CHAPTER XV.

One Sunday morning in the month of October, two gentlemen were standing

in the large room of the Hotel Sirene, at Sorrento, which commands so

matchless a view of the beautiful Bay of Naples.

The two gentlemen were Mr. Blake--Mina Blake's uncle--and Mr.

Earnscliffe. Although they were not acquainted, Mr. Blake and his new

companion were engaged in an animated conversation on the state of

Italy. Whilst they talk together, let us take a short retrospective

glance over Mr. Earnscliffe's life since we saw him in Paris.

He carried out his original intention of spending a short time in

Germany, and there, wandering from place to place, he traced out the

plan of that book which had rendered Flora Adair so doubly unhappy. It

was completed at Gottingen during a residence there of some four or

five months.

No effort had been spared by him in order to render his reasoning

forcible, and his burning indignation against her whom he loved--or,

rather, against that religion which had made her what she was to

him--lent to it the charm of which we have already spoken, namely, that

of appealing to the heart as well as to the mind. Whilst the latter

reasoned for him, the former burned with feelings which infused into

his writing a passionate earnestness well nigh irresistible.

The title of his book gave a fair idea of its tendency. It sought

to prove the destructive effect of an institution which claimed for

itself unerring authority in its teaching, and demanded unquestioning

obedience thereto. "Were it needful to recognise such an authority," he

asked, "of what use would reason be to man?"

Dryden could have told him, had he chosen to be taught, that

"Dim as the borrow'd beams of moon and stars

To lonely, weary, wandering travellers,

Is reason to the soul: and as on high

Those rolling fires discover but the sky,

Not light us here; so reason's glimmering ray

Was lent, not to assure our doubtful way,

But guide us upward to a better day.

And as those mighty tapers disappear

When day's bright lord ascends our hemisphere,

So pale grows reason at religion's sight,

So dies and so dissolves in supernatural light."

But he listened only to the promptings of his proud will, and strove

to deny the Divine light enlightening the world by authoritative

teaching.

He was too well schooled a thinker not to know that the fact of a

formal divine revelation being once recognised it naturally followed

that it should be transmitted in an unerring manner, and not be left

to the changeableness of human opinion. He struck, therefore, directly

at the basis of all positive revelation by endeavouring to show that

the only authority which claimed to speak exclusively in the name of

God, sacrificed to its own thirst for domination all the best and

highest powers of mankind. In thus losing sight of the distinction

between what is human and what is divine in religion--branding St.

Peter as an unworthy teacher because he was "a sinful man"--and

therewith of the holy precepts of charity, he condemned alike God and

man, by seeking the divine guide in the human and--without an unerring

teacher--unenlightened conscience. In so doing he flattered pride and

self-sufficiency--those two great sources of error in the world--and

hence he obtained the erring world's applause.

When his book was finished he left Gottingen and crossed the Alps into

Italy; there he joined in the more active struggle between authority

and its antagonists. Nevertheless, he was not satisfied with himself,

nor could he bring himself entirely to sympathise with the persons

and actions of those whose cause he had espoused and so ardently

endeavoured to defend.

The image of Flora Adair, moreover, constantly rose up before him,

and thinking of her as he had known her in all things, save in her

tenacious clinging to her religious faith, he felt her softening

influence often stealing upon him. It was a miserable weakness, he

would try to persuade himself; and yet it was something which in his

inmost heart he loved. It led him always, he saw, to better and more

peaceful thoughts; so true is it that "_God is a centre of love towards

which the weight of love directs every creature_."

These, however, were but fugitive and passing thoughts, yet they

awakened and kept alive in him that desire for good, that thirst after

what is true, which is the ever-blessed fruit of all real love.

At length he yielded to a strange and increasing yearning which he felt

to go to Capri. "I shall find there something real," he would often say

to himself, "and little Anina's joy will gladden my heart...."

And what is like the joy of a faithful people? In vain do _they_

pretend to it who are without faith and hope in the world. The sunny

smile, even more than the sunny sky, is the charm which attracts our

less joyous wanderers to the faithful Italian people. What wonder,

then, that Mr. Earnscliffe found his old love returning with the

happiness which his presence seemed to create around him in Capri?

Anina's joy and that of her parents, however, was not without some

alloy, since they all saw with pain his altered appearance, and his

habitual expression sterner even than of old.

His affection for Anina seemed unchanged, and notwithstanding his more

silent and reserved general manner, he liked to have her with him as

much as ever, although he did not laugh and talk with her as he had

formerly done. One day she timidly asked him if he were ill, "because,"

she said, "he looked so sad and grave now?"

"No," he answered, "I am not ill, _carina_; but some one whom I loved

dearly has made me very unhappy."

"How wicked it is of any one to make _il caro Signore_ unhappy!"

exclaimed the child. "But I will ask the Madonna to pray that he may be

happy again!"

"Never name the Madonna to me again, Anina," said Mr. Earnscliffe with

a dark frown, "if you do not wish to offend me!"

The child wondered greatly as to what he meant by this, and for a long

time did not venture to disobey the command, but all the more did she

implore her loved Madonna to pray for his happiness.

During his quiet sojourn at Capri, Mr. Earnscliffe heard of his wife's

death, and there, too, he received Flora's letter. His pride took

fire even at the trustful love which she had shown to him. It was too

much for him to receive with the meekness and thankfulness which it

deserved, and so by turns he battled with and yielded to the sweet

delight which it foreshadowed to him, as it recalled all the happiness

which her confiding affection had given him from the well remembered

evening at Achensee to that of the fatal ball in Paris.

As our hero's struggle with himself continued and his egotism was from

time to time overcome, a soft light would steal into his eyes, and he

would stretch out his arms longing to clasp Flora to his heart again

and for ever; but that brightening--like the lightning's flash across

a stormy sky--was gone almost as soon as seen, and left behind it only

darkness. One day, with a look of proud despair, he turned away his

head from the letter which lay before him, and muttered--"No, no! I am

not so love-sick as to trust again to one who was so ready to sacrifice

me to a senseless regulation of what she calls religion! Flora Adair,

you _shall_ be torn from my heart whatever it may cost me!"

He seized the letter and crushed it in his hand. After a few moments

of seeming thought, however, he threw it, all crushed as it was, into

a corner of his desk, and locked it up. Like Count Azo, he was now,

indeed, bearing within him "a heart which _would_ not yield nor _could_

forget."

There were times when evidences of the heroic trust produced by the

religion in which Flora Adair believed, crowded before his mind. These

testimonies Mr. Earnscliffe had seen in the Catacombs, in history, in

the world around him, and, lastly, in Flora's sacrifice of happiness

to principle. But pride chased even these away, and his unbending

will again and again perverted his better but weaker judgment. "It is

impossible!" he would exclaim, "that I have been mistaken after all

these years of thought and study! No! I see what this is: it is a weak

clinging to a woman whose prejudice is stronger than her love; but I

_will_ not yield to it! She shall know that I have sufficient strength

to bear wretchedness and loneliness even rather than accept the second

place in her heart!" Yet the thought of that letter lying crushed in

the corner of his desk haunted him. He longed to look upon her writing

again--to read once more all those fond expressions of her constancy;

for he was forced to admit that, at least, she had been _constant_; but

he refused himself even that gratification.

In this turmoil of his heart and mind Mr. Earnscliffe became a more

ardent partisan than ever of Italian independence, and we find him at

Sorrento, after an interview which he had come there to seek with one

of the leaders of that party on the previous Friday. He was about to

return to Capri, and even as he spoke with Mr. Blake he was expecting

the arrival of Paolo and Anina, as he had promised the latter that she

should accompany _il babbo_ whenever he came to fetch him home. In

mixing himself up with all this party spirit, Mr. Earnscliffe's will

had betrayed his judgment into a contradiction of his former respect

for things established, his veneration for time-honoured institutions,

and the wisdom which experience had tested.

It was an endeavour to justify his new opinions to himself, and to

quiet the misgivings which he now so often felt, that had led him to

the conversation in which we now find him engaged.

Having reasoned in his book against the existence of any Divine law

promulgated in mankind by a living authority, he was endeavouring

to persuade Mr. Blake--and perhaps himself--that opinion, or, as he

sometimes more speciously called it, conviction and conscience, being

the only guide in matters of Divine government, by a stronger reason it

was the only authority in human things, and that, therefore, "the voice

of the people _is_ the voice of God." So far had he already, by the

revolt of his will, drifted and well nigh stranded upon the quicksands

of revolution!

Mr. Blake was not a yielding listener; he was an older man than Mr.

Earnscliffe, and one of those who distrusted the modern notions of

progress and liberty; moreover, he did not believe that the same

government is good for different peoples, and in his estimate of such

things he took large account of "the age and body" of the nations

governed. He had read de Maistre, and was strongly inclined to think

with him that "_Toute nation a le gouvernement qu'elle mérite_." He

disapproved of the Italian revolution, not in a religious, but in a

political point of view, and as the work of foreigners. It shocked

his conservative mind to see the uprooting of so much that time had

honoured, and principles, rights, and duties treated as if they were

things of nought.

"I do not like your revolutionary men," he continued, "much better

than their opinions. I find them for the most part gain-seekers for

themselves and their followers. It is the result of egotism in all

time, and to me a pretty sure sign of wrong-doing. I am not of the

Pope's religion, although but a century ago my ancestors were, and

there is much in it that I cannot comprehend; but it has _one_ charm

for me which I confess is great--those who espouse this cause in

general are thoughtful and steadfast, ever ready to make any sacrifice

for their principles. It is a great test, and a great proof of

sincerity."

"Sacrifice! You call it sacrifice? Why, surely their's is the worst of

all bondage, the enslaving of the heart, the mind, the whole being;

and to what? To a system which governed the dark ages, and which our

brighter civilisation has outrun,--the resolute enemy of all progress

and enlightenment!"

"Whatever the system may be--and it is too great a question to draw

hasty conclusions about--the present manner of dealing with it is, to

my mind, unwise and unjust, and I must repeat, the men who are acting

against it do not attract me by exhibiting what I consider to be the

necessary virtues of true patriotism. We hear much about confiscation,

spoliation, and self-interest in this new era, but steadfast adherence

to settled principles, and respect for law and order, have become

bywords here."

"'The greatest happiness of the greatest number' is the object of all

true patriotism; this I believe to be the object of these men, and

therefore I espouse their cause."

"So far so good," replied Mr. Blake; "but something remains which

you all, I think, lose sight of; add to it, 'for the greatest

length of time,' and then you will surely find strong motives for

the self-sacrifice which I find wanting in these too-hastily-formed

theories. 'The greatest happiness of the greatest number' is a phrase

easily made use of to express 'the greatest happiness of myself and

those who think with me.' It is the sacrifice of the present to the

future, if necessary, that calls forth true devotedness. Will your

patience permit me to give you a striking illustration of this, which I

was reminded of but yesterday in a letter from my niece, and which is

still uppermost in my mind? It is of a young lady who has sacrificed

her heart, her earthly happiness, and, as I greatly fear, even her

life, to this very principle."

"I shall listen to you with pleasure, but do not expect me to attach

much value to _such_ sacrifices. When women take up particular opinions

they cleave to them with far greater obstinacy even than men. Weakness,

you will grant me, is generally obstinate!"

"There is not much of weakness, as you will see, in what I am going to

tell you:--

"My young friend and a gentleman whom she met abroad fell in love with

each other, and, unlike the usually uneven course of true love, all

went smoothly until within a fortnight of the celebration of their

marriage, when she learned that her lover had been married before,

and that his divorced wife was still living. Poor girl! her religion

declares that there can be no such thing as divorce, so she had to

choose between her faith and the earthly happiness already within her

grasp. Well, she was true to her religion, and made the necessary

sacrifice of the present for the future life! Her lover left her, as

I am told, in great indignation, and she came home to Ireland looking

broken-hearted. She rarely visited anywhere; and my niece, an old

schoolfellow of hers, was almost her only companion. In what, as I

suppose, was a fit of selfish revenge, the man wrote a book, which, it

seems, gave her greater pain than all, since she gathered from it that

her very steadfastness had been made the cause of his bitter sarcasm

against all that she held sacred.

"One day the newspaper announced the death of his wife, and my niece

was filled with joy in the hope that her friend's troubles would now

be at an end; but no, the gentleman, it appears, was not so constant

as she had been: he was now free to marry, but he did not come back

to her. It is quite painful to watch her calm outward demeanour, and

yet see, what is so evident, that a worm is in her heart. Poor child!

they say she is in a decline, and the doctors have prescribed for her

that last resource, a winter in the south. I travelled as far as Paris

with her and her mother, and left my niece with them. I could not bear

to take away that pleasure from her. They wait there for some family

event--a marriage--and then come on to Italy. Now this steadfastness

in what she believes to be true is what I call a cardinal virtue,

carried to the point of heroism! If she dies, which is not improbable,

it will be very like martyrdom. What do you think of it? Judging from

the effect to the cause, we can hardly help venerating a principle

which produces such effects. When you can show such in favour of these

modern theories, I may perhaps be inclined to think better of them;

as it is, I see everywhere a display of selfishness, rather than this

devotedness."

Every word that Mr. Blake uttered fell upon Mr. Earnscliffe as a bitter

reproach and a sharp punishment. He had no need to ask that heroine's

name,--he knew it almost from the beginning. A crowd of contending

feelings rushed upon him as Mr. Blake proceeded; at last he murmured

to himself, "And this it is which, in my selfish pride, I have spurned

and mistrusted!"

When Mr. Blake ceased speaking, Mr. Earnscliffe, with a sudden start,

exclaimed, "Yes, this _is_ something to admire; and the cause which

produces it in such a creature as Flora Adair must be good! But do not

tell me that her health is in real danger, that would be too much!"

"Good heavens, sir! what is all this?" cried Mr. Blake, shocked by the

scared expression of Mr. Earnscliffe's face. "Do you, then, know Flora

Adair? Is she a relation of yours, that you should be so startled on

hearing this news of her?"

"Relation! No, bear with me, my dear sir, I am the unworthy cause of

all her suffering!"

"God be praised, then, that I have been led to see you! I have always

felt that there must be some misunderstanding in this matter. Cheer up,

sir, all may yet be well!"

The door opened, and a waiter came in to say that the boatman, Paolo,

was waiting to see _sua Eccellenza_.

Mr. Earnscliffe took Mr. Blake's hand, and pressed it warmly. "I can

never repay you for what you have unknowingly done for me! I must leave

you now. Shall I find you here to-morrow? At three I will wait for you.

Let me count upon your secresy for the present, and until to-morrow

adieu!"

"_God is a centre of lore towards which the weight of love directs

every creature._" The weight of love had all but overcome even the

unruly will of Mr. Earnscliffe. How amply would Flora Adair have been

repaid for all her suffering could she but have seen the power of

her love now working in that proud man's heart! But love's brightest

conquests are unseen, unknown even, save in that trustful consciousness

felt only by those who truly love....

Having directed that Paolo should wait a moment for him, Mr.

Earnscliffe turned into the long corridor of the hotel. His heart was

too full, its flood-gates were yielding, the battle with his pride was

nearly won. Was joy or sorrow uppermost? He hardly knew; yet it was the

forecoming of joy, the dawn of hope outstripping the darkness of his

gloomy night! Not the heart only, but the mind also, is drawn by love;

and, as his _heart_ thrilled at the consciousness of Flora's love, so

his _mind_, no longer trammelled by his haughty will, not only began to

recognise the greatness of her steadfastness under severe trial, but

the justice too of its cause.

Drawn along for a time by this foreshadowing of coming happiness, he

turned at length to himself, and saw the obstacle which had before

shut out the vision of Flora's heroism to him. That obstacle was

himself--his own pride, his selfishness, his uneducated will, "weakened

and inclined to evil," as is the common lot of all mankind. Almost

overwhelmed with these conflicting emotions, he returned to Paolo and

Anina, who were standing outside waiting for him.

As he approached them the child held out her little hand, and said

gaily, "Dear signore, now that we are at Sorrento, will you not come

and say one little prayer to our Madonna with me? Please me greatly,

signore, and come with me before we return!"

Ah! who shall tell all we owe to these little ones!... The signore

was in no frame of mind to refuse Anina's request; nay, he even felt

a secret pleasure in yielding to it. It was a shrine hallowed by that

religion which had called forth Flora's great trust in its eternal

truth; he knew, too, that _she_ had the highest veneration for the

Mother of the Saviour of men!

These thoughts were passing in his mind as he suffered the child to

lead him along. "And why am I incapable of such heroism?" he asked

himself. "Why have I no such trust even in myself? Why have I not her

faith?..."

They had entered the church, and as they crossed the threshold Anina

let go his hand, and went and knelt before the statue of the Madonna.

She made the holy sign, and then closed her hands to pray.... "Why am

I so little in my own estimation before this peasant child?" again

thought the signore. "Why can I not be like her, and pray?"

"_La conversion_," writes Bossuet, "_est une illumination soudaine_."

It was the Saviour of mankind who said, "Lo! I stand at the door and

knock; if any man will hear my voice, and will open the door, I will

come in and sup with him and he with me." The door was open--the

proud man had been already led to acknowledge his insufficiency to

himself, to envy even a little child's simple faith. The rays of grace

had reached his heart, now no longer closed by pride, and light and

heat had entered there together. A recollection came to him of words

read long, long ago: "Ask and receive, that your joy may be full." He

yielded to the heavenly invitation, and he, too, fell upon his knees

and prayed for guidance, light, and love!...

* * * * *

It has been said that if an insect could pray to us when we are about

to tread upon it, its prayer would excite in us great compassion. The

more lowly the place whence the lamentations of the heart arise, the

more certain is the success of its prayer. It was "the _lowliness_ of

His handmaiden" which the Lord "regarded," when He "magnified" her whom

He declared to be "blessed among women!"

Mr. Earnscliffe's heart had become humble and meek, and before he

returned to Capri with his dear little Anina, _his_ "soul," too, had

begun "to magnify the Lord, and _his_ spirit to rejoice in God _his_

Saviour!"

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