CHAPTER XXV

Arethusa gathered up her woolly rug and a dog-eared copy of "Jane

Eyre," which would have known almost instant confiscation if Miss Eliza

had glimpsed it in her possession, and proceeded to go down to the

woodland. It was an afternoon in early May, and unseasonably hot. As

she passed through the kitchen, Mandy paused in her bread-making and

looked around. She shook her head at the girl's evident intention, with

disapproval.

"I wouldn' be gwine out theah to be settin' this arternoon, Arethusie.

It are gwine to rain," she stated with positiveness. Mandy was by way

of being something of a weather prophet.

"Nonsense, Mandy! The sky's as blue as blue! There's not a cloud

anywhere!" Arethusa dismissed the idea with laughter. "Don't be such an

old prophet of evil!"

"Yes'sum, it are gwine to rain." Mandy left the table and went to the

door, her hands full of bread dough, to peer out at the metallic

looking sky, "and 'foah ve'y long, too. See thet theah?" She pointed to

a low brownish grey line far down on the horizon.

"Oh that! That doesn't mean anything!" Arethusa was not to be deterred.

She trailed the rug after her across the orchard and into the woodland

without noticing that it was touching the ground nearly all the way.

Miss Asenath's Woods were very beautiful just now; they were always at

their loveliest in the spring. The May-apples were in full bloom, and

the ground was splotched with great clumps of them, with their straight

waxy stems and their pale green umbrella-like leaves, almost hiding the

delicate flowers. Everywhere, through the woodland, were all sorts of

ambitious, tiny trees which would be choked out later on by the

heaviness of the growth above them, but just at present they lifted

their beginning life towards the sun, each one as erect as possible;

making, all together, something that seemed like a miniature forest. A

love-vine, sentimentally named parasite, was starting its curling way

over one of the shrubs; the moss was tinted with new green; and blue

and white and purple violets showed their saucy faces here and there in

patches, scattered with bits of the straight dark-green of the spears

of the star of Bethlehem leaves which made a contrast for the lighter

color of the violet foliage. And the spring world was all very still,

and very peaceful.

Arethusa spread the rug underneath the Hollow Tree, and lay down upon

it, resting her head on her crossed arms. She looked above her into the

curving arch of those faraway branches, their gnarled age made

beautiful with the tenderness of young leaves. Some of these were so

small and delicately curly in their newness, they were almost like the

crumpling of a baby's fingers. Patches of the bright blue sky showed

through them all. An alert robin ran across the woodland like a very

fat little man in a terrible hurry, and he paused at the edge of the

rug to look at Arethusa inquiringly, his head on one side. But she

never moved an inch to notice him, and so, quite satisfied that she was

nothing that could harm him, he pecked about within three feet of her

head.

Dreaming was her favorite occupation through these spring days,

dreaming of the future and what it might bring to her. And Arethusa,

believing that she knew just exactly what was to happen by reason of

what had already happened, settled the outlines of this future in her

dreaming, over and over again, without a single ray of light to break

through the darkness of her picture. She would spend it here at the

Farm, this strangely quiet Farm; more than ever "a household of women,"

without Timothy running in and out every day. And some day she would be

old and grey like Miss Eliza, busy farming it herself, and wearing

plain black dresses and scolding the servants when they did not do just

as she wanted. It was a blank future that contained no Timothy. But

Arethusa could not very well put Timothy into the future when he

refused to be in the present. She would always live alone, she decided,

and when she was quite old she would wear a locket like Miss Asenath's,

and people would speak of her as having had a Romance; for she had

_had_ a Romance, and it had ended very sadly. But she would not wear

Mr. Bennet's picture in her locket; he was not worthy of that. Perhaps

she might wear Timothy's. She had a splendid picture of Timothy which

would look very well in a Locket. There were times when, comparing

them, Arethusa was quite of the opinion that Timothy was far handsomer

than Mr. Bennet. And even if he did go off and marry some one else, he

could surely have no objection to her honoring his picture so. His

grandfather had not minded Miss Asenath's ownership of his miniature,

and he had married some one else, because she had loved him when he was

young. Arethusa had always loved Timothy; she loved him now. If Timothy

would only stop to think long enough, he would remember the hundreds of

times she had told him he was the best friend she had ever had.

Timothy had found, besides his farmer's duties, another way to occupy

himself this spring. It was an automobile of very recent acquisition, a

long, dark, grey car of beauty. And nearly every night he raced past

the front gate of the Farm in it, while Arethusa stood under the shadow

of the clematis vine on the front porch and listened for the first low

hum of its motor which carried so far ahead of it through the sleeping

country, and watched to see its light come flashing up the Pike,

drawing back hastily under the vine when it was close to the gate.

Timothy had stopped once or twice and asked them all to ride, but he

had never asked Arethusa alone. And since he did not ask her by

herself, she was too proud to hop in beside him when Miss Letitia and

Miss Eliza refused his invitation. If either one of them had gone, it

would have been all right. But neither would.

No human power could have got Miss Letitia into it, and Miss Eliza

considered it such a sinful waste of money when Timothy told her how

much it had cost him, that she showed her great disapproval by

declining to even sit in it.

But nearly every night it whizzed by on the way to town, and Arethusa

watched for it in the shadow of the clematis vine.

* * * * *

Arethusa sighed deeply, and reached for "Jane Eyre," at the side of the

rug.

It was a most abused and mistreated copy of this work, bearing her

father's name on its fly leaf, which she had found on a recent

rummaging through the garret. A glance through its pages had made her

most anxious to read it. It seemed to be rich with sentiment and

entertainment, of a truly Romantick nature.

She had read only as far as Jane's venture into the world of Mr.

Rochester last night, when forced by the unfeeling Miss Eliza who

viewed no printed matter as of such interest as to make for any

forgetfulness of what one ought to do, with a stern call from the foot

of the stairs, to "put out that light, and stop whatever it is you're

reading this minute, and go straight to sleep!" Arethusa had wept

bitterly over the cruelty of the early years; she hoped, this

afternoon, to see Jane through to an uninterrupted conclusion of

Perfect Happiness such as she so unmistakably deserved.

She read eagerly; her grey-green eyes following the lines of print

without once lifting. Her only movement was the turning of the leaves,

until a large and splashing drop of something fell plump on the page

then open, and she wiped it off. But another fell, immediately after

it; then another. It was Mandy's rain.

So Arethusa rose and gathered up her rug to start for the house. In her

recently acquired submissiveness, the disobeying of Miss Eliza to stay

out in a rain seemed to have no attraction.

But the storm broke with such quickness and fury, that Arethusa got no

farther towards the house than a big oak a few yards away from the

Hollow Tree. Underneath this, she crouched, covering her head with her

arms. For the first time in her life she was frightened of a storm. But

then, she never remembered having seen such a battle of the elements as

this became, in the fewest possible moments. In fact, for years

afterwards, folks in the neighborhood spoke of happenings as being just

before, or just after, the "Big Storm."

The lightning flashed so continuously that the heavens were like one

steady glare of white light; the thunder boomed and crashed in a

hideous din without any cessation. The rain beat against her as sharp

as needle points, and the wind seemed as if it were trying to lift her

off the ground to fling her back again to crush, so hard it blew.

Several trees within her observation went down, some torn up by the

roots; Arethusa could have wept miserably to see them go, these

woodland friends of hers. "Jane Eyre" was blown from her unheeding

grasp and against a crooked root of the oak tree. Its water-soaked

pages flapped madly back and forth; the equally water-soaked rug had

been flung against a near-by bush, wide spread like a sail.

Then suddenly, with a rush and a roar as if the world itself were being

torn from its moorings, the Hollow Tree, the very dearest of all the

growth in Miss Asenath's Woods, went crashing to the ground. It fell

through the tree against which Arethusa crouched, carrying branches of

the latter along with it. It was a pure miracle that she was not hit by

some of these flying branches, or by the Hollow Tree itself, in its

fall; for it was all around her, hemming her into a prison of

instantaneous building so that she could not move. Undoubtedly, had she

stayed under the Hollow Tree after the Storm began, she would have been

killed.

But with this last desecration the Storm seemed satisfied; its fury

abated. And ere long leaves slowly dripping and birds chirping were the

only sounds.

Arethusa shivered. Her teeth were chattering, partly through fear and

partly because she was really very cold. The Storm had seemed to wring

every single bit of warmth out of the air, and she had been wet to the

skin with that stinging, chilly rain. Her tears fell fast as she

reached to touch the Hollow Tree, all about her. Would that the wind

had blown down every single tree in the woodland if it had only left

her this one!

She tried to climb out. But every attempt she made was unsuccessful.

She was pinned in against the oak tree by interlocked branches which

her strength seemed unavailing to so much as disturb. It seemed that

all she could do would be to lie helplessly back and wait for somebody

to come and find her before she could get out.

But would she have to stay in this place all night before anyone did

come? And wait until they could chop her out after they came? How many

hours would that take? It might even take days! This was such a big

tree!

The thought brought a sudden overwhelming terror of her predicament.

She began calling loudly and frantically for everyone at the house;

Miss Eliza and Miss Letitia, Blish and Nathan and Mandy, but none of

them came. She even called Miss Asenath, hoping she would hear and tell

the others.

Then ... she called Timothy.

And Timothy came.

He plunged through the dripping woodland as if on wings or

seven-leagued boots, unmindful of the sloppy ground and the wet

branches which flopped back as he passed to sting his face, and he came

as straight to Arethusa as it was possible for him to come. He had

stopped at the Farm to get out of the Storm, on his way back from town,

and 'way up there at the house, standing on the back porch watching it,

he had heard her calls for Miss Eliza and the rest, and then for him.

But once in the woodland, and there was no visible evidence of her

presence, when he had been so sure just where she was to be found,

Timothy stopped running and called wildly himself for Arethusa.

"Here I am!" It sounded thin and like a ghost voice, coming from

underneath the piled up heap of broken tree right beside him in the

most uncanny way.

"Merciful Heavens!" Timothy knelt down and began making frantic efforts

to move the huge branches. "Are you hurt?"

"Not a single bit!" Arethusa's spirits began an immediate reviving.

Here was Timothy! The unmistakable cheerfulness in her tones somewhat

reassured her rescuer. "Only I can't get out!"

"And you're quite positive you're not hurt?" He asked the question

solely for the comfort of hearing her repeat that she was not. For he

did not see how she had escaped death in such a catastrophe.

"Sure!"

Arethusa, feeling now so much happier, thought that perhaps she might

stand upright. She tried the experiment cautiously and found that she

could. Her head and shoulders appeared dryad-like above the young green

of the leaves beneath her, and leaves and branches framed her face all

around. She waved her hand energetically, and called, to attract the

stooping Timothy's attention to her present superior position.

His relief when he saw her was almost comical.

"I'll have you out now in a jiffy!"

But such was not to be the case, for although he poked and poked about

everywhere distractedly, and pulled at first one part of it and then

another, he was unable to move any of that tree, for all his great

strength. Then, very unexpectedly, sticking his head around under the

lower branches next the ground, he discovered what seemed to offer some

possibilities as a road to Arethusa. He started exploration, and very

suddenly, he was right beside her.

Now that his anxiety for her safety was no longer rampant, Timothy

could see for himself that Arethusa had not a scratch, he remembered

the present state of their relationship. That look of sternness which

made his young face seem so much older settled down, and he made

business-like preparations to help her get out, breaking off small

branches all about him.

"Do you think you could crawl back the way I came in here, or do you

want me to go back up to the house and get something to cut the tree

away?"

But Arethusa was loath to leave just yet. This seemed so much like old

times, the way he had come at her call, when he had used to help her

down from hay-stacks which she had climbed too rashly, and rescue her

from all sorts of other strange situations. She could not see his face,

and so she clasped his arm, gratefully, as she had used to do in those

other days. Timothy stiffened a little, but she did not notice it.

"Oh, Timothy!" she exclaimed. "Just suppose you hadn't come! I might

have had to stay here all night long!"

"I reckon not! Somebody would have come."

She was chilled by his tone. And when she looked up at him, his grim

expression made her draw her hand away from his arm, abruptly.

"How did you get in?" she asked, with dignity.

Timothy indicated the road.

So a little procession started back through that gap in the branches,

which Arethusa, had she not been so frightened, might have found for

herself without bothering him. He went first, to show the way, and she

followed, both on hands and knees. He was out when he heard her scream.

"My hair! My hair is all caught! And I can't get it undone at all!"

She had not really asked for his help, but Timothy turned and crept

under the tree once more. Arethusa was badly caught. Her red hair had

been grabbed by the crookedest possible branch and it was all wound

around it as if the Hollow Tree were so determined to keep her

underneath it that either the branch or some of her hair would have to

be cut off, before it would let her go. And Arethusa's own efforts to

get loose had only succeeded in fastening her tighter.

She accepted Timothy's offer of aid as one who is forced to something

inevitable, and bent her head obediently so that he could get at the

snarl better. Timothy worked away in silence, his knees braced in the

soft ground. His fingers were never very good at this sort of thing,

and right now they seemed to become clumsiness personified. They

trembled so that the snarl seemed to grow worse and worse with each

moment. He gritted his teeth and tried his best to control his hands

and his heart, which raced and beat so loudly above the crouching girl.

He was quite sure she heard it. This nearness was almost more than he

could bear.

And to have his hands buried in that fragrant mass of the hair he

loved, suddenly proved his undoing.

He stopped his ineffectual work of untangling; but Arethusa did not

know that he had until she felt herself held close to a wildly beating

heart and heard him whispering, hoarsely, "Arethusa, I ... I just can't

bear it ... any longer!"

Then Timothy Kissed her. He kissed her hungrily; her hair, caught in

the branches, her startled eyes, her cheeks, and last of all, her

mouth.

"I love you," he said, brokenly, over and over again. "I love you!"

And Arethusa lay very quietly, and listened to him say it.

"I can't get your hair out," said Timothy, miserably, "I'll go and get

somebody at the house to come, but I...."

Then Arethusa spoke, softly.

"I don't want you to go get somebody at the house. I want you,

yourself, to get my hair out."

He almost groaned. Why did she make things so terribly hard for him?

Suddenly, something occurred to Timothy. Arethusa had not even tried to

slap him for those kisses, nor had she made even the beginnings of a

struggle to get away; which was all most un-Arethusa like. He looked

down at her, and he saw that her eyes were full of a truly wonderful

light, a light which he had never seen in those eyes before, and it was

shining straight at him.

"I want _you_ to get my hair out," she repeated, "but bef ... before

you do, T ... Timothy, please ki ... kiss me again!"

Timothy did as requested.

And the whole world did seem to really be hushed into a Startled

Silence by What had happened.

And Arethusa forgot that her hair was fastened apparently inextricably

in the branches of the Hollow Tree; perhaps the Hollow Tree had served

its best purpose in crashing to the ground. She forgot all about Mr.

Bennet and that Timothy might not want to marry her if he knew of the

Episode of the January Cotillion. She forgot to question the propriety

of the number of Timothy's kisses, as too many before their marriage.

She thought of nothing in the wide, wide world but just one thing; that

never had she felt more contented than where she was, held in the

safety of these strong arms of Timothy's. They seemed to shut her in to

guard from all unhappiness or terror, or anything that could possibly

hurt her in the days to come. It was just as though she had found a

place most truly her own, made for her by Timothy's love; and that it

was exactly what she had been searching for, for a long, long while.

But she was still Arethusa.

So after a time she stirred, and said very softly, "I can't possibly

stay here all my life with my hair caught like this, Timothy, you know.

I ... I really think you'd better undo it. I asked you to."

He roused himself with a happy little laugh, and as his fingers were

not trembling so much, this attempt was quite successful, and the red

locks were soon free.

Then they crawled through the place in the branches and stood upright,

face to face, Arethusa's head drooped, and a warm flush mounted

suddenly. She could not be said to be at her best appearance, for her

hair was all matted and tangled, and wildly disheveled; her dress was

muddy to her knees, and torn in several places; there were dirty marks

on her face. But to Timothy, she had never looked lovelier in her life.

It was his suggestion that they have a run up to the house.

Hand in hand, they set off at a mad pace through the orchard. Miss

Eliza saw them coming, for she was restlessly waiting on the back

porch; she had been waiting for some time. She was grim and

disapproving as the flushed pair brought up, panting, before her.

"Well, Arethusa...." she began.

But Timothy interposed in a very masterful sort of way.

"You mustn't scold her, Miss 'Liza, for she came very near being

killed!" He drew Arethusa's hand through his arm with a little air of

proprietorship which did not escape unnoticed. "The big Hollow Tree

fell and it pinned her down. I had an awfully hard time getting her out

from under it."

At a sudden recollection of the getting Arethusa out from under the

tree he blushed boyishly, and most violently, even through his flush of

running. Arethusa followed suit.

"Hum ... ph!" said Miss Eliza.

She regarded them both with keen eyes for a moment, those keen eyes of

hers that so little escaped.

"Have you," she asked suddenly, and so suddenly that both boy and girl

jumped, "have you decided to marry Timothy at last, Arethusa?"

"Yes," replied Timothy.

"No," replied Arethusa, although very weakly, for it was more from

force of habit than anything else.

Timothy put his arm clear around her quite unashamed before Miss Eliza,

to the deep interest and great delight of Mandy, peering through the

kitchen door; and he drew the unresisting girl close to his side.

"Yes," he repeated, with firmness, "she has!"

Arethusa looked up at him sideway, at the strength of his young

profile; and feeling his arm around her and remembering how strong and

sure that arm had seemed such a little while before, like a bulwark for

safety between her and anything that might threaten, she answered

meekly, almost like an echo, "Yes, I have!"

And this was quite in spite of the fact (and yet that may have been the

very reason why she did, for she had always declared so emphatically

that she would say, "no!" to any such proposition coming from him) that

Timothy had made no formal proposal of marriage to her so far this

summer.

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