EVERY MAN HIS CHIMÆRA

Beneath a broad grey sky, upon a vast and dusty plain devoid of grass,

and where not even a nettle or a thistle was to be seen, I met several

men who walked bowed down to the ground.

Each one carried upon his back an enormous Chimæra as heavy as a sack

of flour or coal, or as the equipment of a Roman foot-soldier.

But the monstrous beast was not a dead weight, rather she enveloped and

oppressed the men with her powerful and elastic muscles, and clawed

with her two vast talons at the breast of her mount. Her fabulous head

reposed upon the brow of the man like one of those horrible casques by

which ancient warriors hoped to add to the terrors of the enemy.

I questioned one of the men, asking him why they went so. He replied

that he knew nothing, neither he nor the others, but that evidently

they went somewhere, since they were urged on by an unconquerable

desire to walk.

Very curiously, none of the wayfarers seemed to be irritated by the

ferocious beast hanging at his neck and cleaving to his back: one had

said that he considered it as a part of himself. These grave and weary

faces bore witness to no despair. Beneath the splenetic cupola of the

heavens, their feet trudging through the dust of an earth as desolate

as the sky, they journeyed onwards with the resigned faces of men

condemned to hope for ever. So the train passed me and faded into the

atmosphere of the horizon at the place where the planet unveils herself

to the curiosity of the human eye.

During several moments I obstinately endeavoured to comprehend this

mystery; but irresistible Indifference soon threw herself upon me,

nor was I more heavily dejected thereby than they by their crushing

Chimæras.

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