on the 5th of May."

"A lot of money and lands, you mean," said Phil. "Oh, yes; but they

aren't everything--oh, dear, no! I know what I want, and I am not likely

to have it. Good-by, Nancy; good-by."

Phil ran off, and Nancy pursued her walk stolidly and soberly.

"The look grows," she said to herself--"the look grows and deepens. Poor

little lad! he is right enough when he says that gold and lands won't

satisfy him. Well, now, I'm doing him no harm by keeping back the silver

tankard. It's only his good-for-nothing mother as will be put out, and

that middle-aged man in London and that other boy. What do I care for

that other boy, or for any one in all the world but my missus and her

dear little ladies? There, there, that tankard is worse than a nightmare

to me. I hate it, and I'd give all the world never to have seen it; but

there, now that I've got it I'll keep it."

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