CHAPTER X

A LITTLE LIGHT

Stineli became more and more depressed as the days passed. The

children complained, "Stineli won't tell us any more stories and she

won't laugh with us any more."

One day the mother spoke to the father about the change in Stineli,

but all that he said was: "It is because she is growing so rapidly.

Let her rest a little and give her plenty of goat's milk to drink."

After about three weeks had passed in this way, the grandmother went

with Stineli to her room one evening and said, "I can understand,

dear, how hard you find it to forget about Rico, but I am afraid that

you are not resigning yourself to the inevitable as it should be your

duty to do for the sake of the dear ones about you."

"But, grandmother," sobbed Stineli, "you don't know how it hurts me to

think that I gave Rico the notion of going to the lake; and now that

he has been killed, I am to blame for it."

A great load seemed to fall from the grandmother as she heard these

words. She had given Rico up for lost, for she could not otherwise

account for his complete disappearance. A strong hope of his safety

now came to her.

"Tell me, child," she said, "all that you know about his going to the

lake."

Stineli told of Rico's longing to see the pretty lake he remembered,

and how she had advised him to make the trip. "I am sure," she said,

"that Rico started for the lake, but father says that he would get

killed anyway."

"We have a right to hope for something better," said the grandmother.

"Have you forgotten the song we sang the last night that Rico was with

us?

'Whatever in His care is laid

Shall have a happy end.'

Of course it was wrong of you to advise Rico without consulting your

parents, but you did it thoughtlessly and meant no harm, so you may

dare to hope that there will be a happy ending to Rico's going to the

lake. I feel satisfied now that the child is alive and that he will be

taken care of."

From that time on Stineli began to be her old self. To be sure, she

missed her friend, but she cherished a secret hope that he would

return to her. Day by day she looked up the road to see if he might

not possibly be coming down the Maloja Pass, but the seasons came and

went and nothing was heard from the missing boy.

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