MY HEART LAID BARE

The following pages (not included in the "complete" French edition)

contain notes found after the death of Baudelaire; disconnected

fragments; echoes; pistils of ideas, promising wondrous blossom, to

which no pollen came. They epitomize the moral and intellectual life of

the artist. In his own art, Baudelaire is the creator of a new mood, in

which Maeterlinck and Verlaine are among his disciples, where Swinburne

and Wilde have followed him; in painting and in music, his criticism

was seeking in 1850 all that the later development of these arts has

brought forth. The reflection of that brilliant mind glows in these

intimate pages.

In the almost absolute isolation in which he confined himself more and

more, Baudelaire, who had so loved to expand in conversation, felt the

need of a confidant that would not importune him with useless counsels,

nor with expressions of sympathy he would have repulsed, if only

through dandyism. Paper alone could be that confidant.

The poet is wholly within these journals, with his religious,

political, moral and literary theories, above all, with the explicit

evidence of his weaknesses and his griefs. What skilled theologian has

made a more haughty confession than this: "There are none great among

men save the poet, the priest and the soldier; the man who sings, the

man who blesses, the man who sacrifices others and himself. The rest is

made for the whip"? What political economist has made a more absolute

declaration of principles than this: "There is no reasonable, stable

government save the aristocratic. Monarchy and republic, based on

democracy, are equally weak and absurd"?

His ideal of the greatness of the individual is derived logically from

his conception of an aristocratic society under the triumvirate of the

poet, the priest and the soldier. "Before all, to be a great man and

a saint for one's self;" that, for Baudelaire, is the one ambition

worthy of a superior nature. He has indicated the principal traits of

the ideal "dandy" that he has sought unceasingly. The dandy is not

only the most elegant of men, of the most original and discriminating

tastes, which he exercises in his habits, in the choice of his books

or his mistress; he is armed with a will superior to all obstacles,

opposing caprice with invincible energy, and correcting in himself the

inevitable faults of nature with all the resources of art.

The two manuscripts in which these ideals are scattered differ so

slightly that it might seem impossible to decide which should be read

first. A closer examination, however, indicates that _Rockets_ is of

the period about ten years before the author's death, while _My Heart

Laid Bare_ belongs entirely to the days when he felt the first attacks

of the illness that was to bear him off. No effort has been made to

group the paragraphs according to topic; they are printed as they

appear in the manuscript (the page divisions of which are indicated

by the successive numbers). The documents furnish an interesting

supplement to the more formal works of the poet, and a valuable

contribution to literature.

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