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_Hygiene, Conduct, Method._--I swear to myself henceforth to take the

following rules as eternal rules of my life:

Every morning to pray to God, _reservoir of all strength and all

justice, to my father, to Mariette, and to Poe,_ as intercessors;

to pray to them to grant me the necessary strength always to do my

duty, and to grant to my mother _a life long enough_ to enjoy my

transformation; to work all day, or at least _while my strength

remains_; to trust in God, that is, in Justice itself, for the success

of my projects; to make, every evening, a new prayer to God, asking

life and strength for my mother and for myself; to divide all I earn

into four parts,--one for current expenses, one for my creditors,

one for my friends and one for my mother;--to obey the precepts of

strictest sobriety, of which the first is the suppression of everything

exciting, whatever it may be.

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